Lately I've felt so much stronger. Through work, at home, and just overall. That's pretty much because I've fallen in love with someone and fully realized who I am and what I am not. I have also pretty much decided which course to take and it's right for me.

Not only that but being poz isn't easy. With all the stigma everywhere and fucking criminalization? Really GA. A guy backs up on my dick and doesn't ask and I don't say anything and I'm the criminal?

Fuck. I knew I had to be stronger. But I had no idea I had to be that much stronger. Basically this state probably wants to imprison us to control the HIV Epidemic which and I quote GA considers it "A public health hazard." I think an extreme one at that.

Just wait for fucking pride. Shit I might even march in the fucking parade. I'm tired of being afraid. I'm tired of being weak. I'm tired of being concerned of what others think of me. And now because I'm in love with a man and he's in love with me I have so much more strength. Not only that but lots of changes are coming soon. Good changes. And changes that will allow me to be even stronger. So fucking get ready pride and Atlanta.

You want to try to hide the criminalization and how you treat and really feel about poz guys in Atlanta. Hell I'll show it all. I'll fucking shout in parade, "I'M FUCKING POZ WANNA FIGHT ABOUT IT?"

I'll show Atlanta that there's at least one fucking proud poz boy and that I don't care what this city, grady, the government or the public health system thinks of me.

But this also shows. If some people in that high power are really afraid or hateful of someone who's poz and considers them a threat. Than that means. I really have to be a hell of a lot stronger in the future. Because someday. I'll really fight some of this. I'll really make a difference. Whether it's with leather, poz, barebacking I'll probably make quite a few enemies. Enemies I couldn't take on today but someday I can. But whatever I do. I'll be fucking proud and strong.

Because that's who I am!