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Used and Raped in Utah

Ah, hows that for a title. Soooo where do I begin. Well I was in utah for about 2 weeks or so going to school. Nothing but studying, notes, and sleeping. Until my day off on Sunday. I got together with a guy who was local. Cute sexy bear of a man. He picked me up and we went to the mountains and went sight seeing and I saw the ski areas. He grabbed my dick a few times while we were driving and I grabbed his too. When we got back to his place we went to making out, sucking, and just having fu
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A trip to Alabama

It's been a while since I've done some writing lately. I decided that this would go best here. So, last weekend I went to Alabama to see a client. I left on Saturday afternoon and arrived close to midnight. I arrived early so I showered and prepped myself for the client who was at dinner. When I was just finishing up my shower I heard him enter the house. I greeted him naked and we made out a bit. We went to the bedroom and he turned on his bareback porn and I got into bed with him. We kissed,
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No More Hiding

Since i was 18 I've always been a bit of a slut. But I was more of the selective slut back then and used condoms. First barebacking I was selective for a while because of fear but as I progressed I realized it didn't matter. But even then, I didn't really whore out. Nah, just a few loads up my butt everyday. Becoming poz, I even had less sex. But I'm starting to realize more and more about myself. I went to a club on saturday night. My goal was to dance, drink, have fun, and maybe hook up with
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Becoming...Sir?

Such a weird way to phrase it. But then again, I've been told that my typing, reasoning, and posts are contradicting and confusing and just a mess. Couldn't be more accurate. I don't know why but it seems lately I keep getting called Sir. Granted, most of the guys I fuck now are clients. Most of my sex is fucking anyways now. But damn these are really submissive, obedient, and subservient bottoms. I see a little of myself in them. It's really weird how I can be so timid, polite, shy, and good
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"You work hard boy"

Crap, I'm not sure if I should right this right now. Feeling like crap right now so maybe this will help. But before I do just to get it out of my system. Missing exes, wish things could have worked out and sad with shit they are dealing with unrelated to me. Learning more about topping now and because of where I live I'm dead to former Sir. Being poz has really gotten to me lately especially being single, alone, and can't talk to roomie about bb and being poz. Feeling guilty for sexing so much
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Brian/No. 8/Special/Shy/Bi

Fucking right, I'm back. Oh lord, give me the fucking strength to write everything that's in my mind right now. Well the basics. Out of my relationship I was in for 8 months and last week had a hell of a time taking 12 loads up my ass from 3 different guys. And that Friday I fucked for the first time in a while, two guys that came over. One was verse and he fucked me too. Actually prior to that, I saw a bottom guy. Hairy, bearish bottom and I fucked and bred him twice. Now that the intro is out
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Fucking and Getting Fucked

Yeah fucking feels so fucking good. Fucked my partner a few times the other day. My partner told me the other day I'm cleaned out". Didn't take much more than that for him to throw his legs in the air and for me to fuck his ass raw. While fucking him I really got into it and I really pounded him and felt my cock so hard. I turned him on his stomach and shoved my cock back in and fucked him some more until I couldn't hold back and I bred him. I fucking love the feeling of breeding I miss it. Can
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ph house augusta Day 1 (sex version)

Got to phouse on friday afternoon. Went to the pool and flirted with a guy. Went back to his room and I played with him and his partner. I suck his partner and I feel him playing with my ass and his bare cock sliding in my ass. He starts fucking me really hard and his partner tells me to breed him. I suck his partner until his partner is hard and his partner fucks me and breeds me. I suck a guy back at my room but he rejects me for being poz. I have a few drinks and go to the maze. I suck a f
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Sir, Clients, Raw, Topping, and Love

Oh yeah and my blog is done with. Damn google's new terms. To be honest I don't even know if I can continue blogging on here. About sex, hook ups, and stuff like that it's probably okay. But things like my Sir to be and his partner, geek technology stuff, clients, emotional shit or stress I go through, and all that other stuff. No one here cares about that shit. All they wanna do is pyscho analyze me and go, "LOLZ you batshit dude". Not that talk like that will stop me but at the same time majo
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All I Know

Heh for some reason I feel like writing a hell of a lot right now. And keeping with my promise to make "certain" entries on here still. I was thinking of this when I was reading what I wrote in the "Strong" entry and when I was talking with someone on mancunt about getting tested, poz, and ryan white grant. I don't know how many times I've repeated the thing about Atlanta hating poz guys and fucking things up. I even said, "All I know is A-". And I thought to myself. ..Who am I really to say
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Strong

Lately I've felt so much stronger. Through work, at home, and just overall. That's pretty much because I've fallen in love with someone and fully realized who I am and what I am not. I have also pretty much decided which course to take and it's right for me. Not only that but being poz isn't easy. With all the stigma everywhere and fucking criminalization? Really GA. A guy backs up on my dick and doesn't ask and I don't say anything and I'm the criminal? Fuck. I knew I had to be stronger. But
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The secret blog...of secrets

It's like a secret, within a secret, within a secrete. It's called JUB...errr extra, hidden, bonus, alternate, aw who gives a fuck. So yes I have three blogs running now...seriously wish I updated them more. But writing for me I'm like a fucking primadona. One my hair has to be the right way, the temperature has to be right, I prefer chill but not frozen.. Basically I have to sort of be in the mood but not only that have the time and I guess allow myself to relax and be at ease enough to in a
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Live

Finally did it.. Finally have my three blogs up and running. The gaming/tech/geek side one. The sex, hook up, bb, poz, raw one with insight to what's really on my mind and things I can't talk about elsewhere and my escort one.. ..Everything is full circle and complete... ...Now I can rest. And lest I forget. This blog. Which is a very special blog to me. Now rest.
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Three Lives

How about nine? Ya know I used to joke to myself that I had another life. I recall once at my former Sir's leather group when I was around a bunch of leathermen I said something to my former Sir and retracted it. I think I called him by his name when I normally called him Sir. You see I was living at home with my two fathers at the time (adopted by gay men when I was younger..long short boring story. Shitty years of my life..and painful) but going over to see my former Sir and his partner/sub
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The Best Medicine

Is drinking.. Wait, what? So last night was depressing is an understatement. Today is better, random fire alarms going off, roomate making muffins (they bring all the boys to the yard) and bullshitting with gamestop employees. So cool that they get info first about PS4 and next Xbox since a lot of what they told me the media and news doesn't even know. I want their sony rep. But I can't get shit for my PS3 so back to craigslist. So friends from TN for spring in the south couldn't come over
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"But knowing is different than feeling"

These words had me in tears tonight. This is gonna be a sad post. It sucks to be all emo like this when I was in my younger days. I'm sure I made people want slit their wrists..or mine back then. But it's been a while since I cried. And since I allowed myself to feel. Let's do a little re-cap first. I don't know if I posted this on here but my roomate gave me an ultimatum after I became poz. The day after I was confirmed to be poz. He told me either I pay him for cleaning the house (while he st
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End...

..At the very least no more fucking nightlies to download tonight. Stupid clear ass internet is slow as jesus. I might be poz now.. Got tested in october and was neg. Was surprised as fuck especially since I went to a bareback party the day before. The guy told me to get tested again in 2-3 months if I'm active with sex. Fast forward sex slowed down a bit after pride and I don't remember november. Well actually november was stress with wanting to move out and trying to plan that and escorting
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Fading Light

This has always bugged me. A certain club in Atlanta and I felt the same when I was at slammers in Ft. Lauderdale. I felt that being selective and not being an all out whore was a bad thing. But I also felt that certain tops and men controlled the whole scene at the club. Especially those on the cat walk. I saw some bottoms getting gang banged but they put themselves out there as bottoms who will take any loads and any cock. Some diddn't have to do that though. ...I felt that regardless of how
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Crossroads...

Time and time again it seems I'm at another crossroads. The main things are to bareback or not to bareback. If I do bareback am I going to be a total cum slut bottom or am I just going to get together with a few guys. Hook up everyday or hook up every so often. To be open about barebacking or not be open. These are on my mind...but they need to be solved soon.
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Communi-..Strike that..introDUCTION.

...Ahh the old blog post box. How many years has it been since I have done a blog? God when I was in middle school-high school I always blogged..and it was about a girl, my life at the time which sucked, being alone, video games, and sometimes rpg gaming I did on forums. I used to have blogs on gaming forums too and wrote about my straight parents since I did not want people to know I had two dads who adopted me. Then, when I finally became 18 I blogged all the time on a very popular gay forum.
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