TommyAmsterdam
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Last time I had a painful STD it showed up within a week. But yes, I take prep on demand and get tested every 3 months anyway.
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Yeah that's a good point, if I time my checkups for a week or so after being a cumdump it might make me less anxious
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I got a really painful case of oral chlamydia, and also a couple of nasty cases of gonorrhea while traveling. It was a huge hassle to sort it out. I keep fantasizing about taking more loads but I always get pulled back by those memories.
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I get scared of STDs, I've had some painful cases
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I really want to be a no loads refused cumdump, but when I get to the cruising spot I always chicken out after 1 load. Does any dominant top in Amsterdam want to push me to take more loads?
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It's not prescribed in my country either, and none of the sites I've seen ship to the EU. But maybe I need to dig a little deeper.
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I started taking Prep about three years ago, after which I started having more and more bareback sex. I realized I absolutely love being a cumdump, so I started taking more and more loads. First through the apps, and then cruising parks, and then in darkrooms (Sauna NZ and Club Church in Amsterdam). But about a year and a half ago I got the most painful case of chlamydia I've ever had. I was sick in bed for two weeks, and felt guilty that I'd given it to my partner. Of course I couldn't stay away from the sauna, so over the next few months I got an STD again twice. I've gotten a lot more paranoid since then, but I'm still obsessed with taking loads. How do I reconcile my medical anxiety with my need for sperm? It's reached the point where I can only get over my fears if I take some 3mmc or coke.
