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Click here to see Hot Pigg's original blog post Top SeedI got really horny to fuck a cute little bottom at the beginning of the week. Oddly enough I found one on manhunt that was willing to do BB. No talk of status so I dreamed in my head that he was neg. Anyway, there wasn't much chatter and then he was heading over. Thought he wasn't going to show b/c his screenname was still listed as logged on. He did and was adorable. Southeast Asian but looked more latin, about 5'6" and toned body with beautiful tanned skin. He had a nice little bubble butt too. I told him I wanted just a pump and dump and he was good for that. Didn't go that way. I fucked him for about ten minutes before his hot ass made me blow my seed. He took it like a champ AND wanted more. "Can you go again?" Hell yeah. So much for the pump and dump. We fucked more and I loaded his ass again. Love the sound of a squishy ass. That made it easy to stay hard. After the second load, I wanted to blow on on his hot face. Took me longer this time but still had cum in me to load his face. I videoed it. He he he. He doesn't know so this one will not be posted. It's my own little stash. Third Times the Charm I ended up getting toasted with friends on saturday and ended up at the Rainbow booths again. It was rainy so not as busy as I wanted it to be. I was very all the colors of the rainbow. Took a load from a latin, a black, and a white. I wasn't leaving till I at least got three loads. I kept farting the smell of cum even as I got ready for work the next morning. Till next load... More...

Click here to see Hot Pigg's original blog post So the hottest Latin twink that I have seen in at least four years just left my apt. I had been talking to him online but with work meeting really hadn't panned out. I wasn't going to see him tonight either but he told me he was going to stop hooking due to beginning to date a guy. I couldn't let fucking him pass me by. I told him I would stay up and he could come over. I had the idea he wasn't real b/c he was just too hot in his pics but all that was squashed when I opened the door to this hot twink. He's 5'9" and about to be 22 yrs old. Latin mix with beautiful long features and a killer dick. We stripped. I had porn playing. We made out. I put the blindfold on him. I have found that I like it on me too. It helps you focus on the feeling of the what is happening instead of being distracted by visuals. I fucked him on his stomach and then on his back. He rode me a bit. As he was riding me, he was rubbing his finger on my hole. I got the point and offered my ass if he wanted it. He definitely did and was a great fucker. I literally came just by grabbing my dick. He was a little upset b/c he wanted me to keep fucking him. I calmed him and let him know I'd definitely be up for another round. He kept fucking me until he blasted a load in my ass. He was so hot and being loaded made me so horny that my dick never went down from me coming. I climbed off of him and shoved my dick in him pounding away for about 15 mins before blasting my load in him. It was so hot to know my cum was all over his body and his cum was in my ass as I fucked the shit out of him. We talked a bit after that. A really adorable cute kid. This relationship he is going in is toxic but I know he is only going to find out by himself. I did let him know that I am a stranger and he mentioned a lot of red flags but few green ones. I hope he gets hurt in a way so that way he learns but I also hope he doesn't get hurt and it lasts. Who knows with young love... Till next load... More...

To see Street Muscle 501's original blog post click here... I meet a hot sinewy twink yesterday on D-List. His name was Martin. Nice tight muscled body and damn cute face. He was all about me...and I def. was into him so we met up at his place after chatting a bit on line. As soon as I got in the door of his place he got to knelling in front of me, putting his moist lips against my tight jeans bulge. He immediately got my cock growing.. I could feel his breath on my cock through the thick layer of the denim of my jeans. The warmth of his breath made my cock throb and jerk as I felt my cock pumping out a stream of pre-cum soaking into the denim of my crotch. With his firm but gentle hands Martin unbuttoned my jeans making my cock slap back against my stomach when it was finally released from its holdings. Martin took my cock in his hand and gently worked his mouth onto my cock. He immediately closed his mouth over my cock, his tongue teasing me and he succeeded in making my balls tingle from the sensational pleasures. I looked down admiring his succulent features as he nuzzled my gonads and sucked on my throbbing knob like a true professional.His warm moist mouth sucked my cock deep down his throat. He worked my cock for what seemed like hours...it felt soooo good. He stopped sucking long enought to ask if I would fuck him. Hell yeah!!! I got him out his low-rise jeans and t-shirt and put him on his fours on the bed with his butt sticking in the air. I teased his anus with my toungue and then replaced it with my rock hard cock. First I felt the resistance of his anal muscles, but it did not stop me. Having greased my cock with his own saliva, I shoved it as deep as I could. He moaned deeply. Fuck it was hot plowing this cute boy, totally unspoiled.. I fucked him hard and he kept begging for more. I loved the way his hole pulsated and contracted around my hard bare cock. I packed his tight ass good with my firm cock Oh yeah! I fucked this boy in all kinds of positions, and oh how he moaned! After a good hour of intense fucking a creamed his ass deep! He jacked his sweet dick as I keep pumping his ass until he explode a geyser of cum all over both of us! HAWT FUCK!! More...

To see My Load Deep In You's original blog post click here Dumped a load in a hot hole that I'd never dumped in before. He usually just sucks me off, but I fucked him tonight. He already had one load in him, so... It felt great. More to follow later. More...

Click here to see Bareback Slut Sailor's original blog post... You guys i am so sorry i forgot all about sharing my 3some movie with you guys if you wanna see it ill have a webcam viewing 10pm eastern standard 26th of april and 28th on yim (barebacksailor30@yahoo.com) let me know what you think all i ask is that you dont try and record it or nothing like that plz. More...

To see Billy Twee's original blog post click here The good thing, about having friends in from out of town, is that you often get around to doing things you've been meaning to do, but for whatever reason, haven't. I mean, who ever heard of a San Franciscan who hasn't taken the tour of Alcatraz? Well, I haven't and I know of many other locals who haven't either. I need a friend who wants to go to Alcatraz and then I'll finally do it. Friends from SoCal came up for the Cockpit Party last Thursday night, and we all agreed to hit the Steamworks in Berkeley on Friday night, which we did. I've been to Steamworks many times and have blogged about my encounters there, but I'd never stayed later than 9 p.m. We checked in around 5 p.m., and it seemed slow for a Friday (the Steamworks has been pretty good for me, as far as daytime action is concerned), but while there was a drag for a while, overall it was busy enough, so we renewed our rooms...they had planned to do so anyway, and I eventually did so myself...I know, it was out of character...but that's the point: do something new or different and you'll surprise yourself. We checked out at 8 a.m., Saturday, and I drove us back into The City. The biggest surprise is that I wasn't the least bit tired...it didn't catch up with me until early Sat. evening. But here's how it went for my first All-Nighter ever. Check in: 5 p.m. #1 Over the Hill Surfer, 5:30 p.m., tall, slender, pretty much hairless on his body but he made up for it with a full head of blonde hair...nice man-face, good kisser, kinda affectionate...couldn't get it up...left at his discretion, and I told him I hoped he'd come back..more about him later. #2 Samoan Top, 6:15 p.m., I don't know if this guy is Samoan or not...what the govt. probably says is that he's Pacific Islander. I know better: there are Polynesians, Melanesians, Micronesians and some subgroups which the white man bureaucrats simply lump in together as 'Pacific Islanders,'...I'd be annoyed, just as white man's nomenclature of 'Asian' pretty much lumps in 3/4 of humanity into one big group...Chinese, Japanese, Koreans, Vietnamese, Thais, etc. are all distinctive, too different to be dissed as 'Asian,' but by the same token, white man also uses the term 'Caucasian' for biological types native to Europe, North Africa and the Near East, as well as parts of the Eurasian land mass...how sillyass is that? But I digress: this top certainly looked Samoan to me: big, barrel chest, big arms, thick neck, small ass to push it in with, it was average-sized but torpedo-shaped...ST slammed my ass for a good 15 minutes, alas, wearing a condom. The last Samoan top I had buggered me butthole in Palm Springs and dumped a goodsized load. This guy didn't come; I checked his condom when he left. Nice guy, though. From 7 p.m. to about 10 p.m., nothing happened!! I trolled the halls myself...not much goin' on anywheres. #3 Politico, 10 p.m. I don't know if this guy is a politician or not, but he sure sounded like one: smooth talker, generous with the nice comments, flattering me with words about how handsome I am, what a nice ass I've got, etc. Politico (and God I really do wish he were a closeted office holder/high ranking bureaucrat...that would be so hot, and a first for me) fucked me good with a thick, fat dick...yowza...this was the best fuck of the night. Don't know if he came or not...handsome devil in sort of an Irish way, mature face, full head of hair, nice smile. I wonder if bottoms in Wash DC are getting fucked by closeted politicians, oh hot! Yowza! #4 African Guy, 11:30 p.m. He wanted to cuddle, after he couldn't get it up. Breaking the stereotype, he was average sized. Completely hairless body, very sexy, nicely-shaped cock...I wish I could have had it. #5 The return of the Surfer, 12:30 a.m.; they say they'll come back, but they rarely do. He did! I worked on his dick and it stayed spongy and floppy, then low and behold, he came on my belly. I wiped it up with hand and lubed my hole with it. It was the best I could do. This was a nice bod, nice to hold on to. #6 Older White Guy 1:45 a.m....fucked me good with condom. #7 At the fuck bench in the play area, got fucked by a top anonymously in the dark, never saw his face...reached down to feel his cock working my ass: condom! Shit, man! No load, withdrew after a few minutes. #8 Stocky Latino, 3:00 a.m. On the surface, he's one of my types: stocky, muscular build, short dark hair, thick thighs. But then...a dick the size of a peanut with balls resembling a couple of very tiny walnuts. Ah shit! However, after working on his dick for a while, it got rock hard and Stocky Latino gave me a good hard fuck, he fucked with vigor and total domination...he was mostly on his knees as he fucked me on my back. Raw! Don't know for sure if he came or not, but by now my asshole's making those squishy sounds. After he left, I tried to push it out, whatever was up there...nothing came out so I guess it was just my buttjuices. #9 Anonymous Top, 6:00 a.m. Back on the fuckbench, somebody fucked my ass bareback for a few minutes then withdrew. We had attracted a bit of a crowd, so I sucked everybody else, four or five guys, hoping one of them would finish the job. Not only did I fail in that, everybody left after I sucked him off. I cleared out the play area all by myself at 6:00 a.m.! How fucked is that? #10 Inept Chinese Fucker, 7:30 a.m. Still on the fuckbench. This guy tried for 30 minutes to plug my hole with a droopy noodle. He seemed to think the problem was lube, he kept lubing himself up...that's why I call him inept...anybody could go soft, that's part of being male...but this guy wouldn't take the hint: I stopped cooperating after sucking him for 15 minutes or so (this whole exercise lasted about 45 minutes)...and then I kept moving up on the bench so that he couldn't reach my hole...then he'd try to pull me back. I'm not rude...and I'd never 'diss' anyone, but here, I had to pull myself off the bench and leave. It was almost 8 a.m., maybe he was just tired, played out, it happens. On the balance, a very nice night...my pals also had a great time, and I think they'll be back. Thanks Steamworks for the spotless rooms, nice staff, great house music. I renewed my membership and hope to be back soon. More...

Click here to see Spunk Bucket's original blog post... Im just back from the bareback party in Nottingham. The strangest thing happened..... I was topping quite alot.... and I wasnt the only bottom who had turned top either. I started getting ready for the party at about 5pm, getting ready includes the 'you know what' thing, getting cleaned out etc, and dressed for the flight. Unfortunately, douches dont tend to last long when you fly at 20,000 ft in a pressurized cabin. Pressure seems to cause your digestive tract to work a little faster. But anyway, I got my flight at about 20:50. It was about 20 minutes late, but managed to get me to East Midlands Airport in about 25 minutes, quite a quick flight. The sky had gone dark mid flight, and the lights of the East Midlands welcomed the plane as we flew over head. We landed, and I got off, and headed straight to the exit, and got a taxi. The taxi unfortunately, cost 29 quid. How annoying is that. Before we continue.... Various gaydar.co.uk profiles from belfast, had messaged me stating that they were interested in attending the party, I held out hopes that one, if not some or all of these people would be interested in attending. However, they all turned out to be time wasters. Omaghlad30 - Cyber Wanker, wants me to describe the party in detail so he can jack off over his keyboard. d8guy - Said he wanted to attend, said he wanted updates, and in the end he never responded to the updates. shadowkeeper - Also said he wanted to attend, but alas, he is in the same boat as Omaghlad30. CoolConnor28 - "I wana attend.... but I wana see the attendee list first...." - Fucking wank job. Like im gonna do that. Anyhow.... Its not for lack of trying on my part, that I couldnt get people to travel with me, its just because belfast is full of wankers who will lie and pretend to be into bareback, but in reality are just after a quick cyber wank. Anyway... Taxi got me to the party around 21:45 I rang the door bell, and after 30 seconds, a completely naked guy came to the door and opened it. It was a fellow attendee, and he was hot. I walked through into the party, and noticed there was about 12 guys in the kitchen, fully naked, 3 couples fucking, Fred - one of the hosts was there, he welcomed me, and reminded me that he had a package for me. (Kamagra - which I ordered to be delivered to his address) Anyhow.... I went upstairs, to one of the spare bedrooms, that gets used as a cloak room, and got undressed, and waited patiently outside the bathroom, turns out there was a bit of a queue for the douch, anyway, I got in finally, and did a quick douche. I didnt have much to do, since I usually try to douche out over the course of 2 days, to get me cleaned out for nights on end. I exited the bathroom, and went down to kitchen again, and got a look at some of the attendee's. I saw some people I have met at previous parties, Charlie, Chris, Robert, and Josh (York CumSlut - Chaser). I popped a Kamagra pill, and had a vodka coke to wash it down. I waited about 20 minutes for it to kick in. I walked about, and explored the rooms and various attendee's. There was alot of hot guys, including a guy wearing a footballers outfit - blue shirt, shorts. This is him, he was dead hot. Unfortunately, he was busy being btm for most of the time I was walking about. He had some guys working his ass with big double ended dong's, as well as getting fisted for a wee bit. At the sight of this, my cock started to wake up, and this was the start of the end. Lol I walked into the middle bedroom, and saw York Cumslut Josh taking loads from guys left right and center, Charlie, his friend, had a go at fucking me, and he dragged me to the sling and got me in it. I loved getting fucked by his big thick cock, it kinda curves to the left, but it hits the spot. I squeezed my ass tight, to try and milk his cock. He stopped after about 5-6 minutes of fucking, and I was hoping that someone would take over, but alas, everyone was fixated on the guy in blue, taking all the toys. I walked back to middle room, and saw josh still taking loads. Someone gestured to me, telling me to give him a fuck. I thought it would be a good chance to test the Kamagra out, and boy.... did it stay hard. I grabbed my cock, and pointed it towards his hole as he lay on the bed, face down. I felt the blood flowing through my cock veins faster and harder than ever, and I gave Josh a good fucking for several minutes, I took note of the sounds he made as I fucked him, so I knew what was doing the trick. He liked the feeling of the in out motion, so I would pull out part of the way, and then thrust in fast and hard. I didnt cum in his hole, to be honest, I dont like cumming, because once I do, Im no longer horny. But while I was fucking him, some hung goatie-bearded guy came up behind me, and started rimming me good, eventually, once my ass was well sloppy, he shoved his cock in me, and before I knew it, I was in the middle of a 3 way sandwich. Bearded Guy ^ Me ^ Josh Felt good, he whispered into my ear things like "Yeah..., fuck both of us, move that ass.... fuck his ass and my cock!!" I loved the feeling of his cock raw in my ass. Eventually, he stopped, and someone else, I didnt look behind me to see who, took his place, and started fucking me, I knew the cock felt different. Eventually the 3 way faded, and I got up, allowing someone else to take my place on Josh. I walked around and checked downstairs, and found some hot guys who were up for getting fucked by my cock. Apparently news of my 'top' exploits had got around, I kept giving the credit to the kamagra. One guy, from Stoke on Trent, called Ian, gave me the most top pleasure I ever felt, or even knew about. Started fucking him in the middle bedroom, him on his back, me pounding his ass, and it felt alright, but then he got me lying down. And he jumped up and down with his ass working my cock. I had never felt anything that good for ... like ever. There was myself and several other guys lying on the bed, while Ian bounced up and down on my cock, all that could be heard was myself panting and pretty much laughing in pleasure. "Oh My god.. haha... that feels ooooh... my god...." I was saying shit like that for the whole time, Other guys were getting fucked in the room, and they were doing it quietly, but I was fucking this guy, and my cock felt so great, that I just had to be verbal about it. Eventually, he had enough anal pleasure, and my cock was finished too. For next 20-30 minutes, I socialized down in the living room and kitchen, as I saw other guys fucking etc, and I got a few comments from guys, saying "God.... that thing not gone down yet??" - regarding my cock. I laughed it off, and said "Yeah... its like a real disability". I had plans later on in the night, I had a guy called Patrick, who wanted me to stay with him the night, and in return, he would give me free ride to the airport. Anyhow, before I got ready to leave, I decided I would have some fun with Robert, He gave me my first taste of 'Plantfood' and I have to say, I was expecting more. 1. I sniffed it, no immediate effect, 2. Eventually, it hit the back of my throat, and tasted crap.... ewww. I didnt notice any effect at all. Have no idea why anyone would take that stuff. I have a friend in belfast who takes it, he says it turns you into an instant cock whore..... Obviously an exageration. Anyhow, I had some fun with Robert as well, of course, me fucking. I had fun fucking him so much that he seemed to be feeling a little bit of pain, I had him on his back, legs up on my shoulders, as I slammed deep in. Anyhow.... my kamagra seemed to have lasted all night. Around 1.45 I decided to leave the party, so got dressed and told Patrick where I was, and thats that.... Myself and patrick had some fun, he wanked and came on my ass..... I think he was scared to penetrate me, I told him upfront I was at a bareback party, and showed him the profile on gaydar, so he knew that the attendee's were poz. I myself, am Neg as far as I know, as of February's test at the GUM clinic, I was neg anyway. But then again... he probably didnt wana risk putting his cock in an ass, potentially filled with poz cum. Lol I wish..... Anyhow.... I had lots of fun topping this time, and now the next party is in June.... Im gonna try and save up quick, to get enough cash together for the travel etc in June for the party. Trying to get attendee's together too. More...

Click here to see Bareback Slut Sailor's original blog post... * * * * * For some reason sex has been scarce lately i have been scraping the bottom of the barrel a fat guy with the nastiest cum i have ever swallowed a skinny kid who i met at a gloryhole who forgot to use proper bttm etiquette you know what i am talking about and a balding 23 y/o. So ill start from the beginning.... I was cruising A4A one nite when i should have been studying and came across this really cute hispanic kid he had me at hello....I started playing coy at first and because quite honestly i am sick of making the first move and he did we started *talking all kinds of dirty he said he wanted to fuck the shit outta me with his 7in uncut cock and flood me with his cum and i was so fuckin excited but then he started to change his tune and ultimately asked if i would just suck his dick well i never mind sucking a cock. (btw if you guys weren't aware i am a great cocksucker) So i am waiting on my balcony for this guy to show up with his fine ass and walking up the stairs is this bloated fat boy and i knew it was him the pic he had on a4a must have been from highschool or something needless to say i was pissed but i was still horny and i didn't have the heart to turn him away so i invited him in and i dont waste time with small talk i pull his pants down and wouldn't you know it there wasn't even close to 7ins of cock in his tighty whities but i kept sucking and he asked me to cum on his dick and suck it off and of course i did it that acctually turned me on more so i am sucking my cum off his cock and he says hes cuming and my mouth is flooded with the most bitter cum i have ever tasted in my entire life but a good cocksucker never spits its goes against everything a submissive bttm is suppose to do so i swallowed every drop he pulled up trough kissed me and left i haven't talked or seen him since. Now as we all know Gloryholes are my thing every city i go to i end up going to the local gloryhole and staying as long as i can so on this particular day i go to my favorite hole and set up shop i am trying really had to get a vid of me working a getting worked over at a hole but nothing yet. i sit down for a few minutes and in come this twink couldn't have been a day over 18 we exchange signals and i figure out he wants my cock so i stick it thru the hole and he immediately gasp audibly and asks me to come back to his apt which is really close to our location so fuck it why not we exchange names and small talk on the way to his apt i am horny as fuck so as soon as we get to his front door my pants are down to my ankles he thinks its cute i think if he doesn't hurry up i am gonna rape his Lilly white ass we make it over to his bed and making out and shit i spread his legs and fall between them and start knocking at his back door and he ask me if i have a condom (what an asshole) and i tell him no but i am clean but if u don't want to we don't have to he says ok just don't cum in him i say ok but we all know i had my fingers crossed lol so i ease into that tight twink twat (say that shit 3x fast) and start plowing his ass i want this nut so bad feels like i haven't cum in hours! We are face to face fucking like bunnies and he blows his load on our stomachs from all the friction and he is begging for my cum i ask him where he wants it and he says i don't care so duh i blow about a gallon of cum in his ass but karma thought it fit to punish me because i pulled out painted fuck my life he feels all embarrassed and gives me a bath really it was sweet gave me his number but i never called him again....maybe i should Once again I am cruising my favorite website...you guessed it! A4A and i come across this guy who once again looks cute in his pics but was a lil less than attractive in person but we meet up and this guys is only 23 and damn near working on a comb over poor guy but once again i was like fuck it( i think i am gonna make that my 2010 motto) we make it back to my room and he starts to worship my cock and he was a 3 out of 5 *i stop him and push him down on the bed and spread his legs and lube his ass with my tongue taste great too! he is begging my to fuck him and i dont ease it into his ass i fuckin gun it and ram 9.5 ins of dick balls deep into his ass and he takes it like a champ sounds great huh hour and a half later i am still plowing away on this loose ass i would have been better off jacking off but he doesn't want me to stop even though i was annoyed and tired so i hung in there and then he beg to swallow my load and i finally fed him all i had we talked for a bit afterward but i haven't talk to him since the next time i fuck him imma try not to jack off for a week so i wont have to almost die of exhaustion!!!* * * More...

To see Bike Guy's original blog post click here I have to say, I haven't had the best of luck with Grindr to get cock. When I first got he app, I hit it the first half-dozen times and scored 100......but then it promptly went to zero. I've seen some hot guys here and there, but no one who follows-through. Lame. Don't they know what the app is fuckin' for? But there is some leather "event" here in town this week, so there are a bunch of out-of-towners who are here. And quite a few have iPhones - clearly. I was working downtown and got hit up by one. On his profile pic, he looked ok. 45, 6'2", 200 lbs, blonde. He looked solidly built and the pics of his dick were nice. He added he looked "better in person". My friend "Lou" told me that anyone who says that usually isn't. This proved to be the case. Room 1213, I was directed to and I walked from my office to the hotel. I was greated promptly. The guy wasn't horrid, but I can't say he looked a lot like his picture. The guy did have a nice dick. Maybe around 8" but on the thinner side when it came to his shaft. He sat in his hotel chair and I got on my knees and went to work. He wasn't hard when I started, but still a nice length. It didn't take too long to get him hard..... ...and unfortunately, it didn't take a long time to get him off. I don't even think I sucked him (and got face fucked) for 1o minutes before he blew his unassuming, underwhelming load in my mouth. With little or no additional exchange, I swallowed, thanked up, got up and walked out the door and back to my office. He had probably gotten what he wanted, and I got what I asked for - whether it was exactly what I wanted or not. It wasn't a loser situation, but I can't say it was a winner either. Just necessary. More...

Click here to see Adam's original blog post... I received a comment from a reader that I think could open the door to some good discussion of the issues surrounding the gay community and human sexuality in general. hot blog! i'm a 26 yr. old male in nyc in a ltr. been with my bf (28) for 6 years now and love him very much (we live together) long story short we have an excellent sex life but he is unable to cum in me… for all 6 yrs. he has never cum in me once… I spoke to him abt it several times but I accepted him for what it is... anyway i've been having an off and off affair with a 32 yr. old married guy since last summer... I never allowed him to fuck me until yesterday I couldn't resist the temptation anymore... I called him and he was there within an hour and I allowed him to fuck and fill me up with his cum. it was amazing and i felt accomplished it was exactly what i wanted… (we spoke abt his hiv status before the sex and he assure me he was neg) I just feel like crap now with the guilt bc I truly love my bf and gave into temptation which can put him at risk…. just needed to get this off my chest. I'm pretty sure someone will understand? I understand. I don't know if I can give it my stamp of approval, but no one needs my approval. The thing is, human sexuality at its most basic level is about procreation. As such, it's really not a surprise that men of all sexual orientations and sexual roles have a fixation on insemination. I certainly do! The drive felt by this reader, the need to feel that sense of completion that comes only from an internal cumload, is a primal drive. As humans, I suspect that's the only reason that HIV still has a foothold in the world... our brains know better, our emotions conflict appropriately. But ultimately, that most powerful drive revs up the engines down below and we make it happen. I don't know if I know any gay men who haven't made the "mistake" at least once, if they're truly honest. I understand this reader's need to do so, as well as his guilt. It's unfortunate that he's found what may be the love of his life, and finds himself in a position of not being able to do that most intimate thing with his partner. I'm surprised that the partner can't cum inside him, though... and of course it sort of puts the lie to what I just said on the power of the insemination drive. So maybe, then, there's a different level of primal need for that, and the reader just has a more powerful drive to fulfill the exchange of semen. I want to say that he's perfectly justified in going out and getting what he needs. But I don't know that that's true... no matter who assures us they're HIV-, that isn't necessarily true and they might not know. On the other hand, my urge to admonish him doesn't feel quite right, either. He finally got to know what that sense of completion and satisfaction feels like. So perhaps what it leads me to is that it's both good and bad, as so many things in life are. It has its place in his life, it might have consequences, and it has both positive and negative (pardon the pun) aspects all at the same time. The trouble maker in me wants to encourage him to do it again, but just to make sure it's with only the one, married guy. Perhaps it's the sort of situation where two people find themselves able to fulfill one small part of the other, while the primary relationships fulfill the rest of their needs. It would be better if all relationships fulfilled all needs... but they don't. So if the marriage and the long-term relationship can remain intact because this extra bit of fulfillment is available on the side... what's the harm in that? Share your thoughts! More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... Thanks for voting in the poll regarding paying for sex. Out of the 44 votes cast, 24 voted "No, never have, never will. This means almost half have done this or would consider doing it. No, never have, never will 24 I do this frequently 5 I did this once or twice 11 I never did this, but I'd be willing to 4 More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... I had been looking forward to this month's,POZ4PLAY Partyt at Mainifest 4U Studio in Atlanta since last month when I attended my first play session. Last month, I had a great time in the sling and was excited to ride again. If you missed that report, view my blog entry, POZ4PLAY Party: Sling Fuck When I arrived there were probably already ten guys there. I scoped the place out and began to set my eyes on targets. One guy was about 6'3" tall, nice build with blondish brown hair. He was wearing a t-shirt and some nylon type basketball shorts. He was so HOT to me. As it turned out though he was mainly a bottom too since I happened upon him bent over a bench taking a hard pounding from another hot guy. I sucked a couple of nice cocks in the glory hole area before making my way to the sling in the dark room. I climbed in, lubed my hole a bit, cracked open my fresh bottle of Jungle Juice Platinum and got ready. It didn't take long before a couple of guys showed up sniffing around. The sling had been lowered some since last month and was much easier to suck cocks while in it. I sucked a few guys who came over, rubbed my chest and played with my hole a bit. I discovered the downside to arriving early is that guys are not so quick to fuck since they want to last all night. It just wasn't happening as easy as it did last month but I was not discouraged. The feel of the leather sling on my back, with my legs strapped up and my butt hole opened to anyone and everyone was such a great feeling. Finally, a guy probably in his early 50s came near enough that I said, "fuck my hole." He came closer and stood beside the sling so I could suck him and get him hard. He rubbed his hands over my body as I took a hit of poppers and got really excited. After a couple of minutes he moved down between my legs and started playing with my hole. Before I knew it he was down eating my lubed hole. His tongue felt amazing lapping at my hungry rosebud . I then said, "give me your poz cock." He stood up and slowly poked at my hole. Unfortunately, he seemed to be having trouble maintaining his erection. To try and help, I started talking really nasty to him which seemed to help. "Fuck my hole with your toxic cock", I told him. We finally got a rhythm and he started fucking me good. The sling started rocking with every thrust of his cock in my hole. He grabbed the chains near my head and continued to fuck his cock into me. It wasn't long before he emptied his nuts into my hole. I got down out of the sling to give others an opportunity to give it a ride. I ended up in another area and walked up on a guy bent over taking a hot fuck from someone. They didn't seem to mind the company so I hung out and watched and jacked for a bit. After a few minutes, the top blasted his cum deep in the bottoms hole. Before I knew it, the top pulled up his pants and left quickly without even saying anything to the bottom. Out of instinct, before the bottom had an opportunity to fully stand up I dove in and started "felching" the fresh cum load out of his hole. He groaned with excitement and stood up before saying, "man, you're making my legs weak." I replied, "that is a sweet hole" and thanked him for allowing me to feed. Overall, the night wasn't as productive as last month but I still fully enjoyed myself. I wound up with two loads in my hole. Not nearly as productive as my hotel sessions but still fun. Note: All images in this post are from the internet. More...

To see SDsk8rBoi's original blog post click here Here's a hot CL ad from about a month ago. I found it just before I had to get ready for work and it was gone by the time I got home. Fortunately I got a screen capture while it was up. Wonder if he got what he wanted and lots of it. More...

To see SDsk8rBoi's original blog post click here I had a lone night off in the middle of 11 nights. I'd finally cleared out my dudesnude messages, some of them anyway, then went skating for awhile. A little cool to be totally comfy even with a hoodie and cool enough I could see my breath at times. I hadn't bothered to log out of bbrt or a4a before I went skating. I got home and had this message on a4a: "hey man i remember u... i use to work at xxxxx would luv u to fuck me. ;)" The pics looked familiar, but he looks better in person. I'd hadn't seen him in a few years. He was my favorite bar tender at one of my favorite bars at the time, and quite convenient too as I could walk there in about 2 minutes from where I was living then. I bought lots of cocktails from him, but we'd never done anything beyond that. I didn't even know whether he was a top/bottom/vers. He's a little taller than me and fairly thin, tats and piercings, and a little furry but not too much. Very nice combination. From his profile, he's a bottom. No safe sex only message or any mention of hiv status. The next message from him is: "im in bed naked if u waana cum by." That's got me plenty hard and leaking precum. I find out where he's located and head over. It's about 10 minutes away, not too far. He opens the door to let me. He's naked, and looking better than his a4a pics, more like I remember except I'd never seen him without clothing. I strip down and join him in bed. He warns me his hands are cold, and they are. We're laying next to each other and I'm quickly rock hard, even before his hands are warm. I'm laying on my back and moves toward the back of the bed and starts sucking me. He does that for a couple of minutes then grabs the lube. He lubes up my cock, then his hole. He then slowly lowers himself onto my cock. He's tight. A couple of attempts until I'm part way in, then he lowers himself part way, then all the way. I wait for his hole to relax some. He then starts riding me. After a couple of minutes, we reposition without me pulling out so he's now on his back with his legs up as I continue to thrust into him. I haven't cum in a few days, so I could cum quickly. But I don't know how long he wants me to fuck him or if he wants me to cum inside. It's not long after he's on his back that he tells me he's about to cum, and he does. He shoots a nice thick load on his stomach. At that point, he kind of pushes me out but continues to work my cock. After a couple of minutes of that, I ask him where he wants me to shoot. The answer is on his chest. I reposition myself so my ass is over his stomach. His cock is now soft, so no riding him 'til I shoot. I do finger some of his cum into my hole, then continue to stroke. He's now fingering my hole with one finger all the way in. Too bad it's not a hard, cum covered cock. Though his profile says bottom, not vers/bottom, I wonder if he'd fuck me some day. Well, with him fingering my hole, it doesn't take long for me to shoot and I unload on his chest. We clean up and talk for a few minutes. He then heads to bed and I head home. I hope it's not a few years before I see him again. More...

To see My Load Deep In You's original blog post click here I answered an ad for a piss party in M4SN. I decided to go because I'd never been to one before. The guy sends out the address shortly after the party is supposed to start, but I still go. I get there, and hes' upstairs in the bathtub with this hood/funnel combination on his head. I'm the only one there, but do have to piss badly. So, I piss into the funnel, and he takes it all, choking once or twice. I zip up, get in the car, and call an fb around the corner from piss boy. I go over, get sucked, and go home. Has anyone been to this type of party before? What usually happens? More...

Click here to see Hot Pigg's original blog post So I've been kinda ill due to pollen attacking me from everywhere. Watch The Happening. It's coming true. Anyway, I was still able to take 11 loads last week. 1. HOT BUILT ASAIN - We met at Robbie's gang bang last August and have been talking a bit since then but never worked out a time to hook up. He came over and fucked me for 39 minutes. I know b/c he let me film the whole thing. As soon as I can figure out how to remove the faces, I will post the video here. Lets just say fucking every which direction and even pissing in my ass then continuing to fuck me!!! Fucking hot. 2. SEX PARTY - Went to a sex party at a two story loft that was dark and hot!! I had heard of this party but am usually unavailable to make it. It worked out in my favor and went. People had told me it's usually ugly old guys but I wasn't really caring when I went. I met up with my friend and Puppy. Puppy and I spent all night either bent over the bed or bent of the leather bench taking anyone's load who would give it to us. We figured I got about ten. BTW, the ripped hot ass fucker you slammed me at the party after Black Party was there too. He raped the shit out of me in front of everyone just like last time. OMG he is so fucking hot. Other notables, a beautiful hot black boy who pulled me aside and fucked me with his back to the wall so that I was kinda hiding him. I loved it. I love black dick and took about four of them there but he was just beautiful. My friends gave me a ride home after my prostate had decided he had had enough. Puppy was a star as well and it was hot kissing him as we both got fucked. MMMMMmmmmm... Till next load... More...

To see SFVersCumBoy's original blog post click here I know it has been awhile, but alas sometimes there is just not much worth posting and I like to save the best to share. Today I was at the gym doing a light workout - no cardio, just weights. I was not extra sweaty but I do always like to end my workouts with a good steam. On my way into the shower area I walked past a guy that did not completely close the curtain. I caught a glimpse of a very engorged hard cock. Pointing to the wall and showing at least 7 inches right there. Hmmmm.... The guy attached to this hard cock was a hot one I have seen many many times in the gym. Tall, lanky, firm and not an ounce of fat on him unless you count the thick meat between his legs. Well, since I can never be sure of what guys want in a locker room, I just did my quick rinse and headed into the steam room. I figured that the guy was not interested or not into playing since he usually does not make eye contact. Well, guess who walked in just as I was standing there bare ass and putting cold water on the sensor to get my steam flowing....Yep, the lean hot man himself. Now, just because he may have been hard in the shower did not mean anything right away. I don't know if he even saw that I caught it. When I sat down on my towel he was sitting cross legged next to me with a towel just covering his cock. I kept my eyes slightly on him and thought to myself "if he even so much as slides his hand under there, I will pop a boner right here". Yes, he slid his hand under and that was the end of me. I did not get fully hard before he pulled his towel aside and whipped out that cock. Standing tall and pointing straight up to the ceiling in all it's glory. I moved my towel over and reached over to grab his cock and give it a slight tug. There was no resistance so I leaned in more and slid my mouth down the shaft and pulled my throat tight around - that got a reaction! This guy had a rock hard cock and when I went to the base and hit his balls, he moaned and pushed my head further down. No need to tell me twice - I went to town and got my mouth totally around his cock and let him face fuck me. He reached around and was stroking my cock while I was leaning over the bench to get every last inch. While he was buried to the hilt I heard him start to say something and I just let my mouth open so he could flood my throat with cum. He was semi piston fucking my throat while I was deep throating at the same time. That cock was pushed down and had me doing my best not to make a sound while I was using my throat to work every drop out. After he was spent and done, he stood up and wrapped his towel around his waist and was out the door. Wham, bam, thank you is always a fantastic way to end a steam, don't you think? More...

To see Street Muscle 501's original blog post click here... While I was out in Palm Springs, I planned a hook up with two hot, hung Latino studs that read my blog. They were hanging at the Morongo Casino and had a suite there. My original plan was to go out there and suck their big uncock cocks in their jeans and get plowed by both of them. That all transpired, along with the three of us hooking with this gorgoeus, built muscle stud that we picked up at the casino later that evening. I meet up with the two latino boys in the Casino. There were sporting tight Diesel Jeans, showing off their huge bulgin cocks and thick legs.. Nice tight t-shirts and big guns. I was the easiest to spot of course in my Marine Hi-n-Tight haircut, black boots and tight dark 501s. We went up to their room and got right to business sucking their cocks.Huge fat delicious diks..nice bodies...you get the pictures. We switched off sucking cocks, eating ass...and fucking each other for hours. They both ended up pumping their loads up my ass. I was fucking edging and finally came after the 2nd dude finished off in my hole. We napped for a few hours, and then decided to go cruise for hotties in the Casino. There were some serious hotties there, but we ended up spotting this incredibly built muscle boy. He was in a tight tank top and tight Rufskin jeans. His body and ass looked incredible. He was crusing the three of us hard. We all three were half hard in our jeans just looking at this dude. It was apparent he was drooling over our cocks so we went right over and chatting the bottom muscle boy up. It wasn't 10 minutes and we had him up in the suite on his knees with his face buried in our crotches. We all unbuttoned our jeans and alternately feed the muscle stud our cocks. Face fucking him good for about 30 minutes was incredible. I worked his jeans off and went to town eating his hot ass, while he blew the two latino studs. He was soon moaning and beggin for cock in his ass. I wasn't about to turn down fucking that incredible muscle stud. I pulled my balls up outta the fly of my 501s so they would bounce of his ass as I fucked him wearing my jeans. I rubbed my cock up and down the crack of his ass until he begged my to fuck him deep. I worked the head of my bare cock into his ass, and then slowly pushed my cock into his hole. All the time he was munching on one latino cock, while the other fucked my face. I fucked him bareback for about 20 minutes before I couldn't take it and exploded, burying my load in his hungry muscle butt. I pulled out and my Latino bud took my place, fucking his hole. I went down and sucked this muscle studs cock while he was being fucked senseless. The muscle stud ended up getting fucked by all three of us before he blew his load down my throat. It was fucking hot feeling that gusher of cum push past my tongue and down my throat. I was hard as shit by then, and face fucked the stud again until I blew down his cum hungry throat. He hung with us a while until he sobbered up. He was drunk and high as a kite. Once he recovered I fucked him again while the Latin boys watched and jacked off. He left one happy muscle whore! More...

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Click here to see original post on Smooth Butt For Mature Tops... i had an hour to kill and was near a local adult bookstore around lunch time so i figured i would stop in, get some new poppers, and spend a few $1 bills to see if any cock hungry for a warm mouth would show up. i was feeling pretty slutty and hungry to suck cock...so i went inside and cruised around. not much action so i went inside a booth and starting feeding the machine and stroking my cock.. in the end i got 3 big loads from what seemed to be guys on their lunch break. the first guy i cruised went into a video booth and i pushed on his open door. clearly he was looking to have his cock sucked and he pulled out a nice 7 incher. it was slim with a nice shape and fat cockhead....and slid down my throat nicely. i worked his fat cockhead and took my time giving him a GREAT blowjob. hitting the poppers...i got lost in sucking his cock and he was soon grabbing the back of my head and instinctively fucking my face. i tasted the warm gush of his seed load and pushed his cock down into the back of my throat. his cock spasmed and unloaded down my throat...filling my belly with a big creamy load for lunch. i kept sucking his cock right through his load and was soon suckling his deflating dick. he grunted his satisfaction, pulled up his pants, zipped up and left...saying "thanks" over his shoulder as he left the small room. the second 2 cocks were less remarkable...the 2nd being a small 5 inch cock that didn't last long before shooting off in my mouth. the third cock had a fat head and was about 6 inches. that blowjob was rememorable only in my technique that i used to get him to shoot off. i had his cockhead lodged in the roof of my mouth and i was sucking and pulling on it while using my tongue underneath the sensitive part of his cockhead. i had never really done that before and he went nuts and soon was feeding me his load. i look foward to trying that technique again and seeing if it yields similar results... More...

Click here to see Teen Cumhole's original blog post... I spent the night at my boyfriend’s last night (we’ll call him Jeff). Anyone who has read my previous posts knows I’m a submissive boy and will do just about anything as long as it ends with my hole dripping sperm. I knew that Jeff didn’t have a problem with me taking loads from strangers, but if things are going to be serious between us I would prefer for him to be in control of who breeds me, when they breed me, etc. So yesterday afternoon Jeff posted on Craigslist advertising my ass and made it very clear that I was looking for loads from experienced men. He got a ton of responses, a lot of them seemed fake and weird, but there were a few serious guys that seemed eager to fill me. Jeff made plans for two of them to come over within the hour (but he didn’t tell me which ones…not knowing which men were coming over made it a lot more exciting), but only one of the guys ended up showing up. More on that later. To pass the time I sucked Jeff’s cock on the couch and he rimmed me. I never get tired of sucking dick or getting my hole tongued, so I could have done that all night, but eventually the first guy showed up. He was about 40-something, decent body, clean shaven and kinda shy. I’m not particularly attracted to the whole shy type, but this guy really came out of his shell once we got going. Jeff lubed my hole with some Astroglide to start things off. Let me just say I love this stuff in gel form. It’s not too runny, not too thick, and it’s kind of sticky and makes everything feel silky smooth. Plus I only need a tiny bit of it for my hole to be ready for use. I sucked the other guy off for a while Jeff got me warmed up and then he flipped me on my back and pushed my legs up. He invited the other guy to come try out my hole, which he did, and then they started doing this thing where Jeff would push his dick in, then pull out and the other guy would put his in and pull out, and they kept taking turns dipping into my hole sort of. It was cool to feel how different their cocks were… Jeff’s is very thick to begin with, but the other top had a pretty big mushroom head on him. So the different sensations were interesting, and each of them stimulated my hole in different ways. At one point our guest was grunting really deep and Jeff goes, “It’s nice isn’t it?” I don’t know why but I really liked that… It was like Jeff was letting another guy use me, showing him what a good cumhole I am. The guy randomly pulled out in the middle of fucking me though and kneeled in front of my face and, for lack of a better term, started choking me. He wrapped his hand around my neck and squeezed pretty firmly, then started tapping his dick on my lips as if to ask me to open up and suck it. This was impossible because 1) I could barely breathe and 2) his hand was in the way. After about 5 seconds Jeff told the guy to get off (thank god) and he went back to fucking me until he came. This guy had the most obnoxious orgasm ever…I’m pretty sure he woke up the neighbors with his grunting and moaning, but who am I to judge. From what I could feel it was an OK sized load. Didn’t make me feel super wet but still managed to drip a little from my hole. Then Jeff finished me off with his own load and I was a happy boy. Hopefully Jeff will do this with me on a pretty regular basis. I’m not opposed to getting fucked by other men, but at the same time I want to make sure it’s under Jeff’s approval and that he’s there with me. More...

Click here to see Hot Pigg's original blog post So I'm on the train with my best friend and like normal we are talking nonstop and life and such. Seems normal right. Then this HOT latin guy stands up next to the pole in front of us. We both notice him and under our breath agree he's hot. Here's where I know gay men are nothing but animals and I am proud. The latin guy put his hands in his track pants and began moving his fingers over his dick. HOT! My friend and I went from talking nonstop to unable to speak and unable to turn away. We rode the train for another 15 minutes watching him purposely adjust. We didn't speak. We couldn't turn away for more than a second and we giggled like little girls here or there. We ended up getting off the train together but when we made our way to the stairs to exit, he remained on the platform. This is the second time this has happen with us in one week. We were at TJMaxx and were on the escalator leaving when I turned around to see a guy below me grabbing his crotch. He was obvious and not trying to hide his intentions at all. I cannot tell you what my best friend was talking about b/c like the Latin guy, I totally zoned out. BTW, I love sex but my friends will be there for me when the trick isn't. Therefore, if I have made plans with my friends, I'm not going to cancel to go for a fuck. If I'm out with friends and it's getting late, sure I'll head home with you but I'm not rearranging my night to fit a fuck in. Till next load... More...

To see Bike Guy's original blog post click here I've been on the road today. Normally that means planes, trains and automobiles. Today it was just automobiles - and into some remote parts of West Virginny. It was a pretty day for being in the car for five hours, but still.......... So I'm not that far into WV when I see a sign that says ADULT with the exit number. I've seen these places before and they are hit or miss. Most, anymore, don't even have video arcades to watch porn, they just sell vibrators and such. But what the hell, I was in no huge rush - so I stop. First off, how great that this place is at the dead end of a service road. And the other things on that road were a truck stop and two 'gentleman's clubs'. I walk in and bingo! - there is a place to go watch porn and there is no minimum and it's quarters, not that token shit. I'm back in 1986 heaven! The layout is ok. About 15 booths and 6 of those are in the middle - three on one side and three backing up to them. Two sets of those, I can tell from the word 'go' have gloryholes. It really IS 1986. Immediately I see a blur of a guy go into one, so I enter the adjoining one and in a minute his cock is slipping through the hole, but not before I got to run my finger at the bottom radius of that hole. God I love doing that. The big head barely fit through the crude gloryhole. No pristine cuts here - all handmade. This shaft was just as thick and I loved putting my lips to the wood - his and the wall. It's been a long time. And so worth it. I sucked him for quite a bit and he pulled back and wanted my cock. I gave it to him, but wasn't going to give my load. He wasn't even a good cocksucker. So I pulled back and went back down on my knees and whispered through the hole: fuck my mouth! And he did. The guy had clearly been working hard all day - he smelled and tasted of that. I like that. Not to where it's over the top, but he was near that limit, but still it was wonderful. What I love about gloryholes is that you just take the dick. Period. It was too noisy with the videos playing to hear him say anything, if he did, or his breathing. So I wasn't expecting the load. But there it was - flooding my mouth. Voluminous and heavy - and great tasting. I left my booth and wandered and saw him exit. He was a hot, very hairy man. Nothing was said. I went into another gloryhole booth. The other side occupied already. I ran my finger again and it took a minute, but he obliged me. This hole was even smaller, his cock even thicker. He barely got the head and first 5" after that through. I know it wasn't all through. WV has some BIG DICKED men. The guy never moved his cock, I did all the work, but he was rock hard the entire time. Solid as a rock. I worked on him until I ran out of money and took my chances that no one would bust me for not dropping quarters. Soon enough though he fired off nice big globs of sperm - and I did my duty and took it all. ALL of it. I stood up and exited to get more money. He left too. Nice looking guy. Harley belt buckle, with attached chain to a wallet. Nothing was said. As I was going to the counter to break a larger bill, I realized I had cock spit in my goatee. That saliva that drools off the cock and out of your mouth, or is against the wall each time your lips make contact there? I wiped it off with the sleeve of my shirt. I didn't want the clerk (woman) to know I had cocksucker face. I got $10 more in quarter - she must have thought I was a slut. : ) As I re-entered, so did a kid in his early 20s. Nice looking (like that football player from 'Glee') but could have used some toning. I followed him into a booth and he just opened his pants. I was a little disappointed in his uncut cock. It was smaller, but after I got my lips around it (he made no effort to do a thing), it grew past 8" and thickened up. Still had skin, but not a lot. He liked my sucking and talked about how he had fucked his girlfriend earlier so it would take a while. I had all the time in the world. He wanted me to jack-suck him. I'm not big on that, but it's his time to get-off, not mine. After about 20 minutes he was ready to shoot and wanted me to continue jacking. Nice load but when I got it, I ceased stroking his cock. He told me to continue: "I'm not done yet". Sure enough - 30 seconds later, I got the remaining amount of his sperm. I do not count this the 2nd load from one guy. This was all one - in my book. He zipped up and was gone. I walked around and ran into guy #1 again. I just said in a low voice: "beautiful cock". He went into the booth I just left with that kid. We went for round 2. He was smellier (I swear), hotter (I swear) and nasty. He POUNDED my face and my head hit the wall over and over and over. I also ate his ass. He played with my nipples and stuck his index finger and thumb up my ass. I was hoping for a fuck, but it was not to happen. He got hard, but not HARD. I got a second load from him. The first one was great. This one was so incredibly bitter, it almost made me gag. What could have happened in the span of 45 minutes to make it go rancid? But soon he was gone. One booth was occupied when I got out. I could see through the hole he had major wood in his jeans but refused to take it out. After a bit, I left - so did he. What I think he really wanted was to see me. He did and went back in - so did I. I was rewarded with the biggest dick yet. Long and fat and again, rock hard. I am loving this state! But right before he came, he pulled back. I did extend my tongue through the hole as far as it would go and was rewarded with the last few spurts on my tongue. WHY oh why would you go through that effort to pump your nut onto the ground? Clearly you had a willing cocksucker. I figured I had to go. I had dropped like $20 and did still need to travel another hour. I left and was getting into my car - and there was a note. Contact information from the guy I had serviced twice. I guess he was in the lot when I entered, because I have no idea how he knew it was my car. I cannot imagine me contacting him - but one just never knows. More...

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Click here to see Black Bareback Bull's original blog post... Last week I finally got with a local Washington guy that I had chatted with for some time. I called this post “Power Fuck” because this guy happens to be the Executive Director for a well known organization. The “Executive” as I will call him here actually has a partner…another high powered person…who lives in Texas. According to him, they have been together for five years, but have been conducting a “long distance relationship” for only about a year now since he landed the big chair here in Washington. They are supposed to be monogamous, but it is really more of a “don’t ask/don’t tell” thing. The Executive is kind of short white man at only 5’8”… not that 5’8 is all that short, I guess I just expected him to be taller. He is 38 to 40 year old and very much has that “Larry the Cable Guy” thing going on where he is thick, but not fat… no belly overhang, but you cant see his oblique or six pack either…decent bicep and traps…so he works out regularly… light brown hair with well trimmed goatee. If you have been reading this blog you know that this is the type that I go for the most. I think he waxes because his body hair was SOOO TOO PERFECT! It started at his upper chest, covered the middle of his stomach, but none on the sides and feathered perfectly into his tightly trimmed pubic hair that incased a solid 7” cut cock and a pair of fat, hairless balls…YUMMM! There was no hair on his back or his butt, but his legs were covered in hair. It was obvious that the uuhmm… runway was cleared for a Smooth approach and landing… sort of speak. I also need to take a moment and describe his ass. Most guys that I have been with who have this body type have a full to fleshy ass. In other words, if the were to jump up and down there would be some butt jiggle. Not the Executive… man I am here to tell ya…that ass was a firm muscle ass with a tight curve flanked by two huge dimples. This guy would have no problem picking grapes from the vine with that ass! As I said before, we had been chatting for weeks but with his schedule and my schedule hooking up was not looking good. I definitely wanted to get into this guy, but if it is not meant to be then so be it. I had decided to not waist anymore time with the endless… albeit hot…chatting sessions. So when he IM me last week I ignored him. He tried again about ten minutes later and I simply wrote: Me: “Look, the only thing I am interested in hearing from you is that you will be ready for me on Thursday at noon…I don’t want to hear your bullshit about having to work cause if you really are the Exec Dir you can work your schedule around taking dick for an hour” It was a long time…probably 30 or 40 minutes before his reply came Exec: “Yes Sir, Thursday at noon I will ready for you to fuck me…Sir” Me: “When I say ready, I mean you answer the door naked, your hole already lubed and worked open with a butt plug” His response was simply his address. To be honest…I did not have the slightest idea if he was serious or not, or if he would actually go through with it. Nonetheless, since I put it out there, I had to hold up my end and actually show up I arrived at his building a few minutes before noon, found his name on the building roster and punched in the code for his condo. I stood there waiting… feeling like an idiot for about 20 seconds. Just as I was about to turn and leave, I heard a voice on the box say Exec: “Hello” Having never heard his voice, I had no idea if this was him or not… but I decided to go for broke. ME: “Open the door Boy” Exec: “Yes Sir, condo XXX The door is unlocked” I took the elevator to his floor, found the condo and, sure enough, the door opened when I turned the knob. His place was definitely high end. It was one of those old school buildings that was refurbished into loft like condos with high ceilings and the original huge school window. I looked to my right and saw a very modern looking great room that combined both the kitchen and living room. Then I looked to my left and saw him rather timidly sitting naked on a bed in a bedroom at the end of a short hallway. He looked great! During our many chats, we often slipped into the Daddy/boy thing…other times Dom/sub and sometimes just regular fuck buddy. I guess from the way this meeting came about, I felt that this would be much more a Dom/Sub fuck. As I walked into his bedroom he kept his eye on me…up until the point I slapped him very hard across the face Me: “You don’t look at me unless I tell you to… is that clear?” I was flying blind here… I did not know what his response would be… I mean after all I am sure that his pay grade is well above mine. I did not have to wait long to find out. The hard slap definitely took him by surprise and there was that brief moment when it looked like he was working out in his head what had just happened. Then he not only stopped looking at me but actually lowered his head and dropped to his knees as well. This plus, the fact that his 7” soldier was now standing at full attention, told me that Dom/Sub was exactly what he needed. The dark side of my sexual personality began to come out again. As I undressed, I contemplated him there on his knees…open to about anything I wanted to do to him. By the time I pulled off my underwear, my boner was rock solid. I grabbed his head, forced the big head of my fat cock into his mouth and proceeded to force fuck his mouth as hard as I could. He fought and struggled to get away as he began to gag instantly. After about three sharp stabs to the back of his throat he worked his head free from my grip and scrambled to get away from me. He tried to get to his feet but I kicked him hard in the ass which knocked him off balance and he fell hard to the floor. Sprawled out on the floor I stepped toward him. He sensed me coming and he rolled onto his back and tried to keep me away with his kicking feet. I simply grabbed his right ankle with both hands and dragged him across the carpeted floor back to the bed. He was still kicking my with his free leg so while still holding his right ankle, I put my left foot on his balls and pressed down firmly…he stopped kicking me. He was now looking at me again so I pressed harder on his balls…he groaned through gritting teeth and rather defiantly looked away. Again… I was not sure if I was going too far with him, but even with my foot hard on his balls, he was still rock hard…So I told myself…yeah told myself…that he likes it and that it is what he needs. Without saying a word, I reached down and grabbed his balls with my left hand after I removed my foot. I literally made him turn over onto his knees again by twisting and squeezing his balls…this made him sort of scream for the first time. Now on his hands and knees I moved him around by the balls. I moved him enough so that I could reach the lube he had on the night stand with my other hand. Flicking the cap of the lube open, I squeeze a bunch of it into the crack of his ass. I then began to assault his hole with my fingers…roughly working them in and out of his hole…getting him read to take my fat black cock. As I was working his hole he was sort of doing this cross between moaning and grunting that sounded so guttural…animalistic…and it was driving me crazy with desire. I had to get in him now or risk shooting my load without even fucking him. Still pulling on his balls, I removed my fingers from his hole and positioned my cock head at his opening. In retrospect, I guess there was really no reason to continue to pull on his balls in that he was not fighting me any more, and he was still rock hard…I kept hold of them anyway because something about the idea of burying my fat cock deep in this guy while pulling on his balls seemed really hot to me. He was tight! I am sure tighter than usual because I was pulling on his balls at the same time I was trying to push my fatty into his ass. I would like to say that I was able to get in him all the way and fucked him good while still pulling on his balls…but that was not the case. The pain was too much for him and he went flat on his stomach. I had a choice, I could keep my grip on his balls and let my cock slip out…or I could let his balls go and focus of getting deep in him. I chose his ass over his balls. When I let go of his balls, and stopped pushing my cock into him…he relaxed enough that his hole could adjust to my size and I slowly sank balls deep into him. When I hit rock bottom… he groaned and said Exec: “Yeeesss Sirrrr” From there, I held him down by placing both my hands on the back of his shoulder blades and fucked him steadily with my hips for a solid ten minutes non-stopped. By then it was time for more lube. I pulled out and told him to roll over…he did so obediently. He also remembered to not look at me, and he turned his head to the side and sort of stared off into the distance while I applied more lube and re-entered him with his legs hoisted up on my shoulders. He was still hard, but not as hard as he seemed before… or maybe it was just the angle from which I was now seeing his cock…don’t know. Nonetheless, I squirted a little lube on his cock and told him to stroke his cock while I fucked him. The Executive seemed to enjoy this position much better. His eyes were closed, head thrown back and his mouth was open. He would grunt each time I would hit bottom on the down stroke and he jerked his cock sort of in time with my fucking him in that each time I would good deep, he would jerk about five fast strokes and when I pulled back he would jerk slow…kind of different…but I like that. I fucked him like this for about another ten minutes before I was ready to cum. When we had chatted online, we had talked about fucking bare, but I can’t remember if we discussed breeding. It did not really matter. I had planned on breeding him from the start. The last ten to fifteen strokes I had picked up the pace… I wanted him to know that my cum would be in him soon. With the pickup in tempo…so did his breathing… he was like almost gasping for air and he even stopped stroking his cock…maybe he did not expect to be bred??? On the last stroke, I stayed buried deep in him and grunted as the first shot of cum left my body and entered his. I held perfectly still cause the only movement I wanted him to feel was the twitching and spasm of my cock as I dumped a full load of cum into his guts. When I finished, I opened my eyes to see him staring directly at me. Without missing a beat, I said, Me: “You are my bitch now…you belong to me” Still with a rather stunned look on his face…he silently mouthed the words Exec: “Yes Sir” Then I said Me: “You are not done yet” With that I pulled out of him in one motion and moved to straddle his head, my dripping cock dangling in front of his face. He understood instantly. He opened his mouth and engulfed as much of my cock as he could. I had had a hunch, and when I looked back over my shoulder I found confirmation that I was exactly right. As he cleaned my cum and his ass juice off my cock with his mouth, he was stroking his once again rock hard cock. Honestly, it took him less than thirty seconds to shoot a massive load. The first spurt hit me square in the middle of my back. I made him go get me a towel and clean off my back. Then I told him to put his hands keep his head down and stand over in the corner while I dressed. When fully dressed, I was about to leave but then a thought came to me and I acted on it. I reached into my wallet, pulled out a $20.00 bill…walked over to him and stuck it in the crease of his ass cheeks where my cum load had already begun to leak out. This simple act made him begin to shutter and shake. I don’t know what reaction I expected…hell, I don’t even know why I thought to do it in the first place…but I was not expecting that response. Clearly, this whole hookup ended up being as much of a “mind fuck” as it was any other kind of fuck. On the following Sunday, I decided to send him an email to see if he would respond…if he is ok…pissed off… what? The email I sent simply said Hi, It was a pretty intense session. Just checking to see if you are ok? I received a response later Sunday evening that said It was not what I expected and I am not sure how I feel about it yet. I am confused. Obviously you tapped into something that I really did not know was there nor do I know what it says about me or about my relationship Brad. I am still sorting things out, but would like to talk to you about it over a coffee maybe next week. More...