I visited a fuckbuddy last night. The first time he ever fucked me he tried to stealth me - which I really don't like. I think it's fair enough to let people decide whether they want to get fucked raw or not, but obviously in my case? BONUS!

I noticed the lack of condom when he first pressed into my ass, and when the head was inside me I asked him if he was fucking me raw. His reply was a bit hesitant because he clearly didn't know if I was up for it, but my response was to take a big hit of poppers, dig my head into the pillow and push my ass in the air so his cock was pushed balls-deep inside me. He got the message... Ever since then he's been very vocal about wanting to fuck me raw and flood me with cum when we've been together - and I respond with moaning and sighing when his thick cock pounds away in me, getting ready to breed me.

We've been getting to know each other - sexually - over the past couple of months, and slowly we're getting more tuned into what turns each other on. Fortunately it seems we have VERY similar inclinations - only opposite, of course... He's getting rougher and rougher with me - and I'm fully submissive with him.

Last night I showed up at his house, stripped in the hallway and went to his bedroom where a blindfold was waiting on the bed. He had ordered me not to wear a jock strap this time, so I got on hands and knees on the bed, put on the blindfold and took a large hit of poppers so I was ready.

I heard him come into the bedroom, felt a gob of spit land on my ass and then his hard cock was pushing into me, going balls-deep with the first thrust and making me wince with pain. I mean, he's not HUGE, but he's big... Absolutely big enough that it hurts when he's going into a dry ass with only a bit of spit for lube. My guess is that he's somewhere around 19cm, but he hasn't told me his actual size so all I know is that it is perfect for my ass - which means it's big enough to hurt when he fucks me roughly.

And damn, he was rough. Deep, hard pounding from the beginning - I had to keep taking more poppers to take it, but part of the agreement for the evening was that I was not allowed to complain...

I suspected he was just going to fuck me hard and quick and then tell me to leave, but after 5-10 minutes of hard fucking he pulled out, flipped me around and started fucking my mouth and eventually also my throat. Ass-to-mouth was another surprise the very first time he fucked me - and not something I normally enjoy, but if a man is dominant enough a submissive bottom can be turned on enough to push their own limits little by little. By now I have gotten used to the fact that if I want his cock in my ass, I have to accept that it will at times also go in my mouth afterwards.

When he started going deep in my mouth/throat he pulled my knees up to my shoulders and started spanking my ass in time with his thrusts. I'm not sure if he actually realised that it helped me deep-throat him more easily; when he slapped my ass hard my hole body spasmed and his cock slid completely inside my mouth and down my throat.

Damn, deep-throating is hard work, though! I'm still a bit sore and have quite a hoarse voice today...

Eventually, though, he stopped slapping my ass and started fingering me, pushing fingers inside me and pulling my hole open. And trust me, sniffing poppers while being deep-throated is NOT easy, but I had to somehow manage to cope with the fingers working my ass.

At some point he must have either tired of my throat or felt my hole was open enough, because he once again flipped me over and shoved his cock in my ass. This time, of course, it was much more lubed with my spit - not to mention that he had worked my hole open with his fingers!

He could slide right in with very little resistance - which seemed to please him and yet not quite satisfy him, since after a few thrusts I felt one of his fingers sliding in next to his cock. Oh, fuck! being stretched open while being fucked by a good, raw cock and high on poppers? HEAVEN!

Two more fingers followed, so I ended up feeling like I was taking a double-fuck! I was so stretched and it was the perfect mix of pain and pleasure to take that much... When he finally removed the fingers I felt so open and sloppy around his thick cock, and he went on to fuck me furiously and deep as my ass gave no resistance to his cock. It was amazing... (And today I'm sore in the ass as well as in the throat.)

Eventually, of course, he came in my ass. I just love that moment when a big, hard cock pushes as deep as possible and starts pulsing so you know the sperm is being deposited deep in your ass...

While I was driving home afterwards I could feel my ass leaking sperm... I had been so stretched that I was struggling to keep the load inside me.

And then... When I got home there was a message from him waiting for me. He wants me to bring a dildo the next time so he can double-fuck me with it and his cock! The trouble is, the only toys I own are a 45cm double-ended dildo and a 6cm-diameter butt plug... Clearly the butt plug wont work for a double-fuck - I can only JUST take it on it's own - and the long dildo is just scary because there's no way of knowing how deep he'll try to push it inside me. I may have to buy a more standard dildo...

Or accept that I might get fucked VERY deep.