It’s 2:07am - I am literally on CLOUD NINE right now.

2:21am Omg I didn’t realize it was such a huge load but wow I can feel it squeezing around the butt plug wanting to get out...but NO - can’t let that happen. I need this man’s warm creamy seed to marinate inside the deepest depths of my body for at least an hour....at the very minimum. Honestly, it’s a sign of respect too, I think. Instead of being done when that load shoots inside you: you show that the cum is an honor to have inside you, and don’t take it for granted. It makes me reflect on how happy I am that I have been gifted with a cock & most especially the gift of fresh, warm, creamy cum —- released into my body, so that a man (especially this man- who deserves every goddamn sexual favor/blessing in the world) - so that he can have whatever pleasure he can have by having holes that.....as of this morning around 11:00am have been permanently reserved for him until such time he doesn’t want on-call holes to release himself inside...and by inside, I mean as deep as possible...and as many times per day as he needs —-  he’s bred & marked my hole as of this morning —— and so it’s literally his hole - where only his cum flows. I just always want to be a way to drain cum from those beautiful balls and cock. Main point: I absolutely want this man’s balls **emptied** every day, by the time he is done with me. If he is sitting home at night with an overdue load just building up; I would literally be so sad & dying to have it inside me.

Okay so here’s the conclusion:

I think this man is coming back in the morning. I couldn’t really tell how much he liked it from his mood in the minutes right after, but that can be a false indicator. I just want to make him happy. I am so so so honored that he has entrusted *me* to supplement his natural instinctual needs as a man...with my holes for him to unload inside. It makes me so damn happy that he can be a committed devoted perfect partner to a woman — and then I can help him (and her) by giving a man what a man needs — and an outlet for rough, tough stuff. I can only hope that my “work” will actually enhance their relationship & relieve some stress, in some way. (And let’s be honest - there’s just some things that need to be taken out on a man and not a woman.) I want him to know I would literally stop at NOTHING to make sure his relationship was never affected poorly in any way whatsoever.

My prayer tonight is that he returns every weekday for as long a streak as possible....but at least, that he comes back tomorrow. :)

Ahhh feels good to do a breeding entry...love when I get it all typed soon after .

I LOVE YOU, FELLOW PIGS & THE MEN WHO LOVE TO DESTROY OUR HOLES!

2:54am -  Plug still in - definitely still slushing near plug, but also I can tell some dispersed into the depths. At 1 hour I will pull out, do an enema, and clean up. I need to be ready for him in the morning.