I noticed the site and joined tonight because I wanted to share a couple of my stories as well. They're not actually stories their true and I can see that there is probably only a handful of dedicated bottoms that understand and know just how true these stories are because it probably have lived them yourselves.

It's a phenomenon for sure, a self actualization, self-awareness, self-destruction, that you take a perfectly good tan smooth, ass and body that looks like a Greek god, give it some rum and Coke, poppers, a couple Vicodins, if lucky, maybe some mushrooms, deftly some impact poppers spray; Myself I always like to fast for the to make sure my stomach is flat, and sexy awesome looking. We take all of this negative status body, and put it right in the path . In fact to entice, tops that are positive hiv status, guys that probably are older , maybe at the end of their life,

Top men who really don't care too much anymore, probably on drugs themselves, maybe meth, and then I rent a large room at a bathhouse, look my best with tan products, body gloss creams, pedicure, manicure, teeth whitening, and I don't know why but there's nothing hotter and sexier than, knowing a full-blown poz top has just entered the room, and looks at my ass as if it is a offering from the gods, His cock is rock hard already, he's probably having second thoughts about even seeding my ass; because maybe it doesn't even seem right at this point in his mind, I have to, entice and more to let him know it's okay. So I often suck his cock, often swallowing his cock, so we know it is going down my throat. I'm rubbing his legs and body and stomach letting him know I am seriously turned on by his thin appearance and bulging veins, I'm letting him know that if he doesn't stick his raw, poz infested cock deep inside me right now,

somebody else will that night. It doesn't happen often, but when it does, I often will entice them to empty their pee bladder directly in my stomach, swallowing every drop of his pee. I tell him this is what a good bottom does, so his top does not have to take the time to go out and pee in a cold stall. He's feeling every inch of my body, like it is its Pamela Anderson Baywatch babe, and he just won the lotto stick his poz cock, right up inside me. At this point I usually, will take a drink of my rum and Coke hidden underneath the bench, at the flex in Arizona, to wash down his pee that is now sloshing in my stomach. And I know he's thinking if this neg ass perfect as just, swallowing every drop of my poz pee and he didn't even asked if I had hep, then it's going to be a pleasure to convert his ass all night long. It said first push of his cock, that I usually have my poppers ready at the helm, and even some of the maximum poppers spray, that puts me in a whole different world, At this point I'm just feeling pleasure, and it literally is like a religious experience, he is taking in and feeling more pleasure than is probably felt in a very long time. I'm squeezing my ass at the right places, and have the right time. I probably even though I can make him pop his load but I know he has a long ways to go yet, I love a lot of passion and I love holding his hand or kissing them,

especially if you have me on my back, I also love the way it looks. The comparison, so do the other guys, if the doors open or a poz top is taking me on my back, and my one leg is around his shoulder, and the other around his waist, holding them in tighter, this attracts the guys. Very quickly, and separates the men from the boys, also the neg from the poz tops. There always seems to be a line now of the poz tops, waiting their turn. At some point I encouraged him to, hand fuck me, I like using this topical cream pain killer, inside me before I get fucking hard, because I know it totally numbs me, this often is a great regulator for the bottom so the tops don't go too far, In my case, they always go too far. When I plan it just right and everything falls in place, I'm setting myself up to get knocked up, or at least a 95% chance. There has only been three times, then I took multiple pee loads in my mouth and stomach one after another after another, after another, until I started getting dizzy myself. And I had a hard time keeping it down. These are nights tops hand fucked me so hard, I could actually feel it through all the pain medication, poppers, rum and Coke, maximum impact spray,

These are nights that, when they do finally cum in me, there cum burns like crazy, These are nights, I take another hit leaned back over the bench, and let another stranger that looks very poz, start the whole process over inside me. This is the best sex in the world.