Fucking right, I'm back.

Oh lord, give me the fucking strength to write everything that's in my mind right now. Well the basics. Out of my relationship I was in for 8 months and last week had a hell of a time taking 12 loads up my ass from 3 different guys. And that Friday I fucked for the first time in a while, two guys that came over. One was verse and he fucked me too. Actually prior to that, I saw a bottom guy. Hairy, bearish bottom and I fucked and bred him twice. Now that the intro is out the way.

Cumunion. I've been dreading, dreaming, anticipating it for a while now. I took some change to get into cash today so I could afford it. Going to Ft. Lauderdale this weekend so budget is tight. But i haven't had sex since friday and some guys have been wanting to get together with me and some old friends too. I figured what the hell. Normal Pysllium, coffee, and water procedure and I'm good to go.

I got there early but wasn't let in at first. 5 minutes to they opened the doors. I had to pay for a membership renewal but that was okay. They were giving out free dvds but I didn't want them. I wanted to fuck. Was a little nervous at first, walking around, not many people, and being so long since I've done something. I saw someone I knew and passed him a few times. I motioned a guy in the dark area by grabbing my crotch and he came over. He started sucking me. Cute guy. After I was good and hard, I bent him over, spat on my cock and his hole, and shoved it in. He was tight, and he felt fucking good. I fucked him for a LONG time, then some other bottom came next to me. Took my cock out and shoved it in the other guy. He was lubed though. He felt better then the guy I was fucking. Even though I was enjoying it though still not enough to cum.

I spotted my friend after I left the dark area. We instantly embraced and made out passionately. Fuck, he's a damn good kisser. We went into a room and we continued making out. Once the clothes were off I got on top of him, kissed him, licked him, sucked his neck, nipples, licked his pits, and ravished the fuck out of him. I even felt some dominance and I grabbed his wrists and slammed them to the bed and secured them with my grip. I sucked his cock while he was partially restrained. I had enough foreplay, so I flipped him over. I spat on my hard uncut cock, spat on his hole too. I shoved it in, he pleaded me to go a little easier so I did. Once I was in he was mine. He felt fucking, tight and wet. I fucked him for a good while until I couldn't hold back and I bred him. First of the night.

He flipped me over and fucked me too and bred me. We made out more, cuddled, and realized we had to go our separate ways. More guys to fuck and get fucked by. I went back to the dark room and couldn't believe who I saw. An old guy, I had a crush on and we semi dated for 6 months almost. We've talked since then and I knew he was going to be there. But still, to see him in person. I grabbed him, he grabbed me, and we embraced each other. Our lips locked, and we made out desperately, needing each other. After heavy making out he said he wants to fuck me and we went to the public flat sling. We made out some more, I blew him, and I was on my back. I took a hit of poppers, but still couldn't prepare me. Nothing can ever prepare me for him. I don't know how big he is, but aside from being long he's also fucking thick. Felt like my wall was being ripped open when I felt him enter me.

It fucking hurt like hell but I took it. I grunted, groaned, moaned, and yelled but I took it. It started to get a little more comfortable, slightly. Not by much. Other guys came around and watched us and he bred me and I screamed, when we was breeding me. I'd be truly fucked if he was an aggressive top. He's not, just big. He pulled out, and a skinny older man shoved his cock in me. Fuck, he was just as big as my friend. It didn't hurt as much since I was a little more opened up but still somewhat painful. I sucked my friend while the guy fucked me. He bred me, and a guy to the side of me wanted me to finger his hole. I ended up semi fisting it. He asked me if when I was done if I could fist him. Of course, southern hospitality after all.

Once he was on the flat sling I fisted him. My buddy came behind me and started fucking me again. Holy fuck what an incredible feeling. I was fisting the bottom like mad and sucking his cock and he came while I blew him. My friend blew his load in me another big one. My friend had to go, I said goodbye. I went back to the bathroom area to piss. I found the fisting bottom and we got a room. He wasn't much of a kisser, but I still got him turned on and myself. I fucked him on his belly and bred his hole. Then I fisted him and he came.

I mentioned Brian in the blog title, because I felt like fucking Brian Kinney tonight. From Queer as folk. I had the swagger, attitude, looks, and confidence of a cruising man. A strong one. If it weren't for that I wouldn't have gotten as many guys as I did tonight. I cruised around some more and saw a hot bear man in a camo shirt. I glanced him up and down and he grinned at me. He grabbed me and we made out. He put me on my knees and I blew him. He pulled me up saying he wanted to fuck me. We went to a room and no lube (like most of the guys) he shoved his raw cock in me. It felt so fucking good, I worked my ass on his cock and he bred me rather quickly.

After leaving another fucking session took another piss, listerine rinse, and water. I walked back to the cruising area. I found a hot daddy bear and we made out. He told me I was a good kisser. So was he. He wanted me to fuck his bf and told me he'd find him so I could fuck him.

Around this time a really hot man in leather came in. I was fucking drawn to him, I felt he had the same swagger and attitude I had though. He was fucking bottoms left right center, have them servicing him, and never seemed hesitant or worried. Unfortunately I choked around him several times. No matter how confident and chill I was, he broke it for some reason.

Up on the rafters I saw a hot bear in leather. I slowly walked towards him and saw him checking me out. I gently rubbed his crotch and his chest. I sensed no dissaproval so i kissed him. He kissed me very strongly, aggressively, and passionately too. I licked his pits, nipples, neck, cheek, and sucked his nipples. Finally I got to his cock which was huge. He took me in a private room. We resumed the foreplay, and even sucking him I never let my glance leave his. He noticed I could tell. He had me strip for him too. He watched every motion and movement I was making as I slowly took of my clothes and it got him rock hard. Finally, he bent me over and fingered my hole. No lube, he just started pushing his cock in. He was pretty fucking big so I took a hit of poppers. I felt him push in completely, and I sank down on him. He fucked me, extremely rough and talked verbal while fucking me. Once he bred me I didn't let his cock leave my hole. I backed up on his cock several times, tightened my hole and he fucked me again. He told me I'm the only one he's bred twice.

I told him I knew I wasn't his first. He told me I was No. 8. When we went back to making out he pushed me again the wall and secured my wrists while he explored my body. He kissed me again and backed away from me and told me to stay there. He said, "You're very special boy." After that, we got dressed, but i got his number. I know he won't forget I had him shoot twice. Tops don't forget that. I blew him after he sucked me too.

I found the cute daddy bear guy again and we made out near the flat sling. I sucked him and a friend of his. We found his partner but his partner didn't want to kiss me or do any foreplay. He just bent over with his ass in the air and I couldn't do it. I felt no connection. And leather man was right next to me as I was trying to fuck him. Thank god not paying attention though.

A little later I saw a cute cub in a red shirt. I sucked him in the dark room and sucked him on the couch. He rode me for a while but that was it. Sucked a few more cocks in the dark room, and sucked daddy bear too. Was there another? I don't think so.

When I was getting to leave Mr. Leather came over when i was pissing. He actually talked to me and told me he was leaving and he shot. I told him I've been competing with him all night. He said he just shot once but fucked a bunch of guys. Totally beat him. He seemed interested in me at least. I said goodbye to some people I met there and made one last gesture. I went over the Mr. Leather and gave him my bbrt profile since he was on the computer. Little good it will do, but I made an attempt.

I contacted someone at the eagle to see if he'd still be there but knew he probably wouldn't. I went anyways. I got a screwdriver and saw a cute guy at the bar. I passed a fucking hot redneck man who wanted me to suck him. I told him I was poz though and he wasn't interested.

I saw the couple from cumunion that I played with outside on the patio. A fucking hot strong bear made out with me and groped me like hell. He kept commenting on how daddy bear's cub is cute too though. After I said goodbye to daddy bear and his cub we were left alone. He left once to get a drink. And then told me he was getting his keys. And I saw him getting into a cab leaving. Fucking liar, and a pointless lie.

One hot black guy came out and I didn't follow him in. I talked to the cute guy at the bar when he came out. But black guy pulled me away. He shoved me on the floor and made me suck him. I was a little drunk so willing. He picked me up and placed me on the pool table and rammed his black cock in me. It fucking hurt and he kept it in, wouldn't pull out. He was fucking huge and I started screaming. He back handed me telling me to shut the fuck up. I took my hat and bit into it to muffle my sounds. He pulled out and had me suck him and someone else. He went back in, easier this time and it actually felt good. I wanted to be fucked by him. The redneck guy came over though and blew him so I left him be.

I talked to shy guy in another dark area but the black guy interrupted us. But I learned, he wasn't so shy. I saw him again at the troff, and I realized he wasn't shy. He fucking appeared that way though.

While outside drinking my drink I talked to redneck man who was actually a veteran. I gave him a hug and kiss to thank him for protecting the country. Even though I was honest that I'm not 100% patriotic and he chewed me out for that. Well before he told me he was a vet. He said he loves fucking pussy and women but likes guys sometimes. Typical. He mentioned kissing or something so I leaned over and kissed him passionately. He returned telling me I kiss like a woman. Soft. He was a charmer. We went to the dark area and I sucked him. He had a fucking huge cock I loved it. He bent me over and FORCED his dick in me. It kinda fucking hurt, but I relaxed and took a hit of poppers. I needed his cock in me. We moved over the to the pool table and he fucked me good. Someone else came over and distracted him so we went to his van.

He enjoyed me blowing him, calling me his bitch. But then when he wanted to fuck him I reminded him I was poz. He thought I was kidding. But he said he took raw loads from the guys, and I knew several were poz. Dumbass. I fucked him, sort of with a condom on. And that was it. He said I scared him so I left him.

And that was my cra cray night. This was just an interlude. Wait until Ft. Lauderdale.

Also the 6-7 loads I took I kept them all in. Didn't let any of them out until I got home. It was fresh lube for me.