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Click here to see Blast In My Ass' original blog post... So I have been working so hard on getting stuff set up so I get pounded hard during break that I've totally forgotten about living in the present However, it sounds like I'm going to have a lot to write about... I'm going Antwerp where I will be staying with a top that someone recommended. Hes offered to keep me filled the entire time im there. Night 2 of being there hes going to invite the entire city to drop a load. More...

Click here to see Blast In My Ass' original blog post... So one of my friends who is in a relationship asked if I would be willing to come to his boyfriends birthday party. I said sure and then I asked what his boyfriend would like as a gift. He laughed and then suggested that I could be the gift. I just laughed and wondered what I had to offer. He just told me to show up at 7 and have a clean hole. I showed up at 7 and the place was pretty much empty. It was just him and his boyfriend setting up for the party. They offered me a drink and told me to strip. I did but I wondered why they were still clothed. Had I misread them and came to an exhibitionist event? They spinned me around adn then they started playign with my hole. They rimmed me a little bit and then told me to go lay face down on the table. I must have looked really confused so they started to explain the birthday wish. He wanted a boy he could eat and fuck. I laughed and obliged. I was not prepared for what came next. They tied my arms and legs to the table and told me to be still. They then started to turn me into a fuckable dessert. I was promptley covered with nutella, whipcream, chocolate sauce, honey, and covered with stuff to eat it off with. I was dessert you put the cream in yourself. About 15 minutes after they were done dressing me up a bunch of guys started arriving and wishing a happy birthday to the birthday boy and then laughing at the dessert. He suggested that people drop their load in me so he could eat it out of me later. I suddenly realised that the drink was more than just alcohol and that i was going to be in no position to protest anything that night. It was quite possible the worst possition to get fucked in ever buti didnt really feel anything nor did anyone complain about the awkward angle to get into my hole. Besides the cocks going into my hole, I could tell that there were people licking or touching me all over to eat the dessert. As the night continued on, I kept coming and going from being in a position of knowing really what was going on and being groggy. It was late when i felt him waking me up because it was time to sing happy birthday. I turned around and saw about 8 or 10 guys around me and then birthday boy all eyeing the cake that had been laid on my ass checks. We sang happy birthday and the birthday boy stuck his cock in me through the cake. he pulled it out and started rubbing all over the cake saying who wants frosting. As they ate cate he ate my hole. I went back under. And I woke up in their bed moderately clean considereing what happened. I asked for putrid details and they laughed saying that everyone was a complete excited to drop their load in me. My ass hurt hardcore. I went back to sleep hoping there was more dna still churning inside me. More...

Click here to see Blast In My Ass' original blog post... I always love riding the metro since there are so many hot guys on there often. So sometimes I play a little game. When there is a hot guy sitting next to me and I feel like hes looking at me. I break out my phone and start texting the following message "Guy next to me is really hot. I wonder if he'd bred me. I need cum in my ass NOW!" I've never had a bite with that until tonight when the guy turned to me and said "My place?" I've never look so excited. We got off a couple stations later and I followed him to his place. I got to inside and he asked if I was serious. I asked what did he mean and he waved a condom at me. I reached for the condom grabbed it and whispered into his ear, " If you want to use that, I can go. However, in exchange for you shooting your load as deep in me as you can, I'm willing to do almost anything." He laughed. "Game" More...

Click here to see Blast In My Ass' original blog post... I'm sorry I'm taking a long time to post this. Its getting to last few weeks of the semester and things are getting hellish in paris. I'm trying to finish up all my classwork and get pounded. So as you may know I got an offer to go up to Antwerp to get myself good and cum filled for the first part of easter break. This guy told me about the party he would have since he enjoys whoring out a good bottom especially if they are submissive. I said I was as long as it didn't involve pain, shit, blood, or fisting. He said that was going to be cool and then offered me a strange proposition. He wanted to know if I really was that submissive and would obey him. I said I would and he offered to buy my train ticket there on the condition I would help someone if they started to talk about La fontaine de Duchamp. I got on the train and the first part of the trip had no problems and no one wanting to speak to me about art. However, halfway on the track someone comes and sits next to me and I think hmmm could this really be what he was talking about? The guy asks if I speak french, and I tell him that I do but I'm sorry that I have an accent that may make it hard to understand me. He tells me that its no problem. He asks what Im doing ... tell him I'm visiting friends and that Im a student in Paris. He asks if I've been to the pompidou and if ive seen any of duchamps work there. I say yes. He says la fontaine is his favorite. He tells me I look motionsick and hands me a bottle and some tablets and tells me to take them to feel better and to drink it all down. Its a bottle of piss with some liquor in it who knows what the pills were. I drink it and take them anyway. He says good boy and tells me theres a car waiting for me at the station when we get there. We arrive in Antwerp. I see the guy who offered to fill me. I get into his car. We get to his place. I find out the guy on the train will be there to pound me tomorrow. He then laughs and says I followed the instructions and I deserve a prize. He lifts up his arms and takes off his shirts and tells me to enjoy his pits. They were furry and ripe and delicious. He fucks me. Next day. 6 guys in the morning fuck me. Takes me to lunch. That night he says were going to play spin the bottom where im was put on a towel adn everyone gets 5 thrusts into my hole and the first one to load me loses. Between 10 guys this lasted a long time with everyone edging. They then told me how much they were into piss so I got into a bathtub and then put a funnel in my mouth and pissed while one of the guys pissed in me and then fucked me. I was sore. More...

Click here to see Blast In My Ass' original blog post... I woke up and found the following in my manhunt email : And who was I to say no to that. So I sent him an email asking if he could host and he asked me to get him some poppers and he would pay me back. That seemed sketch but I got some anyway and headed over. Poppers just arent something I keep around since I think they are a treat. And I'd prolly just over use them. So I get there and he definitely is a weird daddy type. He started being all friendly, and then switched to dominating and then back to friendly. Anyway he fucked me so hard he moved the bed all around the hotel room. got his load... miam. More...

Click here to see Blast In My Ass' original blog post... so I had this hot dude come over because he wanted to top me. I said sure however, we didn't have the safe sex discussion. its a topic i dont really like to bring to the table so i talk about it in other ways like I will say something like I love cum anyway you want to give it to me. so hes leading precum like a whore and of course im lapping it up and then he straddles me and rubs his cock up and down my ass... he then tells me he wants in me so I press my hole back and he says hang on do you want to do this dirty way... So as he is having this debate he says its nice to just rub against my hole against his rod since his cock cant go in. I laugh and im like its prolly going to go in just like that. He bets me that it cant go in just like that so I push back harder and harder and harder and thanks to him leaking like a faucet he slides in no problem. Which he seems to have a strange problem with... However, he just keeps fucking me telling me how he isn't sure this is the right thing to do. And this goes on and he pulls out, puts on a rubber, slides in, pumps me a bit, and then decides he prefered it bare. he pulls out, rips off the rubber, slides and in fucks me, and then tells me this isnt right and he should put on another rubber. he finally entered me bare and left his load. thank goodness. More...

Click here to see Blast In My Ass' original blog post... I know it's been a long time since I updated but a few major changes have happened in my life. 1) I moved back to the U.S after finishing my schooling in France and thus had to move back in with my parents until I was able to find a place of my own 2) Restarted school in the U.S at a major university in Colorado. So it's weird being back in the U.S and all of that jazz especially figuring out who bbs and what not. I mean in Paris I could go to the clubs or whatever and take a few loads. So far since I've been back I've only been bred by 4 guys since I've meet a lot of flakes. Hopefully that will change and I will have more to update you with. More...

Click here to see Blast In My Ass' original blog post... So tomorrow is the big football game of the season where every single alumni comes into town and whatnot. Campus just gets so much more busy. So I was cruising on Manhunt looking at the new bodies in town for the weekend. This really hot 20 something boy IMs me and asks if I want to get plowed. I replied "Fuck yea, I've got a hungry hole" "For cock or cum?" "Can you be hungry for one and not the other?" "I'll be over in 20" So I give him my address and whatnot and I clean up and lube up. He shows up right on time and walks me back into my bedroom and he reaches into my pants and puts his fingers in me. So we are fooling around and suddenly were completely naked. I can smell him just a little bit, like he had gone without deoderant without showering, and he puts his cock up to my ass and shoves it in and whispers into my ear, "I've invited a few buds over too if you don't mind. Told them to just let themselves in." Of course I had no objections. There was a bare cock in me and there was the promise of more but its just one of those things I'd like some heads up on. So hes pounding me good and deep, hitting my prostate with every thrust. Suddenly, I realise there are a couple more guys in the room, both pretty decent looking. The exhibitionist quality gets him going and he nuts in me. I feel it start dripping out just a little bit when the next cock gets lined up to my hole. Then like a charm it gets pushed back in. He's pounding me, and basically talking to my ass like it has a concisousness (which it might actually have) and he just pounds me pretty steadily. In and Out like a race boat. He adds his juice to the mix. He pulls out, sticks a finger in me, pulls it out and starts sucking it. Third guy comes and takes control of my hole. The first two guys cocks were not huge but not small but this cock was a monster. If I hadn't been loosened by cock 1 and cock 2 and lubed with thier DNA I don't know how I could have taken this beast. He's literally ripping me open and he lasts 3 minutes before he shoots. The guys thanked me and then noted that they would come around again sometime to see if my door was unlocked. More...

Click here to see Blast In My Ass' original blog post... So I have been talking to this alright looking freshman who is new to campus lately. He's 6'2, 180lbs and a little bit furry. You see I met him at this party and we made out and fooled around a little bit and i thought that was going to be all that happened between us but the other afternoon I see him on an website and say Hello. We start just shooting the shit when he asks the age old question " hey are you a bottom?" "Yea" "Can I ask you something weird?" "Sure go ahead" "Can I come over and drop my load in your ass?" I can't believe it, the little 18 yo is a barebacker. "Only if you shoot really deep in me." He does a little laugh on IM and then comes over. First thing he says is are you serious about no rubbers? I laugh a little take off both our pants and shove his cock into my already lubed hole. As this is obviously consent for him to jizz in my hole, he grabs my shoulders and starts pounding me which is not something I expected so quickly. My ass felt like it was going to explode in pain. Slowly , the pain eased and my freshman was getting closer to nutting in my ass. Then I heard him begin to moan as he was hitting his climax. He grabbed my hips, impaling me on his cock and he grunted "Getting my wad balls deep." More...

Click here to see Blast In My Ass' original blog post... So I got a little piggy this weekend and took 3 loads from 3 different guys which was pretty fucking hot. I seem to have this little problem where the more cum my ass gets to consume the more it wants to consume. It wouldn't be a huge problem if there were better tops in town but alas. 1st Top: 2:21 a.m I get this IM request from this college bro type saying he is looking for a guy to suck him off and if I can host. I tell him I can host and I will suck him off but when I tell him where I live he says that it is too far and that he can't come over because he is drunk. So he says good night and I say "Whenever you need a hole to dump in let me know" He gets all interested and asks if I would let him cum in my ass. I said sure. He then instructs me to lube up and says he will be over in 10 min. I of course lube up using those ass shots of lube unlock my door and sure enough just as im bending over my bed I hear someone walk into my apartment I look back and see this kid who is obviously a little drunk but pretty damn hot. He tells me to suck him for a bit and then he sticks some poppers under my nose which I loved. He hits the poppers and then flips me over and just rams his cock into me. It felt fucking amazing. He's really pounding my ass and then all of a sudden he whispers in my ear "Take my fucking babies" I feel his cock shoot up into me. He gets up gets dressed and leaves. 2nd Top 3:31 a.m My friend comes over after I told him I had a sloppy hole to fuck. Doesn't even get naked all the way just unzips and puts his raw cock in my sloppy hole. His jeans rubbed against my ass in kindof a hot way. He kept asking me to tell him about the first guy that had pounded my hole so I describe to him. He keeps saying "Tell me more you dumpster, tell me more you spermbank." Finally I can feel his nuts start pumping fluid into my willing hole. 3rd Top 10:41 a.m A guy on manhunt asks me if I take it bare. I tell him it depends. He responds, "On what?" I only go bare when a guy shoots in me. He comes over within 20 minutes. Hot 20 something guy with a furry chest and a smaller cock. It feels great inside me though and he just starts going at my hole with as much force as he can. He shoots inside me and just hangs out in my hole and then he tells me, "Round 2 in 2 minutes" I can already feel him hard inside me again with his veins rubbing against my ass. He keeps riding me hard and then I feel round two end in its creamy goodness inside me. He doesnt pull out again and asks if I am ready for the hattrick. He hard again super fast and he adds his third load inside me. He pulls out and sticks a finger in me and pulls it out covered with his white gold. More...

Click here to see Blast In My Ass' original blog post... I love getting bred and feeling that load stick inside you. However, I hate it when I have to walk home immediately after because all that creamy goodness just leaks right out of you. Picture this: I meet this guy online who suggests that he would like to cum in my ass and I find out that he's a 20 min walk from my place which is great since I cannot drive. So I walk over. He's hot 20 something little furry and seems pretty fun. However, he's one of those you're the bottom you will be doing all the work tonight. He lays back on the bed with his 8 inches of man meat just laying there and he says suck me. And I do and he just lays there. No indication that he would like to top me. Finally, I look up and say well my ass isnt going to fuck itself. He smiles and says, "Want some poppers?" I take a couple hits and take it all one go. I know I was being torn up but I didn't care it just felt so good. He lasts 30 seconds and I feel him nut. So I got dressed and left, still a little light head from the poppers. And as I was walking home, I could feel it all leaking out of me, slowly but surely Sorry its been so long between posts but I've been working on my honors thesis and applying for grad school. More...

Click here to see Blast In My Ass' original blog post... I can't offer you an excuses for why its been so long between entries other than I was writing a french thesis last semester and it really kicked my ass. But on the bright side I'm all graduated now and am currently.... unemployed which has its ups and downs. I get to work out a lot more and I get to stay home and take cock (and you guessed it... seed). Like today for example I bottomed for 5 guys including two anon scenes and blew another. The first guy that came over today wanted an anon scene so I did what a good sub boy should do. I gave him my address, left the door unlocked, blindfolded myself, and sat naked waiting for his cock. Soon enough, I heard the door to my apartment open and close, and I heard some one walk in. I heard someone strip down and then i smelled his cock next to my face. His head pressed against my lips and I swallowed him down to the shaft. I sucked him for a few minutes. He then asked me to get on my back and I willingly followed his command. I felt his tongue probe my hungry hole and then he passed me the bottle of poppers. I inhaled, he penatrated, and I was in cummy bottom heaven. He was in bare and deep and it felt fantastic. I just wiggled my little butt closer to his cock to make sure he got in as deep as possible. He apparently did get in as deep as possible, because seconds later he was moaning and my ass felt wet. He was breathing heavily with his cock still in me. He slide out and moaned because cum was gushing out of my ass. Which it was. And it felt like. It was a huge fucking nut deep in me. He left. I then sent out another round of emails to people to get them to come over and leave a load. Another bi discreet guy wanted to do an anon seeding so of course I let him. Apparently the guys around here drop a load in some random boy. He came in through the door I had left unlocked and got undressed. I was of course in pitch blackness. He went to my ass and started licking it. He asked me how many loads I had up there. I obliged him and told him. He grabbed me and pulled me close against him. I could feel his chest hair on my back and he started fingering me. However, his finger felt weird. I suddenly realised that the bi guy was fingering me with his wedding finger, and he was married. This turned me on so much I started begging for his married load . He stuck his dick in me. It was bigger than the first guy. He whispered in my ear "I'm pushing the other guy deeper. I'm going to give you my married cum." He pounded me pretty relentlessly until I was begging for it. He started to churn his load in me. However he just keep fucking. My room started to smell like bare ass sex with all that white gold going in and out of my hole. He got dressed and left. I sent out more emails on craiglist and a guy said he knew of a couple of guys that could come with if I didn't mind taking all their cocks. We then played the are you going to bareback game over email where I asked him where he likes to shoot and he said whatever. He came over and asked me to suck him for a while waiting for his buds to show up. I started sucking him and one of his friends came in and started looking at my ass. He came over and just fucked me without asking about rubbers or anything. It was pretty good it was fast he came before i was done sucking the other guy. Finally the 3rd guy showed up, asked if I had a sloppy hole. He dove in and fucked me and was done in a second. Finally, oral guy used my hole and finished in there. It was a pretty good day. More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... Welcome to my new blog where I will attempt to put into writing my sexual life experiences from early childhood until the present time. Let me first confess that English was definitely not my favorite subject while in school so if you see glaring grammatical errors or mistakes that drive you absolutely nuts, by all means let me know and I will try and correct them as I go through this journey. I mentioned to my "Twitter" followers that my first post would be named "The Shower Pole" and many of you got all excited and sent me direct messages indicating you were eagerly looking forward to my diary. Please keep in mind that the purpose of this blog is not to brag, condone or otherwise promote any specific act, specifically child molestion in any shape or form. It just so happens I will attempt to document my earliest recognition of being sexual. The purpose for the blog is to share a bit of my life experiences and possibly explain how I came to be the person I am today, an HIV+ person living in Athens, Georgia. These posts will not all be sexual in nature so I hope you judge the blog for what it is meant to be--simply an online journal I will try to be as anonymous as possible in my writings but if you feel the need to guess or question who I am, I will not deny. The look of the blog will change as I become more familar with this whole process and the tools available. One thing I definitely want to give you guys are some hot photos that I find appealing and hopefully you will too . I have out of state guests coming to town at the end of this week but promise to try and get the first real post completed as soon as I can do so. Yes, it will be called, "The Shower Pole". On a final note, please feel free to share my blog with your friends. If you'd like to follow me on Twitter I am @athensgapoz. I also have created several lists with the list feature in Twitter. If you follow and want to be a part of any of them, direct message me and let me know which lists you would like to be on. Lists are a great way to make following certain people easier. It also makes it easier to connect with like minded individuals or organize your followers based on location, etc. The options and possibilities are endless. My current lists: Athens-Ga Atlanta-area hivpoz barebackers jockstrap For the record I am an HIV+ GWM living in Athens, Georgia. More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... If you lived long enough, you have probably heard the age old debate on whether "being gay" is a result of nature versus nurture. I guess there are lots of arguments to support either side of the debate based on your own personal feelings and belief. As for me, I can honestly say, that I believe me "being gay" was 100% nature--having been born gay. My earliest remembrance of "being gay" or knowing and feeling I was different happened for me somewhere around the age of five. Of course, I had no clue until I was a little older and began to recollect what certain instances in my life meant to me. My family was on a trip to the Great Smoky Mountains in North Carolina . I cannot pinpoint my exact age or anything but I do know it was before my younger brother was born in 1969 with me being born at the end of 1963. My dad, mom, older sister (born 1961) and my uncle (my dad's brother) were on the trip. I remember much of the trip, especially the scenic vistas of the Great Mountains, a visit to a theme type park named, Santa'sLand, and wading on the rocks in an icy cold mountain stream. I also remember being extremely afraid in Cherokee, NC when we ran into some Cherokee Indians (Native Americans). This was a trip that a young lad of my age would not soon forget. Indians, Santa and being terrified to look off scenic mount sides. I guess the place we camped was part of the National Park. To say the least we were not 100% rustic camping. While we did sleep in tents, have a camp fire and tell ghost stories the campgrounds also had nice facilities. Looking back on these early childhood memories brings me to my earliest recollection of being aroused or realizing there was something about men, cock and nudity that made me different. Again, I only came to this realization much, much later in my teen years. My dad and his brother (my only uncle) headed to the facilities to take a shower. From what I recall the shower area consisted of two open community showers with shower poles in the center with four or five shower heads around the pole. Further out from the poles, which were in the center of this huge area were a series of concrete benches where you could lay your clothes or other belongings while showering. I specifically remember being nervous about getting naked and the thought of just standing in the middle of a room in full view, even though there was no one else around. This of course would be no problem now days and I would actually thrive on such activity (more on this topic when I write about my college years, hehe). My dad undressed me while my uncle was undressing and then undressed himself. There we were two grown men and a young buck completely naked in a shower in the middle of a room in which anyone else could have come in. Let me be clear, there was nothing sexual at all about us showering together. (In my teen years there was some sexual activity with my uncle, which I instigated but I will leave that until later). My dad bathed me, washing my hair and soaping me up with a wash cloth. After I was rinsed and just standing and playing in the water he bathed. I distinctly recall my dad and uncle's hairy bodies with soap in their fur and water running over them. Once everyone was rinsed we dried off and my dad dressed me in my pajamas. At the time this had no meaning to me or my life but would soon realize that I was different. More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... As a young boy growing up in a neighborhood with lots of other children, there were always plenty of opportunities for my buddies and I to live up to the saying, "boys will be boys". Back then we didn't have access to the internet and the wide variety of videos games and consoles that are available today. Most of our spare time was spent outside riding bikes, playing in the neighborhood and being active. I am sure there was meanness back then but we were not so inundated with constant news stories of missing children or kidnappings like today. My first experience with sex was with a buddy of mine. We rode our bikes out into some woods located near our house. We called these woods, "the pulpwood trail" as there was lots of land and lots of trees and areas where the trees had been cut for pulp wood. It was a great place to ride and offered lots of opportunities for adventure. For example, if you rode deep enough into the woods you could reach some railroad tracks that were used for freight trains only. There also was a lake or large pond that we called the "hidden lake" back there. One place back near the tracks had been used by dirt bike riders since there was a series of hills. For us they were great since we could ride back there, look at dirty magazines swiped from our dads stash and smoke Marlboro Reds. I am not sure who had the idea but I do specifically recall sucking my first dick back then. We had ridden our bikes into the woods and near the hills where we stripped our shorts and t-shirts off and decided to ride in the nude. What were we thinking? To think about riding a bicycle now in the nude sounds painful. We stopped in the hills and we sucked each others dicks. Neither of us had hair so this was definitely prepubescent play. Littler did I know then I would grow up to be the cock sucking slut that I am today. More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... This post is a real story and something I have struggled with for some time. I always knew I had a thing for guys from the earliest I can remember. Me and my buddies would ride our bikes in the woods, strip, ride nude, jack off and suck dick. I assumed this was normal behavior for most boys growing up and experimenting. What I am not so sure was normal was the stuff that happened with my younger brother. We shared a room growing up. I am six years older than him and instigated the initial contact. I have been reluctant to ever discuss this openly for fear of being found out. I cannot pinpoint when exactly this began but know it happened all the way until I left home for college and then some since it happened when I would come home for holidays. I was probably around the age of 13 and he was around 7. We slept in separate beds normally just in our underwear and a t-shirt. I would wait until he was asleep and then I would get up and pinch his dick through his underwear. His cock would get fully erect. He would always wake up and we would suck dick. I was just getting pubic hair and he of course had none. This was strictly a night time activity and we never discussed this in the daytime. As I stated, our play continued up until I left home for college. Progressively getting more intense. Generally, he would fuck me and/or I would suck him off. He did let me try and fuck him once but I guess I went to quickly since he almost jumped out of his skin--and that was the end of me fucking him. I have felt so much guilt and shame about this over the years even though we have never discussed it. My brother has struggled with alcohol and drugs most of his adult life and I feel directly responsible. He is now doing well thankfully. More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... Thanks guys for all the support of my blog. I have never been much of a writer but so far am finding this fun. When I first started the blog, my idea was to start with my earliest sexual experiences and then gradually work my way to current time but have since decided that I think I will simply write about tales (and tails, hehe) at random. This lends itself to being an easier task as I will just attempt to put into writing what is on my sexual mind at the time of the post. Some tales will be from the past at an earlier age while others will be more current. I will try to remember to give you an idea of the time frame. I think this might work better since things pop in and our of my head from time to time. Tonight's tale is a more recent one (within the last year). I confess I become really excited by random and anonymous sexual encounters. This is nothing really new since I definitely spent time growing up visiting local parks and t-rooms (for you younger bucks, a t-room is a restroom used for anonymous sex and cruising. I met a guy on-line and we decided to arrange a totally anonymous sex scene. The idea was that I would leave my front door unlocked and then lie down on my bed and pretend to be asleep. He would arrive, undress in the hallway and then come into the room where we would engage in sex. He might rub my face with his cock or play with my hole with a dildo and/or then fuck me. He was a really hot fuck! He was HIV+ as I am and introduced me to poppers. We fucked like this for almost a year until he moved. I was hooked on the scene though and even wanted to take it further. I wanted to have sex without seeing photos or really knowing anything about the guy. The scene would start with the unlocked door though. To start my fantasy, I purchased a "black hood" from my favorite sex shop site, Fort Troff.The hood covers the entire head and eyes but has a hole for sucking cock. I posted a note on Craigslist M4M for Athens, GA.I was very explicit with what I was wanting. A completely anonymous encounter without trading stats, photos or anything. It was not long before I had a several hits. The one that stood out to me though was from a guy who indicated this was a perfect scene for him since he had a girlfriend but had always been curious. I proceeded to give my address to him along with my cell number with instructions for him to text me when he arrived so we could make sure I had the hood on, the lights out and completely ready for him. Within 15 minutes he sent a text and told me he was in my subdivision and for me to get ready. I must confess that I did not disclose my HIV status since he had already asked me if I had rubbers and lube. I realize this probably is wrong but it is what it is and how we proceeded. When the door opened a sudden rush of excitement swept over my entire body. I was already lubed and ready in the doggie style position on my bed. He entered the room and came up behind me. I reached behind and handed him a condom. He rubbed his semi hard cock on my ass cheeks and slowly slapped it getting it rock hard. Next I heard the condom package open and in a second he was slowly sliding in my warm hole. It took a few minutes until he worked it completely inside me and got comfortable. To my surprise he started talking dirty and asking me if I liked his cock. Are you kidding me? Even though it would have felt better bareback, I was completely in ecstasy taking the cock of a completely anonymous stranger. He fucked me a good bit and then slowed down so he would not rush to cum. I did tell him to be sure to leave the cum filled condom on the nightstand when he left since I wanted to either drink his cum out or put it on my cock and jack off with it. He seemed really turned on by the thought of me doing just that and began to really fuck me hard until he was panting really fast and blowing his cum into the rubber. He took the rubber off, pulled his pants up and left really quick almost like he was embarrassed. I sure wasn't, I was in heaven. After I heard him drive off, I took the hood off and placed the rubber on my hard cock and had a good jack off session thinking about what had just happened. Since our first encounter we have met up around 7 times. He will normally text me when he is up for it. More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving Holiday! My plans did not pan out exactly as planned but overall still had fun. My original plans were to visit relatives on Wed and Thur for Thanksgiving and then head to Atlanta to be a hotel cum slut for Friday night and then to attend the annual UGA-GA Tech game on Saturday night. As it turns out I was unable to get away from family until Saturday morning so I had to come up with a new plan for Saturday night. I spent most of the day tailgating Saturday in Atlanta and watching lots of hunky guys for the game. It was a great Victory for the UGA Bulldogs and we surprised everyone and upset the #7 Georgia Tech "Nerds"....I mean "Yellow Jackets" by a final score of 30-24. Order has been restored for another year for state bragging rights! After the game, I rode Marta back to my car and then decided to head down to Flex , the gay bath house in downtown Atlanta.It was already late by the time I arrived but there seemed to be a good crowd. I checked in and got room #4 which really was not the best location but not too bad. Once I undressed, I lubed my hole up with some Wet Platinum, opened the door and then got up on all fours with my butt facing the door. I have discovered that if you do not leave the door open wide it seems to attract more attention. While in position, I could look a little under myself to see if and when someone stopped and peeked in to see who was in the room and what was happening. It didn't take long before the hot black guy came by, opened the door, came in and shut it behind him. It was real dark in the room since I had turned the light completely off and did not have the "porn" tv playing. There was just enough light though from the room next door since the room walls do not go all the way to the ceiling. The guy took his towel off and stood up next to my side where I proceed to suck his cock. It was nice. It was probably around 7.5 inches and was a nice thickness. I was glad it was not overly thick since sometimes the first fuck can be a little difficult until the hole gets warmed up and well lubed deep. I continued to suck him and play with his nipples until he pulled my lubed ass around to slide deep inside my hole. He was a great fuck and seemed to be enjoying my ass since he would fuck me hard for a bit and then slow down with some long slow strokes inside. Before I knew it I was almost on my stomach lying on my pillow with my butt elevated and he was nailing me good until he shot a hot load of cum deep inside my hole. When he left, I decided to sit up a bit and check out the guys as they walked around the hallways to see if I could spot a target for my next load. I sniffed some poppers and stoked my cock as guys slowly walked past peering into the room. A couple of different guys stopped in and stroked a bit or let me suck their cock some. A lot of guys hold out from cumming as they like to edge it out and enjoy a long night of anonymous sex before finally blowing their wads. It was not long before I spotted the next guy I wanted. He was probably about 6'2" tall, nice lean and toned body and was walking the halls in nothing but his jockstrap. Seeing him in in strap really got me excited since I have a huge fetish for jockstraps and other guys who wear them. He circled several times but really never showed any or much interest other than watching me a bit to see what I was doing. I decided that if I was going to catch him, I might have to be bold and quite possibly even kinky. If you have read my tweets or communicated with me via email you probably know that I have lots of interests. On rare occasion, I have drunk from the tap. In order for me to stoop to this kink though I have to be really turned on by the guys looks and in a funky mood. My throat was a little hoarse from yelling so much at the game so I decided the next time he walked past, I would ask him if he had to piss. As I saw him approaching, I asked him but he kept going. I was not sure if he was turned off by my question or did not really understand what I asked. He came back around again, so I asked again. He stopped for a minute and asked, what?. I repeated the question again, Do you have to Piss?. He answered possibly, and asked, Why? I told him I was thinking about drinking from the tap. Without a word he came in the room and shut the door behind him. I told him I liked his jockstrap and he pulled his semi hard cock from the side of his pouch. I went down and simply put the head in my mouth without any kind of sucking action since I knew if he got hard I probably would not get to taste. He said he was not sure if he would be able to but that he would try. After a few seconds I felt the gush of his warm piss filling my throat. I quickly started swallowing. Fortunately, I think he had been out and probably had a few drinks and was well hydrated. I have found it to be easier to swallow if it is not real strong. I was also lucky that it wasn't too much piss for me to handle. His warm body fluid soothed my sore throat. When he was finishing up he started getting harder and harder and I started sucking. I sucked him a but until he was real hard. He had an average cock of around 6.5 inches but was perfect. I sucked him and sucked him and finally got up on all fours so he knew I wanted him inside me. There were condoms on the bedside stand and I did not disclose my status nor ask his. In this situation of anonymous sex if a guy is willing to bareback I assume he knows the risks. He slid his hard cock in my hole and fucked me good. It wasn't long before he began to moan and it was apparent he was getting close to cumming. I turned around and told him to milk his cock in my cum filled hole. With a couple of more thrusts he was cumming and giving me the load I so needed. He pulled out, wiped his cock with his towel and poked it back in his jockstrap. By this time it was already approaching 3 and I still had an hour or so drive home so I jerked off, shot my load, got dressed and left. It was a great day to be a DAWG and get what I needed. More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... Thanks to those who participated in the poll on my blog, "What age were you for your earliest recollection to knowing you were gay?". The results are in and the 37 voters were distributed as follows: 0-5 years 7 votes 19% 6-15 years 24 votes 65% 16-25 years 6 votes 16% What me gay? 0 votes 0% I would be interested to know what ideas you have for the next poll. Feel free to post comments. More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... As an HIV+ man, one of the questions I am asked most frequently is, "Do You Know Who Infected You? In all honesty, I do not know one hundred percent sure when I was infected or who infected me although I do have a strong idea. I will say that I was diagnosed in 1993 but it is possible I was infected a little sooner. Athens, Georgia, like most other towns has a place where guys looking for sex with other guys go to meet. Of course with the Internet now, these places seem to be harder to find today. In Athens, one such location has always been "Ben Burton Park". When I arrived in Athens in the early 1980s it was notorious for quick anonymous sex. Ben Burton was a great place, situated near the Oconee River with trails and lots of wooded areas. The park has since been cleaned up and is more readily patrolled by undercover cops now days. I had connected with a group of local guys who often found ourselves not only looking for sex but also friendship. On warm summer days I liked to wear skimpy jogging shorts and a t-shirt and sometimes strip down back in the woods and walk the trails nude except my shoes. This one particular day I found myself deep in the woods and enjoying the sunshine and breeze on my nude body when I looked up and saw another guy jerking off half way hidden behind some bushes off the main trail. He was a tall guy, probably around 6'2", slender build, smooth chest (his shirt was off) and dark hair. He had his hard cock out the front of his shorts. It was a good 8.5 - 9" in length. It wasn't that thick but it was a beautiful cock. My cock immediately sprung to life at the site of him stroking. I grabbed my cock and walked towards him. Not saying a word, I approached then went to my knees and began to suck his stiff cock. I looked up in his eyes as he continued to feed me. I told him, "I want your cock in my hole". He said, "Bend Over". I wasn't sure if I could easily stand there and take his cock so I told him to follow me that I knew a better place not far away. There was a huge rock near the trail a bit further down. He followed me. When we arrived at the rock, I went back to my knees and sucked him some more. I wasn't expecting to be fucked but knew I sure wanted it. After his cock was good and lubed with my spit, I bent over the rock. He came up behind me and slowly slid the head of his cock in my hole. At first I tightened up and got nervous about the size of his cock so I turned around and wet it real good again before turning back around and fully submitting to him. This time his cock slowly slide further in. He spit down on his cock and began a rhythm that felt so good. I knew I should always be having safe sex but to be honest I have always preferred it bareback. There is just something about the warmth of a fleshy cock inside a hole. My cock was throbbing as cum began to drip out of the head without me even touching it. It wasn't long before he said, "I am going to cum". He thrust harder and began to groan as he released his how sperm in my hungry hole. I was in pure ecstasy. He slowly slid his cock out of my ass, pulled up his pants and walked off. I stood there for a few more minutes catching my breath and thinking about the hot cock and load that was now in my hole. I put my shorts on and walked back to my car in the parking lot. When I got back he was still sitting in his car which was great since I now knew what he drove. The only thoughts in my mind was hoping to see the car and my hot fuck again. The next day, I returned to the park and was talking to one of the buddies I had met in the park and had become friends. We would share information about tricks, cars, and our antics. When I told him about the guy and the car he drove, my friend said, "You do know he is HIV+ don't you?". I told him, "No, I was not aware of that fact". For a moment I got real nervous but then decided "What the Fuck", I knew I had to have his cock in me. My friend also told me that he had a brother who came to the park and was also HIV+. As it turns out, I had been fucked by his brother too in the past and on several occasions. I was completely stunned and frightened at the same time. I generally had not asked people if they were negative but went on whether the person "looked clean". My hormones always seemed to get the best of me. I had practiced safe sex on occasion, generally when the guy chose to act safely. I knew better but just was never able to control myself. Sex with rubbers always felt so clinical. I always wanted to feel the warmth of the cock and the experience of the guy releasing his sperm in me. I lived the next three or four weeks wondering if I had become infected or not, although it did not consume me. I had unconsciously came to the conclusion that if I was going to die from sex it was going to be sex that I enjoyed. About a month and a half after he fucked me I decided to go get tested at the local health department. The two weeks waiting for the results were the longest in my life. I think I experienced every emotion possible. When I went for the results, the test confirmed I was HIV+. My heart suck to the floor in disbelief although I suspected I would be charged--not only because of this encounter but my risky past. More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... This is a story from my college days as a student at The University of Georgia. I attended the University from 1983-1986, having transferred from a smaller two year school. Back in the early to mid eighties, I think cruising for sex was different from now days. Don't say it, I know I am an old geezer now of 45 but back then one met guys in parks, active rest rooms and such. The University had several notorious locations where guys would cruise for a quick blow job or quick jerk off release with a buddy. One of my favorite hangouts was the old "Stegeman Gym". You could always find action when you needed it there. The locker room had community showers, a steam room and two separate dressing rooms primarily used by Faculty and Staff. There was also a separate dressing room used by the University Swim team. Most of the guys who were looking for action hung out in the wet area adjacent to the steam room. It was not unusual to find a group of guys playing with themselves in these areas. One guy who caught my attention from time to time was a good looking blond guy, who stood around 6'3" tall and had a slender and toned body. Whenever he would come in the locker room, he was the guy that everyone tried to make a connection. I had seen him numerous times and he had never really given me the time of day. A friend and I had discovered that he was a UGA Varsity Cheerleader. We had seen him enough coming and going from the gym and such and the car he was driving. It had a Maryland license plate and we often joked about "Mrs. Maryland". It really was just a term of endearment since he really was not fem or anything but rather a masculine, good looking guy with a big cock that stood out probably around 5" or so while soft. I never really tried hard to connect with him since all the other guys were always after him, which was entertaining in and of itself. I felt he mostly liked to put on a show anyway and liked to be watched. One afternoon, I happened to be checking out another bath room on campus in the basement of Caldwell Hall, that had a glory hole between the only two stalls. I was in the stall next to the wall when this guy comes in with a gym bag and sits it on the floor. I tried to get a look at him to see if I could tell if I knew him or had seen him before but every time I would peek through the hole he would sit back and try to ensure I could not see his face. It was not long though before I had convinced him to slide his cock through the hole to allow me to suck it for him. It was a really nice cock and grew to around 7" or so in my mouth. After several interruptions, I whispered through the hole to go over to the next building, Brooks Hall (School of Business) to the bottom floor since there was a safer bath room. It had about seven stalls and also had double doors coming in so we could hear more easily if some one came in on us. I waited for a few minutes to give him time to get out and over into the building so he would not feel awkward. I entered the bath room and got in the stall next to him. There were no glory holes so he squatted on the floor and slid his hips and hard cock underneath for my wet mouth to continue sucking him. After a few minutes, he stood up and I thought I had lost him. Instead he opened the stall door and peered in my stall through the crack. I quickly stood up and opened my door. To by surprise it was "Mrs. Maryland". I was in utter shock since I never dreamed I would be able to get it on with him. He dropped his gym shorts around his ankles and I quickly squatted down and sucked his hard throbbing cock. It was not long before it started to gush down my throat. He thrusts his hips and cock into my mouth until I swallowed every drop of his sweet cum. He pulled up his shorts, said "thanks" and went on his way. I closed my stall door and sat down on the toilet and jerked off thinking about what had just happened. Nothing changed when we saw each other next time at Stegeman gym. He would undress and walk around the showers and steam room with his towel and occasionally flash for guys to see. Over the course of the next year or so, I ended up sucking him three or four more times. I always enjoyed sucking his cock. Stegeman gym is now gone but working on campus at UGA now and being in the area often brings back fond memories of the gym and especially, my UGA Cheerleader. More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... Thanks to those who participated in the poll on my blog, "Which brand of jock strap to you think is best". The results are in and the 22 voters were distributed as follows: Bike 12 votes 55% Champion 0 votes 0% Duke 1 vote 4% Safe-T-Gard 1 vote 4% Under Armour 8 votes 37% Feel free to post comments. More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... As I alluded to in my very first post on this blog, The Shower Pole, I have had some experience with my uncle.Looking back on the situation now, I wish more had occurred but here are the details. I guess this all started somewhere during puberty. I do know I was just getting hair on my cock at the time. My dad's brother has lived with his parent's his whole life. He suffered from Epilepsy and all his life had suffered from seizures. While I know people with Epilepsy can lead very normal lives my grandmother (who is 91 now) had always been overly protected of my uncle and actually never left home, married or anything. He is 23 years older than I am so I guess at the time of these encounters if I was around 13 he was around 33. I would go to visit my dad's parents a lot when I was younger. When I would visit I would always sleep with my uncle. He was an extremely hairy man of around 6' tall and real husky. I remember when we would get ready for bed. He would strip down to his boxer shorts and I would strip down to my white briefs. I was fascinated by all of his hair. As he would undress, I would always try and catch a glimpse of his cock and of his extremely hairy bush. We'd crawl in bed and under the covers. We really never talked or anything other than he would occasionally say, "boy doesn't this bed feel good". Funny, how certain phrases and stuff seem to stick with you. I would agree and then he'd roll over and head off to sleep. I'd lie there though and fantasize about being in bed with him and wonder what was inside his boxers. I'd wait until I thought he was sound asleep and then I would roll over facing his back and gently take my hand and arm and reach over him and try and find the slit in his boxer shorts. If he stirred any at all, I would just roll over and wait a little longer. It was not long before I was feeling around in his boxers and find my hand in his hairy pubes. I would find his cock and try and feel it to see how it measured up and such. I would gently grab it and squeeze ever so slightly to examine it's thickness and length. It really was not long from what I could tell but was extremely fat. I would eventually roll over and go to sleep. Over time, I guess I got braver and braver as I would squeeze it until it began to get erect in my hand. He would roll over on his back and I never would withdraw my hand. Without any words being exchanged, I would find myself jacking my uncle off. Even when fully erect he was not long but the girth on his cock truly amazed me. It was clearly as thick as a coke can. Of course, I knew he was wide awake but since he never stopped me, I continued to play and masturbate his cock. As he would get close to blowing his load, he would reach over into the night stand next to his bed and pull out a rolled up pair of athletic socks. The only words ever spoken would be an occasional, "boy if you don't stop you are going to make that thing spit". Rather than stop, I would stroke harder in anticipation and having his blow his hot load of spunk. After he blew, he would take the pair of socks and clean himself up. Roll over and then go back to sleep. This night time activity would occur every time I visited for the night. It was always the same. Occasionally, he would play with my boy cock some but I would never cum. The next day though, I would make a point to go find the pair of socks, head to the bath room and shoot my cum in the sock with his. I guess this activity continued until I was around 16 or so. I regret now looking back on the situation that I did not do more. If I only knew then what I know now, I would have definitely sucked his cock and climbed on top of him to ride it cowboy style. As with the sex with my brother, this was a night time activity and we never discussed it outside of the bedroom or during the daytime. More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... Thanks to those who participated in the blog poll, "Where is the last place you had sex in public?". The results are in and the 70 votes were distributed as follows: Park 11 15% Hotel/Motel T-Room 6 8% Campus T-Room 3 4% Airport bathroom 0 0% Bookstore 8 11% Gas Station 1 1% Rest Area 9 12% Bar 8 11% Retail Store T-Room 2 2% Sex Club 19 27% I don't have sex in public 3 4% Feel free to comment. More...

Click here to see original post on Diary of an Athens, Georgia HIV+ Guy... Things are slow this week at work (University of Georgia) since students have already finished finals and left for the holidays. Since it was so slow, I decided to let my group leave early this afternoon, for Christmas shopping or whatever else they needed to do. I had other things on my mind though. I have been horny all week but not had much time to play, other than some phone jerking with a few buddies. I posted an advertisement on Craigslist with the subject "Mobile Cock Sucker". Basically, I was cock hungry and needed to be fed. In the ad, I stated, I was only interested in sucking cock and swallowing a cum load. I was not interested in a lot of email exchanges about stats or photo swaps. I actually prefer more anonymous and random hook ups anyway--the way it used to be when you had to cruise local parks or t-rooms for guys looking for quick relief. It was not long before, I got a response to my ad. The guy told me where he was located. Turned out he was quite near campus so it was definitely convenient. I showed up, he opened the door and let me in. I sat on the sofa while he kicked off his flip flops and lounge pants to reveal his semi-erect cock. It was nice and clean and it appeared he had shaved some of his pubic area recently. No words were spoken, other than I asked him "are you going to feed me some cock?" to which he replied, "you bet". He was an attractive guy, probably mid 30s with dark brown hair and an average looking body. He stood in front of me and I quickly started sucking his cock to the back of my throat. I could tell he really liked it deep, so I obliged by slowly sucking the entire cock in until my lips touched the base of his freshly shaven cock. His balls were extremely tight, so I caressed them and took turns sucking down the shaft and slurping first one nut in my mouth, followed by the other. I could tell he was really enjoying the service I was providing for him. He decided to lay down on his back on the sofa. As he was lying down, I asked him, "Can I take a photo of your cock with my phone?". He got really nervous and asked, "Why?". I replied, "you have a nice look cock and I like pornography". I assured him, it would only be his cock and his face would not show. Since he did not object, I snapped this photograph. I squatted on the floor beside him where I could work his cock and stretch and play with his nuts. Every now and then he would place his hand on the back of my head and indicate for me to go real deep. I had found his hot spot. Going deep and caressing his nut sack. It was not long before he began to moan and state, "I am going to cum!". I continued to suck his cock until my mouth filled up with a hot load of sperm. I swallowed all of it. When I took my mouth off of his cock, another few drops oozed out of the tip. I quickly licked up the remaining spunk, stood up and left. I do have his email address now, so hopefully, I can email him again and provide service for him. More...