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I'm an atheist, my dad's an atheist. My mom I'm not sure about, but if anything she's a Lutheran. Anyway, we never practiced any religion in our house. Haven't been to church unless it was for a wedding or christening.

I'm not so picky about other cocks, as I don't have a big one myself. As long as it squirts. I'm not so much into being sucked either, only anal. I was a top for a very long time, but recently realized that bottom is better (why the hell didn't I realize that earlier). But I still top also, because I don't wanna waste my cum when I can dump it into someone else's ass.

Photos from Hampstead Heath. I like to take photos like this. I don't like condoms, but I like taking photos of them hanging on branches, even though I sometimes have to pick them up from the ground and hang them up, lol. Maybe I should make a Christmas tree full of condoms this year

No desire to bottom and I've never done it. For me sex is all about busting my nut inside of other peoples' holes.

That's what I thought too. Until last summer when I met I guy in Kiev (one night stand, though) that felt really attracted to. he didn't fuck me as he was bottom, but I wanted it so much to happen, and since I haven't been able to let go of the thought. I want to be a bottom, and I'm even fantasizing about taking several loads. I've ordered an anal shower now, and hope the work will not be too much hassle, so I can bottom on a regular basis.

You're probably right, guy2x. Thought just it was amazing that semen was swimming through a hole poked with a needle, but if I did the same with water, the condom didn't leak any water. But anyway, a condom wouldn't be safe if someone poked a hole with a needle through it even if it holds. But the longer and harder you are fucking the condom will definitely shred to pieces because of the hole.

I've made some tests on condoms. Got a load from an organisation, so I had to do something with them. I just poked a needle to make a tiny hole through the wrapper and the condom to check if I could see it. It's not hard to spot on the wrapper, but if the guy doesn't look for it, there is no problem. I also checked the condom itself, you cannot see the hole. However, it weakens the condom. It might break easily when masturbating with it on, hopefully it'll do the same when you fuck (I never had anyone ask for me to use a condom, so I never got to test it that way). Sometimes it didn't break, but the sperm will swim through the hole, which means sperm is smaller than particles of water, because a condom poked with a needle will still hold the water. I should get a doctor's degree on this, lol.

I assume it has in a way. Or maybe it's the age? Condoms have always been a complete turn off for me, and I turn it off as soon as I see a condom on the screen. In the beginning most bb porn was great, but then I wanted rougher and rougher. Now I can hardly watch bb porn if they don't shot the load inside. Pulling out is a big disappointment, and missing the mouth even worse. At least push the cum inside the ass, or fill the guys mouth!!! Even though mostly internal cumshots count for me. As I want even rougher porn movies all the time, the same way I want it to be rougher. It has made me turn from top to vers and I'll probably end up as a bottom soon. I haven't received a load since my early 20's, but the scare of aids (you know, the 80's...) turned me top. I want someone to fuck me and deposit his load inside me (if he pulled out, I'd probably yell, lol), and I'm waiting for someone to do it. But I live on the country side and hardly know any gay people here, and I wouldn't want it be known as the barebackee where I live, lol. It's gonna happen, either find someone on the internet, or on one of my travels. My dream is still spreading my legs in a cruising park, sauna or club, and take load after load until I cannot hold it. I think the porn has made me this way.

I'm neg, but part of the excitement is not knowing whether your partner is. Know it sounds weird, but telling he's poz is kind of a turn off for me, but not knowing is hot. Am I weird?

Thanks, Brenda.

Darn... I was in London last week, not this week.

Shortly after this, there is a first turning to the left, with a black rubbish bin on the corner. Take this and follow the path down into the woods for about 5 minutes, sticking to this main path. On your right side you'll be able to see a large clearing and the infamous Fuck Tree. It is not hard to find, but I would suggest to go look for it in the daytime the first time, just to get an idea of the paths and distance.

When you get to a path running left-right, turn right and follow the path. You will see some buildings - the classical Hill Gardens - high up on the right and the main path that you are on then curves slightly to the left.

After Jack Straw's Castle, take a left, walk straight forward past the parking lot into the woods. There are some steps going downhill.

Jack Straw's Castle is easy to spot. If you're not sure about the directions, then ask for Jack Straw's Castle, as all locals know where it is. I asked for West Heath, and nobody seemed to know where that was.

I said I was gonna give you a road description to find the fuck tree in Hampstead Heath, so here goes:

If you go by the Underground, take Northern line to Hampstead. Take a right and walk uphill Heath St until Jack Straw's Castle. It's probably about half a mile.

Found the tree today. Wasn't so hard when I had the descriptions. But I suggest that people planning on going there look for it in the daytime first. I'm gonna see if I can make an easier description when I get home, with more photos.

I didn't see anyone cruising in the woods today, but I assume they wait until it gets dark. Btw, today's also a Monday and it is November, so I don't know if I can expect anyone cruising tonight?

I went there today, but didn't find the tree before it got too dark. I didn't bring the directions, so I just walked with no clue where I was heading. I assume people bring some sort of flashlights? How do they find their way about in complete darkness, even if they've been there before? I might go there again in the daytime tomorrow to look for it. And bring the directions with me

I prefer guys between 25-35, but can stretch it in both directions.

18 loads at a BB party, pays to be the only bottom that shows up

I fantasize about that, but having been top for the last 25+ years, and just recently started looking for the right person to open me up again, I think it's gonna take a while before I'll be a total cum slut. I've never taken more than one at one time, but that was back when I was very young. The thought appeals to me though.

I never have sex with friends. We might kiss and flirt for fun, but not sex. Having sex is generally not a good way of making friends either, even though I'm sort of friends with a couple of people I've had sex with.

Is someone available to go to Hampstead Heath with me on November 5 or 6 in the daytime just to see the cruising area, and to take some photos? Would be cool to get an impression of the place. BB only (prefer neg or undet if top or vers), and would be nice to meet you if you're also a regular there.

BarebackRTS has a video titled Pulling Out Is For Porn, and it's all internal shooting with the bottom pushing the cum out afterward. You can order it, or watch the trailer at http://www.gayrealityporn.com/xcart/product.php?productid=550

It's cheaper on BBRT Shop

I honestly don't know as I have fucked in Prague, Barcelona, Copenhagen etc, and I didn't talk to them. But there was no doubt what they wanted.

It's pretty common. Just search for profiles with bareback or raw in their profile names on Gaydar and Gayromeo, and you'll realise that there are very many who say "always safe". Even more "for discussion". If your profile is open with lots of photos with you, or your friends know about your profile I can understand if you don't want to be open about your bb life, as barebacking is not generally accepted in most environments. What I don't understand is why anonymous profiles have bareback related profile names, but still have "always safe" in their status.

Someone put a condom on my cock at gay sauna in Copenhagen sometimes in the mid-80's, but that was the only time I can remember. I have never liked condoms. They are total turn offs for me. If someone even suggests wearing a condom, there will be no sex. The only things they are good for are party toys (beer games, or put it on your head and blow them up) or poke a hole in them and use them as cock rings. I even fucked a girl once, and have a daughter to show for it. No condoms!