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I’m one of the black guys who love being called nigger during sex with White Men. My first experience followed years of secret fantasies that began before I had facial hair. It was with a White Man I met in a dark back room of an adult bookstore in Tampa, FL. We were the only people there at the time. I’d been there long enough that my eyes had adjusted to the dark, so when he entered I could see his silhouette, but he couldn’t yet see me. I approached him and asked softly if he wanted his dick sucked and he said yes. I knelt and took it out and began sucking his salty-sweet, musky Whiteness. As I sucked and listened to his moans my desire just burst from me, and I found myself asking this complete stranger to call me nigger while I sucked his dick. He hesitated, silent for so long I was afraid he’d pull his dick out of my mouth and leave, before finally saying firmly, “Suck it, nigger!”. I’d never felt the completeness that I felt then. He became more aggressively Dominant and I became more obediently submissive until I got up the courage to ask him to fuck me, and his enthusiastic agreement made me tremble. I stood and dropped my pants and turned my ass to him, and as I bent over to be used I found myself asking that he just use a little spit for lube, that he ram it up me, and that no matter how much it seemed to hurt he not stop until he’d shot his cum up my ass. He understood perfectly, his desire matched mine, and he did just that. The pain was unbelievable, but sweet at the same time. I cried like a baby as this sweet strong White Man behind me grunted and thrust in my ass. I cried in pain, in gratitude and in release. He was brutal, so excited by this new found freedom that he was at the edge of control, so he only lasted five minutes or so. Immediately after cumming he was so ashamed of what he'd done that he pulled up and zipped his pants and practically ran out of the room. I squatted in a corner, letting his load slowly drizzle out of my sore ass, and savored the pain, the cum, the entire beautiful experience. In retrospect, I only regret that I didn't ask him to use his belt on my back while he fucked me, but I didn't know myself and my needs then as I do now. I know now that it’s one facet of my erotic nature, and there’s no changing it. And let me tell you, between the strong hate-racist undercurrents of gay white America and the oppressive Political Correctness programming so many buy into, it’s damned hard to find playmates. Fortunately I'm older, and my preference is for mature husky to chub partners, so it's a little easier for me than for some who want what most "mainstream" white gays want. Bottom line, when in doubt, ASK. Do NOT assume it's okay to call any black man nigger. But if the desire is in you, if the prospect appeals strongly, if your dick got hard reading this, maybe you should start asking.