I've been with my partner for 16 years and we have had a great sex life. We always cum in each others ass. We always swallow each others cum. I drink his piss, he does not drink mine which is fine. We were both tested 5 months for HIV and he was positive. I was negative. I was tested recently and I'm still neg. the last load I received from him was in my ass was a few days before his first test. There has been no sex since. I miss getting pounded in the park and keeping his load deep inside me, random cum swallowing and piss drinking. I keep asking him to shoot his load down my throat or at least let me drink his piss. He keeps avoiding me when it comes to having sex. Should I convince him to fuck my ass and fill it full of his poz cum? I'm horny and really miss our hot sex sessions. Our last hot adventure was at a park where he tied me to a tree naked, fucked my ass, filled it with cum, pissed down my throat, left for 30 minutes, then came back, face fucked me until he shot another which was down my throat.