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Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... Last month, I wrote about Piss Boy. Ever since that first encounter, I have tried to arrange it so we could play again. We exchanged several emails back and forth but were never able to make the connection work for one reason or another. We talked about the next time playing, I would lie down in the bath tub and allow him to piss all over me and into my gaping open mouth. The first time, I drunk from the tap while sitting on the toilet and sucked him a bit. In our conversations, he had mentioned that it would really be a turn on to be standing over me and piss all over me. I was certainly willing to oblige. We also discussed my fetish for jockstraps and that it would be cool if the next time he would wear one. We both have Google gmail accounts and over the last several weeks used google chat to try and see if we could arrange a session. Finally on Monday night, everything lined up perfectly for both of our schedules. We started chatting around 9:00PM but made arrangements for later in the evening. He told me, "I'm going to start juicing up so I can piss a lot." I replied, "that will be great." Around 10:45PM, I got an e-mail, "Are you ready?" to which I replied, "yup." He said, "see you in 10-12 minutes." I immediately got up, unlocked the front door, turned the porch light on and dimmed all the lights with the exception of a candle I lit in the bath room. We had already discussed we didn't want it real lit but didn't want it totally dark either. I was already naked as I am most of the time around the house and went to lie down in the bath room waiting for my pisser. I told him to be sure to ring the door bell to scare my cats and so I would know when he arrived. Shortly after I got settled in the tub, the door bell rang and he came in the front door and straight down the hall to the bathroom. He was already taking his shoes off and unbuckling his pants which he kicked off in the hallway. He took off his shirt and was naked except his socks and the black jockstrap he was wearing. I was really turned on and my cock was rock hard. He stepped up on the side of the tub, grabbed his crotch and asked, "you want a shower?" I replied, "I sure do." He then pulled the jockstrap off and started peeing all over my hairy chest. I opened my mouth and he started aiming for it. I tasted some and began rubbing the hot warm fluid all over my hairy chest. I grabbed my cock with one hand and said, "I am pissing myself now." He answered, "you sure are." I could not believe how long he continued to drench me with his hot yellow nectar. Just when I thought he was finished, he would shake it a bit and start peeing some more. He asked, "You like that don't you?". "Yes sir," I replied. He finished, shook the remaining drops from the end of his cock and got dressed. I thanked him for dropping over. He replied, "I enjoyed that, let's stay in touch." After he left, I took a shower to clean up and got back in front of the computer. When I logged back into gmail he was there too so we started chatting again. He said, "I have to go again." I expressed how much I appreciated him coming over and that I liked the jockstrap but felt he was a little shy in it, since he took it off so quick. He replied, "I'm a little shy but I'll get warmed up." To me it meant, we would definitely be having some more sessions. (Note: all of the images in this blog post are from the Internet) More...

To see Austin Barebacker's original blog post click here While at work the other day I had an interesting encounter that turned into a hot night of sex. I arrived a the designated spot and checked in with the officer in charge and was led to where I would be working and introduced to sergeant in charge and left in his care. At first sight of him (I'll call him Brady) I was drawn to him. Great smile, soft brown eyes and even in uniform one could tell he had a good body. I immediately began thinking about what he would be like in bed. We shook hands and he led me to my office. About half an hour passed of me working when he came in with a napkin in his hand and put it on my desk, "Here, I got this for you." And he left. I picked up the napkin and it was wrapped around a dinosaur shaped sugar cookie with red icing. Hmmm... I got up and walked around to see if anyone else had gotten a cookie and I saw none in sight. I decided to see if he meant anything by the gesture and got up and asked him for a tour of the rest of the building. I knew he would agree and soon enough I was following him around. We exited the last room and I slowly closed the door behind me when he grabbed the handle also. His hand gripped over my hand for a good 5 seconds and he shut the door. Our eyes met briefly and I knew all I needed to know. Fast forward a few hours. The day passed with Brady lingering in my office, light touches on the shoulder and even once on my hips. The day was winding down and I was packing up when Brady approached me and had a seat on the corner of my desk, very nonchalant. "I appreciate all you've done today. You helped a lot." He said. "Not a problem. It's what I'm here for." Silence I took the moment to finish putting my things in my bag and began walking around my desk to the door. "I'm staying at the Holiday Inn, room #253 if you want to stop by and have a beer." His eyes lit up just a bit and he smiled. "Yeah, that sounds good. I'll stop by around 7 if that's cool." I hopped into my rental car and sped back to the hotel to shower and clean-up before the fun began. Not to long after I arrived and I was clean and good to go, lying in bed with nothing on but a pair of boxer briefs on and drinking a beer. To be continued... More...

To see Billy Twee's original blog post click here It's Friday afternoon and I'm back at Steamworks thinkin' to hook up with guys on the down low. You never know how it's gonna go at a bathhouse, and today was no exception. And it didn't look very promising...not that busy, and...a lot of bottoms already there...a wide range of bottoms hungry for dick, for every taste. In the room next to mine there's a cute little Abercrombie & Fitch type slut (and later I'd see him in an A&F cobalt blue tee) putting up and out his best feature: a perfect bubble butt. There was a hot Jake Wetmore type, and a slightly round femmy type in a green bandana, and a guy I think I recognized from barebackrt, in one of the highly desirable 'SuperSlut' rooms on the main corridor leading back to the gymn and the gloryholes. There was enough to please any top and most versatiles. But, hell, nobody was getting fucked! The best I could do was an okay fuck on the saddletramp in the gloryhole area, delivered by a short Asian guy wearing a rubber. After a few hours...a lot of time was spent in my room vacuum pumping behind a closed door...I decided to call it a night. As I got to the checkout, there was a crowd of 4 or 5 black guys, don't know if they came together or just happened to come in at the same time. All were overweight; 2 were downright obese. Seeing all this for what it was: promising, with great potential...I went back to my room. None of these black guys bothered to give me a look, as best as I could tell, but out of nowhere this white daddy comes him, sticks his long and slender dick in my face and gets the best blowjob I could muster...within seconds, this long rod is deep in my ass and this guy gives me a hard and rough plowing...maybe a good 15 minutes, a good loud fuck...he was just as noisy as I am, and I'm noisy with trash talk and my head thumping against the bathhouse wall. White Dad doesn't come, but quits and departs with a grunt. I just chilled, stretched out, savoring the fuck, my butt up in the air. Within minutes, another white dad is in, plugging my ass. This dick kept slipping out and was brutally stuffed back in, a man in control. Loud sex noises all along, just as before...then after a frenzied fuck of 15 minutes or so, he's outa there. He didn't come either. Moments later, as I left my room, I saw a line of 3 or 4 guys up against the wall, as if waiting to see who the trashy slut in Room 210 was. 30 minutes of hot bare fucking, 2 hot daddy tops...worth it! Never saw any of the black guys, finally left feelin' good. More...

To see BB Cunt's original blog post click here So, this was the biggest NYC PIG weekend of the year. Black Party! Well, what can I say. Disappointed again. Maybe, I just have too many expectations on the pigs in this city. Or maybe I am just too greedy, but I really think that 29 loads on 3 days / night is NOT enough, considering the fact that I took 17 of these loads all at once from cumguy who (again) collected those loads for me in the freezer... So, there was that Fort Troff sexparty on friday night, which was actually the best party of the whole weekend. I got there around 11pm and found the place pretty busy. They did not promote this event publicly, one fucker invited me to it. They kept the location secret until u had the actual ticket in your hands. So, I wore my blue rubber singlet with the zipper on my ass. So easy access to my cunt for everybody. Took off my street cloths, checked them and before I entered the actual venue I opened that zipper ans showed off my ass to those guys. There was NO bar, NO dancefloor, Just slings, fuckbenches and one darkroom - NICE! So, I bend over for that guy right as I walked in, he fucked me for some time but did not cum. I went inside the dark area and it did not take long I had another cock up my ass. That guy was kind of gross, but I was so horny for my first Black Party load up my ass that I let him fuck me till be bred my twat. Great, first load! I saw a guy getting fucked in a sling and saw that the top had a huge cock. I could not tell if he was fucking raw, so I tried to touch his cock. He stopped fucking that guy for a second as if to show me "Yeah check it out bitch, of course I am not using a rubber..." Apparently he saw me all excited about that fact, he said to the bottom in the sling "Let me fuck that other bitch!" Bottomguy got up and I lay down in the sling and took tat bareback cock like the real cumdump slut I am. He loved my ass and I am proud to say I made him cum up my ass really quick. he was really load breeding my ass so everybody around that sling could hear he dumped his load. As I got up rom the sling and walked over to the darkroom, I could see 2 or 3 guys following me, turned on by my loaded cunt. I took one of those cocks up my ass right there, 2 other guys forced my mouth on their cocks taking turns. Did not see how those guys looked like, but I really did not care. One of the guys I was sucking off started to breath really heavy, so I turned over and presented my cunt to him. Within a second I had his cock up my ass and 30 seconds later his load!!! So, I was pretty happy about those 3 loads in only 30 minutes or so. But - I was lucky - that guy who bred my ass a couple times came over to me. I really love being fucked by him because he cums up my ass so quick. And really, thats all I am looking for - CUM UP MY ASS (no endless fucking without deposit!) He came over and said: "I gotta go home now, but I have something to give to you before I go..." Well, what would that be? CUMCUMCUM!!!!! Yeah man, breed my ass! And thats what he did - again, it took not more than two minutes and he bred my twat... Took 2 more loads, nothing special but I was pretty happy when I left the party around 3 am and cum was oozing out of my cunt. LOVE that feeling! I thought, thats a great start to that PIG weekend..... LOAD COUNT 2010 - 179 More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... I am enjoying getting to know many of my blog and twitter followers and have decided that I will pay tribute to some of my loyal fans by featuring them on my blog. I sent out a tweet recently requesting personal photos of some of my followers in their jockstraps. If you have followed me long, you probably understand that the "jockstrap" is a huge fetish item and turn on for me. I have collected many professional model jockstrap photos over the years or photos from random individuals in Yahoo or various groups that I subscribe too but decided I wanted something more personal. It did not take long before I received the first jockstrap photos from a twitter follower. Check out @TornJeans on Twitter and his blog Torn Jeans World TornJeans comes to us via the beautiful City of Vancouver, British Columbia, Canada, host of the recent 2010 Olympic Winter Games. I can certainly think of some Olympic sports I'd like to participate in with him. If you'd like to be featured on the blog, send me some photos of yourself! More...

Click here to see Defiant HIV+ Bareback Fucker's original blog post... Previous to last week the information I had to go on that I was HIV+ was a viral load test that is done on a periodic basis. This, together with a person's t-cell count and related percentage, gives an indication of where one is in the HIV lifecycle on the path to full blown AIDS. I had not yet seen an actual positive test result for HIV antibodies. I did see an inconclusive test back in October, meaning that my actual status was unclear, but not an HIV+ result. For my most recent testing cycle I asked my doctor to do the anti-body tests again so I could see the result that we already understood to be the case. Of course, it came back in full bloom. In the previous set of tests we actually had drug resistance testing done, and it turns out that I have a strain that is highly susceptible to all lines of current medication. In short I am indeed HIV+ and I have options. What I do not appear to have is lots of time. My t-cell count was at 438 in this most recent test cycle. While I am not currently on a danger line, this number (along with a look at how the t-cell count has fared over the last six months) seems to say that I will be taking medication within another 12 months if not sooner. Some guys get years, I appear to have up to about 1.5 years max. With 350 being the line where medications are definitely recommended, I have about 88 to go. We burned through about 30 in the last six months, so I guess you can do the math... I am ready though. I have done some reading and I think starting sooner rather than later is a better option for me. While the pharmaceutical companies won't say so, there is anecdotal evidence that taking medication and getting to a state that is called "undetectable" reduces risk to others that I play with. Also, it seems that the longer HIV is left unchecked the more potentially irreversible damage it can do to the immune system. Both points lead me to think getting started soon is in everyone's best interest. The only thing holding me back at this point is a trip I have scheduled for September. Visiting Russia is a lifelong goal that I want to act on before I have to take medication. While it may not really be an issue, I do not want HIV to be something that derails this goal if I can help it. So, the plan is to hold off until after this trip. Once done, even if I am at roughly 408, which is what my estimate is for where I will be, I am diving in and getting started... If things turn down sooner, I will do what I have to do earlier. In the mean time, I will ride my bike (the AIDS/Lifecycle is coming up in just about two months) and I get over the the Steamworks every now and then to take and give hot loads with hot guys... I may even have a hot guy lined up for Sunday that likes to eat ass and plow it, meaning I will spend a few hours on my face contemplating where I am at... It is ALL true... More...

To see Ted's original blog post click here NO LOAD REFUSED by hot, smooth, Chinese BUBBLE butt 34 yr old boi- 5'7", 155, smooth, hairless, clean hole- that opens wide to take EVERY CUM LOAD... NO LOAD REFUSED. Cum Goal: 50 loads- tell ALL TOPS YOU KNOW- all cum taken, regardless of age, body type, dick size, ethnicity- Pump/Dump/GO style at The Sunset Dunes Inn in Hollywood- across from Home Depot on Sunset Bl., west of Western Ave... *Room number will be sent out on Sat. April 3rd- after check-in- EMAIL ME BACK TO CONFIRM YOU ARE SEEDING THE ASIAN CUMWHORE- AND HAVE ANY TOPS YOU KNOW EMAIL ME TO GET ON THE LIST TO SEED HIM AND OTHER TED CUMWHORES... topptedd@yahoo.com More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... Thanks for taking part in the latest blog poll. There were a total of 59 votes with the breakdown represented below. It seems that the majority of us, whether HIV+ or HIV- will fuck with anyone regardless of status. I am HIV+ and only play with HIV+ 11% I am HIV- and only play with HIV- 18% I fuck regardless of status 16% I am HIV+ and fuck with anyone 23% I am HIV- and fuck with anyone 28% More...

Click here to see Bareback Slut Sailor's original blog post... Forgive my absence i have been almost over-whelmed with school i am exhausted besides the fact that i haven't really had any blog worthy sex lately however i did want to share my 3some with you guys So I got my revenge on the nerdy dry fucking rapist and had a ball doing it. My sidekick and I were playing around with my handicam as i scrolled through A4A and i saw him that funny looking clown and i asked him if he wanted to come over the initial plan was to drug him up and try and fist him but sidekick wasnt in the mood for jail so instead we talked him into letting my friend record us while we fucked he was all down for it but sidekick thought he was ugly and didnt want to fuck him or even get naked for that matter so we made it so that he would only record while i pounded the nerd. He shows up and i am starting to think this is a bad idea, however, i was dedicated so i made the first move by stripping naked and he followed suit as i am stroking his cock i went ahead and started blowing him we did a lil 69ing and i ate him out but i was so conscious of the damn camera i couldn't maintain a hard-on so i decided to let him fuck me. Since i am bigger i got on top of him and held him down and took his dick the way i wanted it and apparently sidekick was enjoying it because he turned into the fluffer cuz he lubed both of us up and had me to do the reverse cowgirl so he could blow me which was hot as shit cuz the nerd was hitting my spot and sidekick was blowing my brains out i was about to cum thank god he stopped. We change positions he starts to fuck me on my side and then on my back and i am just moaning like a whore i look back at the video and i am kinda embarrassed anyway we switch places and now its time for me to fuck him and i dont fuck around i get my cock hard and stuff that shit balls deep and he takes it pretty good. I am fucking him doggystyle and i look up and Sidekick is getting his dick sucked and was said he wanted to fuck so he put the camera down and fucked our lil nerd but didn't want me to record him but we traded places and now i was fucking the nerd and he was fucking me we did however get a few seconds of him fucking me and then he came deep in my ass damn my ass was good and juicy when the smoke cleared lol what a great nite Now if you wanna see the video email me it will be on a case by case basis* Happy Hunting * More...

Click here to see original post on Smooth Butt For Mature Tops... i'm hoping to get set up in a sling at CBC next Thursday, April 1st from late afternoon (around 3pm) until early the next morning (like 3am). if you are in the Philly area stop by and hit this hungry ass and mouth. i'm hoping for one of those hot scenes where there is a group of tops standing around lining up to fuck me....pulling on their cocks and then each stepping up to take their turn pounding my spread hole and depositing a big load. CBC's address is: Club Body Center, Philadelphia 1220 Chancellor St, (Gayborhood) Philadelphia, PA 19107 215.735.7671 http://www.cbcresorts.com/newphilly.htm e-mail me and let me know if you can make it. e-mail - localwhtbttm@yahoo.com More...

To see Bike Guy's original blog post click here So, I was back at the bookstore - the only bookstore around - to find some fun. I had gotten off a plane and had to drive near the place and thought I'd stop in. Still fresh from a long meeting and in a suit, I ducked in and paid the fee to go back and see what there was to see. You know me, I was looking for cock and cum because that's who I am and what I am. But as I was paying, there is this other guy in a suit just hanging out inside near the register. I'm not sure if he's making time with the clerk or what, but I've never seen two guys in a suit in this place. This part of town is either all blue collar or unemployed. But even white collar dudes need sex, right? I did the walk around and even though it was quitting time in the city, the place was fairly dead. I have no idea where all the cars in the parking lot are going - but there is a strip club attached, so maybe they are watching the pole dancing T&A show. I took a seat in a booth and just hung out watching bad porn. As you can imagine, it wasn't long before Mr. Suit swung by and peeked in. Peeked in turned to a grope and an unzipping of him and me - both at his hand. Before I had a chance to even check him out, he was on his knees swallowing my rod. While in theory he should have been a good cocksucker, I wasn't totally feeling it. I say 'in theory' because he could take me all the way down and not feel his teeth - and he could impale himself on it orally with no trouble. But his motions were ok but nothing to excite me. And again, I had come here to do the same thing. We got a few on-lookers, including one 20-something guy who was ok with a smallish dick. I made Mr. Suit suck him but the kid pushed him off a few times, clearly being too close and then he ended up shooting on the floor. I told Mr. Suit if he wasn't gonna take that load, or mine, to get the fuck out now. He went back to my cock. But then things changed. He had undone his belt and I thought I might get a chance at his medium sized prong. But that was not what he had in mind. He stood up and turned around to show me his ass. I will say this, it was a nicely built butt with just the right amount of fur. He wanted me to fuck him - his actions told me so, but so did his words. I stood up and he slobbered on my cock - stringy globs of spit. I put it up to the hole and sank in. Most of the way, anyway. He pulled off and re-lubed and did it again and again. He claims it was hard to take, but I wasn't getting that from him. It went in to easily and that man was clean as a whistle. He was ready for this fuck. And at some point, I decided to give it to him. REALLY give it to him. He wanted to adjust to my 8 inches - but I pushed him over, and he went there all too willingly. And then I started the in and out. As you know, I'm not much of a top but I try my best when I do it. My biggest concern is losing my erection because I just don't care that much about tapping ass. I did ok though. It helped that a few guys stopped by to watch at least for a while. I do like an audience on whichever side of the stick I'm on. It helped that one guy was egging me on and telling me to 'pound his ass' and asking if it felt good - I gave a half-hearted shrug. I had the guy bent over far and each time he tried to straighten up I pushed him back over. He was shorter anyway and I needed the angle for leverage. He was jacking as I fucked him and he said he couldn't wait to see me blow my load. At that point I stopped. I made sure he and the guys watching heard what I said. "You're not going to see it", I said. "Why not???", the married faggot asked. "You have my raw cock up your ass - do you actually think I'm going to pull out?" He said nothing. I took it as a sign of acceptance or approval. Not that I really cared what he thought at that point. It was going to happen. With me saying that, it did take me to a new level. My dick was rock solid and I think it pushed me closer to the edge. In a matter of minutes I was silently unloading up his butt. The guy watching me knew what I was doing, but the fuckee wasn't 100% sure. The guy watching could see my face and it didn't hurt that I winked at him while shooting my nut. I pulled out and was still clean except for some strings of my own jizz attached to my shaft. Easy enough to clean off and suit up. Then I was out of there. More...

To see Austin Barebacker's original blog post click here Again, work has me on the road and I am currently in Wisconsin. But it seems a lot more promising than I thought as I drove from the airport to my hotel. As usual I was horny as hell and posted an ad on craigslist and headed off to work this morning and when I came back in I had some replies and messaged back with a hung Italian guy not far from here. (About 5'10", 170lbs and a 7.5incher) Quite possibly one of the fastest converstations that pretty much me giving him my room number and him telling me he was on his way. And a short while later he was at my hotel room door. And shortly after that I was getting fucked with my pants around my ankles, against the wall as he had his hand over my mouth. It was unexpected and was the hottest fuck I've had all year. He fucked me like that for about 5 minutes then told me to pull my pants off and he had my legs over his shoulders pretty quickly and was unloading his DNA into me. My knees at my ears he grunted and sent thrust after thrust into my cunt as he burried his seed deeper into me and I milked him as I was trying to regain my breath. He stayed in me for just a little bit then pulled out, crawled up to my face and had me clean his cum-slicked dick off with my mouth. Hot! He ruffled my hair rather playfully and said "Thanks!". I offered him a shower and we took a quick one together talking about random shit that wasn't really interesting but we did make out and that got him hard again. He fucked me for a little bit in the shower but said he had to leave but gave me his phone number and told me to call him on Sunday if I was free. I've got 10 more days here and it looks like it might turn out to be okay after all. More...

To see Bend Me Over's original blog post click here Well I've told you about Friday evening. But I had other plans for later. I'd been exchanging messages with a guy who wanted to beat me. I'd had a couple of mild spankings over the years. But this guy didn't do vanilla: if he was going to beat me it was going to be the real thing. Whew. I decided I was game for it. Anything once, I guess. We arranged to meet at the club about midnight. We had a long talk before we got under way. I was nervous but figured it was now or never. I confirmed I knew what I was letting myself in for. It wasn't going to be slaps and taps. I was looking for someone to take me to my limits, and then some. There would be no safe word. And I would be tied down. He took a while to organise the room and then came out to bring me in. He had me strip and bend over the bench before shackling my wrists and ankles and strapping my thighs to the legs. Then it began. He started with his hands. I hadn't imagined that bare hands could hurt that much. That was just the start. He had brought all his toys. He used a flogger next. I guess he knew he could use that on my back and legs without leaving bruises. The bruising started with the next toy. He had several wooden paddles. I couldn't see which one he was using but it felt like being hit with a wooden plank. It hurt like fuck even though he only gave me half a dozen strokes first time. Beyond that the sequence blurs. He would beat me for a couple of minutes at a time, mostly unhurried strokes, then pause, check the damage to my arse, sometimes stroke my head or my back to reassure me before getting back into it. He would push poppers under my nose when he was going to use the paddle or the big strap. What I had feared most was the cane. I was right to be afraid. He had brought several with him and he didn't hold back. He was very accurate: he was able to place his strokes anywhere from the top of my butt to the join at the top of the thighs. I think he gave me half a dozen strokes at a time, though I can remember one point later in the session when he was started lashing me harder and faster. I was writhing and yelling. From what I could work out later we must have gone about two hours altogether. He stripped down at the start and wore just a jock the whole time. Between beating me he would often squat down and play with himself - he obviously found it all a real turn-on. And if you want to know whether all of this made me horny the answer is no - i didn't get a hard-on at all. A week later I still have bruises all over my arse. From the bottom of my back to the top of my thighs he didn't leave any place untouched. I took some photos in the mirror the morning after and I could see that he had even got right into my arse crack - everything except my hole was red and swollen. My mind is still buzzing from the whole experience. I was a bit shaky when it ended, took a while to regain my composure. The strange thing is that I've come out of it a bit dissatisfied: I had expected to be pushed beyond my limit, lose control, end up a complete emotional wreck. Yet through it all I was able to force myself to push my butt up to take each stroke. I remember making a lot of noise, especially when he really started laying it on after the first half hour: a guy I met when I was walking around the club afterwards said he had found it a huge turn-on looking through the port-hole at what was happening, and hearing me yelling. The guy who beat me said he eventually stopped because the thought he would start to do real damage if he kept going. If I do it again I think I would be looking for a full-on punishment beating. Yet the idea of that sends a chill down my back. We'll see. More...

Click here to see Black Bareback Bull's original blog post... I was trading emails not long ago with Bikeguy. I was admiring his blog and the way he writes just about the sex. I told him that I was going to try to do that…write just about the sex. I will have to try and do that on the next post Bikeguy… could not do it with this one. I have delayed this particular post because it troubles me somewhat. However, as many of you know by now, this blog is as much about my own therapy as it is anything else. Additionally, several of you have taken to sharing with me, here or in direct emails, your comments, thoughts and different perspectives on the things you read in this blog. I have found almost all of your “reader input” to be most helpful. Consequently, I have decided to go ahead with this post and see what you all think. A few weeks ago I was in Maine. If you have been reading this blog from the beginning you know that for a black muscled out top, finding a hookup in Maine is like shooting fish in a barrel. That is not at all meant to be disparaging toward men in Maine… it is more a commentary on the scarcity of black gay men in such a predominately white state. Anyway, I have a good friend there who is a closet gay, and he knows of my proclivity for hot white ass. I was there on a Thursday night. I had just unpacked my gear, setup the computer and logged on to one of the online sights. Within three minutes I had an IM from “Anonhole” who is a guy with whom I had chatted with before but decided to not hookup with him because, frankly, his pic was not that appealing to me. His IM went something like this: Anonhole: “Hey 3B, how are you? Are you looking for some hot ass tonight cause if you are I am available and our MUTUAL friend ‘AlphaDog’ told me that I NEED to get with you” Ok, a bit of background. AlphDog is my very good friend in Maine. He is gay, but very much on the Down Low. You know… one of those guys who has a great profile online, but NO picture… Yeah, I hate that too. Anyway, AlphDog is a middle aged white man with a huge cock that can never seem to get enough sex… male or female. He is very respected in the community, seems to know everyone and somehow, he always has the inside story on anything important. Over the three years that I have known him, I have come to trust what he says. I had no idea that Anonhole knew AlphaDog, or if AlphaDog knew that Anonhole and I had chatted before. All I knew was that I was horny and probably would not have agreed to hookup with Anonhole except for he referenced AlphaDog. I made sure of the particulars…the nonsmoking thing… the thick cock thing… and oh yeah, the bareback thing. He passed muster and I gave him the hotel address and room number. Ninety minutes later there is a knock at my hotel room door. I open the door and am DUMBSTRUCK. The guy standing in the door is about 30yo, Sandy brown hair, slim build with that guy next-door look. Not the guy in the picture at all, and I recognized him as the priest of a parish in a town about an hour North of where I was. A little over a year ago I had a brief work assignment near that town and had attended Service at the very where he serves. I felt bad after service because I spent most of the service wondering if he was gay. Some guys you just get a vibe about… and that Sunday I had the vibe about him… or maybe it was that I was particularly horny that day. Whatever the reason he made an impression on me then, and I quickly recognized him in the door of my hotel room. Now you see why I have been troubled about writing this post about … you all know that I fucked him! Like most scumbags who post either fake pictures or pictures from several years ago, he did not walk in as soon as I opened the door. Instead, he stood there a moment waiting for some signal from me that I would play with him even though he was not the guy in the online The work that I do requires that I minimize outward expressions of emotions. So the fact that a priest was at my door for the express purpose of being butt fucked… registered nothing on the outside… but all hell was breaking lose on the inside. Nonetheless, within a couple of seconds, my dick decided that… yes… I would fuck him… and yes, I would let him know that I know who and what he is. Me: “Come in… I have been wanting to get with you for a while now ‘Mike’” Now it was his turn for a surprise as he slowly walked through the door wondering how I knew his real name. As I closed the door he turned to ask me the question but I answered before he could get the words out Me: “Our mutual friend AlphaDog mentioned you by name when we spoke last” This was not true, but turning the table on him was not only enjoyable, it sort of set the tone that I was in control. Seeing him mentally go through the thought process of wondering if Alpha had also told me that he is a priest…frankly… made my dick super hard. Normally I hate the head games that guys play, but I found the head-trip I was putting him through to be as good ad foreplay for me. We made polite small talk as we both undressed. I made it a point to do all I could to get him to come down from his state of high alert… only to enhance the effect of lowering the boom just a few minutes later. When naked, he stepped to me confidently… which told me that I had been successful in getting him to lower his defenses. We kissed passionately and I must have told him during a previous chat that my Right nip, in particular, is the “On” switch cause after breaking the kiss, his tong went directly to that nip and worked it like a pro. Not that I needed it… my cock was already sticking straight out and hard as steel. He soon dropped to his knees, said something stupid about how big and fat my cock is before opening his mouth extra wide and taking it in. I have to admit… dude could suck some cock… no teeth… strong lip pressure at the base… “and honey, that tong danced like nobody was watchin” (sorry for the campy gay line). After a couple minutes of letting him do his thing, I caught the back of his head with my Right hand and started to face fuck him… hard! He was good and initially could take the head of my cock down his throat with out gagging…initially is the operative word here… after about a minute of solid, nonstop thrusting of my fat cock down his throat… it started to get the best of him. That slimy phlegm was all over my cock and dripping down his chin. His hands went from stroking the back of my thighs, to pushing on the front of my thighs, trying to get away. We struggled like this a bit more thrusts before I let him go. I gave him a few seconds to catch his breath and sort of regain himself. He was on the floor on hands and knees, breathing hard. I stood above him stroking my slimy cock Me: “Get on the bed… on your back” Anonhole: “I do better if I start out on my knees” I did not say a word… I just looked him directly in the eyes and shook my head “No”. He caught the change in my demeanor and instead of arguing, he did as he was told. On the bed with his legs pulled to his chest and a pillow under his ass, his hole was at the perfect angle for me to get the deepest penetration. I spit on his hole three times and once on my still slimy cock head and placed it at his opening. Before I entered him I looked him in the eye… I smiled and I waited for him to relax and smile back at me… then I lowered the boom. Me: “I really enjoyed your homily last year Father Mike” When he heard “Father”, his smile was instantly gone and it was at that very moment that I sank deep into him with a powerful thrust. I know it hurt him as he yelled out in pain. I honestly did not know what his reaction would be… what he would say… if I would respond if he told me to stop…this was a priest after all, a position that I have always respected… so instead of waiting after that initial thrust to let his hole adjust to my girth, I just went for it. Leaning forward I pressed and held his knees to his chest and use the power in my hips quads and hamstrings to assault his hole… useing my fat cock like a battering ram. Anonhole was loud. With every down stroke he yelled “Aah, Aah, Aah”. And things like Anonhole: “ya...aa…oo …arrr…ripp…nn…eee ….plll…eee…zz” I knew I was hurting him… and yeah… I feel terrible now, but I had slipped into that dark side of my sexual personality that feeds on the aggression. Even though he was very loud, I could not hear him… I mean, I could… but I couldn’t… probably does not make sense… it is hard to explain. I think I fucked him like this for only about three minutes until I felt the hard slap from his right hand across my face. As quick as I went to the dark place, I back to myself and quickly pulled out of him with an audible pop. As soon as I let his legs go, he immediately put his hands over his hole and clamped his legs together…rolling onto his side. I flopped down on my back beside him. Neither one of us said anything for about two minutes. I broke the silence with Me: “Are you ok?” Anonhole said nothing, he got off the bed and went into the bathroom, closing the door behind him. I beat myself up in my head pretty good while he was in there. When he came out, he walked over and sat next to me on the bed. Staring at the bedroom wall he said Anonhole: “So… you know” Me: “Yeah, I know… I have been to your church before” Anonhole: “So what the fuck was that…some kind of punishment?” Me: “No…at least that is not what I intended it to be…I…I am sorry…sometimes, I get carried away… I am so very sorry” After another long pause, he said Anonhole: “Look, I don’t know what you think about priests… but we too are human” Me: “I realize that” Anonhole: “Contrary to what you may think about me…. About… this…I don’t do this a lot. Maybe a couple times in a year… and usually only through another person who…who knows me well…knows about me… mostly other priests like me” Me: “And your profile?” Anonhole: “I just chat there…until now I have never met up with anyone on there and only did this time because…well ya know…Dennis (AlphaDog)… I don’t even have my real picture up there, obviously” he said with a slight smirk. Most times when I am horny, I get on there chat, look at pictures and beat off…usually that is enough for me.” Me: “Look...Fa…whatever, I am sorry for being so rough… in my head I was going back and forth between being extremely turned on that I was fucking a priest to seeing myself burning in hell…and it was just… a reaction… like a kid who cant handle and emotional situation and lashes out aggressively cause he knows nothing else…I don’t know…ya know?” Anonhole: “I forgive you and I hope that you can find it in your heart to forgive me” Me: “Forgive you for what?” Anonhole: “For giving in to my carnal desire… for not being the Shepard that God intends for me to be to you and others” Me: “Look Father, lets not do this now… not while we are sitting naked on a bed that we just fucked on” Anonhole: “Agreed… some other time” Me: “I will say this…the fact that I met you like this… makes me a stronger believer because as you sit here on my bed…freshly fucked… there is no denying that in addition to being one of God’s chosen, you are also gay… just like me.” With that said, Anonhole turned and looked at me for the first time since he came out of the bathroom. He said nothing, but leaned over and kissed me with one of the most passionate kisses I have ever had. With that we proceed to… well… I know some of you are going to hat this but… we did not fuck… we just sort of made out for the next hour. Before he left, we did manage to suck each other off… but the fuckin was done for the night…which…all things considered…was totally cool with me. By the way, the good Father delivered a MONSTER load…very tasty too. In retrospect, I wish I had not fucked the priest for a couple of reasons. First, I just have a problem with it in my head…but like the good Father said, they are human too…I am just torn there. Second, I cant remember ever slipping over to the dark side like that so quickly and deeply. I truly fear that if he had not hit me when he did, I could have done some serious damage. Look, I like aggressive sex… no doubt… but I am not out to hurt anyone…especially in a situation when I am sort of out of control. Sorry about this very long post that is more psycho than sex…but as I stated when I started this blog… I am writing it for me… to help me deal with my shit… you are welcome to read, comment and all that…and I will try to write shorter “just the sex” post…but I needed to get this one out of my head. More...

Click here to see Hot Pigg's original blog post So this isn't about the sex. This is about the actual party and my opinion of it this year. Please feel free to add your comments. Last year in the VIP area, you would get free water. With water at $5 a pop the difference in the regular ticket and the VIP ticket is worth it on water alone not including all the other amenities. Usually these include private shows, hanging with porn stars, private DJ, etc. This year was completely different. The BP takes place at Roseland Ballroom and usually the VIP area is a sectioned off part of the 2nd floor. This year it was the ENTIRE SECOND FLOOR. I really have no idea why. This caused the downstairs to be packed beyond belief while the upstairs never filled completely. No free water but oddly enough free gin? Huh? Early in the night I had figured the ticket difference wasn't worth it. Next, the shows that happen during the party usually occur within visible distance from the dance floor. They generally occur on stages built around the perimeter of the dance floor so that most people can see them without having to crowd around one area. This year, you could only see one show from the floor. Tarps and fabric separated the stages so if you weren't able to see the shows from where you stood, you had absolutely NO idea they were going on. I missed out on half the shows I wanted to see. No idea if the cute little blond twink that gets fisted up to a shoulder was even there. Sex - Roseland Ballroom has been slowly but surely renovating itself. THANK YOU JESUS. It's such a great space but fell apart pretty badly. They have been giving the BP some issues with "Play Areas" I can remember two years ago helping clean up from the black party to pay for my ticket (broke ass boys do this) and actually having to remove temporary carpet that was taped down to cover the floors from "spills." Was horrible. Anyway, issues arose and there was no designated "play area." WHAT WERE THEY THINKING? The sex is what makes the BP different from other circuit parties. You can go to plenty of circuit parties and hear the same music but you cannot go to many and have nonstop sex out in the open. The BP did have two slings set up in same location as the five they had last year. Next to that was an open area of the dance floor separated from the actual dance portion of the floor from giant tarps/fabric hanging down from the ceiling. Well, this is where the guys decided to have the open air sex. THIS DID NOT WORK AT ALL. It was a caged in area. Railing on one side with the curtain on the opposite. Then stages opposite each other on the other two sides. There were small areas to walk in and out. So basically, it was wall to wall men attempting to have sex. Ha Ha Ha, couldn't breath, couldn't move, couldn't see a dick to even blow it. It was horrible. As for the sex in the VIP area, yes we had space there at least. There was a seating area surrounding a round table where strippers would dance. I, as well as others, just ended up bent over on the table getting fucked as the dancers wored it above us. Later after the Rent Boy Hotel (rooms set up for pay boys to use) closed, we ended up using those rooms instead but remember, not many people b/c of amount of VIP tickets. Music - No complaints about it. I take it that if you went just to dance the night away, you probably enjoyed yourself. That's my rant. Next to the sex b/c I still had a very successful time despite all of these issues. Till next load... More...

Click here to see Hot Pigg's original blog post Sex sex sex sex sex.....mmmmmmmmmm....If you have been following, you would know that going into the BP I was hoping to beat lasts years load intake of 17. This year I didn't. I got 14. To deal with the issue of the packed play area, I would hang out around the slings where it's more open, flirt with a guy, take him to the edge of the play area, get fucked by him, take his load, and go back to the next to the slings. I was one of the first in the play area when it began so I took a few in the middle before it got to the point of mental break down. I kept asking tops to fuck me in the sling and only one did. He was doing a great job then some asshole whipped out a camera with a fucking flash and started taking pics. That ended that. No other guy stepped up to the plate. I got fucked by a few guys on BBRT and MH that had been interested in fucking me there. Sidenote: If you are one of those guys, hit me up and tell me how my ass was. Love hearing about it. A friend who had been saying he was going to fuck me for a while now went passed and I grabbed him to fuck me. I thought he was going to play games like he has been doing but he didn't. Was a great fuck and took his load. Cannot wait till he does it again. Upstairs I took three loads bent over the table in the seating area. I enjoyed this the most b/c there was a light directly over the table so everyone could see me and I could watch other bottoms get loaded as I was getting fucked. The dancers liked me as well and played a bit with me. Mmmmm... if only this could happen every night. Rent Boy Hotel - this didn't get started until the hotel part closed. It was located where the play areas used to be before they renovated this section. Just ended up being one room but took a few loads here as well. Both here and the seating around gave me room to bend over. This area was ok especially since initially the rent boys just stayed, hung out, fucked, and got fucked. Was hot. So wrapping up the BP. I took 14 loads after being fucked by 22 guys. Next, two different after party sex parties. Till next load... More...

Click here to see Hot Pigg's original blog post Please read previous 2 posts as well. Three in one day today. Again, thank you iPhone. I left the BP at 1030am and thanks to the iPhone apps I was able to get on Craigslist to find after parties. Paddles, one of my favorite dives was having an after party. I went home long enough to just change the jock and went back out. I get to Paddles and hear barely anything. Doorman tells me there's a dozen guys or so. Eh....maybe I'm early. NOPE. Paid the 22 then waited. Four guys showed in the hour I was there. I ended up getting fucked by this not so attractive guy b/c the only attractive one wanted to fuck with a condom and only after I took a load. Yeah, all that and he didn't fuck me so I left. I had a party to go to at 4 that I requested an invite to on BBRT. It had 114 listed to show as well as some porn stars. It was 2pm at when I left Paddles. I hung out with a few friends that were too parTied out to fuck me. Oh well, they were in the area of the 4pm party and I needed to waste a few hours. Therefore, they served their purpose even if I didn't get a load. I decided to be fashionably late to the 4pm party and got there around 5. Oddly enough, I was the first to arrive. There were three hot boys working the party so was fine by me that I was the only one. That didn't last for five minutes before guys started rolling in. The space was amazing. Gut renovated three bedroom apt with a bath and a half so no issues with cleanliness or bathrooms. Beds in every room and a few in the living room. It was a well organized clean party. They were also very selective so every guy was hot. They did turn two away while I was there that I know of. Not a issue b/c they were definitely not going to get any action anyway. He he! The party was a cum and go as you please so the amount of guys there changed. Some points we had 25-30. Others we had 15-20. All the guys were hot and best of all, they were all nice and talked. Not like it was a talking party with sex in the bedrooms, just when breaks happened and the change of people and pace, people actually were friendly and talked. Not stuck up at all. This was my first party from this group but definitely won't be my last. I met up with a couple there that I have been talking to for almost a year now. Timing didn't work and truthfully, one of the couple's pictures are so vague I thought he must be an ogre or something. I was dead wrong. He is fucking HOT! Definitely took that load. I like this couple bc their relationship is similar to what I want. The top whores out his Puppy to guys at bathhouses, booths, home, etc. They go to sex parties together and take care of each other. They are a little more man with puppy than I want my relationship to be but I like the openness they have and how well they get along. To give you an idea, they volunteered to bring their portable sling! I know right! I was in heaven. My hole by this point was already sore so I couldn't enjoy the sling as much as I wanted too. I could have layed there all night blindfolded taking anyones loads. I did get fucked in it a few times but most of the time it was puppy or rotating guys from the party. Damn did I get fucked. Fucked in the sling. Fucked standing up. Fucked on the bed. Fucked bent over with a bottom on either side of me also bent over getting fucked. Fucked all over that place. I had such a blast and oddly enough came out of a sex party with a few numbers of people I might see as friends later. Who knew? One of the best fucks of the night was this extremely well built guy with a mini mohawk. We'll call him Hawk. Sounds hot and appropriate. He had been there for awhile making his rounds fucking and getting fucked. It was really really really hot to fucking watch even if i wasn't taking part. He looked at me a few times but didn't know if he was really that interested. Later we were in one of the rooms and another guy and I were talking about my load goal for the day and I mentioned my screen names on the sites. This immediately perked up Hawk's ears and he began to make out with me and pushed me down to blow him. At this point I had a lot working in my system and if you have been there, you know you sometimes want to vomit giving blow jobs. Needless to say the blowing didn't last long. He seemed to not need me to get him hard at this point anyway. He fucking shoved that shit in me. Took all I had not to cry in pain and in pleasure. Then I got the railing of the night. I never expected it as he didn't fuck anyone like this that night. He was literally pounding the piss out of me. Bottoms, you know what I mean. I didn't want it to stop but I needed to pee so badly. I held it in and he blasted a load in me and like from a dream he asked before he shot, "You want this load Pigg!" If I could have cum it would have been right there. To top is off, he was still fucking hard! Not less than three seconds later he started railing me again in the same manner. This time I did take a minute to piss. He was patient and waited for me. The railing continued and so did the little droplets of pee. Oh well, I wasn't going to stop him a second time. He gave me two loads. I wonder if he overheard me saying I wanted 20 loads before I went home and that helped turn him on. He was load 18 and 19. The host was watching and was so turned on he needed to come as well. "Don't move, I'm going to cum in you." He jacked off for less than a minute and then shoved in me and loaded me. HOT!! 20. I ended up taking another four loads before the exhausted started to kick in and I knew I needed to head home. MOVE OVER CHRISTIAN....24 LOADS IN LESS THAN 24 HOURS BEING FUCKED BY 33 GUYS!! I may have taken more loads but these are the ones guys actually admitted to. Till next load... More...

To see My Load Deep In You's original blog post click here Kinda hungover today, and that means one thing: severe horniness. I got online and my guy from yesterday was on. He asked if he could have my load, and I responded with a rather vehement "Yes!" When I got there, he told me a trick had just left, and filled him with two loads, one in the ass, the other in his mouth along with some piss. It was hot knowing this guy was gonna blow me with someone else's cum in both ends. Anyway, he wanted to eat my ass, so I got up on all fours on the bed, and he started in munching. He licked, sucked, kissed, slobbered on every inch of my hole and crack for 15 minutes. When I told him I needed to move cuz I was getting uncomfortable, he told me to get on the edge of the bed and get on my back. Again, he started in munching, eating, kissing, LOVING every inch of my hole, crack and adjacent areas. This went on for another 15 minutes, giving me a total of 30 minutes of butt munching. Then he started in sucking my cock with the same kind of attention the detail that he had shown my ass.30 minutes later, I was pumping a huge load down his willing throat. He told me, "As a bottom, it's my duty to make sure the top is pleased. It's all about him, and I will do whatever he wants to make him happy." I'm glad he lives so close to me. More...

To see My Load Deep In You's original blog post click here I was horned up on Sat, and got online to find some. A new regular hit me up, and asked if I would give him a load. Since I was horny, and it was a sure thing, I got myself over there quickly. He was on his knees as soon as I got in the bedroom, and he started slurping my cock. He then asked me if I liked my ass eaten, and naturally I said yes. I mean, who doesn't like that? After a few minutes of that, he got back on my cock and let me fuck his face. Within three minutes, I was unloading in his mouth, and as always, he took every drop. I love having a convenient, avid, willing, and expert cocksucker within walking distance. More...

To see Bend Me Over's original blog post click here Had a bit of fun Friday night. Went out for a run late afternoon and checked out the bog in the gardens. It was buzzing. First up I blew a leather guy who was sitting jacking himself in a cubicle. Nice dick, huge balls, good kisser. I sucked him for a while, then we kissed. I told him to slide his dick up my arse. He tried but then got nervous and said not here. He ended up cumming against the wall. I got a taste. Number two was a married suit, Italian looks, 40ish. He just wanted to get blown. He had a big fat uncut dick, stayed real hard the whole time. He was 100% trade: pushed my head back against the wall, fucked my throat real hard for maybe 15 minutes, taking a few pauses to take a hit of poppers. He eventually pushed his dick right down my throat and blew a load. Big turn-on, only problem is that when a guy comes down your throat like that you don't really get to taste it. He zipped up, patted my arse and left with a big smirk on his face. Hot. A little later there was a scene with about five guys. There was a short muscle guy, mediterranean looks, face with that look that some poz guys get on meds, XXL size dick. There was a young white guy, bit of a gut, not pretty but big uncut dick, real hard. Then there was the cyclist: 30ish, in lycra, faggy looks. And a couple of other spectators. The first two guys starting getting it on, just standing in front of the urinal. Risky and extra hot because of that. The cyclist pulled his dick out too and joined in - they were jacking each other then sucking each other. I pulled the cyclist's pants down and slid a wet finger up his arse. I think he wanted to get fucked by the muscle guy but didn't get what he wanted. Eventually cyclist blew a load while muscle guy and young white guy went into a cubicle to have some private fun. Leaving me frustrated ... I continued with my run and decided to check for earlybird action at the club. I got hit on pretty much straightaway by a guy with unusual looks. Turned out he was Portugese-Chinese. He was short and muscled. We went into a room and started making out. It soon became obvious he wanted his arse filled. He lay back on the squab and put his legs in the air. I ate him out, enjoying the feel of his muscled arse and the taste of his hole. He moaned quietly as I pushed my dick into him. He had a nice little butt and his hole was really tight. Yumm. I moved in and out of him slowly, just enjoying the sensation, making out and sucking poppers in between times. We played for maybe two hours. We paused halfway through to share half a joint and chat. He was poz, said he was undetectable. I said I would like his load in my arse. And I wanted to put my load in him and then get him to shit it into my mouth and snowball. We fucked again for a while, taking turns to top, then smoked the other half of the joint. We snowballed most of it. Hot. He had been fucking me for a while when he pulled out, moaned and said he was cumming. He explained later that he sometimes found it hard not to cum when he was topping. I pulled him down on top of me, wrapped my arms around him and kissed as his dick kept pulsing on my belly. He said he wasn't really up to getting fucked after coming. We made out for a while then I started sucking his dick before lifting his legs and rimming him some more. Oh yes. This slut was still fuckable. I got him on his knees and fucked him doggy style, but real slow, teasing his hole with the end of my dick. I eventually decided I wanted to put my load in him. I pushed in deep, wrapped my arms around his chest, held him tight and shot inside him. We'll keep in touch: I'd love to get into his arse again. More...

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Click here to see Defiant HIV+ Bareback Fucker's original blog post... Went to the Steamworks last night as planned. Only one guy said anything to me about my blog, and that was after he had pursued me a bit without success. With the mention of the bog, though, I gave in and let him fuck me. I know he wanted more, but at that point in the evening I was having what I call a "doubt attack". A doubt attack is where I am in the throws of play and I start thinking that what I am up to is not such a great idea. This happens from time to time. Before I became HIV+ it happened all the time. While less menacing and less frequent now, it still does happen on occasion. The reason for a doubt attack is that I still have risk when playing bareback. Just because I am HIV+ does not mean I am home free. There are a host of other things that one can be affected by (I won't be listing them here). Playing at a bathhouse, in what might be called an unhinged manner, is an excellent way to set myself up for these problems. By the time this guy said something to me about my blog I had already been fucked by three different guys and taken one load. That made him number four, immediately following this short Asian dude with a super fat dick. In a way I was incapacitated when he seized his opportunity, as I was getting sucked at a glory hole by a very talented mouth, to say nothing of the Asian dude using my hole. I retreated to my room and sat out a few minutes to get my thoughts back from the doubts that had set in. Later I was back at the glory holes getting some great head when a hot guy came along. He stopped and also got sucked with me. We made out while getting sucked which made me as horny has I had been earlier, before the doubts set in. He did wind up behind me, since I probably appeared to be in a state of heat, and I did get his bare cock up my hole twice, although briefly. When he came it was at the glory hole and not in my ass, which sucked. He made out with me some more while the Asian dude mentioned earlier used my hole again, edging his cock for a while. This session restored me to my hungry self and I was now over the top horny again. Throughout the evening I managed to fuck nine holes, cumming in the last one. I can't say that any these stood out, and in fact I was, once again, more interested in getting fucked than fucking. Funny how different I am now compared with prior to sero-conversion. I would say the highlight of the evening was this one smooth early thirties hispanic guy. He found me at the glory holes, again, getting sucked. He checked my ass out, it was obvious, and it did not take much to coax him behind me. His dick was very large, but it seems I am getting better at this, and was able to take it. He liked my hole enough to ask me to his room, and of course I followed. He fucked me for what seemed like forever! I must have spent an hour with his meat in my hole. It hurt and felt great at the same time. When he came he pulled out and jerked his load out. I scolded him for this and put his freshly cum soaked cock back in my ass. He giggled. I did learn his name, which I won't publish, and found his kisses to be sweet. I wish we had exchanged contact information, cuz this is the type of stud that I want to get plowed by when I am looking to get fucked. Going over the details in my mind, as I write this, gets me horny again. While he did not squirt in my hole, I am going to count his load since it was all over his cock when I put it back inside me, so that makes two in my ass for the night. Finally, to the one and only dude I have sucked at a glory hole in decades. A cute, hot, fit white dude in his early twenties; he was standing in the glory hole area with his towel off. I could tell his cock was nice, even though he was not playing with it and the only light was from the oversized porn screen above. I found myself walking to the lower level and over to the hole nearest him, almost as an involuntary reaction to his presence. I stood watching him through the hole as he started stroking his cock. He moved a little closer in small adjustments over the next several minutes, even smacking me on my mouth with his cock a couple times, but then he bolted from the platform. I though that was the end of that. Not so! After I went to my room for a while I came back to the glory hole area to get some head and found my little blond dude standing right where he had been standing before, this time stroking his fully erect cock. I, once again, was drawn to the same hole below him and we repeated the same scene as before, with me getting smacked on my mouth with his cock more than twice this time. He was teasing me, for sure. His cock was only a couple inches outside the reach of my tongue, which made me squirm. From somewhere inside me this sense of desperation for his cock in my mouth took over. I heard myself say "please" fearing that such an action might loose him. It did not. I was immediately rewarded with his cock shoved all the way into my mouth as he pumped for his pleasure. Never underestimate what the word please can do for you. ;-) He withdrew his cock and alternately stroked it and pumped my mouth with it, edging himself for a while. The expression on his face told me he was totally enjoying himself. This made me even more submissive and eager to please him. When he came it was as he stroked his cock but it was touching my tongue, so I got the majority of his load in my mouth. After he unloaded I got his cock back in my mouth for a brief second and then he smacked me with it one more time before taking off. The thought that occurred at that moment was that I like the taste of cum and have not indulged that like in a long long time. Nine hours, two loads up my ass, one load down my throat, eight cocks up my ass, and nine holes fucked. A rather busy Friday night... More...

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Click here to see Defiant HIV+ Bareback Fucker's original blog post... In an earlier post I stated that if you could find me you should tell me that you read my blog. If you do so, I will take your load, no questions asked. This still stands, but I am doing it tonight only, which is Friday 3-19. This is only good for when I am at the Steamworks in Berkeley. I will arrive at roughly 7PM and stay til I am done. I expect to come close to running out my eight hour stay if not re-up for another. I will be getting a room when it becomes available. How will you find me? I plan on running around naked except for a rather thick cock ring that has a thin line of rubber on the outside of it. I will also carry my towel in my hand. If you ID me, feel free to come up and tell me you read my blog and you want some. If I walk away without saying anything don't be offended, you should follow me because I will be heading to a gloryhole booth in the outback. Keep up with me, take your place in a booth next to me to claim your reward. How many of you will I see there? email me at crazed95112@yahoo.com if you are local and plan on attending tonight. More...

To see My Load Deep In You's original blog post click here Yesterday, I reconnected with a nearby regular. He offered thru Manhunt to take my load. I walked over, got a toe curling good bj, fed him a huge load, and came back home. I may go back later today. More...