kwrtrkr2
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After years and years of failed relationships, and a general ability to get along with a variety of people (which has had a negative effect on my career choices and development), I realized that I have an Alpha Male Fetish. I was rather a sissy-type guy growing up, was involved in music rather than sports, didn't do anything related to "shop" classes, and was kind of a nerd. My dad was a mean, domineering kind of guy, and he was always so afraid that I would be gay (lol). I first sensed my attraction to guys in junior high school, and was completely entranced by this macho, sports-playing guy who was very handsome, very athletic and popular with most people. However, he was a complete bully. I wanted and suceeded at being his friend for several years during 7th-9th grades, during which time he physically and mentally abused me, and generally treated me like his bitch. He used to make me spend the night and sleep in his bed but NEVER touch him. He also used to wrestle me down and spit in my mouth, hence my love for spit-fucking porno movies (lol). I have generally always been so attracted to these kinds of alpha-male guys. Generally, they are macho, self-centered bastards who take what they want without regard for others. Unknowingly, I have repeatedly tried to date these guys, but then I wondered why I was being mistreated and then the relationship failed, thankfully (lol). Last year I ran across "Instigator" magazine (all about Alpha Male Fetish) and things suddenly made sense. Now I am still attracted to these guys, but I have very firm boundaries and I clearly work out the paramaters of our interactions so that I maintain some self-esteem. My main satisfaction from these interactions is denial, i.e. being denied the affections of these jerks when I do not play along with their self-centered antics (lol). Any others have any experience with this? Thanks!
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Let's Talk About Piss Cum And Then Some
kwrtrkr2 replied to Barehorny's topic in Watersports Discussion
Recently been looking for guys into various forms of piss play, but guys seem to be so self-conscious about it. I recently paid my dealer to piss on me in the back yard during a transaction, and he seemed rather confused about the whole thing (lol). Not sure how to proceed... -
Do Looks Matter When You Are Getting Sucked?
kwrtrkr2 replied to SmallPaul1's topic in Cocksucking Discussion
As a sub bottom i would do almost anything with anyone. But some guys are all turned off because of my looks. Recently I have anonymous bottoming with a hood to keep the looks issue out of the hook-up. This experience made realize how much I enjoy bottoming with no visual input at all. Gloryholes are the way to go!!
