Its been almost two weeks since all my antics at the underbear party. you can read the details of the night in my other blog.

It was a such a great night and in the week after I've been chatting to most the guys that I'd taken loads from on BBRT. Some of them confirming there viral load status and wanting to be informed if I'd gotten sick.

I'd had many thoughts about the night and i do feel blessed if i finally start sero converting from one of the many loads i'd taken.

Well as it reached day eleven. i just couldn't drag myself from bed on Tuesday morning this week. I'd been waking most the night with a cold dampening sweat. my bed soaked. and when i did get up i had a dulling headache and upset stomach. As i got to the bathroom i realized i was fatigued and out of breath. and i was again sweating profusely. My stomach was turning badly and i felt i was going to explode i could feel the acrid build up in my throat as if i was going to vomit as well.

Sitting down on the toilet i started to pee when my stomach passed a liquid mess. my god i almost died. the smell of it was horrendous. and it made me ill to the point i knew i was going to hurl as well. i made a very quick wipe to clean my hole and flushed.

the smell was terrible in the toilet. and as i gagged the vomit came up. putting my head in the bowl i must of thrown up some ten to fourteen times. the final efforts didn't really bring anything up but the foulness of bile in my stomach which i spat into the toilet.

i went to the sink and washed my mouth with the cold water. and turned back to the toilet. again my stomach turned as i saw the toilet bowl and as i sat again another round of liquid mess came out. the smell not so bad. i cleaned and flushed the toilet twice. sprayed the air with some room deodorizer and went and had a shower.

the cold shower was great and i dried off. i was back lying on my still soaked bed when i called work saying i wasn't coming in.

laying there i nodded off again and around midday i awoke to my stomach pain. it was intense sharp and stabbing and again i felt nauseated.

i tossed and turned to try and get comfortable. but it only made things worse. in the fetal position i finally had some comfort. and i went back to sleep.

it was four before i got up again and as i went to the bathroom for the second time my body was burning up and i had a terrible cold sweat.

i had a very quick shower to refresh myself before the housemate got home.

done and sitting in the lounge with a large glass of water. the third id had since the shower. my body was dripping with sweat. the lounge i was in was soaked.

i soon got some food ready to put on for dinner. but preparing it made me feel ill. and again i raced back to the toilet to vomit.

done and dusted i cooked dinner for the housemate and myself and as i looked at dinner i decided i couldn't eat. and soon i was in bed.

the night wasn't the best. i hadn't slept and again i was soaking the bed with cold sweat i was having.

it was now Wednesday morning and i had very little energy. i was tired and confused and well called my boss straight away saying i wouldn't be in again. i got up at ten and had a shower and called my doctors to see if i could get in. he wouldn't be able to see me till Thursday. so i made it for the earliest possible time.

i had a shower and got refreshed. got a fan out and went to the lounge where i put the tv on slept for the day.

about four in the afternoon. after having had some fluids to drink. i tried to eat something a bit of the dinner id cooked the night before.

it tasted great but didn't last long. i was running to the toilet to vomit again. and resigned myself to having a few dry biscuits. before i went to bed.

As i lay in bed on Wednesday night i wondered if its just a bug. or if this was the big sero conversion.

id been hoping for.

As i couldn't sleep i thought id message the guys on BBRT. to tell them i was feeling indeed crook and very sick over the last two days.

I got a reply from the only one that was online. and he asked how i was feeling. i couldn't lie i felt like id been hit and run over my body had now started to ache and as the cold sweat dripped down onto my bed i realized how soaked my bed sheets were.

i told him how i was and what how id been feeling over the last two days. he replied back sounds like you've got it good. your most certainly sero converting.was his remarks.

then i got another message. got to give it to you for sure you free tomorrow.

I replied saying i was seeing the doctor in the morning and would be free about eleven. we made a time and i looked forward to the poz injection.

Thursday came and i was up at the doctors surgery. waiting for my appointment when i saw another cub that had been at the underbear party. he looked just as ill and sick as i was and as i got called in into the doctor i saw him on his phone messaging on BBRT.

dealing with the doctor going through everything and rudimentary checks he found my blood pressure was high and decided i should have some blood tests taken. he prescribed some medicine for the high blood pressure as well as medicine for the vomiting and again i waited this time for the pathology nurse to take the bloods for what the doctor had asked to be tested for. i looked at the paperwork and understood most but was grateful to see nothing on there for HIV.

Done with the nurse i realized what the time was and i'd have to race home to meet the guy that was coming round to give me another healthy dose of the bug.

As i pulled up into the garage and got out i found the guy was walking up the drive way.

"i hope you don't mind me been early" he said. as i got to him i said "not at all" "was hoping it wasn't going to take so long so i could get ready when i got back"

As we made our way into the apartment he gave an approving nod and smile.

"thanks for messaging me last night" he said. "i really did enjoy breeding you at the underbear party" he continued.

i was glad he was here. i hadnt had a cock in five days and was really needing to be fucked.

i told him "to make himself comfortable" and showed him where to get a glass from and let him know what he could have to drink and have. even showed him outdoors where he could have a smoke or just relaxe till i was done refreshing.

i quickly went to the bathroom. washed my very empty stomach clean and had a brief shower.

i just wrapped the towel around my waist before i went to find my guest. as it would be coming off soon.

i found him out the back and he had a drink waiting for me. as i got to him he asked "is it okay to have joint" to which i said yeah it was okay. he pulled out a bag from his pants and proceeded to get one very long blunt out.

"do you want to have some with me" and my mind went it probably make you throw up.

but i said instead "yeah sure let me just get my smokes". so i ducked in and grabbed them of the counter. sitting as he lite the joint i took a swig of the ginger ale drink on the out door patio.

he had a couple of puffs before handing it over and as he did i realized he truly had gotten comfortable. he was undressed apart from his underwear.

as i had my tokes of the joint and handed it back we started to chat about various things of the underbear party. and then it got serious. "How long have you actually been wanting to get pozzed up for" he asked handing me the joint again. having another puff i replied "been wanting it for the last six years" "but it was only really a year and bit ago that i finally really accepted that its what i want".

my answer must have been enough he grabbed his crotch. "we should finish that joint and then get to work" he said to me. i heartily agreed having another toke and passed it back.

At the end of the joint we had swigs of our drinks and then both had a smoke as our conversation continued. soon i was buzz and all i could think of was getting his cock out and having fun. i put my smoke out and stood. my towel dropped from my waist. as i moved from my position to closer to him i said "shall we start" and with that he stood.

i lead him to my room. and said "look its a bit of mess but i think you wont mind when you see whats out".

We got into my room and he went "oink" "is a pig and lives like a pig" and with a grab on my shoulder had me turned around and down before his cock. his cock was been held back by the restraint of the underwear.

Looking up at the guy before me he was pretty solid in build round solid stomach. shaved head big round face square chin. no beard. his body coated in fur front and back. as i pulled down his jocks to get at his cock the first thing i saw was the big bio hazard tattoo under his pubes. as the jocks slipped down to his ankles his cock was my next thing of attention. it was the meaty uncut cock i had. hard it was about eight inches and it was thick in girth.

i quickly had my mouth round it tasting it and remembering it from the party. my mouth went back and forward. id choke on and bite down on it. as i came off to get a breath there was a big droplet of precum coming from the eye of the cock. i put my tongue to it and pulled away stretching the precum out.

"That's enough of that" he commanded "i think its time you have your hole worked on before i breed you" "now lets see what there is to play with" and with that i got on the bed and watched as he went to my sex toy and the bag i usually had them in. "mmmm i think i found a winner" he said "do you have a blindfold" he asked. I replied it should be in the side of the bag if not there is the red fisting hanky that could be used.

he couldn't find the mask instead he masked me with the hanky. tying it so it would be tight. he guided my ass to where he wanted it position and as i got there i was handed the bottle of amyl i had on the floor. i took a few hits and as he rubbed some lube across my ass and pushed some in my hole i could only think of what he was going to use.

"your such a well prepared pig you know what turns us poz guys on don't you" he said.

with that i said "ugh huh" "you've found the toilet brush haven"t you".

"Yeah" he replied followed by "this is the perfect toy for a pig like you"

more lube got spread across my ass and i heard the bottle been squeezed again. knowing it was been squeezed onto the bristles of the brush. "Can't wait to see this up your cunt pig" he said.

i took a huge inhale of amyl. my world going red i bent slightly forward and pushed my ass back. "yeah scrub my cunt" "tear it open so your viral seed has the perfect place to go" i said.

and with that the brush was pushed up against my lubed hole. "im going to fucking enjoy this" i heard as the brush started to be pushed harder against my hole.

taking more amyl.hits my ass started to open and as the brushes bristles started to find there way in my hole the familiar scratching inside my gut started. the more he pushed the brush in the more i was on the amyl. "thats it pig its almost in now" "relaxe" he said. i was feeling recharged a new energy took over. with another huge snorting of amyl. i pushed back on the brush and with him pushing it forward it slid in. a 360 turning sensation took over as he pushed in more of the brush. "Good fucking pig" "not even a yelp" he said and with that i had his huge free hand come smacking down on my ass. which made me push back harder on the brush inside me sailing it further into my innards.

"you fuckin love that dont you pig" he shouted at me. to which i cried "yes".

he now pulled on the toilet brush that was up my cunt pulling it back before smacking my ass again and having it go further up me. occasionally twisting. it went on for five minutes. "fuck pig" "this has me hard".he said.

with that all movement stopped on the scrubber in my cunt. "your a fucked up pig" he said.

i murmured "ugh huh" as my mole puckered on the thin shaft of the brush deep in my hole.

i felt lube on my hole been worked into it and over the brush handle up it. "you want some cock now pig" he said. to witch i replied "fuck yeah load my hole"

"im going in" he said and as he pushed his thick hard cock in my hole i felt a sting of the cuts inside me "thats it pig" "im going to scrub my cock raw in your hole, load you up with toxic juices and blood"

and with one mighty push his cock sailed in against the brush. my hole shuddered with excitement and i let out a piggy grunt.

"fuck yeah" i cried and as took more snorts of the amyl. i relaxed and enjoyed the newest joy.

"Damn" came from above me. soon followed by his body on top as he started to pound my torn hole.

"fucking always wanted to do this to pig" he said in my ear. as his pounding continued the scrubbing of my hole truly began. sliding in with his thrusts and coming out as he pulled back

i couldnt help myself any longer on the joy i was feeling. a deep and sinister calling came out from me. "fuck yeah" "oh hallowed priapus lord of cock, take my servitude and raping. bless the hallowed poz seed i take and make me one with you" i said aloud.

i felt a new strength as i took the pain inside. "Thats it pig" "you need to be in our club" "fuck that brush is ripping my cock open" "your getting my toxic blood also" "damn it feels good".he cried into my ear as he pounded away.

i took another snort of amyl and the brush in me moved deeper. his cock also moved deeper into my second sphincter.

Handing him the amyl he took a good long inhale momentarily impaling himself in me. before he went back to scrubbing me with cock and brush. id clasped down around his cock head and brush and in a few thrusts he let out a might cry "Fuck yeah pig" as i felt the splattering of his toxic load. he soon was spent and as his blooded torn cock came from my hole. a feeling of relief came from me.

with the scrubber still in my hole i turned and cleaned his cock. it tasted good with seed blood and ass juices over it.

he soon had his strength back and said "okay pig lets finish scrubbing your gut".

i got back into my original place. and felt him grab on the toilet brush up my hole.

he worked it hard for a few minutes back and forward before i cried out.

"you need a break pig" he asked and i replied "hell yes"

"okay lets get this scrubber out of your pig" and with that he started pulling and twisting the toilet brush out of my hole. as soon as the brush came out i let out a gasp. no longer filled by the roughness i had endured.

he got me up and said "lets get a drink and have a smoke before you have another round".

we went to the kitchen got some ice and drinks. talking again he said "thats the most fucked up fun he ever had" i had to agree and said "that i usually only scrubbed my hole once it was loaded with cum"

we continued to talk and discussed life been poz and how much we both just enjoyed the fun we had.

i was rubbing his hard cock with my foot as we sat and smoked and drank looking at my phone for the time i said "well thats been fun two hours" "do you want to continue". he looked at me and said "i cleared my day to breed you for as long as you like".

i got up and kneeled before him grabbing his raw cock. looking at him and smirked with devilish pride

"you want that cock again in you dont you" he said as i started to sucking his throbbing cock again. i could see that the toilet brush had pierced his foreskin with the bristles.

"yeah" "i fucking want it" "i want to know for sure im poz" "will you breed me till i next get tested" i said.

he looked down at me and gave me a nod of yes as i went back to sucking his cock.

he grabbed the bag on the table and proceeded to lite the second joint. taking a few puffs he blew the joints smoke down onto bobbing head on his hardening cock

"i think you need more of this" he said. as i got up and sat he handed me the joint and as i had a puff he got in front of me and started sucking my now hard cock. "your going to have a great poz death stick" he said as he got up and sat.

we soon finished the joint and came back to my room. "no more hiding behind the blindfold" i said "i want to see you fuck me with that demon cock and brush again" so i positioned myself on the floor in front of the mirrors to my cupboard.

"fuck yeah pig" "watch your holes destruction" came from Marcus's mouth. with that i took the amyl and watched as he again lubed my hole and the bloody brush. it didn't take much effort as my hole puckered out and swallowed the brush. Marcus pushed the final part and as before smacked my ass leaving a big hand print i could see. the brush sailed right in again. with out even hesitation Marcus lined up his cock and shoved it in my hole again. "fuck its so moist now" "you ready pig" Marcus said.

"yeah" "give it to me" i said and with that Marcus started his thrusting. i felt the familiar movements inside my gut again and this time it felt better than before. "make me a proud poz pig" i shouted as Marcus slammed into me.

watching in the mirror taking hits of amyl i watched Marcus lusting as he enjoyed his devastation. tired of the position Marcus pulled out and had me lie on my back. as he now crouched above his hard cock above. he gave a shove. his cock head slipped in and a new feeling swamped my body as the cock and brush attacked me from new angels.

my thoughts moved away from watching in the mirror as i now focused on Marcus body and his cock. taking a hit of amyl again and again. i drifted into enjoyment. "Fuck yeah" "breed me with demon seed" "show me how real poz pigs play" i said.

Marcus now looked like a beast possed. his thrusting of my hole was sending new joys up my spine. i was breathing heavy and as i had more amyl. i shut my eyelids still focused on Marcus. From within my shut eyelids a red haze took over me. Seeing Marcus as a heavy red figure torturing my soul. i couldn't help my joy.

"fuck pig" "im going to blast you good this time" Marcus said as my eyes opened and i looked at him.feeling his cock slamming into the scrubber up my hole.i took more amyl and handed it to Marcus this time his pounding continued as he slammed my hole taking snorts of the amyl. the brush moved deeper in me and so did Marcus's thick uncut raw cock.

handing back the amyl i took my strongest sorts of amyl. and let nature take over. soon i was muttering "fucking breed my cunt" "breed me like a poz pig should be" "give me your toxic demonic seed". it was enough Marcus face went red and the sweat dripping from him. he drove forth in me. the toilet brush moved deeper as Marcus slammed in and shot his load. he shook and groaned loudly like a beast before marcus said "Fuck take my filthy viral load cunt" with another thrust forward with his cock. "thats my entire nuts im emptying in you pig" "damn im nearly done" and another shudder and thrust forward.

with that marcus collapsed onto me and we embraced face to face. two sweating bodies. i wrapped my arms around him and went for the kill. kissing him and he returning it with the same ambition. "Fuck pig you truly do know how to please" Marcus said.

as Marcus cock slipped from my hole and in the embrace we had we rolled onto our sides and kissed again.

the brush still up my hole Marcus said "think that brush needs to come out now" and with that he moved and i got back on my fours to allow him to work the brush and seed.

looking in the mirror there was only about six inches pf the brushes shaft to grab. at first it didn't want to budge. but having a hit and using my ass muscles to push it moved and with Marcus pulling it soon moved a distance. Marcus then pushed and pulled the brush for about a minute on my hole. when i couldn't take it. my cock aching from its hard throbbing i let out a scream as i shot my load all over the floor. thick chunky gushes and as i did the brush came from my hole,

not feeling completely done i reached for Marcus's cock. it still hard i said "go on fuck my destroyed hole"

It was all it took and Marcus again shoved his cock in. "what a great poz pig your going to be boy" Marcus said.

he fucked and thrust inside me. i was scooping the thick pools of cum up i had spilt and rubbing it on Marcus's cock for lube. Marcus pulled out and said "i need a break" and i had to agree. we got up and went out the back to have a drink and smoke,

this time we sat side by side one hand on each other and my head leaning on his shoulder, not a word just a touch and we finished our drinks. collected everything and headed to my room,

we just lay there together feeling each other and me looking into Marcus's eyes. a kiss and a strong bear hug ensued and as we rested for an hour i felt at ease.

Not because i had been sick but because i finally truly recognized that the best sex was with another poz pig or with someone willing to get pozzed.

our moment was broken when i got a phone call. and as i sat an answered and felt Marcus's hand rubbing my back and crack. i just wanted the call to end.

as soon as i was done i turned to Marcus and kissed him with conviction. stopping briefly and looking down "breed me one final time" i asked.

he looked at me and said "I'm pretty spent how about we finish this off on the weekend" "Ive got a hotel room in the city I'll come and pick you up Saturday "

i felt dejected but should of been satisfied as i replied "cant wait"

with that i offered Marcus to join me in the shower as we tussled in the water my energy level back i couldn't help but enjoy the moment.

done and dressed i gave Marcus a kiss as he left at four. as he got to the gate and waved he shouted "i'll send you a message. so be online later"

with that he left and i went back to house and felt alone again. though my housemate would be home anytime.

how do i know feel. well better. i still am sick and cant keep food down, but the thought of more energized sex like that has me accepting the outcome of a poz result at my next testing.