Kyler_bottom

I often thought of how many poz loads . I have taken inside me, then I divided those by how many were driven inside me early evening, while at the bath house , only to have an additional six or seven cocks and loads driving the poz load so far inside me, it's not coming out, and probably will just be absorbed in through the body, especially since I'm a little dehydrated during these times. Then I divide, how many poz loads have I taken, from guys that are not on medication? Divide that by how many guys have purposely ripped up my ass by severe hand fucking and fingernail scratching to ensure maximum destruction? Divide that by how many pee loads, I have swallowed from poz tops. And how many pee loads from neg guys with other issues. Times that times, how many times have I almost literally died inside a fuck room, at a sleazy bath house in the bad part of town, because I was so blown out of my mind with 420 rum and poppers, and a dom, head one sometimes two hands around my throat because I asked them to, some of them don't ask, just to. Add that to, how many crazy old tops that are severe perverts probably pedophiles in real life, had their cock in my mouth or ass. Divide that by how many hotel parties I've been that or the Palm Springs CCBC, fuck resort, where everything in the above and more happens in one night. I just don't know? Somewhere between 50 and 60 at the worst end scale, 60 to 100 at the bad end, and hundred and 120 of the unknown neg cum end of the scale. We all have one night in particular that we relive and jerk off to, Mine is 2 poz cpls, that did me in one night. Total ass destruction, I know I blacked out once or twice from all of the choking, and they were taking other forms of drugs, I tried a little, and they have lots of toys, huge dildos, I was cut for sure one point, and as soon as that happened, they all wanted to fuck me right away and dump their poz loads in me. It was totally crazy, and they were so excited . I don't think I could've left if I wanted to. They were fucking me every which way, to make me poz, then Saying were not going to let you go to till it sticks. I had swallowed at least two loads of Pee each, survived the worst hand fucking I had ever had, it wasn't until, one of them took their room key and inserted in me, that's what got me scratched badly, I've heard of toothbrushes but never room keys, I was just breathing into the small rag that had poppers in it, until I was totally in Lala land, but at a conscious level I knew they were fucking me intent, and purpose, I was so tour up after that I actually needed some antibiotics from the scratches. But still , it was extremely hot sex for me, especially when I knew and could hear their viral poz cum loads were being poured into me directly into me.

I noticed the site and joined tonight because I wanted to share a couple of my stories as well. They're not actually stories their true and I can see that there is probably only a handful of dedicated bottoms that understand and know just how true these stories are because it probably have lived them yourselves. It's a phenomenon for sure, a self actualization, self-awareness, self-destruction, that you take a perfectly good tan smooth, ass and body that looks like a Greek god, give it some rum and Coke, poppers, a couple Vicodins, if lucky, maybe some mushrooms, deftly some impact poppers spray; Myself I always like to fast for the to make sure my stomach is flat, and sexy awesome looking. We take all of this negative status body, and put it right in the path . In fact to entice, tops that are positive hiv status, guys that probably are older , maybe at the end of their life, Top men who really don't care too much anymore, probably on drugs themselves, maybe meth, and then I rent a large room at a bathhouse, look my best with tan products, body gloss creams, pedicure, manicure, teeth whitening, and I don't know why but there's nothing hotter and sexier than, knowing a full-blown poz top has just entered the room, and looks at my ass as if it is a offering from the gods, His cock is rock hard already, he's probably having second thoughts about even seeding my ass; because maybe it doesn't even seem right at this point in his mind, I have to, entice and more to let him know it's okay. So I often suck his cock, often swallowing his cock, so we know it is going down my throat. I'm rubbing his legs and body and stomach letting him know I am seriously turned on by his thin appearance and bulging veins, I'm letting him know that if he doesn't stick his raw, poz infested cock deep inside me right now, somebody else will that night. It doesn't happen often, but when it does, I often will entice them to empty their pee bladder directly in my stomach, swallowing every drop of his pee. I tell him this is what a good bottom does, so his top does not have to take the time to go out and pee in a cold stall. He's feeling every inch of my body, like it is its Pamela Anderson Baywatch babe, and he just won the lotto stick his poz cock, right up inside me. At this point I usually, will take a drink of my rum and Coke hidden underneath the bench, at the flex in Arizona, to wash down his pee that is now sloshing in my stomach. And I know he's thinking if this neg ass perfect as just, swallowing every drop of my poz pee and he didn't even asked if I had hep, then it's going to be a pleasure to convert his ass all night long. It said first push of his cock, that I usually have my poppers ready at the helm, and even some of the maximum poppers spray, that puts me in a whole different world, At this point I'm just feeling pleasure, and it literally is like a religious experience, he is taking in and feeling more pleasure than is probably felt in a very long time. I'm squeezing my ass at the right places, and have the right time. I probably even though I can make him pop his load but I know he has a long ways to go yet, I love a lot of passion and I love holding his hand or kissing them, especially if you have me on my back, I also love the way it looks. The comparison, so do the other guys, if the doors open or a poz top is taking me on my back, and my one leg is around his shoulder, and the other around his waist, holding them in tighter, this attracts the guys. Very quickly, and separates the men from the boys, also the neg from the poz tops. There always seems to be a line now of the poz tops, waiting their turn. At some point I encouraged him to, hand fuck me, I like using this topical cream pain killer, inside me before I get fucking hard, because I know it totally numbs me, this often is a great regulator for the bottom so the tops don't go too far, In my case, they always go too far. When I plan it just right and everything falls in place, I'm setting myself up to get knocked up, or at least a 95% chance. There has only been three times, then I took multiple pee loads in my mouth and stomach one after another after another, after another, until I started getting dizzy myself. And I had a hard time keeping it down. These are nights tops hand fucked me so hard, I could actually feel it through all the pain medication, poppers, rum and Coke, maximum impact spray, These are nights that, when they do finally cum in me, there cum burns like crazy, These are nights, I take another hit leaned back over the bench, and let another stranger that looks very poz, start the whole process over inside me. This is the best sex in the world.