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Had an absolute blast from the past the other night when I got an email from my ex of 13.5 years who was over in Sydney for Perth for a couple of days and he asked if I wanted to meet up for a drink. Steve and I had drifted well apart in the ensuing 10 years since we finished our relationship and in the last few years our contacts were restricted to happy birthday and merry Christmas emails and very banal chit chat. As he had moved to the other side of the country - where he has lived for 8 years - running into each other never happened. Despite our relationship ending, I have always been appreciative of my time with Steve, he turned me into the total cumdump and slut that I am and had not not been for him I would never have become the no cock no load refused unashamed whore tat I am today. He nurtured and controlled my sex life every step of the way. He taught me to become addicted to cock and seed, supervised my conversion party, organized my gangbangs, selected and arranged tops to fuck me, pimped me out, videoed many of my sexual encounters and took my mindset from a prissy fussy queen to an uninhibited, cock-addicted fuckhole. I was quite nervous about meeting up but I had a couple of wines at home and hit the train to go to the city to meet him. He has put on about 6 kilos, but he doesn't look too bad, he was always a good looking man, almost six foot, long blond hair, smooth body (and a gorgeous 8" thick fat cock that must have blown well over a thousand loads in me). Steve had already had a couple of beers when I arrived and he broke the ice with a brief kiss on the cheek and commented "getting plenty?" "As much as I can." I replied. "Nothing's changed since we were together I still spend the weekend getting fucked and bred as much as I can," I said. "How about you?" I asked. "Still the same, breeding hole as much as I can, but I just breed Asians now." That came as no surprise to me. I noted toward the end of our relationship that every spare bottom that Steve fucked were almost always Asian. He often told me how he loved their submissive nature, the way they appreciated his thick cock, and how easy it was to get into them raw. Steve just loved, and lived, to breed - nothing made his boner harder than when he knew he was blowing his ropes of toxic jizz into a neg hole. He also had little trouble getting Asian boys addicted to his cock and he would spend a lot f time working on Asian holes to ensure he nailed them. After a few wines and some side chat I asked what he was doing now. He told me four years ago in Perth he met a "piece of Asian arse" online and went to his hotel room to fuck and breed him. "Cody", the Asian guy was in his late 20's and Steve said he was a real pig "just the way I like them, he cleaned cock, licked my nuts clean" and Steve ended up staying the night breeding him four times. Cody was just completing his degree in Perth, he was an Chinese student from Hong Kong. Steve said they swapped numbers and Cody rang him every day over the next fortnight, asking Steve to dinner then ending back in the motel room where Steve would carry out his studly duty, which he is very fucking good at (and knows it). He has always been one of those genuine tops that bottoms love. - he just loves arse, eating it, fingering it, kissing it, felching it, using toys, seeding it, fucking it and taking total control of the arse at his disposal. Steve said he liked Cody, but his "liking" went to different level when one night Cody asked Steve if he wanted to meet a bottom friend, another Chinese student, and Steve could have both their mancunts for his use for the night. Steve said the other boy was hesitant about taking the meat raw, but after he watched Steve pleasure Cody's mancunt, the other boy surrendered and Steve said he bred him three times that night. Steve said he was totally surprised as he was fucking the kid for the third time when Cody whispered to him "breed him good darling, knock him up." The next morning Steve said to Cody (who was poz) he loved knocking up guys and Cody suggested that Steve spend a couple of days concentrating on and pumping as many hot loads into him as possible. Steve said Cody had to return to HK and he spent the next week screwing the other Asian boy and hoping he could convert him. OUt of the blue a month later Cody rang Steve and told him he would buy him a ticket to come to HK for a fortnight and he would pay for his hotel. Steve had never travelled to Asia so he jumped at the offer. Steve knew Cody came from a well to do HK family because of the expensive dinners, clothes and hotels. He said when he arrived in HK it was "a fucking smorgasboard." Steve said he spent the first couple of days refamiliarizing his cock with Cody's hole. From then on Cody "pimped" for him, each night introducing Steve to another "luscious" bottom. Steve said some of them were "so tight it took me 10 minutes to get all my cock into them." Cody spent time helping them get fucked (just as I had done with bottoms in my time with him), encouraging them to take his raw meat and to enjoy the fucking and breeding he was giving them. Cody and Steve were having breakfast one morning and Cody was complimenting Steve on his libido and fucking prowess (he already knows he is a great top). Steve asked Cody what had happened with the other student he fucked for a week in Perth. Cody smiled and told him your seed took." He now works for me." Steve said what as - and Cody said as a male sex worker. Steve was taken aback. Cody and a business partner had a small agency in HK and all of the bottoms Steve had fucked and bred were being funneled into the brother. "They have to learn to take seed, a good pounding and most importantly a good sized white cock, that knows how to fuck and please a bottom," Cody told him. "I have a boy, really cute, from a working class family that is keen to earn some good money - but he needs to be broken in properly with that cock of yours," Cody told him. Steve had the boy delivered to his hotel that night as Cody wanted him to spend three of the last four nights in HK with Steve. Steve boasted (while showing me pics on his phone) that within three days the kid was "howling for my cock" and was taking him six times a day - and cleaning him up. The day the kid left the hotel Cody moved back in to wrap his mancunt around Steve's pole for his last night in HK. Steve said the morning at the airport Cody gave him an envelope with a "wad of cash in it". Steve has been travelling back and forth to HK three times a year since "educating" prospective bottoms for Cody's business. He even had a trip paid to Vietnam by an associate of Cody's where he spent 2 weeks, teaching 4 Vitnamese boys how to appreciate cock, seed and a good top and how to become addicted to cock. While I am getting plenty of spare cock - I think Steve has landed in arse heaven!

The summer of 2012 was the big eye opener for me as I was able to stay the summer in NYC with James. I did not go crazy working as an escort as I posted an add on Rentboy just a few times. Only a few times did I bottom as Topping is where the money is. I did have clients who became regulars as they were very nice and treated me really well. That summer James took me to some clubs that were real hit or miss with a lot of people, but we did meet some who we started to become friends with. As the end of summer was coming we were invited up to this nudist camp ground for males only up state NY. for the Labor Day weekend. From the time I arrived it was like fantasy land with really hot guys running around naked. Doing all type of things from just fucking to me seeing for the first time a guy getting fisted suspended by rope from a tree, I was hooked. Also some playing with whips being lead around by a leash as it was my introduction into Gay Male Leather scene. When we came home we found out more about S&M as we found some clients were into S&M as its fun. At this time I only played safe as I was scared to death of catching somethings. At the LGBT center on 13th st. They Would preach to you it's safe sex only and would hand out condoms by the hand full. When school started I would only see clients who I like and trusted to help me with my living expensive so I could go out more to the clubs. I was underage so to get into any of the Gay bars was not easy, but James was able to get me into the Eagle bar on 28th st. where a lot of the Gay Leather men hang out on Fridays , Saturday's or Sunday afternoon. As we both wanted to learn more we heard about the Tes group where they have classes on BDSM the only thing its pan sexual group. Then we heard that Gill Kessler Tes that he has classes for Males only its 6-10 Sunday at his home with maybe 12 showing up and all he ask was $30 for everything. Gill is well respected and very good teacher, we got a basic in rope , how to use a flogger, cane , Saran Wrap , E-Stim and other things. As Gill would say, is why do you put someone in rope? It's to fuck them so we both wanted to learn more about rope so we went to some of Erin Houdini classes in Brooklyn. Erin is trans and the classes that are of mix group of people but we were there to learn rope and we did learn a lot. We learn it's not about the rope but how you put the rope on and take it off as it can be sensual or brutal. In January of 2013 James is given 2 tickets to the NYC Black Party by one of his clients who we are going as his escort, as I have no idea what kind of a party it is but we get a gift card from him of what to get and where to get it from. We head over to the Leatherman on Christopher Street not far from our home. We tell them what we want and are taken down this small spiral staircase. There we are fitted for a chest harness leather pants and other things. As I'm being fitted I'm being eye balled by others in the store and the one fitting me is doing a fine job of grouping me as he ask me to get down to my underwear and I like the feel of leather on my skin as I put on a show as I bend over for thous in the store. The one who is fitting me is real friendly and says you are one big tease. What can I say about the Black Party it's 24 hours of dancing people fucking and sucking in the side areas and one big blast. After a few hours a friend ask if I was tired and I said yes as he pulled me real close to him and kiss me and passed somethings to my mouth and said this will get you back up and it did, I later found he had given my first hit of E and he gave more later. James and I walk this client around the Black Party like he was out slave and let him over to one of the side room and set him up to be gang bang, guys came from all over and for the first time I saw BB being done to him. I was a little shock as at that time it was safe sex only. James has body piercings since I met him and I really like them so for Christmas 2013 he took me over to the tattoo & body piercings place on Broadway north of Canal St. I was getting my right ear, both nipples and the Prince Albert. The ear was first and nothing then the PA and that I was scared shit of. The pain was not as bad as I thought as the Piercer Brian was very good , then the nipples as I though the PA would hurt the most but I was very WRONG getting the nips pierced was PAINFUL. When I went to pee the first time it was bloody and hurt but the second time was easy. I will not be fucking anyone for weeks till the PA healed, that’s OK as I like getting fuck better. I'm really doing well in school and I was given an internship that's to die for, I have a loving BF who has given me so much as being Gay here is so normal and so much fun. 2014 June we hear of PrEP and that it can protect you from becoming HIV infected if you take it as you should. So condoms are no longer needed as James and I have fucking each other raw for over a year now and I love the feeling of fucking or getting fuck raw and the cum that comes with it. Everyone else it's always with a condom. We find out in August we can get on it and we both follow the rules about taking it by the book. The first time I tell someone who we know is POZ to fuck me raw he says are you chasing and I say no as we are on PrEP, he never heard of it. He fuck my brains out and so did a few others and I love the feeling of my hole full of cum leaking out. 2014 way my first time going to MAL in DC & IML in Chicago. We had develop a group of friends who we started to play with and at MAL in January I wanted to see if I could take a fist. They set me up with the very old guy who at first I was turned off by but once he started working on my hole my opinion change fast, he was so gentle with me and a few hours his hand was in me and he work me good.I've I never had cum so much before as he work his hand in me . Since then when we can meet up I'm will to be his hand puppet any time as I've become a slut for his fist and anyone who is good at it. I learned I can be a real tease but there are pay back if you do it to the wrong people and thous pay backs can be very painful. In 2014 we started playing with GHB , Tina as well E and popper. At first I smoke Tina but I did not like it till I inject it and my first booty bump I was then I was hook for it. After we were confident that PrEP would keep us safe we both went nuts for raw dick and parTying. 2015 was a real blur as most weekends we were parTing and being real sluts with taking any dick in front of us. The group from up state that we know from the nudist camp has a place we call the barn. It a large farm for NY and they set up the barn as a dungeon. We would meet a few others and car pool up and once in the car the party would start by giving me some G or T at first it was a very small dose till they saw the effect it would have on me. At the barn it was like heaven or hell at times and going through the hell was worth it for the heaven. At first we would be there for 2 days then it would be 4 then a week. The summer of 2015 we spent a month up there and I would lose track of time. Spend a day in a sling all slammed up with dicks dumping loads in with someone fisting at times and it was never enough for me. Thanksgiving week we went up to the barn, there were some new members but we did not care as the G has done its job and being slammed the fun was just beginning. When we got home I was really sore as my hole took a heave pounding. I was going up to the barn for Christmas break but I had to get some work done for school and I was not feel great. Right after NYE I caught a very bad cold as my BF had one but his passed in a few days, but mine lasted for over 2 weeks. I was running a 101-102 fever and my body was hurting all over, I was scared until I started feeling better but something was not right. On 1/20/16 I went to the Doctor to get my regular test but somehow I was called back and the test on 1/28/16 now said I was HIV POZ with a VL of 700,000. 3/02/16 My VL numbers have not drop that much , but my BF numbers have drop. They might have to change my meds or maybe I’m one of thous where nothing works, time will tell.

I grew up in a small farming community in Nebraska. I have 5 older brothers and from early on I was treated different by my parents as my brothers are big 6'2-6'4 with big mussels and I'm 5'7 with a string bean build. On the farm when not in school you are working from an early age. Where my brothers went to work after High School I applied to College and received many offers. I knew I did not wanted to stay in Nebraska. I think my parents knew before I did I was gay and when I told them they did not seamed shock and when I was pick on my youngest brother would defend me as he is just 16 months older than me. I knew where ever school I went to would have been near a large Gay community so it was either NYC or San Francisco. I visited both and the school in NYC bowled me over with the best offer I could get. It would not put a major Financial load on my parents or me and I would not be left with big students loans.As I wanted to pay my own way as running a farm cost big money I would try to find a job to cover my living expensive at school. I moved to NYC into the dorms and the first thing I said to my self did I make a big mistake of my life as everything is so tight here. My room mate was ok at first but in a few weeks turned into a real ass hole tell me all the time who he fuck he is not Gay. Not knowing NYC and really being a farm boy I'm in a new world as I know it's out their but I can't get into the Gay bars I pass by of find so I know it's out there. My sex life is giving someone a blow job once when we visit the big city near us in North Platt Nebraska. I'm fed up with my room mate and I have to do something fast or I feel like going back home and work the farm for the rest of my life. As I have to find away out of living in the Dorms as the commute is 20-30 minutes either way by the bus the school has or by me on my bicycle. Every place I look is way over my limited budget or the room is smaller than I have now. One day I look at Craigslist of all places and find a room for rent for a male only and when I hear where the address its BINGO 1 block from where most of my classes are. I get on time and it's a very old building, I get to the door and when it opens and I see the guy at the door I think I was struck by lighting as we look at each other for a long time. He's 5'8 maybe 125 in a tight tee shirt and I can see the out line of his nipple rings. He ask me in and the place is huge , with wire walls with pictures of MEN in full leather or men with boys arm in arm. The pictures stop me in my tracks as I don't know to run or keep looking. I do notice James eyes have not left me as I just look around and takes me by the hand to the room he is renting out. This bed room is very big also with a king size 4 posted bed that does look very gothic. When I ask him how much I say to him how much and I'm saying to my self it's going to be to much, but James ask how much can I afford and when I give him the number he says that's perfect. I gave a number more than I could really afford but I said to my self I will make it here some how.somehow I get the use of the kitchen , bathroom that has all these long hoses off the shower head and free wifi. I could not be happier. I ask if I could start to move over the weekend and he shoot back I have a friend with a truck and it can be done in one run. So I move in and settle in and I love the quite this place is but I look at the pictures on the wall and I get as hard as a rock and even pre cum is coming out. I try to hide how hard I am but James is always walking around half naked as goes late every night. I never ask what he does but is mostly at night. As James goes out late to work most evening and is back in a few hours or comes home early morning as I'm leaving for school it really working well for me with school but my life is empty in some ways. After a month James wants to talk and ask if I want to hang out with him this weekend, I remind him I'm under 21 and can't get into any bars, he says it's no problem where are going as he knows the doorman real well. I tried of looking at the books and I'm way ahead of my school work and it's a Friday. We get waved right in at Pyramid Club and once inside the music hits me and so many hot looking guys around, it take me a few minutes to understand what is going on as my head is spinning as James gives me a soda and says let's dance. On the floor it's more like a grope fest as James and I get closer and closer and when our lips lock my arms are all over his body as he takes off my shirt, my bare chest is rubbing up against him as I feel his nipple rings hitting my nipples. Something comes over me as I go down to kiss his nipples. The rest of the evening there was one big blur of passion & heat form everyone I met at the Club, what I thought was 1 hour turned out to be 5 hours. As we left the sun was coming as we grab a taxi home our hands were all over each other. Once we made it up stairs what cloths we have come off as we head to the bed. It's my real first time of having sex with any one unless you say giving someone a blow job is sex. James is the first one to take my anal cheery and I thought it would be very painful but he was so gentle with me it was pure pleasure. I wake up and James is sipping coffee and looking at my naked body as all he has on is a tong with a hard dick showing. He ask how I'm doing I get off the bed and get on my hands and knees and take his dick out and start to suck, as he's about to cum he picks me up and takes me to the shower. In the shower I find out what all thous hoses are for. He is making love to me wile he's working over my hole. I come out of the shower clean on the out side & inside. We spend Saturday & Sunday fucking going to some clubs and I'm having the time of my life not hiding who I am but living what I am. I no longer live in my room but in James room. As I get near the end of the school year my funding will not be available over the summer and my part time job will not be enough to support my self in that time and I don't want to leave James as I'm in love with him and he with me. When I tell him that I will have to go back home for the summer and work on the family farm he says he has an idea how I can stay in NYC and make enough money to stay here with him. He ask how I feel about doing what he does, my being so fresh off the farm , I say I really don't know what he does at night and he is Laughing. He says he works as an escort a he showed me his profile on Rentboy. I'm shock and say you get paid to have sex with other men, he says that I could do very good but I will have to be a Top as that is where the real money is. He tell me he has a very good client who would love me. James tell me we will go over and double team him as he will really like that. I'm scared to death but if I can stay in NYC for the summer with James I'm willing to do it. We get to his home and I don't know what to do but James leads me by the hand an tells me what to do. I can see on the client face he is very happy that I'm came, as once I'm naked he says to James is he legal, James responds do you really care. He is on his knees sucking my dick in a second as James starts to lube his hole up. Right before I cum James pulls him off and turns him onto his dick and hands me a condom to put on and tell me to fuck him hard.