curiouspuppy429

Before I had the nerve to hook up with a guy, a few times I slept at rest areas in my car in my underwear. Got felt up a few times in the summer with the window down in the middle of the night. lots of times guys walked by and looked.

Stupid bitch got what he deserved. He was lucky coach even told him what was happening.

I was 29 when I first realized there were actually guys out there who were interested in guys. I knew there were gays, of course, but thought they were extremely rare and only a few in really big cities. I was at a rest area and a guy was looking at me at the urinal. I didn't do anything but got the impression he wanted to suck me or touch me. That idea turned me on. Found gay.com online. Started looking, getting off on guys promising to suck me or jack me. Found one who promised to come over, I got drunk, nervous and was wasted by the time he got there hours later than promised. He raped me instead of jacking me off, pretty brutally. I didn't do anything with a guy for months after. Was at a beach, weekday afternoon, nobody around. Went to the john and was on the toilet (no doors) when a guy came in, walked by and basically came back and made me suck him (not rough like the first guy, slapped me a couple times until I opened my mouth but was nice after that). I still have no idea how he knew he could get away with that. After that I started talking to guys online about the rape and the beach incident. I got sucked off or jacked a few times, fucked a couple guys, but I guess once guys knew they could get away with it, that I hadn't told the cops and never would, a couple guys befriended me sort of but just to get my address and hang out and take advantage. Eventually I began to realize that even though it hurts and I don't really like getting fucked, real men will do whatever they want and I must be a bottom if they can. Then I lost interest in getting sucked or fucking, so now I'm a bottom.

I've been passed out and fucked by someone I didn't know. Cant get much lower than that.

It is hot that he would do that to you even though you didn't want it. I've never gone to a bar like that or had anything quite like it but have definitely both had guys give me alcohol like triple drinks instead of a single drink and even Xanex once so they could fuck me bare once I didn't know what was going on.

in my right eye guy had meget drunk and do poppers to suck his cock all the way, think he fingered me some then came all over my face and hair but esp. the right eye.

Personally, I don't really get it. .

I don't really get the desire to have it happen, either, but isn't that just an extension of what so much of this site is about: Bottoms are to be used by men however the men want. This site is all about tops risking our well being, even our lives, for a few minutes of their pleasure. Once a guy is a cum dump, anything goes, right? If the top wants to cut off your balls, yeah you may well regret it later but does that matter if the top really has the right to use a bottom however he wants?

I guess they were nice tog ive him 1 chance in 5 of not getting it, more than he deserved.

here in my apt, abuto 10 min ago. Guy who has fucked me before a couple tiems. was supposed to suck him but I guess since he is one of the ones who fucked me bare abefore it doesn't matter that he did it again, right?

Why does it matter what we think? Is it humiliating to have it called a pussy - to yell out that we are bitches for use by real men? Yes, of course, but you are the tops and we are the bottoms - whatever you want is all that matters.

Guy got me drunk to the point of passing out, fucked me, then left my door open and gave 2 other guys my address, both of whom fucked me while I was out cold.

hot - why would you get a choice?

Supposeldy tonight in about 2 hours. Working up my liquid courage right now to suck a guy who is dropping by later.

How does that 'cruel condom' not cut you up while ripping them up?

Not neccessarily but enjoy the occasional fuck with my barbed wire PA or my cruel condom ;-)

In response to the guy who said they can't make you do anything you fundamentally don't agree with - that's true, but they can get you to get yourself in very vulnerable positions doing things that aren't inherently against your true beliefs.

My first experience with a guy was being raped (violently, he had promised to come jack me off but didn't and fucked me instead). The day after when I was too freaked out to tell the cops or go to a hospital (closeted) I finally talked to someone online, confessed what had happened to the first seemingly nice guy who chatted me up. We talked a lot, but he got pissed when I never wanted to meet him, especially after I moved to his home city (for a job I got, nothing to do with him) and still didn't want to meet. But he knew I'd had trouble sleeping since the rape and got someone else to chat me up saying they knew relaxation techniques that would help me sleep, could maybe even hypnotize me to help me forget / not be so traumatized. I had no idea this John guy had put the new guy up to it, but we talked on the phone, and I relaxed and thought I had just fallen asleep - woke up hours later, and when I chatted online the guy acted mad that I just dropped the phone on him and stopped talking. I didn't know it at the time but he had put me under and put in what they call a trigger to make it easy to put me under in the future. He used that to eventually put in a couple more triggers that the first guy, John would use to set me up, first for himself, later for others - most of the sex I've ever had is from that. They didn't make me want cum or want to get fucked (it still hurts) but he several times gave me a trigger that would make me unlock my front door, strip and chug a full bottle of wine. That went on for a couple years with me having no idea what was going on, just occasionally waking up to a sore ass and empty wine bottle. Finally one of the guys who did it emailed me the next day and told me what was going on. So yeah, as crazy as it sounds, I'm pretty sure it is possible. That shit isn't just some fake stage show where paid actors are pretending. Be very, very careful. You may not remember any of it or even know they are doing it to you.

I think they both came in you. I've tried poppers 3 times when guys said it would help me deep throat and each time they held them to my nose and had me breathe them too long and when I was out of it fucked me instead of me sucking them. When I came to, I'd already been fucked. It's definitely possible to breathe poppers tot he point of not knowing what's going on and missing their nutting up your ass entirely.

Very hot. I'd be so ashamed, but massively hot that he did it and you know but he doesn't know you know.

Why would a bottom get a choice?

surprising him with your nut is hot

Mutliple thousands is too much to swing, esp if he comesback for more. You ahve to avoid him and pray he doesn't go through i fyou cant afford it. A few hundred might be doable, but thousands and thousands and you will be ruined even if you do pay him.

Why does it matter what we want?

Some guy texted me last night, told me that if I didnt leave my front door open and go to bed drunk he'd make a scene and tell my neighbors I'm a cum dump. So I did, woke up this morning with a sore hole and cum leaking out of me.

doingtaht tonight

Good luck man. It's been 5 weeks since a guy stealthed me. Scared waiting for the 3 month mark to test hopefully neg. Im a bottom though and he said he was positive after it was too late so my odds are much worse than yours, but I know what it's like to be overwhelmed by it all.