Sadly, my first as a bottom was with a condom and not that great of an experience. The guy around my age (then in our 20s) came quickly and didn't know what to do.
But I wanted more, a week later messaged an older guy in his 40s on the app and he showed me what a real good fuck looks like. Fucked me bare the whole night and bred me in the early morning hours. That was the real first fuck for me, a real raw connection and adventure.
Afterwards I tried it with a condom 2 or 3 times, but never had the same feeling. So it has been bareback for me ever since, almost 10 years now.
I'm healthy, but get tested regularly and on Prep. It doesn't matter what your decision in the end is as long as it is yours.
But for me it means, no condom will touch my ass or cock ever again.