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Click here to see Defiant HIV+ Bareback Fucker's original blog post... Went to the Steamworks last night as planned. Only one guy said anything to me about my blog, and that was after he had pursued me a bit without success. With the mention of the bog, though, I gave in and let him fuck me. I know he wanted more, but at that point in the evening I was having what I call a "doubt attack". A doubt attack is where I am in the throws of play and I start thinking that what I am up to is not such a great idea. This happens from time to time. Before I became HIV+ it happened all the time. While less menacing and less frequent now, it still does happen on occasion. The reason for a doubt attack is that I still have risk when playing bareback. Just because I am HIV+ does not mean I am home free. There are a host of other things that one can be affected by (I won't be listing them here). Playing at a bathhouse, in what might be called an unhinged manner, is an excellent way to set myself up for these problems. By the time this guy said something to me about my blog I had already been fucked by three different guys and taken one load. That made him number four, immediately following this short Asian dude with a super fat dick. In a way I was incapacitated when he seized his opportunity, as I was getting sucked at a glory hole by a very talented mouth, to say nothing of the Asian dude using my hole. I retreated to my room and sat out a few minutes to get my thoughts back from the doubts that had set in. Later I was back at the glory holes getting some great head when a hot guy came along. He stopped and also got sucked with me. We made out while getting sucked which made me as horny has I had been earlier, before the doubts set in. He did wind up behind me, since I probably appeared to be in a state of heat, and I did get his bare cock up my hole twice, although briefly. When he came it was at the glory hole and not in my ass, which sucked. He made out with me some more while the Asian dude mentioned earlier used my hole again, edging his cock for a while. This session restored me to my hungry self and I was now over the top horny again. Throughout the evening I managed to fuck nine holes, cumming in the last one. I can't say that any these stood out, and in fact I was, once again, more interested in getting fucked than fucking. Funny how different I am now compared with prior to sero-conversion. I would say the highlight of the evening was this one smooth early thirties hispanic guy. He found me at the glory holes, again, getting sucked. He checked my ass out, it was obvious, and it did not take much to coax him behind me. His dick was very large, but it seems I am getting better at this, and was able to take it. He liked my hole enough to ask me to his room, and of course I followed. He fucked me for what seemed like forever! I must have spent an hour with his meat in my hole. It hurt and felt great at the same time. When he came he pulled out and jerked his load out. I scolded him for this and put his freshly cum soaked cock back in my ass. He giggled. I did learn his name, which I won't publish, and found his kisses to be sweet. I wish we had exchanged contact information, cuz this is the type of stud that I want to get plowed by when I am looking to get fucked. Going over the details in my mind, as I write this, gets me horny again. While he did not squirt in my hole, I am going to count his load since it was all over his cock when I put it back inside me, so that makes two in my ass for the night. Finally, to the one and only dude I have sucked at a glory hole in decades. A cute, hot, fit white dude in his early twenties; he was standing in the glory hole area with his towel off. I could tell his cock was nice, even though he was not playing with it and the only light was from the oversized porn screen above. I found myself walking to the lower level and over to the hole nearest him, almost as an involuntary reaction to his presence. I stood watching him through the hole as he started stroking his cock. He moved a little closer in small adjustments over the next several minutes, even smacking me on my mouth with his cock a couple times, but then he bolted from the platform. I though that was the end of that. Not so! After I went to my room for a while I came back to the glory hole area to get some head and found my little blond dude standing right where he had been standing before, this time stroking his fully erect cock. I, once again, was drawn to the same hole below him and we repeated the same scene as before, with me getting smacked on my mouth with his cock more than twice this time. He was teasing me, for sure. His cock was only a couple inches outside the reach of my tongue, which made me squirm. From somewhere inside me this sense of desperation for his cock in my mouth took over. I heard myself say "please" fearing that such an action might loose him. It did not. I was immediately rewarded with his cock shoved all the way into my mouth as he pumped for his pleasure. Never underestimate what the word please can do for you. ;-) He withdrew his cock and alternately stroked it and pumped my mouth with it, edging himself for a while. The expression on his face told me he was totally enjoying himself. This made me even more submissive and eager to please him. When he came it was as he stroked his cock but it was touching my tongue, so I got the majority of his load in my mouth. After he unloaded I got his cock back in my mouth for a brief second and then he smacked me with it one more time before taking off. The thought that occurred at that moment was that I like the taste of cum and have not indulged that like in a long long time. Nine hours, two loads up my ass, one load down my throat, eight cocks up my ass, and nine holes fucked. A rather busy Friday night... More...

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Click here to see Defiant HIV+ Bareback Fucker's original blog post... In an earlier post I stated that if you could find me you should tell me that you read my blog. If you do so, I will take your load, no questions asked. This still stands, but I am doing it tonight only, which is Friday 3-19. This is only good for when I am at the Steamworks in Berkeley. I will arrive at roughly 7PM and stay til I am done. I expect to come close to running out my eight hour stay if not re-up for another. I will be getting a room when it becomes available. How will you find me? I plan on running around naked except for a rather thick cock ring that has a thin line of rubber on the outside of it. I will also carry my towel in my hand. If you ID me, feel free to come up and tell me you read my blog and you want some. If I walk away without saying anything don't be offended, you should follow me because I will be heading to a gloryhole booth in the outback. Keep up with me, take your place in a booth next to me to claim your reward. How many of you will I see there? email me at crazed95112@yahoo.com if you are local and plan on attending tonight. More...

To see My Load Deep In You's original blog post click here Yesterday, I reconnected with a nearby regular. He offered thru Manhunt to take my load. I walked over, got a toe curling good bj, fed him a huge load, and came back home. I may go back later today. More...

To see BB Cunt's original blog post click here So, the Winter Party in Miami was FUN FUN FUN: Poolparty, Beachparty, and 3 different events at night. Lots of drinking, drugs and flirting. BUT as I suspected - not a lot of action. There was no PIG parties and Miami does not have any bathhouses or sexclubs. So, the load count over the weekend was pretty disappointing, all in all it was 9 loads up my cumdump ass. Compared to the MAL weekend in DC in January (I took 50 loads over the weekend) that was of course nothing at all.. But there was three hot sessions: Session 1 - Friday. After a danceparty, a lot of voska tonic and some coke, I went to the hotel, totally trashed. I got online on bbrt and posted an ad: "BB CUMDUMP taking loads. PIGS welcome. Every load taken." Two guys hit me up within 20 minutes, and I invited them over, hoping they will show up. I was VERY surprised that the first guy was knocking on my hotel door 20 minutes later. I was stripped down to my NASTY PIG jocks and opened the door. That guy was kind of sexy, south american, goatee, not very tall but muscular. And the best thing was - he went right into it, grabbing my ass and forcing me to bend over. We moved into the bathroom (which was huge, I guess because it was handicapped accessible). So it was ideal for kink play including some piss witch I was totally up to... I just hoped he would be a nasty pig and up for all that... Well, what can I say: I had his cock up my ass pretty quick. AND without me giving him any directions, he pushed me closer to the toilet. I ended up bending over and supporting my body on the toilet. And while he fucked me in this position I was thinking of one of my favorite HOT straight porn scenes with superstud Rocco Siffredi, where he fucks a girl over a toilet. He pushed her head way down into the toilet as he shot his load and used the toilet flush. I always LOVED that scene and it always turned me on. And before I could encourage him to do the same thing, he pushed my head deep down inside the toilet. FUCK HOT! I was only regretting he did not use the toilet before that ;-) After I got fucked like this for bout 5 minutes (and LOVED it) the second guy knocked on the door. Muscleguy went to open the door and I stayed in my position with my head up the toilet. I just hoped that guy was into that scene too. AND HE WAS! So I ended up getting tag teamed by two guys bareback with my head up that toilet. At one point muscleguy asked me if I want his piss FUCK, can he read my mind? So I turned over and opened my mouth wide. He pissed in my mouth, and I was so trashed, I drank all the piss, did not waste a drop. After he was ready they went on fucking me and pushing my head down the toilet into the water. First guy bred me shortly after that, the second guy was so turedn on with my loaded ass that he dumped his load shortly after that too, my head still up the toilet. SO HOT! As a tribute to Rocco I myself used the flush right when the second guy shot his load up my cunt. WHAT A HOT FUCK! Saturday: Poolparty latrine cumdump: They had those latrines put up (u know those little plastic cabins for big events). I was taking to a guy online and got his cell number. We decided to meet by the latrines, he followed me into one of those cabins (its tight, but it works!) - He was damn HOT, muscular, tattooed, told me he is a pornstar from the UK. (I googled him, he did 25 flicks so far... NICE!) Dumped his load within 4 minutes. After a couple of drinks I felt the need for more cum up my ass. That guy was looking at me the whole time, he came over and said he has been chatting with me online. When people say that I know they are pigs, because I only have BB profiles. So, I suggested the latrine again. He followed me (he was not that hot, but I was craving cum, so whatever...) and fuked the second load of the afternoon into my guts! Sunday: HOT, muscular, hairy daddy type hit me up on manhunt. Invited me over to his place. He asked me to smoke a cigarette while he fucked me. That turned him on. So I thought why not? Whatever makes him hot and breed my ass! He fucked me pretty long, but he was good, so it was ok... After about 45 minutes, he shot his load and kept fucking. AND after 3 minutes he shot a second load. LOVE muliple loads! But he was not finished yet. GUYS, u won't believe it - but he shot 5 loads all in all within 10 minutes! I did not think that was possible - but I literally felt the cum shooting out of his cock!! After he was finished, he said: "It takes me pretty long till I am here, but when I am ready to breed, I am not finished after only one load!" So all in all, 3 HOT session, just not enough CUM! Load count after Winter Party 2010 - 162 More...

To see BB Cunt's original blog post click here So, in the week since Winter Party I took couple more loads: Sexparty at paddles: 4 loads bathhouse Westside Club: 3 loads Saturday afternoon video shoot with my friend who is planning a documentary on me as a cumdump (should be ready in summer - we ll be shooting in the next couple of weeks: I u wanna dump a load for the documentary, hit me up! don't worry: NO FACES!) I invited over 3 regular fuckers who shot their loads one after the other... One day last week I was checking out the videostores in my neighbourhood. Movieguy gave me a tiny camera to shoot some footage for the documentary in the booths sucking off cock and taking cum. That did not work out too good, because its too dark in those booths. But nevertheless, I sucked some cock, swallowed 2 loads and took one load up my ass. AND the best thing was: I found 3 loaded used rubbers in the videostore booths! Those are in my freezer now. Any suggestions what u want me to do with those, guys?? see pictures here: LOAD COUNT 2010 - 173 AND the busiest PIG WEEKEND of the year is coming up: BLACK PARTY!!!! MY schedule: friday night: Fort Troff Pig Sexparty (they did not publicly promote this, u had to be invited by another pig) They sold 200 tix. I don t even know yet WHERE the party takes place. Have to pick up the tickets tomorrow to get the details... Sounds like a HOT all pig party! Saturday night - of course - BLACK PARTY - VIP tickets. Maybe private sexparty before that to arrive at the BP with my cunt already oozing some loads! So, I ll try my best to give u guys an update on the load count on monday! More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... I had been reading about this new sex club in Atlanta, Mainifest 4U Studio for several weeks and had been wanting to check it out. When I looked Studio Calendar, I discovered that they were hosting monthly POZ4PLAY parties, held exclusively for HIV+ men. I decided that I would make all efforts to attend the March party on Wednesday, March 17th. I went ahead and scheduled a vacation day for Thursday since the party time was from 9PM - 2AM. I arrived at about 9:15 and there were already probably 15 people there. I decided to get there early so I could scope the play space out and decide where I would look or hang out for action. First, let me say that the play space is very "welcoming" and extremely "clean". This was probably the cleanest sex space that I have ever been too. There were party supplies for those who chose to participate in "safer" sex as well as literature promoting safety from HIV and other sexually transmitted diseases. There was a huge lounge with very classy furniture and erotic books for leisure reading, free wi-fi as well as four wired computers for those who needed their "internet" fix. I found the back play space to be lit just properly enough to navigate yet dark enough to provide a very sexual environment. There are many glory hole rooms, a video area where a huge screen is playing porn with theater style seating and two sling play areas. One more dimly lit and one with more light for those who enjoy the pleasure of being seen or watched. For the smokers, there is also a small smoking area as well as a well stocked refreshment area. There is a rule of no total nudity in the hallways and such and most guys just wore jeans with no shirts. some men wore leather harnesses which were sexy as hell. When I first entered I felt this overwhelming sensation of relaxation and peace. Being in a sexual play environment without the fear of having to disclose my status--for once, every man here had the same virus coursing through their veins as I did and to be honest--it felt good! After checking the scene out and seeing the leather sling in the dark room, I knew this is where I wanted to hang out. I put my t-shirt over my head to reveal my hairy chest, took my pants off and climbed in the sling. I went ahead and lubed my hole a little so I would be ready for any dick that wanted to slide in. It was not long before this HOT guy approached and started playing with my hungry hole. After a few minutes, he slid his stiff prick in my hole and started fucking me. He had nice nipples and I started tweaking them as he fucked me. After a few minutes, several other guys came by and started rubbing my chest as we fucked. My top bent down and kissed me. I was in heaven to say the least. I could tell though that he was holding off and didn't want to cum so early. We each took some poppers and just enjoyed the moments of the intimate fuck. After he left, I decided to get down and go get a little to drink since I did not want to "hog" the sling even though I was intending to be a "pig". When I came back around, no one else had gotten in the sling so I said to myself, "what the hell" and decided to climb back in. If you've ever been to a sex club, guys generally travel in packs and like to be where the group action is rather than just one on one. Sometimes, this is extremely aggravating but tonight it was great. It was not long before another HOT guy came up and started playing with my already fucked hole. He was probably in his mid 50s but had the most amazing body. His chest was smooth and well defined. He kept inserting a couple of fingers as I said, "feed my hungry hole". He bent down and asked, "you want my cock in your hole"? To which I quickly replied, "I sure do". He then slid his hard cock in my hungry butt and it felt so good. He was extremely gentle and kept asking me if I was okay. Are you kidding me, "it feels amazing", I replied. He responded, "you ass feels so smooth, it is amazing". I answered back, "I am glad you like it". He fucked me for at least an hour. I could not believe the stamina he had. During our session, many other guys came by and watched. One fed me his cock and bent down and kissed me. I told him, "you poz cock feels so good in my poz butt". He asked, "do you want my cum in you"? I replied, "absolutely". I pinched his nipples and he bent down and kissed me as he filled my hole with his hot juice. I left around 12:30 after getting only two loads of cum in my hole but feeling completely satisfied. I will definitely be a regular at the POZ4PLAY sessions in the future. Note: All of the photos in this blog post are from the internet and are not of me. Feel free to leave your comments. More...

To see SFVersCumBoy's original blog post click here Earlier I had the pleasure of servicing a hot visitor from NY. He had seen my Xtube work and wanted to try out my mouth. Well, he liked it the first time and came back for a second round the same day - he is Stud10019 and last week I got an email on another cruising site - dudesnude.com My buddy Stud10019 told his friend to contact me on his next trip to San Francisco. I agreed when I saw the pictures of his mushroom head cock and he said that he was looking to feed me. We agreed on the day...and then I ran into park buddy at the glory holes yesterday. As you know, my park buddy likes to see me feeding on cock and joining in to give his cum when he can. Yesterday he was saving it for someone but he agreed to meet me and my referral for some hot action. We met up at the tearoom I like and went in. It was totally empty and we started the action right there. Two hung guys, each wanting me to suck them off until they came.....YUM. I was really enjoying it but sometimes it is not easy to be quiet when you are hungry and two cocks are staring you in the face and filling your mouth. Between the sounds of us all jacking pre cum all over our cocks and me getting forced onto two cocks, it was getting to be a bit more than a tearoom should see. The referral buddy was staying close enough, that we all went over to his hotel room to really get into it. Once we got to the room, my park buddy took over and started directing me to begin feeding again. You don't have to tell me twice to get on my knees. Words can't do justice to these two cocks - both were beyond average and I just could not decided which to suck and let them just use my mouth. Every time I was down to the base on the new cock, he and I would shove my throat down that extra inch and pop his cock into the base of my throat. He moaned, swelled up in my mouth and I tried to get even more in me. From that deep throat action I would pull off and just take a moment to catch my breath. Every so often, one of them would direct my mouth to either cock and tell me to take it all. Park buddy was really get into watching me suck - that is one of the things we both agree on...he loves to be sucked and to watch and well, I just need to be sucking cock. The new guy had some really massive balls and I took them into my mouth a few times but then had to get back to my first love - the COCKS. After going back and forth multiple times, it was park buddy that started off the fireworks. He was over me while I was sucking the other cock and just let out a loud moan. I leaned back and let him pour that cum onto my face. He asked earlier where to put it and I said to aim for mouth and just let it go. Thick ropes of cum were draining out of his balls. He reached for the video camera as the new cock started to release his load. Shot after shot of thick creamy white spooge. We got most of it onto my goatee, and lips - then I just had to take a few more drops from the tap. New buddy was still leaking some thick white cream and I leaned in to lick up every last drop. When we were all done, I had a mouth full of cum and a goatee so thickly coated that you could barely see my upper lip. The smell of it all, right under my nose had me close to losing my load on the floor. More...

Click here to see Defiant HIV+ Bareback Fucker's original blog post... On the cusp of a weekend with the house to myself and plenty of time on my hands! Does it help that I am now "over the top horny"? I have an incredible urge to fuck and, of course, to get fucked! I want loads as well! Can't decide what the best course will be here. I definitely am aiming for the Steamworks Saturday night, from 7-midnight or so... But, I also think I should try before that. Friday night in fact. One guy is trying to put a group together and I might go. He wants guys that cum more than once, and since that is not me I offered to take everyone's load at least once instead. I now have an invite... He has seven guys lined up, including himself, so I might be taking a lot of cum up my ass... I cannot wait til Friday! More...

To see SFVersCumBoy's original blog post click here I decided it was such a nice day out that I would skip the gym and walk around. Well, my feet ended up taking me over by the bookstore, so I figured I would check out the action. Right away I saw there were a few glory hole booths occupied. The first one I entered was connected to a guy stroking a fairly thick cock. I did not want to waste any time so I let him know I was interested in giving head. He slid his cock up to the hole. Large mushroom head and I sucked it into my mouth. Right away he started moaning...well, maybe the first load would be nice and quick. To my amazement he started getting thicker and harder. By the time he was fully hard, it had grown to about 7 + inches and that mushroom head was a cork. I put my mouth up to the hole and let him slam his cock down my throat. It was thick, hard and had a sweaty taste. Soon enough he was letting loose with a nice thick load. With the first one out of the way, I took a walk around and found another set of booths open and went in. An uncut guy was in the other booth just stroking away. When I sat in the chair and tapped the hole, he slid up and propped that cock onto my tongue. Not a horse hung cock but uncut and clean, with a full set of balls bouncing around. This second guy was just as turned on and let me know that after only a couple of minutes that he was going to coat my throat with load number two. Two down, and I was only about 10 minutes into my lunch - so I took one last loop - and boy am I glad I did! While sitting in one of the booths, the door opened and who walked in on me but my blond park buddy. He pulled out that massive cock and fed it to me. While I was devouring his cock, another guy went into the second booth. Since I am not opposed to letting anyone watch, we let this guy see the huge cock filling my mouth. The other guy was dark haired, knit cap on but had the look of a Mediterranean stud. He watched for a bit and then headed out. My buddy said we should check out the others and see if we could get a threesome going. When I went to the third set of glory holes, one of the doors was unlocked. I opened it and there was the hot dark haired voyeur. He did not close the door, so I walked in and he groped my crotch. While he was sitting there, I was able to pull out his cock and found a tasty looking uncut piece. The park blond buddy was outside the door and made his way in to join us. So there we were, three horny guys - and me with a horse hung cut cock, and a gorgeous dark haired guy sporting a hefty uncut cock. HOT! Once the dark haired guy found out that I was a cock sucker and looking for cum, he was willing to let me suck him and my blond buddy. I had already asked blond if he was going to feed me, but he had plans already and was going to save it. No problem , I said. With that in mind, I went to town on my uncut buddy. Down on my knees, I went back and forth between him and blond - after all, I already saw how much he enjoyed seeing me feed on cock. While getting these two rock hard and leaking another guy went into the adjacent booth. We all checked him out and now there was a third large cock for me to swallow. Blond motioned for the other guy to put his cock thru the glory hole and let me feed on it. I was sucking on one cock, looking at the blond cock bouncing in front of me and getting stroked by the uncut Mediterranean stud. Deep throating the third cock and stroking him between swallows had the desired effect and soon enough I was being treated to a mouth full of cum. The uncut guy could see it all running down my chin and onto my arm. Sweet warm spooge is always a great instigator - and I told the uncut guy to just add his load when he was ready. I could tell that he was turned on and ready to shoot soon. He forced my head and mouth down onto his cock until I was ready to choke. He let me come up for some air and I took over stroking and sucking the foreskin. That was enough to seal the deal and he said it was time. Well, let me tell you - the blond told him that I liked it all over my face and I leaned back. The FIRST shot went up between my eyes and on my nose. Thick, juicy cum. Then the second shot sprang out, and followed the same path - up over my eyes, onto my cheek and I felt some hit my forehead...then the next shot hit the other side of my face, covered my eye and cheek. There were a couple of other shots, they all finished the job of covering most of my face. DAMN!!! I was coated in spooge and it was thick, musky and warm. I was rock hard and loving every bit of it. The feeder of that immense load had a tissue and kept apologizing for getting it in my eyes. ....well, I said that there was so much that there was simply NOT a way to avoid it and don't even worry about it....I LOVED it! More...

Click here to see Hot Pigg's original blog post As I was looking back through my BBRT emails to research for my previous post, I noticed the ungodly amount of profiles that had pics when I talked to them and no longer have pics today. Are there really that many fake guys out there? Just to be sure, I'm no longer just meeting up with guys after the first day I've talked with them online. Survive at least one month with your pics up and viewable and then we will see. Sad. Just really really sad. Till next load... More...

To see My Load Deep In You's original blog post click here Got hit up this am by a hot cocksucker on line this am. He was eager for my load, but wouldn't be available until around 1:30. So, I kept looking, and got hit up on Manhunt. We both unlocked our pix, and the guy told me we knew each other. I didn't recognize him, but said "OK" and decided to wait until the afternoon. I get to the cocksucker's house and he tells me that someone is coming over to breed his ass while he eats my load. OK, I'm fine with that. Then he shows me the guy's pic, and it's the same one that told me we knew each other. I still didn't recognize the pic, so I was eager for him to show up. As I'm getting blown, the front door opens, and sure enough, I do know the guy. I had no problem with it, and apparently he didn't either, as he stripped off his clothes and let out a nice, thick, eight inch anaconda. We both started slurping on that beast, and pretty soon he was hard enough to enter the host. He did so easily, and proceeded to fuck deep. I was getting sucked off, but had to back off, cuz the bottom was getting pounded so hard, it was hurting my cock. I pulled out, and a few seconds later, the top pulls out, the bottom gets up and goes to the john. I asked the top if he'd shot, and he told me the bottom wasn't really that "fresh." About seven or eight minutes later, the bottom comes out of the bathroom, and I shove my cock in his mouth. Top boy had told me that once he sees scat on his cock, he pretty much is too grossed out to continue fucking. I seize this opportunity to unload a nice thick load in bottom boy's mouth. Feeling satisfied, I got up and left. More...

Click here to see Hot Pigg's original blog post These are a few of messages I get on BBRT. They are first messages meaning I have not talked to these guys before nor will I answer them. I am sure the men sending them thought they were Hot. Yeah, not so much. I have not altered the phrases any. I actually get this. -May I lick your ass now -Oink -Woof -Shit on my face -Great puss -in new hampshire for a funeral till tomorrow. (really, guess the person isn't that important) -hey man - we are 0 miles apart...where are you? -you want it? (had no pic) -Can I load you're hole? (I put this bc comes across like a kid asking for another cookie not a hot top wanting to load my hole) -I wanna dump in your loose ass (my ass is tight - fucker) -mmmmmmmm thas pussy look sweet baby -I wonder if there is a way to get you interested...I am not at all a boring person (um interested means I would have responded) -I know who you are by your 2nd pic not your 1st - you cruised me on the street on west 64thst and b-way or 66th and Bway - do you know who I am? (no pic posted so I'm going to go with...NO) -Oy! Till next load... More...

To see My Load Deep In You's original blog post click here After Monday's very tweaky, very sketchy trick, I was still horny. I logged on to bbrts and saw a bud of mine on line. I asked him if he wanted a load, and the response was, "I'd be happy to take your load." I scooted on over there and got a blowjob that ranked at least an eight on a scale of ten. He worked my cock and balls over for about 25 minutes. Excellent technique, too. He would lick and nibble up and down the shaft, nuzzle my balls, lick right underneath the head of my cock, and give my piss slit loving attention. Even though I dropped a load earlier in the day, it was so unsatisfying that I was still incredible horny. I can't believe I lasted 25 minutes, but I did. When I felt my cum traveling up my cock I said, "Your ready for that load, boy?" He grunted, I grunted, and blew deep down his throat. Damn, that was good. On Tuesday, I got a text from a friend asking if he could have a load from me. I'm not one to be rude and refuse a cocksucker a load, so I told him to come over later in the day. To prepare for his arrival, I strapped on a cock ring, and load "The 1000 Load Fuck" on the DVD player. If you haven't seen this, you're truly missing out. I watched the fifth scene, "Perfect Bottom" and scene nine, "Rematch" before my boy got to my house. By then, I was totally boned, and ready to spurt. I buzzed him in, and switched to scenes three and four, where Ian Jay gets injected by literally a gallon of cum. My boy likes to dump his load on my cock, then blow me while his jizz is lubing my pole. It feels awesome. So, he dumped on me, rubbed it on my tool, and continued blowing. As he was working my cock, I was watching Ian Jay get a load dumped in him, then having some guy lick his hole, and felch out all that semen inside him. It triggered my orgasm, and I dumped a HUGE load in my boy's throat. He swallowed it all, cleaned off my cock, thanked me, and left. Could I ask for anything more? More...

To see SDsk8rBoi's original blog post click here This is from one of the hottest profiles I've seen on bbrt in awhile, enough to make you want to shoot just reading the profile! This hot emo boy wants to get poz bred. More...

Click here to see Teen Cumhole's original blog post... Ever since I started this blog my authenticity has been questioned. I kind of let it roll of my back, but at the same time it’s frustrating because I feel like some of my readers just dismiss me as some 40 year old man sitting around making up stories. Since apparently some of you can’t just take my word for it, I would be more than happy to video chat with any and all of you who express interest to show you that I am in fact very real. And very 18. So please, guys, email me. I’ll get on my webcam, smile, say hello, and then you can tell all your friends and other non-believers that I am indeed the teen cumhole that you all love reading about. Thanks. More...

To see Billy Twee's original blog post click here I had a window of free time, so I hit up on barebackrt with a younger latino poz top, who turned out to have an amazing cock, a gift from God, a crooked dick curving downward like a scimitar...not just bent, but an honest to goodness crook, a crank, a masterpiece of mother nature and I could hardly wait to get it up my ass and savor the sensation of it digging into me, doggystyle. Fuck yeah!! Then I'm on my back, he's inside me, and we're kissing like a couple of gone to hell apes. There are certain moves that are done best with a big dick in a big hole...such as...this dick swiped the insides of my fuckchute with a rippling sensation that I couldn't recall ever feeling before, touching places I didn't know I had, then enhanced by his gentle massaging of my asslips, shit, it was one hot fuck and I knew it and I did my best bottoming style to match his masterful fucking...that means pushing back a little meeting his thrusts with my buttmuscles pressing around that crankshaft of his. Then it started getting juicy with some minor farting sounds, like a ladle dipping into some thick soup...but he hadn't cum yet...his profile read that he liked long sessions, this being one dude who takes his time. But I was so caught up in his slow and steady drilling, that I just let the farts go, until...goddammit, I let go with eine grosse fahrt, I mean, a really big one that shot a blot of lube onto his tank top. Somewhat embarrassing to me, shit, but thank God he didn't care, laughed it off. This buttlove continued and got pretty intense...meeting his thrusts with everything I had in me...he said pushing back with my asshole would take him longer to cum, and I thought OK, but I was getting really worked up and finally, asked for a break to take an aspirin. Yeah, dudes, I really thought I could have a heart attack...besides, I'd taken a Levitra. So, eventhough I feared that I was killing the moment, I ran to the john, swallowed an aspirin and got back to it. The dude never lost the beat...we just changed positions...first spooning, which he handled supremely well, slipping out occasionally but that just made it hotter when he guided that torpedo back in, running over my asslips with that crookdick then hitting me at different angles. Shit, how much of this can I take? Then he put me on all fours and gave it to me doggystyle, and then I thought I really would die..he really knew how to work the sides of that butt canal, I don't think he ever hit the deep bottom like a lot of other fuckers have..it wasn't a punchfuck, but a slow, steady cranking massage, really fantastic...and then I inadvertently did my best to fuck it up again...first with the fart, then the aspirin, and now with a bottle of spilled poppers. Neither of us noticed this until the stench in my small apartment became overwhelming. The poor guy had to stop...he was getting a headache...we had to break it up and open the windows. He never did cum, and I never got what would have been a special toxic recharging. Shit, but it was one memorable fuck, and M., I hope we can do it again...and again. One word about the poppers mentioned: this was a new one to me, called Amyl Night and it was a fresh bottle I bought at Rockhard on Castro St. I build a resistance over time to most poppers, but this was new to me, as I said, and I must attest, it is some potent stuff, with a different kind of high, though, sadly, the whole bottle was lost, so I'm back to Rockhard to get me another. If only it were as easy to find a fuckbuddy with everything I like...poz, latino, shit, life can be good. More...

To see My Load Deep In You's original blog post click here Yesterday I couldn't give my load away. I tried, but to no avail. Went to a huge party in the evening, but no luck there. I was with friends, so wasn't really focused on a trick. Anyway, I was up early today, and got hit by a guy on Manhunt. He offered to suck my cock, and was close by, so I went on over. I get there, and there are two guys in briefs, each on a different computer. The guy that told me to come over looked kinda sketchy, so I asked them if they'd been to bed, and his response was, "No, can you tell?" My respons, "Uh, yeah, I can? . Anyway, I strip down to underwear, and he's all focused on the computer, trying to send a message to a friend of his, but there's no text appearing in the body of the message. He jacks with the computer for about five minutes, then goes to the bathroom. I'm kinda getting irritated, cuz after all, I WAS invited over for a blowjob. He comes back from the bathroom, and tells me to sit next to the other guy, a really hot Hispanic dude. I was thinking, "Sweet, he's gonna blow us both!" As soon as I sat, Hispanic guy says to him, "I can go sit on the bed if you want." His friend says no, it's ok, takes my underwear off, and begins to blow me. Latino boy is focused on his computer, so I'm not getting any of that action. As I'm being blown, Latino boy says something, and blowjob guy gets off my cock and looks at the pc screen. I'm patient, I wait, but after a bit, I have to redirect his attention to my cock. He begins blowing me again, but gets disctracted by the screen again. I redirect one more time, and hold his head on my cock. I'm thinking that I need to unload soon, so that he's not distracted again, so I pump a nice one into his eager mouth, zip up and leave. I can't help but wonder if he was disctracted cuz he didn't like my cock, or if he was just to tweaked to even notice he wasn't focused. So, question: How many of you have had tweaky tricks? More...

Click here to see Hot Pigg's original blog post As we get closer to the Black Party, my excitement is becoming somewhat uncontrollable. I am having issues though. I think back to six months ago how my plans have changed. I was expecting to spend the Black Party with someone I cared about and enjoy the experience with. 6 days before Black Party and I can safely say that no real MAN has stepped up to the plate to go with so I'm throwing in that towel. I'll go by myself. Sappy crap now. I just really wish I was going with a guy I'm head over heels for. Someone that would slut it out with me. Smile at me as I take loads. Make sure we move from time to time. Someone who will get fucked in front of me but have his eyes on me the whole time. Someone who will hold me in his arms when we recover our sleep. Someone who will go out to eat with me afterwards like it was just another day and maybe hit a play on the weekend. Someone who I won't have to worry where he is or who he's with. Someone who won't leave me alone at the Black Party with no way to get in touch with him. Someone who will want to do it again sometime. But more than that, someone who will be there with me when it's NOT the Black Party. I don't know how to find this. My pictures online are always directed toward me being a slut pig so I get how no one ever just offers a date. I tried the other way and then all they wanted was a date and ran off when I said I was a pig at heart. All of my friends and I go places where you'd never know anyone was a pig. I get hit on but not by any hidden pigs. I'm going to try the Eagle but I'm not great at going to bars by myself. Well, I'll have to get over that. I'm just kinda down and need to get out of this place. Doesn't really help I've been talking to Mindtrip from Life in the Raw and he'd be perfect if he was in NYC. I'm not holding out for him. It's kinda helpful to let me know that there are guys out there that do fit the bill. I just need to find my guy. Funny, during Valentine's weeks in February I could have cared less about this. I guess I just know I'm going to run into couples I envy there. At least I will be enhanced to not care lol. Side topic, loaded Ian Jay again at a gang bang on Friday. I was the first b/c I had work around the corner. Not much else to say. Till next load... More...

To see Bike Guy's original blog post click here Friday I was working from home, and while busy, I did have time to scour the internet for cock. I mean, I am after-all - ME. I was hoping for a lunchtime feeding and wrote my CL ad as such. I tried to be creative since most of these things are so fucking sad and they don't even use punctuation. Want Cock Sucked, the ads will say, but they don't put in the question mark, so you assume they want their cock sucked. Then get all bent out of shape when you say you want to suck theirs - which was never their intent. Morons. Anyway, my nicely worded ad got me little to no traction. The creative is wasted on the uneducated. I got a seemingly great guy who was into it and talked a good game, but you kind of figure by the 7th email they are all talk and will never follow through. He got miffed when I told him to man-up or go away. You can figure which he did. There were a few other responses, but by this time, lunch had come and gone. But I did opt to meet up with a guy who couldn't do anything until later. 47 yo, 5'10", 185 with hairy chest and legs. I said yes, because, hell, I needed cock and a load and my options were clearly limited. The doorbell rang exactly when he said he'd be there. I don't know how to describe him better than, imagine a sleazy porn producer. Tinted glasses, euro t-shirt, a crystal or two hanging around his neck. Swaggering with what seems like undeserved confidence. I'm not saying this in a bad way - because right or wrong, there is something that is a turn on by the wrong kind of guy with the right kind of bravado. He immediately opened his pants and showed a nice thickening 8". The deal was done. "Where do you wanna do it?" he asked. I got on my knees right there in the kitchen, a room we never left. Naturally, I did a great job providing head. I always try to and that is kind of my job - and the one I advertised to complete. I took him all the way down to his pubes, would hold the dick there and then come back to the head. Of course there was attention paid to the head and shaft with my tongue. At one point he took a half or full step back and I had to lean forward to stay on the cock. In doing so, I rounded my back a bit and exposed my ass so he could lean over me and feel down my crack. Yeah, this guy knew what he was doing. He was experienced. This is why Mr. Sleazy Porn Producer was good. He knew what to do and when to do it. This hands on my chest and nipples got me going. His touches to my hole, ever so lightly, really sealed the deal, though no one was willing to say anything at this point for fear of breaking the deal. He pulled me up and stood behind me, ever so carefully playing with my nipples, which I've told you before are both 'on switches'. As he did that, he came closer attempting a dry hump, but what he was really doing was really testing the waters. I leaned over farther. He took the hint. Soon his 8" member was between my crack and pressing at the entrance. I swiveled a bit and leaned over the kitchen island, thus non-verbally surrendering to his invasion. Not a word was spoken from his end as he slid in, with only my spit on his cock. It was a bit rough to begin with, but with some nipple play, I opened up nicely for him. Since he clearly had figured out I was willing, he took it as a sign to FUCK. And he did. It wasn't the longest session, but it was intense. Heavy breathing (both of us), moans (mostly me) and then a huge grunt (him). He buckled and shook and unloaded up my ass. I remained propped on the island and took what I had basically asked for, even though it was not what the ad implied. It is still what I wanted. It was still what I needed. More...

To see Austin Barebacker's original blog post click here I look back at last year and sadly realize that I am way behind my load count from that time. As I have said my work schedule has kept be very busy as has my social life. Sex is always on the brain but plans fall through, timing doesn't always work and sometimes I'm just too dog tired. But that wasn't the case last night. The stars aligned and I was able to meet up with a smokin' hot white guy from A4A. It started off with a few messages then two emails traded and he asked for my number. And a few hours later I was cleaned up, ass clad in my red jock and gym shorts with a small bottle of poppers and I drove over to his place. He answered the door and I was very impressed. He was in a pair of slacks and a button down dress shirt. (he said he was downtown with some business friends) And his muscles bulged in all the right places and I knew it was going to be a good time. We made small talk for a few minutes, had a beer while he smoked a cigarette. As he smoked his cigarette he unbuckled his pants and asked for a hand. I got on my knees and did as he asked though I was a bit ginger on my knees as I had played paintball that morning and was crawling up and around rocks. But it felt great unleash his monster from his pants and I teased it. I lapped at the head and licked down the shaft. This little game went on for a short while until he not so subtly pushed my head down the entire length of the shaft. I was able to take it easily and stayed like that for a few seconds to let him enjoy the feeling. He reached over and began fingering my hole which caused me to go crazy and I took it out on his cock. He lifted me off his cock and led me to his bedroom. Hands down one of the nicest bedrooms I have ever been in. 4-post bed, big flat screen tv...the works. He pulled down my gym shorts, pulled off my t-shirt and pushed me onto his bed, face down. He spit on my hole and placed the head of his cock at my waiting hole. "You want it?" "Yes." And that was all. He slowly pushed into me, one hand on my lower back and the other on my left hip. He lowered himself onto me, chest to back and began grinding into me. It felt amazing. I took a hit of poppers and was in sexual bliss. He switched up paces a few times. Getting me doggy and slamming into me with full force, fucking me sideways to stretch my hole and getting missionary so we could make out. He bred twice as he fucked me on his bed over the next hour and a half with the second time cumming in my ass as I rode him. He grabbed my hips and pulled me down onto his cock as he yelled out. He stayed in me for a little bit, us making out and he said he needed a change to "reload". I sat on his couch and began feeling the soreness in my hole after not having been fucked in a long time. "Ready for round 3?" He asked. I told him my dilemma about my hole being sore and he gave the classic response my tops give when they are horny, "Let's just try putting the head in. I'll go slow. I promise." Ha. My horniness got the best of me and he bent me over his couch and did as he promised at first. He gauged my response and began picking up the pace and before I knew it he was pummeling my ass into oblivion. He slapped my ass a few times, put one hand on my neck and let loose. "Here comes number 3!" and with one finally thrust he spasmed inside me. Again, chest to back he started kissing me as his cock grew soft inside me. A minute or two passed and an audible *plop was issued as his dick withdrew. Gym shorts, t-shirt and flip-flops back on I was making out with him at his front door as his 3 loads simmered in my ass. He said he would text me today but I've got a tattoo appointment and not sure if I'll be able to get fucked so shortly after ward. He sent 2 texts as I was driving home: "Your ass is epic. Best fuck I've had in the past few months." "Call me this week so we can do it again." He was a good fuck so I am hoping to have a regular fuck buddy out of this. More...

To see My Load Deep In You's original blog post click here I was WAY horny yesterday, and had a killer list of things to do after work. I was boned all day since an FB of mine texted me about the two of us loading a hot hole. My schedule wouldn't allow us to work it out, but since I had been anticipating it all day, I was extremely aroused. I got online about 45 minutes before I had to be somewhere, and found my old trick. I mailed him, "You got time for my load?" The answer was a resounding "Yes" so I immediately went over. SInce I still had to shower and change, I made this just a quick blow n go. As soon as I walked in his house, he got down on his knees, undid my pants, and got right to work. He worked his lips up and down the shaft of my throbbing cock, gently licking my balls, and taking my cock all the way down to the root. It didn't take too long before I asked him, "You ready for that load, boy?" He mumbled something, (I'm pretty sure it was yes, but it's hard to talk with a cock in your mouth) and I unloaded three days worth of sperm into his mouth. I pulled out, he cleaned my cock with his mouth and I left. I was able to shower, change, and still be where I needed to be without being more than five minutes late. More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... The latest blog poll gauged your views on monogamy. Thanks to everyone who took the time to vote. There were a total of 79 votes distributed as follows. The largest percentage of you expressed you were in a committed relationship, but were happily not monogamous. Happy in a monogamous relationship 12% Partner thinks we're in a monogamous relationship, but I'm cheating 17% Monogamous relationship, but I wish my partner would consent to non-monogamy 10% Committed relationship, but we are happily not monogamous 26% Single, but I want a monogamous relationship 10% Single, and happily non-monogamous 16% Single and unhappily celibate 5% Happily celibate 1% Other 0% More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... This past week has been spring break at the University of Georgia, where I work so things in Athens have been a little dead. Since things were slow all week, I decided to let my staff leave for the day at lunch time. Since my partner was at home sleeping after working all night, I decided to check out adam4adam.com to see if I could find anyone interesting. My name on this web site is “athensgapoz” unlike some of the other sex sites I subscribe to, so my hiv status was fully apparent. I started looking over some of the other profiles for guys on-line and came across one who listed his status as “hiv positive”. I decided to send a quick note and see if he wanted a blow job. He quickly responded back and said, “I was about to ask you the same thing”. I told him I was really horny and would love getting one. I normally could care less about getting my cock sucked as I am the one who enjoys the servicing and getting fucked but today, I figured what the heck, I just needed to get off. He gave me his address and as luck would have it, he lives like two miles from me so the location was perfect. I could go by, get a quick nut and head home. On the way, it started to rain a little bit and I don’t know about you but something about rainy days makes me hornier. The guy lived in a duplex and was easy to find. He answered the door and you could see the “hiv” in his face. He looked healthy enough but he had some facial wasting like many of us suffer from with the illness. I was kind of turned on, since I knew nothing was probably off limits. He apparently, had just moved in recently since there wasn’t much furniture and there were still packed boxes everywhere. He did have some HOT bareback porn playing on the TV and I could smell weed burning. I pulled my pants down around my ankles and sat in a chair across from the TV. I told him, “suck my poz cock”. Without a word, he went to his knees and started deep throating my already hard cock. I whispered, “you like that hiv cock, don’t you”? It felt so good but I wanted some cock too. I told him, “stand up and feed me your cock”. He pulled his pants off and stuck his cock in my mouth. He never got really hard; perhaps something to do with the weed, I am not sure. I then told him, “sit on my my poz cock”. He went down and gave my cock a few more good licks and then backed his ass up and down on my hard cock. I started thrusting inside him as he rode my still prick. I was so fucking turned on! I wanted to blow my cum in his ass but he said, “I want your cum on my cock”. I repeated, “you want my poz load on your poz cock”? He replied, “yeah”. I told him, “get ready then”. He pulled off my cock and knelt down in front of me. I gave my cock a couple of good strokes and started shooting my load all over his cock and balls. A second later, he was shooting his load of sperm. I thanked him, grabbed a paper towel he already had sitting there, pulled up my jeans and was out the door. Note: The two images in this story are from the web. More...

Click here to see Defiant HIV+ Bareback Fucker's original blog post... Stopped off at an adult bookstore this afternoon and got my cock sucked. Two different guys went at it for a while, getting me right on the edge where I like to be. The second guy had a nice cock and I sucked t for a while then turned around to try and take it. He went soft though. After he sucked me a while more I tried again and this time got his raw cock all the way in my hole for a while, but he went soft again then left without giving me a load. Sucks! More...