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Click here to see Black Bareback Bull's original blog post... I had to run up to Portland ME for a couple of days this week, and as always, it took me approximately 15 minutes to setup and confirm a hookup. I don’t know why it is so quick for me when I am in Portland… perhaps it is because there are so few black people in Maine, let alone black gay male tops. Most of the chat sessions there start off with something like “I have never been with a black man before” Or “I love black dick!” If you have been reading this blog you know that my ultimate type is a “Larry The Cable Guy” type. White, slightly husky men with facial hair and a down-to-earth attitude/personality always get my attention. In fact, a guy with a slight belly (as in you cant rally tell they have a belly until they are naked), make me instantly hard. However, this is not to say that this is the only body type I am into. Actually, my type in men is very eclectic, and I definitely go through moods where I get horny for a particular type for reasons that are beyond my comprehension. This week, for some reason, I have been in a big boy mood. On a side note, I have always enjoyed getting head form big boys… I am sure that it is all in my head, but I have always found head from big boys to be exceptionally good… they just seem to try harder. As you know, I love giving head also, and on those occasions when I come across a big boy with a big white dick! … “Boy-Howdy!” Anyway, I was in a big boy mood and this really big guy on manhunt hits me up. Big Boy: “Hi, you are fuck’n hot… I have always wanted to get with a hot black man!” See…I told you… they all start out that way in Maine. We chatted for a bit and he seemed like a nice guy but I already had social plans that night. Undaunted, he proceeded to tell me that he would be leaving his front door unlocked and that he would be in bed naked. He did not have to work the next day so I could come at anytime during the night. Like I said… they just try harder! I arrived at his door at about 0100 hrs. I had no idea if his door really would be unlocked or not. In fact, I honestly expected it to be locked because there are so many fakes, flakes and half-baked on Manhunt. I reached for the door knob and it turned. It was indeed unlocked. My very next thought was, what if this is not the right house? After taking a full minute to contemplate the risk, it occurred to me that a strange black man standing on the front door in a quite white Maine neighborhood was probably riskier, or at least more suspicious, than if I simply walked in as if the occupants of the house were expecting me. I walked into the very small living room and see that the kitchen was off to the right, and a single bedroom was off to the left. The door to the bedroom was open and there indeed was a big naked white boy lying on top of a raised bed facing away from the bedroom door. I walked into the bedroom, and Big Boy calmly rolled over and stared at me as I started to undress. All he said was, Big Boy: "I am glad you came. " This was the first time that I got a good look at his face. He could not have been more than 25yr old with an extremely cute baby-face and huge dimples. Me: "How could I refuse an offer like that?" His only response was a huge “boy-next-door” smile. The room smelled like Dial soap and there was a damp towel on the floor next to the bed so I knew that he must have just come from the shower. He also had poppers and lube setting on the night stand next to his bed. Once naked, I crawled up on top of the bed and him. He instantly began rubbing his hands over my chest, shoulders and arms. He clearly was a muscle worshiper, and as he admired my build, I could feel his dick getting rock hard under me. Then he leaned up, opening his mouth, signaling that he was about to kiss me. That kiss… well… again, big guys just try harder. This kid was a great kisser and that, coupled with the whole situation made me rock hard and ready to fuck. I stuffed a pillow under his big ass and pushed his legs up as close to his chest as they would go. I grabbed the lube, lubed his hole … super tight… and then my cock. While I was doing this, he was inhaling those poppers like his life depended upon it. I the head of my cock as his tight hole and waited about ten seconds for the poppers to take full affect. When his head dropped back on the pillow and his body went sort of limp, I pushed the fat head of my cock in him hard. Big Boy: “AAAAHHH, AHHH, AHH… Wait!... Please! Take it out… wait!” He wiggled his way off my cock, closed his legs and sort of rolled over on his side while tightly gripping the bed sheets in his fists. I sat back on my haunches and waited. I took 30 seconds for the pain to subside at which point he laid back on his ass. He was still breathing heavy with his eyes closed and legs together. I waited about another 10 seconds before I forced his legs apart and re-adjusted his ass on the pillow. Me: “Come on now, this is what you wanted… it will be better… just try to relax and let it happen… you will be ok… I promise” I put cock head at his opening again and gradually applied continual pressure. He tried to wiggle away again, but I had a firm grip on his legs this time and would not let him get away. When he stopped trying to wiggle away, I made a huge thrust and buried me cock in him to the hilt and stopped. Big Boy grunted loudly, but the fight was going out of him as his hole began to adjust to my size. I then handed him the poppers, Me: "Here, take another big hit of this" After the second hit of poppers we were finally ready to fuck. I moved strong and deep on the down strokes, and pulled out slow and easy on the up strokes. Big Boy seemed to really like this fucking method as his grunts turned into very sexy moans. After fucking him this way for about three minutes I could tell that it was getting difficult for him to hold his legs up so I pulled out and moved him so that he was sitting upright on the edge of the bed. I stood on the floor between his legs. I then draped his big legs over each of my arms and slid his ass off the edge of the bed and onto my rock hard cock. His back was supported by the bed and his legs by my arms… in affect, he was in a human sling. The good new/bad news about this position was that Big Boy was totally supported and could relax which made his hole open more to accommodate my fat cock. The bad news was that I was supporting about 200 of his estimated 300 pounds while I was fucking him. After about two minutes of this my shoulders, chest and arms were rippling and covered in a thin layer of sweat. Big Boy’s head was thrown back with his arms above his head… totally enjoying the ride. To my complete surprise, at approximately minute 3 of this position Big Boy announced Big Boy: "I am going to cum!" Me: "Really???" I was surprised because even though his dick was hard, his hands were no where near it. I have never really seen someone auto cum let alone see them auto cum while I was fucking them. Gotta tell ya guys, that is a huge ego booster for a top. Me: “Fuck Yeah… let it go man” With that, a thick rich cream began flowing out of Big Boy’s six inch cock. By the time he was done, there was creamy stream of cum that ran down his cock, balls and even onto my pubic hair. TOTALLY HOT! After 4 and a half minutes of fucking Big Boy in this position, I had to put him down. Once his feet hit the ground and he stood up on his own, he gave me the tightest bear hugs I have ever had. Big Boy: “That was great man!” Me: “Well I am glad that you liked it, but we are not even close to being done” Big Boy: “I don’t know if I can take any more” Me: “Trust me, you can and will take more… turn around and lean over the bed.” I felt that Big Boy wanted to object, but decided to accommodate rather than piss me off. When he was in position, I reached under him and scooped up some of this cum from his dick and balls and used it to lube my cock before I pushed in him to the hilt in one stroke. I know that hurt him, but I felt that it was time for my pleasure. I spread his big ass cheeks wide so that I could get as deep in him as possible. The tone and the mood of the fuck had changed. Instead of the sexy moans, all I heard from Big Boy was a muted grunt with each forceful thrust. Clearly he was just trying to get through it at this point. I fucked him this way for about another 3 minutes, steadily picking up the pace until I felt close to cuming. I then pulled out of him and told him to get up on the bed on his belly. Big Boy hesitated a bit but then did what I told him. At this point, he would not even look at anymore. I mounted him forcefully again… and lay full on top of him… fucking him with my hips. This put my head near his ear and I said Me:” I know you are pissed, but you said you would take my load online… so you are going to take it! I am the first black man to fuck, and the first man to breed your hole!” With that, I pumped a couple more times and let loose a large load… about 8 squirts… deep inside him. As soon as I was done, Big Boy quickly rolled over onto his back. My cock came out of his hole with a “plop” sound. He was rock hard again and was franticly stroking his cock. Within 15 seconds, Big Boy shot his second load. A load that was much bigger and longer lasting than his first. After Big Boy finished cuming, he rolled onto his side with his back to me. I put my arm around him and in return, he pressed his ass back against my crotch so that we were spooning. We both fell asleep for about an hour. When I woke up I got up, picked up my clothes and went into the front room to dress. Just before I left, I looked back towards Big Boy’s room. He was laying on this belly and looking at me. I asked, Me: “Are you ok?” He shook his head “Yes” but did not say a word. With that, I left. More...

Click here to see Black Bareback Bull's original blog post... As you may recall from a few posts back, I have been struggling with coming to terms with who and what I am sexually… no, not struggling with the gay thing… more so with what drives me and turns me on sexually. This self realization and acceptance is an ongoing process for me, and so far, I have found that writing about this self discovery helps me with the acceptance part. However, it does take an unusual amount of effort to write about these sexual experiences that result from my sexual drivers because, frankly, I don’t initially like the person I see on these written pages. Or perhaps better stated: I do not initially like the dark side of my behavior that is revealed in this blog. Nonetheless, it is what it is. I promised myself, and anyone who takes the time to read this stuff, that I would keep it real and write truth not fiction with the one exception of changing enough of the story to keep the identity of myself, and others, safe. Having said all of that, I am ready to make another confession. This actually happened two year ago, but to this day, I feel responsible for turning a happily married yet closeted man with two kids into a divorced cum whore. First, you need to have a little bit of background. This guy whom I will call “C” had chatted with me several times on-line but we never even came close to meeting. In fact, I had determined that he was a “game-player” (which I hate) and really never planned on fucking him. Nonetheless, through the chats I knew that he was married, had two kids and was a highly paid trouble-shooter for a very well known computer database firm. I believe that he simply liked the fantasy of being dominated by a big black man. Because I always ask about first experiences, I also knew that his first sexual experience with a man was with a black guy who forcefully fucked him in a vacant class room in college (whether this is true or not, I don’t know, but it is what he told in great detail). Two years ago, a very good friend of mine was visiting from Boston. He is a White redhead man with a “Larry the Cable Guy” build … so you probably now know why we are very good friends. He also has a solid 8” cock that is every bit as thick as mine. Unfortunately for me … he is also a “Top”. We were chilling at my place on a Saturday afternoon when we decided to see who was online. I no sooner signed on than there was an instant message from C. I was just going to blow him off, but my buddy wanted me to try to get him to come over so that we could both fuck and breed him. I told my buddy that it would not happen cause C is a total flake who talks a good game, but is too afraid to carry through with anything. While chatting with C he mentioned that he was going to run to the hardware store to get a few things for a home repair project. I suggested that he come to the store that is only a couple blocks from my house so that he could stop by and we could at least meet in person. He was not really going for it until I told him that I had some very strong poppers from Germany and that I would sell him a bottle (I also knew that he liked to use poppers while jacking off to porn after the wife went to bed). Who knew that poppers would be the perfect bait… I sure didn’t, and was very surprised when he agreed to quickly swing by. About 30 minutes later, I saw C pull into my driveway. I told my buddy to get naked and hide in the bedroom. I also stripped down to my underwear. I grabbed the strong poppers (Yes, I really did have some good shit) and poured some onto a hand towel (for some reason, I find that pouring poppers onto a clothe and holding the cloth to the nose, makes the poppers much stronger and more effective). True to form, C timidly knocked on the door instead of ringing the doorbell. I opened the door and stood back behind it so that he could not really see that I was in my underwear. Me: “Hey C, come on in” C slowly stepped through the door. I closed it behind him and immediately put the cloth to in his face and held it there. C took a couple of deep breaths and three seconds later sort of fell back against the door. I guided him to his knees, all the while keeping the popper cloth against his nose. After about 30 seconds, I took the popper cloth and made it into a blindfold, making sure that enough of it draped over his nose. I then quickly stuck my now rock hard cock in his mouth. He literally melted. He supported himself with his hands on my hard thighs, and I held his head steady while I fucked his mouth. I fucked his mouth for only about a minute because by this time he was giving no resistance at all. In fact, in his popper high, he had given-in to the fact that I was in control and that he would once again be fucked by a black man. I pulled my cock out of C’s mouth and made him crawl to the middle of the room. Once there I told him to get naked. Because of the poppers, it took him a little longer than usual and I in fact had to help him get is shoes, pants and underwear off. Once naked, I put his 6’1” body on his back. I put more poppers on the cloth and made him inhale deeply a couple of times until he sort of went limp again. By this time, by buddy was standing in the doorway of the bedroom stroking is very fat cock. I told him to grab the lube and join me as I began to slowly fuck C’s throat which went better than I expected, probably because poppers made him relax his throat. As soon as my buddy arrived with the lube, I told him, Me: “lube up dude” I was not sure if C actually knew that there were two of us. I definitely wanted him to know what was about to happen so I pulled out of his mouth, got down next to his ear, and while holding his arms above his head, I said, Me: “Do you remember all those times you got me hot for your ass on Manhunt only to drop off line when it came time to hookup?” C: “Yes Sir” Me: “Well guess what… you are so fucked now!” Me and my buddy are going to fuck you silly and send you back home with cum dripping out of your ass” C: “No… Sir… Please Sir… just let me blow you… I will blow you both Sir” Me: “Now come on C… we both know that you want this… and we both know that this is the only way it will happen” There was a long pause and C began to struggle against being held down so I put another few drops of poppers on the cloth at his nose. As he breathed in the poppers, he stopped struggling. Meanwhile, my buddy is between C’s legs, stroking his ominous cock, waiting for the “go-ahead” to penetrate C’s hole. Me: “Tell me you want it… You want it don’t you C?” A very resigned C said, C: “Yes… I want it Sir” With that, I nodded to my buddy who went balls deep on the first stoke… that hurt even me and it took poor C’s breath away. Ya know how when a child suddenly falls or bumps it head and you know they are going to scream. They make the motion of screaming with their mouth but no sound comes out at first until they get their breath back. Well, that is exactly how C reacted to my buddy literally skewering him with his exceptionally fat cock. Thank goodness for the poppers making C totally relaxed cause if not, I am sure that that first stroke would have ripped him open. My buddy fucked C hard with C’s legs draped over his shoulders. Thankfully for C it only took my buddy about two minutes before he was grunting and shooting a massive load deep into C’s bowls. The whole time buddy was fucking C, I was in C’s ear, Me: “There is a big white dick pounding your ass… He loves your ass… He is cuming inside you now, clamp down, can you feel him shooting his cum in you… Good boy, Good boy, take that load for Daddy… that’s it, give your ass to my friend… make him feel good for me” When my buddy pulled out, I got into position to fuck C. There was a huge white glob of thick white cum slowly oozing out of C’s ass. If you have been reading this blog, you already know that I love Sloppy Seconds. I especially love Sloppy Seconds after buddy cause his cum is always very thick, creamy and in high volume. I took my time sinking the bulbous head of my fat cock into C, savoring the feel of buddy’s warm load covering my cock. Once the head was in I stopped and took a long pull on the poppers. Poppers work kind of differently on me. I can’t use them too much cause they will make it hard for me to stay hard and cum. However, if I take just one or two hits off the popper bottle just before I am ready to cum, I not only can cum, I cum a ton. They literally prolong my orgasm and I shoot two and a half times more than when I don’t use them. The purpose of this fuck was not to make it last long at all. No, the mission here was to get as much cum into C’s hole as possible. Once the poppers took effect and I had that light headed/drifting feeling, I started pounding my cock hard into C. Buddy had already loosened and cum lubed C’s hole for me so that while it was still a very snug fit, there was little to no resistance. As I pumped my cock hard into C, all he could manage was this sort of low/guttural moan each time I hit bottom. I think I maybe got 15 to 20 good strokes in before I reached orgasm. True to my previous experiences with poppers, I seemed to cum forever. When I slowly pulled out of C there was a steady trail of cum running from his hole down the crack of his ass and pooling on the carpet. At this point, C was just laying there on the floor, still breathing heavy. His legs were splayed open and his arms continued to be stretched above his head. I motioned for my buddy two go back into the bedroom before I took C’s blindfold off. I let C lay there a bit longer while I quickly gathered up all of his clothes. Then I took off his blindfold and helped him sit-up. He was definitely in a daze and I practically redressed him myself. Once he was all put back together I helped him up off the floor. I was still naked and I noticed that for the last few minutes, C had been staring at my flaccid although still very plump cock. I then squeezed the head of my cock, forcing one last drop of cum from the tip onto my end of my index finger. I held the finger up to him. On his own, with out saying a word or looking at me, he put my finger in his mouth. Me: “Ok, you better get going before you wife starts wondering where you are” C just nodded agreement and headed for the door. Two hours later I received and instant message from C saying, C: “I had to change my underwear and pants when I got home because your cum soaked through, and it is still coming out… I cant believe how much cum you guys put in me… Please tell me that you guys are safe” Me: “We are Safe… I promise” C: “I cant stop beating off… every time I feel cum oozing out of my ass, I have to beat off again” The Rest of The Story: Unfortunately, over the following year, C continued to deny who and what he is which only made his craving for cock and cum stronger. Consequently, he contacted more and more guys on line, but like he did with me, he would flake out and stand them up at the last minute. Eventually, his wife noticed his increased time on the computer became suspicious and eventually found several emails and pictures and gay porn. She divorced him in record time. Once separated from his wife, C’s need to hunt for cum grew even stronger, wasting hundreds of ours online. I say “wasting” because he would rarely go through with it until the urges got so strong that he would take huge risks to get some cum. He even hooked up and sucked off a guy in the basement of church. I was able to get with him only 4 more times over the last two years although we had attempted many times. The times we did get together, he would resist and try to get me to stop at the last minute for fear of the initial pain and fear of becoming addicted to cum. On the last “fear”, it is already too late. He even lost his job. Although he would not admit it, I suspect his addiction to cum had something to do with losing his job. I know that I am not completely responsible for what happened between C and his wife, nonetheless, I still feel very guilty. As a result, I can’t seem to have sex with anyone who I know is married. More...

Click here to see Black Bareback Bull's original blog post... A couple of posts back I wrote about fucking Big Boy during one of my recent trips to Maine. Well…. I was back in Maine for the 4th of July weekend. My schedule was pretty booked and I knew that I would not have a lot of time to play this trip. Nonetheless, I found myself with an hour to kill Friday afternoon. I did not have time to actually hookup with anyone but I got online anyway just to window shop. As soon as I logged on to MH, I receive a few interesting messages, but again, with no time to really do anything, I respectfully declined. Then I noticed Big Boy was online. For the record, I have had no contact with him since I sort of forced him to take my load. He has seen me online several times, and I am sure that he noticed me online this day, but he again chose not to initiate contact with me. I assumed that he is pissed about what happened the last time. But then, as one reader to this blog commented, deep down he did seem to want/like it even though his head was saying “No”. (That “Madonna/whore” complex is a bitch!) Then I remembered that he left his door unlocked for me the last time. I figured that he may be pissed, but it was at least worth a shot cause then I could fuck him late at night instead of sleeping (the only free time I had this trip). I sent him this simple message Me: “I am in town. Leave your door unlocked for me” I waited for a response, positive or negative, but none came. After 5 minutes, I checked to see if he read the message. He did, and he evidently signed off MH immediately. Not a good sign for getting my balls drained. By the time I was finally free to hit the rack, it was just past 1200 hrs and I was beat. I think I was out before my head hit the pillow. I awoke at 0500 hrs with morning wood that actually hurt. My first obligation on what was now 4th of July was not until 0900 hrs. I did not think Big Boy’s door would be open, but then, what if it was? I arrived at Big Boys front door at 0545 hrs. Much to my surprise, when I gripped the door knob, it turned freely and the door opened. I quietly entered the apartment, and proceeded to Big Boy’s bedroom just off the living room. He was lying in bed covered with only a thin sheet, and snoring fairly loudly. As quietly as I could, I stripped naked, entered the bed room and crawled in bed next to Big Boy. Movement on the bed cause him to awaken. He turned and looked at me with a startled look on his face. A look that said “Oh no! I forgot to lock the door!” He stared at me with that look for what seemed much longer than the actual 10 seconds. Then, without saying a word, he simply put his face into the pillow, got on his knees and assumed the doggy position. Me: “Good Boy” I got on my knees in front of him. He understood, and instantly took my cock in his mouth. Once again, Big Boy delivered outstanding head! I actually though about just letting him suck me off and swallow my load instead of injecting it in his ass, but I soon abandoned that idea because this would be my only chance to fuck and breed ass on this trip. He got me very hard with his mouth and then I moved into position behind him. As it was daylight now, I could clearly see his hole when I spread his cheeks. It looked uncommonly wet! How could I have missed it? I looked around the room. There were candles, wine glasses and unopened condoms on the night stand. I instantly started to scan the bed and the floor for the last piece of confirming evidence. Then I found it. Stuck to the side of the plastic trash bag lining the small waste can next to the bed was a used condom. Now it all made perfect sense … Big Boy had a date last night and he got fucked! Either he or the trick neglected to relock the door after the trick left! Me: “Did someone fuck you last night?” Big Boy held still, not saying a word. His face is buried back in the pillow. I raise my hand and smack his bare ass hard, leaving a red print of my right hand on his right cheek. Big Boy jumped and banged his head on the headboard of his bed. Me: “Did someone fuck this ass last night?” Big Boy: “Yes… Please don’t fuckin hit me again Sir!” Big Boy said through gritted teeth. Me: “Answer my fuckin questions and do what I tell you and you won’t get hit!” There is a momentary stand-off before Big Boy gets back into position and very calmly says, Big Boy: “Yes Sir” Me: “Did He Breed you” Big Boy: “No Sir … he always wears a condom” Me: “Did he cum while fucking you with the condom?” Big Boy: “Yes Sir” Me: “Is that the condom there in the trash?” Big Boy: “Yes” With that answer, I got off the bed and retrieved the used condom. Whoever had worn it left a pretty hefty load in it. Then looking Big Boy in the eye, I asked, Me: “You know what I am going to do with this cum… don’t you?” Big Boy paused, thinking… and then he figured it out. As he buried his face back into the pillow he said, Big Boy: “Yes Sir” Me: “Is this guy a fuck buddy of yours?” Big Boy: “Yes” Me: “Tell me about him” Big Boy: “White guy… 35… married… 6 foot… average build, average cock… his wife and kids are away for the weekend” Me: “How long has he been fucking you?” Big Boy: “Just a couple of months…Sir” Me: “How many times has he fucked you?” Big Boy: “Three times… it is hard cause he is married” I got back into position behind Big Boy. With the thumb and fore finger of my left hand, I held open Big Boys hole. With the right hand, I emptied cum form the condom into his hole. When cum spilled into Big Boys hole he literally shuddered and buried his face deeper in the pillow. I put the last bit of cum from the condom on the fat head and shaft of my cock. At that moment, it occurred to me that this cum seems pretty fresh. Me: “How long has it been since he dropped this load” Big Boy audibly sighed before saying, Big Boy: “About twenty minutes ago Sir” The thought that I was about to give Big Boy a second, unexpected fuck had had my cock hard for sometime… but the fact that I was going to use this other guys cum as lube and that the guy was just here… made me harder than steel! It was as if Big Boy also came to the realization that the information he just gave me was going to make this fuck particularly hard cause at that moment he braced himself by spreading his knees wider and putting the palms of his hands against the headboard for added support. I did not insert my cock into Big Boy… I literally impaled him with it. In response Big Boy gave a very guttural grunt, and as I held my cock balls deep in him, his legs began to convulse. I quickly settled into a strong rhythmic pace and the only sounds were that of my hips slapping against Big Boys ass cheeks, and Big Boys whimpering with every down stroke. I fucked him strong this way for a solid 5 minutes at which point, the cum I had used for lube, along with the lube that was left on his hole from before, had formed this creamy lather. Talk about “Boy Butter!” I found this whole scene to be incredibly hot. Coupled with the fact that I had not fucked in awhile, I simply could not last as long as I usually do. I was ready to shoot after 5 minutes and seeing the “Homemade Boy Butter” nearly sent me over the edge. I was able to pull out completely before it was too late. When I pulled out so abruptly, Big Boy’s body started to convulse… which if you remember my post about my good friend you know I find that extremely hot and rare. After Big Boy settled down, I turned him over on his back, applied some lube that was on the night stand, and slowly re-entered him. Unlike the last time when I bred Big Boy, this time he was looking me straight in the eye. Me: “I am glad you are looking at me this time” Big Boy: “Why Sir?” Me: “Don’t know really… seems more intimate… like you accept it… that it is ok” Big Boy: “Would you stop if I asked you Sir?” Me: “We both know the answer is ‘No’” Big Boy: “Then do your business Sir” With that, Big Boy began to gently tweak my nipples (Which I love) and clamp his hole down on my cock. I took about eight more strokes and asked Me: “Are you ready for it?” Again through gritted teeth, and in time with my thrusts, Big Boy said, Big Boy: “Ohhh… ohh… yes… Sir… please… Sir!” At that point, I released a torrent of cum shots deep in his bowls as he continued to massage my cock with his hole. On the last few squirts, Big Boy wrapped his legs around my hips to keep me in place until every last drop of semen was in him. When I was finally done cuming… I picked up the used condom from the bed, wadded it into a ball, and then stuffed it in Big Boys now very open hole. Me: "I want you to go back to sleep and leave all that cum in you for as long as you can today… do you understand?” In a shortness of breath way, Big Boy said Big Boy: “Yes Sir… I will do the best I can” As I was dressing, we continued to talk. In short, Big Boy had actually blocked my profile on MH several times, only to unblock it a day or two later. When I asked him why, all he could offer as explanation was that I scare the shit out of him but in that fear is a lot of his sexual desire. The funny thing is that Big Boy did not think he could explain himself very well, but I think he expressed it perfectly… I think a certain amount of fear is sexually exciting for most of us. More...

Click here to see Black Bareback Bull's original blog post... I had another good hookup last night. As you recall from my last post, I had been in Maine for the 4th of July weekend. While there, I received an instant message from a guy whom I will call Philly since that is where he is from. I hooked up with Philly once last year when he was in Washington DC for business. It was a rare occasion that I was home in Washington instead of on the road that week. He originally contacted me on Bear 411 (yes… I have a profile there also). On our first encounter, I met him in his hotel room. I was not sure of how well it would go at first cause something about him just seemed different/off. He is an average looking guy with an average build. He has dark hair that looks like it was styled at The Hair Cuttery, and classic black framed geek glasses. The odd thing about him was that his lips sort of protruded out as if he were going to give you a kiss, but they are that way all the time. Don’t get me wrong… he was not so odd that you step back and say “eeww”. Not at all, in fact I had to really think about it before I figured out just what was out of place. All in all… he is just a very average guy. He has a partner in Philly and in that relationship he is the total top but he is really versatile by nature which explains Philly’s desire to get fucked while he is away on business. Anyway, the first time went fine. I started out not being sure, but as we got into it I found that he was a killer kisser, had a very nice 8+ inch cock and his hole…his hole… his hole was so very fine! So we fucked and fucked… then fucked a little more. When I left his hotel room, he was totally exhausted and I think a little taken-a-back from the intensity of the session. Also, we had talked about fucking bare, but not about breeding. When the time came, I just went for it and deposited a nice healthy load in him. We had tried to get together one other time when he was in DC but schedules just did not work. While in Maine for the 4th, I received an instant message from Philly asking if I would be in town later the next week. As it turned out I was not going to be, but I changed my schedule so that I could accommodate his visit. So, according to plan, he called me yesterday afternoon and we established a time to hookup. He was staying in the same hotel as before so that made it easy. When I arrived at his room, he answered the door three quarters of the way in the bag… drunk. Evidently, Braccadi Rum was part of his preparation for getting fucked by me. Like I have been explaining through this blog… I am a little different… the fact that he was drunk, did not turn me off… it turned me on! I should clarify… I was turned on not because he was drunk, but rather because he intentionally got drunk because he was worried about the way I fuck him… there is a huge difference and Yes, I know that it is kinda fucked up…but it is what it is. Even with being tipsy, he was still very nervous, asking over and over if he could get me anything. Finally, I held his face in my hands, got him to look me in the eye and in a very calming voice said, Me: “Relax… it is going to be ok” With that, he sort of fell into my arms, gave me a sloppy kiss (love those), and held onto me tightly for about 30 seconds. Me: “Lets get these cloths off” We quickly stripped naked and made our way to the bed. Once there we lay down and made out for a bit before he made his way down to my cock. Philly is a very good cock sucker… not as good as Big Boy… but very respectable. He also remembered that my nips are the key to making me rock hard. He even remembered how I like them worked. While Philly was making me rock hard, I started to finger his hole. As a result, I instantly remembered what caused me to fuck him so long the last time… that sweet hole. Philly is a hairy guy on his chest, legs and a little on his back. But his ass is hairless and ultra smooth. Additionally, there are like extra folds of skin just inside of his hole. Picture a belly button that is an “inny” but just slightly so. Ya know how there is like a little fold of skin just inside the belly button? Well that is exactly what his hole is like. I am sure that some of you that have played for the other team on occasion are thinking…”You mean like a cunt?” Yes, much like a cunt but in my opinion, much better mostly because of the difference in texture and tightness. I did not get a chance to eat his hole the last time, but I was not about the let the opportunity pass this time. I put him on his knees on the edge of the bed. Then I spread his cheeks far apart and got a real good look at what had to be one of the cleanest asses I have every seen. I drove my tong into his hole and went to town on it. There is nothing like eating a good clean ass, especially when the guy does not get it often and goes crazy over it like Philly did. I am sure the booz added to his exuberance but he loved it so much that I thought he was going to cry! After eating him for a good 5 minutes his hole was sloppy wet, and my dick rock hard. I stood, positioned my cock head at his hole. Feeling my cock there, Philly quickly reached for the poppers. I waited for him to take a long pull on the poppers before I popped the head of my fat cock into his hole. The last time we fucked, it was a real struggle to get into him… not so much this time. Perhaps, the Braccardi was serving its purpose. We soon found and good rhythm. I was totally loving the feel of his hole all around my cock. Inside of him felt like velvet or some shit like that. I proceeded to fuck him on his back, bent over a chair, and on his side. He kept hitting that damn popper bottle about every couple of minutes so he was totally high. When I put him back on his knees on the edge of the bed he was getting very sore and was begging me, Philly: “Please fill me up now …(my real name)” With his request, he started clamping his hole as tight as he could. He told me later that he clamped down at the end cause the memory of feeling my cock pulsing inside of him as I shot my cum into him is what he has been jacking off to for months. I believe him because as soon as I was done shooting, he flipped over and stroked his now hard 8+ inch cock (it had been soft during the whole fuck). He shot a massive load within 10 strokes of his cock. After the first squirt, I quickly covered his cock with my mouth and received a mouth full of cum which I first tasted then swallowed. Damn, he tasted good. If you have been reading my blog, you know that I love sucking big guys with big cocks I stayed with him for about an hour after the fuck… just holding and talking to him until he drifted off to sleep. When I got up to leave, I got him to roll over to his side from his back… never let a drunk person sleep on their back… just in case they vomit. When I rolled him over, I saw that there was a huge wet spot under his ass from my cum leaking out of him. I got dressed, kissed him once more on the head and then left. As I left the hotel, I thought to myself… “who knew that this very average looking, mostly top guy would be such a hot fuck?” I guess I am just wired differently… I will take the average guy over the pretty boy EVERYTIME! More...

Click here to see Black Bareback Bull's original blog post... Yes… I have been gone for quite some time. Nothing is wrong. In fact, I left this blog because I started dating someone. I had not told her about this blog… did not really want to tell her about it (yes…”her”) so the compromise with myself was to stop writing the blog. Now before some of you start attacking me, let me answer the top 10 most obvious questions upfront about this relationship. 1. Yes… she knows that I fuck men. 2. No, I did not stop fucking men, and she knew that I was still fucking men 3. Agreed to not fuck a man if she was available and willing 4. Agreed to not fuck a man and her in the same day (her demand) 5. To my knowledge, she did not fuck around with another man 6. Yes, I fucked her bare also but by mutual agreement, always came on, not in her 7. Yes I still get tested every six months and Yes, I am still negative 8. Yes, she has played with other women before but prefers a man for relationship 9. By mutual agreement, we are taking a break on the dating… doubt that we will start again but we remain really good friends 10. Drum Roll Please…. Yes, she did watch me fuck a man once. I hope that that answers most of the burning questions out there as to why I left the blog and what it was like for a gay man being in a straight relationship with a woman who knows he is gay and fucking other men… if this does not answer your questions, feel free to post a question in the comments… but unlike any other subject, I may or may not answer… just depends on the question. I will say that we stopped dating after she saw me fuck a man. I had this … boy …(25yo) whom I had fucked once before about a year ago and had been begging for it again. I told him that I was going to blindfold him at the door because I was going to have someone else … a very important person… in the room watching me fuck him and the person needed to be anonymous. I also told him that I did not want him distracted by the visitor… It was important for him to be natural because the visitor wanted to see what it was really like…nothing staged or scripted… a real hookup. When he arrived I met him at the front door, put the blindfold on him securely and lead him into my bedroom where my then girlfriend was seated in a comfortable chair I had placed next to the bed. As soon as he was in the room, told him to strip naked. When he removed the last of his clothing, I grabbed the back of his head, brought him to his knees and pushed his face into the crotch of my jeans. As he was mouthing the outline of my fat cock through my jeans, I removed my t-shirt, shoes, and unbuckled my belt. I then shucked my jeans and underwear down in one motion, and my now fully engorged cock sprang free and smacked him square in the face. He instinctively opened his mouth and took as much of me down his guilt as he could. From there I face fucked him hard and slapped him hard across the face once when he carelessly scraped me with his teeth once. The slap was loud and hard enough to knock him off balance a bit. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw my gf jump and gasp a bit at the sudden show of force. As a good submissive he came right back with Sub: “I am sorry Sir…it wont happen again Sir” Me: “See that it doesn’t boy” I let him suck me for a couple minutes more and then grabbed him under his arm pits and lifted him up to a standing position. I moved him back a couple of steps before shoving him hard backward onto the bed. As he rocked back, I caught his legs it the air and pushed them back against his chest. I then went down and began to tong his perfectly shaved, pink puckered ass hole. I don’t recall if I have ever mentioned my tong before. It is longer than normal and like my cock it too is very thick and strong. I love a fresh clean, pink ass hole, so I began drilling his hole with my tong. He instantly began to moan and started to stroke his own average sized cock while saying: Sub: “Ooohhh Yes Sir.. Aaahh Yes SSSiiirrr” I had been eating his ass for only about five minutes before his breathing quickened, body began to shake and his hole started it’s final contraction and pushed out four very thick spurts of cum which shot straight up in the air and landed all over his stomach and pubic hair. I made it a point to not look over at my gf as I wanted to stay focused and make this as real as it always is with me and the men I fuck. Nonetheless, I could not help be get a sense of her presents and reactions from my peripheral vision. I could tell she was fidgeting…but out of what?...disgust ?... excitement? After Sub-boy finished shooting, I positioned myself between his spread legs. I scooped up a couple of big globs of his thick cum and smear them all over my pumped cock which looked and felt fatter than normal as it had been three weeks since it had last been buried balls deep in a hot ass. I scraped up the rest of his cum and quickly rubbed it around his hole still wet from my tong. With out a second thought, put the head of my cock at his puckered entrance and drove deep into him in one motion. Sub-boy Screamed…this time I could not help but hear the audible intake of breath that my gf made when I skewed Sub-boy. Sub-boy was in agony; Sub: “Please Sir…take it out…take it out…please…plea…ppppls” I don’t take it out… I hold it in there and as his hole adjust the pain begins to subside. While I a waiting for Sub-boy to adjust… I am thinking back to when we fucked a year ago. I remember that then I had fucked him before he came, and that he did not cum until I was done. It occurred to me that Sub-boy may be one of those guys who cant take anymore cock after they cum. This is occurring to me because while Sub-boy is no longer screaming… he is still struggling greatly with my cock, and his hole is clamped down on my cock like a vise. Me: “Its going to be ok boy… just relax” Sub: “It hurts Sir” Me: “Breath boy and take a big hit of poppers for me” He does this and after about twenty seconds he lets out a deep breath and his hole loosens .Fortunately for Sub-boy it does not take me long to get off since it had been three weeks since I had good ass. Me: “Yeah… that’s it … there is that sweet boy hole… I am fucking you with your own cum boy… now I am going to put mine with it boy… do you want it?” What sounds like nearly in tears… Sub-boy says, Sub: “Aah….Aah…Aah Yes Sir…Please breed me Sir… I need your cum Sir” Me: “Here it is Boy!” With that I unload what feels like the best load I have dropped in months. It seemed to go on for ever and I even had a couple of full body spasms at the end. Like I said earlier, my gf and I broke-up a few days later. While watching me fuck another man was an eye opener for her, and she was a bit taken aback by how much more aggressive sex between men is than a man and a woman, this was not the primary reason for the breakup. It had more to do with how I obviously enjoyed sex more with men, than with her or any woman. More...

Click here to see Black Bareback Bull's original blog post... Boy! I am so out of writing shape. This is actually the second attempt at this post because the first was much too wordy and too long. I figure that most of you reading this are like me when I read blogs …” yeah yeah whatever get to the sex part”. Anyway, to make a much longer story short… a few months ago (during the period where I had stopped blogging) a good friend and former fuck buddy of mine in Dallas passed away. I got a voice mail message from his partner, who never liked me at all, telling me that Jim suffered a sudden heart attack and died. He also gave me the date and time of the funeral and asked me to come. To be honest, I was not going to go, but a few hours after I listened to the voice message, I received another call from Jim’s phone… obviously it was his partner Bob calling. I did not answer right away as I thought it strange that he would call me again since he never really got over the fact that I fucked Jim… the man whom he loved and who was strictly a top… except for me. Yes… in case you are wondering… I fucked Jim several times on my trips to Dallas without Bob’s knowledge or consent. And, yes, it was Bob’s finding out that put an end to our fucking… but not to our friendship. Bob eventually forgave Jim, but never me. I finally did answer the phone and spoke directly to Bob “Hello… Bob” “Hello” “I am so sorry about Jim… is there anything that I can do?” “Yes, I want you to come to the funeral … and I want you to stay for a couple of days” The funeral was scheduled for the next Friday and if I had planned on going, I would have planned to stay until Sunday anyway. After a brief pause, I said, “Sure, I will be at the funeral Bob, and will stay at the Marriot” “No… I don’t think you understand. I want you to stay here at our… my place, with me” This… given the situation and relationships… was a very strange request. I have to admit that the request gave me pause… and for a moment the vision of a psycho Bob taking a hatchet to me in my sleep crossed my mind. “Ok, Bob… whatever you need… again, I am so sorry for your loss” “Thank you… and I am sorry for your loss as well… I know that you two remained very good friends even after… ya know” “Yeah… I know” The funeral went as planned. It was a very sad day, but after the business of saying goodbye to our dear partner, Son, Sibling and friend… Jim, the mood lightened and the reception following the funeral was full of food, drink and laughter over fond memories. From the time I arrived, Bob was very nice and even somewhat affectionate towards me, which caught me by total surprise. I figured that he was going out of his way to be polite out of his love for and in honor of Jim… ya know, making the effort to be like he imagined Jim would be toward me if he were there. Gay men kiss social kiss, and causally touch each other all the time. I *found that to be normal. What I found as unusual was the fact that throughout the day, Bob was never more that ten feet away from me. I never realized that proximity was so intimate. Again, keeping it real here… I must admit that more than once during that sad day, I looked at Bob’s tight 5’9” body and solid muscle ass with lust. Each time I caught myself thinking that way, I quickly focused on something else and scolded myself for having such thoughts. That night, after the last guest had left the house, Bob and I were both exhausted. Before calling it a day, Bob pulled two shot glasses and a half full bottle of Jack from the liquor cabinet. We had a single and final toast to Jim. I told Bob I was going to turn-in and asked him which room I should sleep in. With a look that is hard to describe… serious and somewhat challenging… Bob said, “You are sleeping in our… I mean my room… with me” Again, I was caught totally by surprise… thinking back now, maybe I should have not been quite so surprised as the signs were there all day long but I totally missed them. I did not say anything at first… we just stood there staring at each other… and in that ultra silent thirty seconds of us staring at each other… a ton was communicated. In that space of time it was not only communicated that we would fuck, but that I was to bring my “A” game, and he would bring his. I feel my description of this moment sucks… just know that this thirty seconds was extremely powerful, direct and matter of fact. It was not sappy, or emotional… it was like we both understood that this had to happen. We both were to know why Jim loved sex with us both, or… who did he love sex with most? Oh man… how do I write about the sex? That is what it was… it was hard sex… extremely hot sex… very aggressive sex. When we got on the bed, there was not a word spoken. I did notice that lube and poppers were already setting out on the night stand which told me that Bob had this planned in advance…which concerned me for like a nano second. Bob got on his knees at the edge of the bed with his butt in the air. Jim must have told him how I love to eat clean white ass before I abuse it with my fat black cock. Bob’s ass was perfect. It was clean but not “just washed clean”. There was just enough of manly butt smell that drives me wild. I worked his ass with my tong for a good ten minutes. Bob made no sound other than a constant heavy breathing, which told me that he was enjoying it more than he was willing to let on. He has what I would say is the perfect muscle ass with huge cheek dimples and only a slight layer of fat where the cheeks round into the crack. His hole was small and tightly puckered. At first, he fought the entry of my tong but if there is anything more persistent than my cock it is my strong tong. I soon had a full third of my tong up his ass, and I loved the way he would try to squeeze it out with his ass ring. The more he squeezed my tong with his ass ring, the harder my cock became. I don’t know if it was Bob’s hot ass, or if it was more due to the freaky situation itself, but I was extremely turned on and hard as nails. I was so hard that I was leaking pre-cum, which is a rare thing for me. After eating his hole I was more than ready to fuck the shit out of him. Other than the heavy breathing, he was totally quiet and motionless…As you know from reading this blog, I like more responsiveness than that. Consequently, I decided that I was not going to use lube… just the spit from my eating his ass. Lifting my face from his ass, I positioned the head of my fat cock at the center of his puckered hole. As soon as he felt the head of my cock he started to reach for the lube and to say something, which he was not able to finish as I hard thrust my cock forward while pulling back on his hips. The hard entry literally took the wind out of him. He tried to pull away from me but my grip of his hips was too strong. I held my cock buried balls deep in him. He began to struggle with his arms and legs flaying all over the place so I pushed him flat on his stomach where I could better restrict his movement and began to work my cock in and out of him with my hips. That first minute of the fuck was very rough for the both of us. He was too proud to cry, or cry out but I could tell that he wanted to. All he did was grunt loudly with each movement of my cock. It was truly a struggle of wills more than anything else. He was determined to prove that I was just “A Dick”, and I was determined to break him… not hurt him… but to get him to give in to what I was doing to him. To let it happen and then find the pleasure in giving me pleasure. Thinking about it now, the first minute was much more like a rape than anything else. We both expended a tremendous amount of energy and at the end of it… if I am to be honest… I would have to say that it was a draw. He did not break, but he bent a whole lot. After that first minute we both just sort of stopped and I pulled out of his ass. He laid flat on his stomach and I was sitting on my hunches still between his spread legs. The only sound in the room was that of our mutual heavy breathing. Soon, Bob rolled over on his back and looked at me. He did not say a word as he pulled his legs to his chest and willingly opened his hole to me. In exchange for his assuming the submissive position, I reached for the lube and applied it liberally to his hole and my cock. As I entered him the second time, he let out a low gut moan followed with the word “Yes” As I bottomed out in his hole, I leaned over and we kissed passionately for the first time. With lube and a submissive attitude, Bob’s hole FELT FUCK’N GREAT! We soon found our rhythm and it was It was an absolutely incredible fuck and by the time it was over, I knew why Jim loved fucking this man so much. I did stay the weekend, and I lost count after the sixth or seventh time we fucked. At some level, it does sort of creep me out that Bob and I fucked like rabbits at the occasion of one of my best friend’s, and his partner’s passing… at the same time, on another level, the memory of it still turns me on months later. I will see Bob again, but I doubt that I will write about it here… just as I have never written about any encounters that Jim and I had. He, like Jim was, is now more than a trick. Even with this re-draft of this post it is still long… sorry guys, but given the nature of this one I felt that I had to provide more background than I normally do if for no other reason than to do Jim and Bob justice. More...

Click here to see original blog post on Sport Screwing... Thought I'd share some old things that have happened up to this point. This was my first time at a bookstore. I was 26 years old at the time. I had been to this particular bookstore before in the Western United States but I always used the booths without holes and would sometimes peak through the little peep holes to watch others doing what I wanted to do. So I decided one day to get the nerve to go into a booth with a hole on one of the walls. I dropped some tokens and stood there. A guy walks in the next booth (not sure who it was). I heard him messing with his clothes and then I saw his dick come through the hole. It was about 6 inches or so. He had a blonde and shaved crotch. I put my mouth down on his cock and began to take in about 3 inches of what he had. He then began to slowly slide in and out and in just a matter of a minute or so he started blowing his load. I was startled because it was my first time and quickly pulled back and spit the load on the ground. I left and went home and jacked off to what had happened. More...

Click here to see original blog post on Sport Screwing... I am new to trying to write down things I have experienced. I am sorry if I am not descriptive enough. I like any kind of sex but I prefer spontaneous, bookstores, public, stalls, parks, etc. I also have a webcam but I prefer the real thing. This is my first blog. I am writing this to try to communicate with people who share these similar sex interests as I am somewhat of an exhibitionist. Everyone have a good day. More...

Click here to see original blog post on Sport Screwing... This was during winter break (dec 06). I was bored visiting my sister and got on her computer. I saw an ad on craigslist with something like "looking to suck now near airport." Well I was only about five minutes from the airport so I thought I would respond. The guy said he was in his early 20s and was athletic. He didn't have a picture but I figured I would meet since he was really close. I asked him if he had a place or knew of somewhere safe to go because I couldn't host, as I was staying at my sister's place. He said he was working at a tanning salon and I could come by and act like a customer and he could suck me off there because it was dead and was about to close. I wrote back "i'm there." Now just to let you know about my tastes, I like sex in odd places or bookstore/arcades so this was right up my alley and was anonymous...which I like. I arrive at the tanning place and he put me in a room but had to go back and help someone else get a room. So I sat there and waited in the room. Then he came back in. He was about 5'7, 130 pounds maybe and was white with brown hair. He came in and I could tell I wasn't the first guy he'd invited to his work for a good time. He pulled down my gym shorts and pulled my dick out. He started going down on me and it was so hot with the sound of one of the other tanning beds running knowing someone was a room or two over. As he was sucking me I reached over his back and starting feeling his lower back/ass area. He then pulled his pants down and asked if I would fuck him. I thought "hell yes." I then took this small framed guy and bent him over the changing stool near the bed and spit on my cock then pressed it up against his ass. He then told me "that lady will be done in that bed in about five minutes." I was like...no problem. I began to slowly put my dick in him and it took him about a minute to get used to it. I then began to thrust in him back and forth and he moaned and said "I want you to shoot your load for me." I heard the alarm go off on the other tanning booth and knew I had to get off, so I thrusted a few more times and busted my nutt in his ass. As he pulled out, a gob of cum came down on the floor. He said "I'll clean all this up after I go check on the customer." I thought "fine by me." I pulled up my shorts and threw on my cap and tank top and left. He waved to me as I left and he was talking with that customer and said "have a nice day, come again." Well I didn't come again since I was from out of town but it was definately hot. More...

Click here to see original blog post on Sport Screwing... When I was visiting my mum in Perth last year, I went on craigslist to see what was on there. It isn't near as popular as in the States but there are some people that post. There was a post from a bloke in Rockingham which is near the naval docks and he was looking to blow someone. I responded, he sent a photo blah blah....so we decided to meet at his home. As I was on my way he called me and told me his roomie was home (great he is a flake) but he suggested that we meet at a rest room he knew of near the train station because he said it was noisy there. I thought it sounded cool but we'll see if he is real and shows up. Most guys I think on sites are just jacking off and never plan to meet. So, I show up at the station and look for someone wearing the outfit he described and I saw him. He is medium length tall and slim and had a short military hair cut style. He said "let me go into the stall first and sit down then you come in in a few seconds afterward to not make it obvious." "O.K" I replied. So after I waited for him to go into the stall, I walked and he unbuttoned my jeans and pulled out my cock. It was hot having him suck on it while all the noise in the background was going on. The only bad thing was (and this usually happens when I get sucked) is that his teeth kept rubbing on my dick. So after a minute I pulled it out and he whispered "i want to taste your cum mate." I told him that he needed to fucking open wider if he wanted to otherwise I was just going to cum on his face. So I stuck it in his mouth again and he kept sucking (he wasn't a pro at it but the scene was hot and he was a good looking bloke so whatever). As I was getting close I leaned my head back and starting blasting my load down his mouth and he didn't know how to take it very well because part of my cum came out of my mouth as I pulled my dick out and fell to his shirt. As I pulled my pants up and buttoned them he whispered "damn there's cum on my shirt and I have to walk all the way to my car." I just said "that sucks mate." Then I opened the stall and bailed. More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... Went back to the same public toilet I went to a few days ago. As usual, I pulled my pants down to my ankles, sat in the open stall, got my cock hard, and waited for guys to come in and use my fucking holes. I didn't have to wait long. About 5 minutes of stroking my cock I heard footsteps. An older guy entered the bathroom and stopped to glance at me as he entered. Of course, I spread my legs to further expose my cock and balls, but more importantly to let him know I wasn't shy. He fooled around at the urinal for a minute then came around the corner with his cock sticking out of his zipper, hard as a rock and HUGE. He just looked at me, stroking his cock, I licked my lips and that's all the invitation he needed. Before I knew it he was choking me with his cock. Here I was, pants around my ankles in a public toilet, broad daylight, hard cock, with some stranger forcing his fat cock down my throat. I just groaned like a pig and took it all. He eventually tightened up, I could feel the tip of his cock swell and he shoved his cock into the back of my throat. "Take it, boy.." he demanded as he began shooting his load down my throat. After he came, he zipped up and left me sitting there, drool, spit, and cum dripping off my face, dazed as some stranger just finished force-fucking my willing cumhole of a mouth. I swallowed every drop, and left. More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... Made a house call today. Met a guy from a hookup web site. He was an older guy with a fat 7" uncut cock. Uncut is my favorite, so I agreed to come to his house and suck down his load. He kicked back on his bed as I worked his uncut daddy cock into my mouth, making sure to massage his balls with my tongue and hand. After a few minutes he shot a thick, tasty load into my mouth, which I, of course swallowed. I thanked him for the load and left. More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... I posted an ad on a popular hookup site... it read: "FACE DOWN, ASS UP My door is unlocked, I am face down, ass up in the middle of my living room. Looking for hard cocks to come over and plow my ass. Hole is lubed, porn is playing, lights are dim. I don't care what you look like, just have a hard cock and be ready to dump a load." My email box almost immediately started filling up with emails from horny top fuckers just looking for a hole to fuck. I replied with my address and directions to my house and spaced them about 45 minutes apart. I put on TIM's "What I Can't See 2", lubed my hole a bit more, shoved my dildo up my hole a few times just to make sure it was nice and lose, dimmed the lights, got on the floor, face-down-ass-up, burried my face in a pillow and just waited.... No more than 15 miniutes had passed when I heard my front door open and then close. I heard footsteps as my mystery cock made it's way to my living room. I was so excited, I began to tremble a little bit. "Oh fuck yeah", I heard him say as he took his place behind me on the floor. He must have just unzipped his fly and pulled his cock out. I felt him shove his finger inside me and he asked, "any loads in there yet?". Not yet, I grunted back. He lubed his cock, spit on my hole, and shoved his cock inside me with just one thrust. He jammed it inside me hard and it kind of hurt a bit, but only for a second. He grabbed my hips and began fucking my ass like a dog in heat. "Fuck yeah, take this raw cock you fucking pig!" he said as he picked up the pace. I could tell he was about to shoot his load and he just fucked harder, slamming the full length of his cock inside me, balls deep. About a minute later he grabbed me hard, shoved his cock in and out of me and moaned, "oh fuck yeah slut here you go!" as he began to tremble and shake shooting the juice from his balls deep inside me. He quickly pulled his cock out, zipped up and left. I never took my head out of the pillow, never saw the guy, yet here I was with his load dripping out of me. ANONYMOUS LOAD #1 UP MY ASS My mystery cock left, I repositioned myself a bit, ready for the next stranger that would enter my house and use my ass like a dumpster for cum. I reached back to feel my first guy's mess and boy was it sweet! He left a huge load inside me that was literally leaking out of my ass and dripping onto my balls! I tried to scoop and push as much back into my hole as possible. Gotta make sure the next cock has a nice slick spot to fuck. About 15mins later, I heard the door open again. He walked into the living room to find my head buried in a pillow, face down, ass up. My hole was totally exposed and completely wet with man seed. This guy took a minute, pulled his pants down, got up behind me and mounted me. He did not say one word the entire time. He unzipped, pressed his cock inside me, pumped like a madman, then shot his cum deep inside my belly. He zipped up and left. ANONYMOUS LOAD #2 UP MY ASS! This continued steady for another 3 hours. I counted six guys total that dropped by to unload. THANKS GUYS! I served as a nice warm place for any man to dump his sperm. A desperate fag so hungry for sperm, I don't even care who's filling my ass, as long as someone is! The hottest part was never seeing any of the guys who fucked me. In fact, I had no contact with them at all, except for feeling their cocks sliding in and out of my asshole. I completely submitted my ass to the internet. Basically, anyone with an internet connection, who might have stumbled upon my sex ad was welcome to breed me. 4 MORE LOADS UP MY ASS! I think next time I will set up a hidden video camera so I can watch myself taking loads. After my ass was good and bread, and everyone who replied got a turn at my ass, I locked my door, pushed some cum out of my ass onto my hand and jerked my cock with their cum. I shot my wad 1/2 way across the room, smiled, and went to bed. TOTAL: 6 LOADS OF ANONYMOUS CUM UP MY FAG BUTT!! More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... I stopped into the bookstore on my way home from work today to try and get a quick load up my butt. I wasn't there more than 5 minutes and I had a 7" uncut mexican cock sliding in and out of my man hole. Here I was again, pants down, ass pressed against a hole in a wall taking some dude's cock up my ass. He didn't last long in this sweet ass, he pumped me for about a minute then unloaded his cum deep inside me. It turned me on so much knowing some guy I never saw was cumming inside my butt. I might even know the guy, could be a friend from work, an uncle, shit, it could even be my dad. All I know is it was a horny guy with a big dick that needed a hot hole to fuck and dump his cum into, and that's why I'm here. I kept my ass up to the hole and he kept his cock in me until he went soft. He pulled it out with a "plop", zipped up and left. Needing to get home, I did the same. I drove all the way home with his load in me. #1 UP MY BUTT More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... I posted an ad today on Craig's List offering my throat for anyone who wanted to cum down it. I got a response by a guy saying he was renovating a vacant house and want me to stop by and service him. No problem! I went over for lunch, got on my knees, sucked his cock like it was my last meal and was rewarded by getting a thick tasty load shot into my open slut mouth! Yum. Thanks guy! Here's his cock: More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... Now those that know I usually don't top, in fact I've probably had my cock inside 3 guy's asses ever. Well, today makes it 4. I went to the bookstore early this morning on my way to the office hoping to get a load up my butt. When I got there the place was empty except for a decent looking mexican guy. I entered a booth, and he entered the adjacent one. I motioned for him to put his cock through the hole, but he wasn't into that at all. Instead he pushed his ass up against the hole. Now normally, that's me pressing my bare ass up against some crusty hole begging for raw cock, but just the idea that this guy was such a slut and desperate for loads made me very horny and my cock got hard immediately. I could totally relate with this guy. Well, my cock was hard, "why not?", I thought. I stood up and pushed my cock inside him. He adjusted a bit to take it all. I pumped him for a bit, I didn't last more than 45 seconds before I began filling his ass with my cum. I didn't even think about pulling out. hey, if he's got his bare ass pushed up against a hole, then he obviously doesn't care who or what dumps a load inside him. I mean, I never do, why should he? It was fucking hot, I pulled out slowly and watched my white creamy load slowly ooze out of his brown mexican fuck hole. I admired my handy work for a minute, zipped up and left. More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... ... You NEVER go Back!! The first time I pushed my ass up against a gloryhole and took anonymous cum up my hole I realized, once you go bareback, you never go back! It is hard to describe the feeling I get as I stand up, turn around, and present my ass to whomever is on the other side of the gloryhole. I feel totally out of control, my only thought is getting my mystery cock to shoot cum inside me. I guess you can say I'm addicted to cum. I used to love swallowing loads. On any given day I would service 5-10 cocks, swallowing every load that came my way, but now, swallowing the load is not enough. I need to have it dripping out of my hole. I am a cum dump. A place where men can come and unload their ball juice. There is no greater compliment I can give a man than turning around and surrendering my boy hole to his cock to use and abuse anyway he sees fit. The feeling of danger and recklessness overtakes me. I usually have a pocket full of condoms, but I never use them. I don't want to ruin the moment. A real slut doesn't use condoms. A real slut has multiple loads of cum dripping out of him while he's desperately trying to get more. A real slut lives for cum. I am a real slut. I have noticed there is no shortage of guys who will willingly bareback my pussy through the gloryhole. I usually suck their dicks until they are really hard, then I just turn around and wait to be filled. I thought more guys would refuse, or ask for a condom. On average 9 out of 10 guys will shove their cocks in me bare. I never ask or negotiate, I just present my sloppy hole and wait to see what happens. Sometimes I go into a booth, drop a $20 in, bend over and spread my hole waiting for whoever wants to enter the next stall and dump a load up my butt. The more the merrier. I get so turned on taking raw cock I usually cum, without even touching myself, a minute after the first cock of the night enters me. Normally I would be spent, but it just makes me hungrier. It's like the first load just makes me crave more and more jizz up my chute. After my first load, I don't clean up, I usually don't even move, I keep my ass pressed up against the hole for the next guy to use. The best part is the slick and sticky feeling in my hole. It feels so sloppy with loads in it. I always wonder what the guys think when they wander into a dark video booth and see my dripping cumhole just pressed up against the gloryhole, begging to be fucked and filled. They must think I am the biggest fuck whore on the planet. What do they think when they are sliding their hard cocks up my ass and notice it's already filled up with cum? They obviously like it. I wonder what they think when they dump their loads up inside me? What a disgusting pig I must be to not even care who's fucking me. The truth is, I don't care who fucks me. I will let anyone fuck me as long as they cum inside me. All I care about is getting that load. I can't even imagine getting fucked with condoms anymore. What's the point? More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... Went to the bookstore last night, horny as usual and looking for loads. My ass was cleaned and lubed up and I had a pocket full of dollar bills ready for some cock. Notice I don't even bother bringing condoms anymore? I used to bring them, and of course, never use them, now I don't even bother. I enter the arcade area and head straight for the gloryhole booths. I was pleasantly surprised to see the place packed with horny guys standing around sizing each other up. I always make sure to make eye contact with as many of them as possible to let them know I'm interested. I entered my favorite booth, put some money in, and took my pants down. Before I could even finish putting a little more lube up my butt a big, uncut mexican cock came through the hole. Yum, I LOVE uncut cocks and this one was big. About 7" long but very thick. I sucked him for a little bit, getting his cock nice and wet and slobbery, then I couldn't take it anymore, my asshole was aching with lust and it needed to get filled. I can't quite explain it, but when I see a nice cock, I can't think about anything else except taking it up my butt, I lose all sense of reality and can't wait to feel that cock sliding inside me. I feel like it's my prize. I need to honor that cock and the best way I can is to take it raw up my butt. There is no greater honor I can give a guy and his cock then just turning around and offering my boy pussy for him. No talking, no condoms, shit, I usually don't even see the guys, or care, it's their cock and big load I'm after. Call me shallow, I don't care, I'm busy taking loads! The Mexican guy didn't need anymore encouragement, and took his cock and shoved it inside me. It slid in with ease, and that's good because he didn't even take his time or go slow, he literally pushed his whole cock inside me with one push. I moaned a bit and repositioned myself, putting my hands against the wall for support as my Mexican guy proceeded to thrust his cock in and out of my ass. He just kept fucking me through the hole with nice, long strokes pulling the entire length of his cock out of my ass, then shoving it back in. Each time he pulled out, my ass let out a little burping sound and I'm sure everyone in the hallways could hear me squealing and moaning. "ohh yeah dude, fuck me.... fuck my raw ass... fuck yeah!", I moaned. I was so turned on, I just reached over and un-latched the door to my booth, causing the door to open a little bit. I wanted everyone in that bookstore to know what a cumdump I am. I wanted all those guys to see me bent over in a dark porno booth, naked from the waist down, my smooth ass pushed up against a cum crusted hole in the wall, just taking cock and letting any guy deposit his sperm deep inside my butt. A few guys walked by, opened the door and watched for a bit, then this trucker / daddy type opened the door and saw what was going on and immediately entered my booth with me locking the door behind him. He unzipped his fly and pulled out his thick daddy meat. "Fuck yeah, slut, take that load!", he ordered. I pushed back even harder, taking every inch of my anonymous friend's cock. The Mexican guy began thrusting as fast as he could and said, "I'm going to cum....". Right when he said that, my daddy visitor shoved his cock into my mouth and the Mexican guy fucking me exploded in my ass emptying his balls deep inside my raw cum hole as my daddy furiously fucked my mouth. LOAD #1 UP MY BUTT After my Mexican deposited his load, he left the booth and I reached back to admire his handy work, shoving three fingers into my gaping hole I scooped out a little cum and ate it. This drove my daddy nuts. I went to turn around, to offer my hole to my daddy visitor, but he stopped me and said, "No, boy, stay like this and let's get you some more loads!". "Wow", I thought, just what I've always wanted. So I kept myself bent over, hole dripping with man sperm, pointed toward the gloryhole and waited. I didn't wait long before my daddy friend said "we've got another one!". I smiled, reached back and spread my hole. My daddy friend began sucking the guy's cock getting him ready, and then guided his cock into my waiting hole. Daddy pushed me back slowly as he held the guy's cock. I was in heat! The new guy pumped his cock in and out of my hole as my daddy held my butt cheeks open with his hands, sometimes pulling me off of the stranger's cock, then slamming me back down onto it. After a few minutes the guy shot him cum deep inside me and pulled out with a groan. When he pulled his cock out it made a "plop" sound, which really turned me on. LOAD #2 UP MY ASS This scene played out for another 30 minutes or so and my daddy helped me take two more raw cocks up my hole and 2 more juicy loads of baby batter. Word must have gotten around because it seemed like every 30 seconds or so someone would try to enter my locked booth. They all wanted a piece of this cumdump and wanted to shoot their loads inside me. LOAD #3 AND LOAD #4 UP MY BUTT By this time my daddy was hard as a rock and kept telling me what a "good cumdump" i was. "My turn", he said as he turned me around and pushed his dick in me. He slid his cock in and out of my sloppy hole calling me every name in the book. With each thrust I could hear the cum from the last 4 guys sloshing around and making my ass sound so hot. He kept calling me names and I could feel cum dripping down my legs as my daddy pounded my ass from behind. I looked over to the hole and saw some horny fag watching me get violated as he furiously stroked his cock. The booth was small and I couldn't keep my daddy dick inside me and suck the stranger's cock at the same time, or I would have. My daddy fucked for about another minute then grabbed my hips tight and thrust his whole body into me as he began filling my sloppy boy pussy with his seed. "Fuck yeah, breed me..." i whispered as I pushed back into him. He kept his cock inside me until he went soft, then pulled it out, spun me around and made me clean it off. He thanked me, and left the booth. I was in piggy heaven! LOAD #5 UP MY SLOPPY HOLE I was tired and my hole was sore, plus my legs were a little tired so I decided to call it a night. I put my pants back on and left. What a day! Thanks to all the hard cocks who filled me up and deposited their anonymous sperm in me! More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... Yesterday I placed an ad looking for a big-dicked old guy to plow my ass and deposit his cum deep in my ass. In less than 30minutes I found myself naked on the floor of some stranger's living room, deepthroating his cock. He had a nice cock, about 7" long, uncut, that just slid down my hungry throat. He was aggressive, which I love, and he ordered me to the middle of the living room, turned me on my back and began face fucking me, calling me names, making me gag and drool all over myself and his fat cock. This old guy really knew how to use a boy slut like me. He knew I was only there to service his cock and bring pleasure to him. He could use me any way he wanted, and he did. After fucking my throat, he told me he was ready to fuck my ass. "Fuck yeah", I replied, rubbing my aching butthole like a pussy in heat. I turned around ion all fours, arched my back, and pushed my waiting hole into the air. He put some lube on his cock, and some on my hole and began to fingerfuck some lube into me while stroking his cock. "ready for this cock, boy?" "yes, daddy!" I squealed. He grabbed my hips and pushed his cock slowly into my boy pussy. He slowly pushed the entire length of his cock into me, and sat there for a minute as I adjusted to having a dick inside me. Once I was comfortable, i began to push back and forth on his cock. He took the cue and began pounding my hole. He fucked me hard and fast, never even slowing down until he came. He piston fucked my asshole and I could do nothing but moan like some bitch in heat. The pleasure was intense and I reached back to spread my cheeks allowing this stranger to fuck me even deeper. "I'm going to cum...", he exclaimed. My cock immediately got hard as a rock with the anticipation of this guy shooting his load into me, "Oh yeah, fuck me... fill me up, Daddy..." I cooed. He grabbed my hips again and began violently slamming his cock in and out of me, he tensed up, let out a moan, and filled my ass with his cum. He kept his cock in me, emptying every last drop of cum inside me. He pulled his cock out to admire his handy work, and then pushed it back into me. He did this a few times until his cock went soft. I reached back, scooped some cum out of my asshole and licked it up, moaning like a whore. Ilove showing off for Daddy. I love showing Daddy how much I love cum and cock. I love letting my Daddy know what a dumb slut I am. I thanked him for his load, got dressed, and left. HOT DADDY LOAD UP MY BUTT!! More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... Hey guys, had another great ass filling experience at my favorite bookstore / theater the other day. I shaved my balls, cleaned out my ass real good, lubed it up, worked it over for a bit, and headed out for some deep dickin'! I showed up with a pocket full of lube and dollar bills wearing nothing more than a pair of sweat pants and a tshirt and headed straight to the theater. It was a little dead, mostly just horny old guys, so I blew two of them, making sure to swallow every drop down my throat. After two loads, I was definitely in heat and my asshole was aching to get filled up, so I left and headed over to the gloryholes. 2 LOADS DOWN MY THROAT!! I took the middle booth, pulled my pants down, and waited. About a minute passed before anyone entered a booth. Glad I waited. An older white guy came in, saw my finger motioning for him to stick his cock through the hole and immediately out his cock. What a sight! This uncut monster was probably 8" long and had the biggest tip I have seen in a long time. I sucked his cock, working his balls real good, making sure to get his cock real wet and sloppy for my ass. I turned around and presented my hole. He immediately started to work my hole with his fingers. When he noticed I was already lubed and could take 4 fingers with ease, he pushed his cock into me. God, it felt so good and warm. He did not ask please, he did not put on a condom, he didn't even take it slow, he just slammed his cock deep into my gut and I loved it. I immediately began to rock back and forth on his meat, sliding it in and out of my raw asshole, eyes closed, head tilted back, totally in love with the big dick filling my guts. Totally content and in lust I reached back and spread my hole to allow for maximum penetration as my stranger began pumping me harder and harder. Just as he was about to unload his seed inside me, I caught a glimpse of the other gloryole and noticed I had an audience! My cock jumped and immediately began to cum uncontrollably knowing someone was watching me take anonymous loads through a dirty hole in the wall! God what a dirty fag I have become. What a disgusting pit of slime my butt hole is now that at least 60 different men have deposited their sperm inside me. My bareback cock stayed inside me, filing my hole up with as much sperm as possible. When he pulled out of my ass, it sounded like someone had spilled a cup of water on the ground. His giant cock head left my hole gaping open and he must have shot a quart of jizz inside me because it all spilled out. I heard it hit the ground with a "splat". LOAD #3 UP MY BUTT!! I was in heat now and nothing was going to stop me from getting more cock and cum up my ass. I entered another booth, didn't put any money in, left the door unlocked, pulled my pants down, faced my ass toward the door and just waited. I only had to wait about 30 seconds when a guy opened the door. Seeing me, ass open for business, he locked the door behind him, took his cock out, and without saying a word, shoved the entire length of his cock up inside me. I didn't even turn around to look at the guy, but I could tell he had a big cock because even as sloppy and filled with cum my man pussy was, he still stretched me out. It was wonderful! He pumped my ass for a few minutes then shot his load inside me! He slapped my ass, said, "thanks guy", zipped up and left. I didn't move. I stayed like that, ass now dripping with cum and waited for the next guy to fuck and fill me. I didn't see the next guy either, but I let him cum in me! TWO MORE LOADS UP MY ASS!! I decided I had enough, so I pulled up my pants and left. What a great day! FIVE LOADS TOTAL!! More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... Hungry for some raw dick, I headed out to my local gloryhole, hoping to submit my hole to whoever wants it. The first guy had a thick, uncut, mexican cock. My favorite. I didn't waste any time, I dropped my pants, spun around and pressed my ass up to the gloryhole and waited. He didn't take the bait, and mumbled something about a condom and left. He returned less than a minute later and I could see him putting a condom on. "You don't need a condom", I cooed as I pinched my nipple. He put it on anyway. Well I don't like getting fucked with condoms, so I pressed my ass up and let him enter me. I let him pump his cock in and out a few times, then I pulled off of his dick. I whispered through the hole that I wanted to feel his cock inside me and that I wanted his load. At first he refused, but I wouldn't budge. He knew he wouldn't get back inside this ass unless his cock was raw, so he removed the condom, and I returned the favor by offering up my ass once again. He pounded my white ass with his brown cock until he blasted his load deep inside me. He pulled out right away, zipped up and left. LOAD #1 UP MY BUTT I don't know anything about the second guy, I only saw his hard cock. It was thick, dark in color, he might have been mexican, I have no idea. It didn't take long before he was up inside me also, pumping my ass with his raw cock. His pace increased and I could tell he was going to blow his load so I began moving up and down on his cock, encouraging him to shoot his hot load up my ass. It didn't take him long before he was filling my ass with his cum! God, it felt very good, just standing there with my raw hole pressed up against a cum-crusted gloryhole taking anonymous cum up my ass, I was in pig heaven! I stayed there, milking every drop of man seed he had left in him, until he pulled out of my ass with a "plop" sound. It was so hot. I reached back and scooped some cum out of my butt and ate it. Yum! LOAD #2 STRAIGHT UP MY ASS I had some errands to run, so I left and ran my errands, knowing I had two stranger's loads dripping out of my butt! I got home and jerked my own cock and gobbled up my load! Today was a good day for loads! TWO ANONYMOUS SPERM LOADS UP MY ASS !! More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... Had a nice fuck from some red headed guy today. I only know he was a red head because I saw his red pubes while I was sucking on his meat. I was in the center booth blowing any cock that came through the holes. I had swallowed probably 4 loads before I started milking this red head. He had a nice, thick, cut, and curved cock that slid down my throat very nicely! I sucked him for a bit, then to my disappointment, put his cock back in his pants and left the booth. I was disappointed I didn't get his load, but what I didn't know was that I would have his load inside me, just not down my throat. I was really horny at this point, I had blown 5 or 6 different men, and sucked down 4 anonymous loads of man cum, but I wanted more! I told myself that this was going to be a cocksucking trip only, and that I was not going to get fucked and take loads up my butt. I have been being very risky lately, and have taken a lot of cum up my ass in the last few months. I told myself that I would control myself and only eat cum. Little did I know, my lust for cum would completely take over and before I knew it, I was in an end booth, pants down around my ankles, shirt off, ass lubed and ready with my hole pointed directly at the gloryhole!! No more than a minute passed when I heard the next door booth open and lock, and I felt a hand rubbing my ass cheeks and fingers beginning to explore my hole. This is a good sign that I will soon have a cock inside me! I remained there, ass against the hole, and began rubbing my hole seductively, spreading my ass cheeks, showing my mystery man what a cumdump I really am and how desperate for cock my ass is. I felt the warmth of his cock as he pressed the tip of his hard cock against my inviting hole. I readjusted myself, lined my ass up with his cock, and pressed down slowly feeling the length of his cock slip easily inside my lubed boy pussy. He fucked my hole, slowly, at first, then harder. I bucked back and forth, slamming my ass back onto his cock, pinching both nipples, squealing with delight and lust as stranger cock abused my hole. He pumped his rock hard cock in and out of me until he was done, and he finished by depositing his load deep inside my guts. He stayed inside me as he went soft, which I love, then pulled his cum soaked cock out of my ass. I immediately spun around, dropped to my knees and put my mouth up to the hole. I looked through and saw a familiar sight, red pubes! This was the same guy who I blew earlier, coming back to use my other hole! He took the cue and knew I wanted to clean him up, so he grabbed his cock and shoved it down my throat. "Yum", i said, as I sucked and licked his cock clean. Tasting a hot mixture of his cum, lube, and my own ass juices sent me over the edge and I began shooting my own load all over the floor. 1 HOT LOAD UP MY ASS, 4 DOWN MY THROAT !! More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... Q: How old were you when you had your first cock? A: I was 16yrs old, I met an older guy online, he was about 40yrs old. I invited him over when my parents weren't home and had sex with him in my parents bed. I sucked his cock, and tried to have him fuck me (raw), but I was too tight and it hurt. This was the beginning of MANY more cocks. Here's the Full Story: This is a true story about my first taste of dick. The first time I was with a guy was when I was about 14yrs old. He was much older, late 30's I believe. We met on a computer bulletin board for gay guys around los angeles. I expressed interest, and one summer day when my parents were at work, nervously, I invited him over with the sole intention of having my first cock. He pulled up in his van and came to my door. He was very tan and handsome. Dark complexion, maybe Turkish or something. He was wearing a t-shirt and bicycle shorts, his huge 7" cock fully visible thru the thin material. I was so nervous I could barely stand. I invited him, he took a seet in our lazy-boy chair and I sat across the living room on the couch. I didn't know what to do, so I made small talk about the tennis on television, and all of a sudden, almost mid sentence, I blurted out, "so how's that 7" cock of yours?" "Come over and find out", he replied while smiling at me. I didn't hesitate, I got up and went straight for his dick. My legs were so wobbly that I had to drop to my knees. I rubbed his dick outside his shorts. This was it, this was the real deal, I was going to get a real life cock. No more sucking my own cock and fucking myself with hairbrush handles, hot dogs, and whatever else I could find to shove up there. He took off his shorts exposing his massive and thick man meat. I gasped and felt a rush of warmth flush over me. I stood up, grabbed his cock, gave it a tug, and said "lets go get comfortable" and led him to my parents bed room. Now like I said, I was only 14rs, but I lied and told him I was 18. I don't know if he believed me, or cared, but I wanted to try to keep up the illusion. We went to the bedroom and both undressed. He laid on his back, spread his legs a bit and I dove right in. It felt so right, his big, meaty, fleshy cock inside my mouth. He moaned and groaned and I sucked my very first cock. He seemed to love it, which really turned me on knowing I was bringing so much pleasure to this older guy. He was old enough to be my dad, and I loved that. I was his little cocksucking boy. I kept asking, "how is it?", "does it feel good?", looking for confirmation that I was performing my duties properly as daddy's little whore. I sucked it for awhile then asked to do 69. I took the top position and continued worshiping his man cock as he began sucking my cock and fingering my ass. It felt soo good to have someone else's fingers in there. He probed my ass until I could not take it anymore. I took his cock out of my mouth and asked, "why don't you put your dick in there instead?". "Ok, bend over.." I got on all fours, looking at myself in my parents full size dresser mirrors. My young, naked body, bent over on all fours with my ass hole spread, about to take my first real cock. I watched as he took his position behind me, he bent down and spit a huge lob of spit on my hole and rubbed the tip of his cock against my boy hole. "Push it in" I begged. He did just that, he shoved his cock inside my asshole. No condom, no lube except for our saliva. It hurt sooo bad, I gasped in pain, thinking I would pass out, but I didn't. "Breathe, sweetie..." he offered encouragement as he sat with his cock inside my ass as I got used to it. This was nothing like the 1/4 lb hot dogs I fucked myself with, this was HUGE. I realized then that if I wanted to really get fucked by men with big dicks, I would have to spend some time stretching my hole and getting it used to things much bigger than a hot dog. This was a real man cock in my ass hole, not some imitation. I had no idea what to expect, but the pain was too much and he had to pull out. Still unbelievably horny, I went back to sucking and loving his cock. After a few minutes he let out a huge groan and muttered, "fuck i'm going to cum". I wasn't sure what to do next, but knew I always swallowed my own cum, so I would probably like his. Unexpectedly, he shot his load everywhere. Into the air, on my face, in my mouth. I gobbled it all up like a veteran. We both collapsed in ecstasy and I asked if he enjoyed it and if I was a good cocksucker. He assured me that I was, we both got dressed, and he left. I never saw him again after that. I did it. I finally got my first dick. I loved it so much, more than I could have imagined. This opened the flood gates, so to speak. I am now a bonafied cum eating cock-slut. I started going to ABS gloryholes, public restrooms, gay theaters, anywhere to get more cock. rick90020 More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... Q: Where do you like getting fucked? A: GLORYHOLES!! There is nothing hotter to me than pressing my bare ass up to a gloryhole and waiting for someone to come into the next booth and just slide his cock inside of me. Total anonymous sex. Surrendering my hole to whoever wants it, only caring about the cock and the hot load of sperm it's going to deposit inside me. I love serving as a public cumdump where any guy can enter a dark porno booth and be treated to my sweet boy hole, totally open for his pleasure. I love thinking about what these guys think when they look through the gloryhole and see my bare ass hole, abused, and dripping with other men's cum. They love what a filthy fuck pig I am and reward me with more loads. I have had guys lined up outside the booths waiting their turn to fuck and fill me. Word spreads fast when there is a hot cumslut in the corner booth taking on all cummers!! More...

Click here to see original blog post on Diary of a Cumslut... Hi guys, I know it's been awhile. *I have been super busy and kind of lost track of things. *I haven't stopped taking dick, but I'm still HIV-! *Lucky me. *Expect more posts from me, like I used to. *I'm still a gloryhole/theater freak and have been getting my fair share of cocks. *Thanks to everyone for the support and nice emails I've received lately. *You have encouraged me to keep blogging. *Stay tuned! *I just posted an ad on craigslist looking for guys to fuck my raw ass underneath the stall of a restroom, so that should be hot and raunchy, stay tuned!! More...