curiouspuppy429

why does it change you when guys abuse and degrade you? Ive felt the same way when raped then bred against my will. somehow you feel like you deserve it afterwards

I havent had that but have only tried poppers twice to try to deep throat. For me, both times I pretty much blacked out though I think they held it to my nose too long.

Meaning you would perform as the other sexual role if you lost, or just if you lost the bet you'd be used however the winner wanted, like they post your address on the cum dump network with pic, etc?

I have muscle relaxents from a car accident - take them maybe once a weekend to get a good night's sleep. They and a double dose of extra strength tylenol will really help with the pain? Do they also help with deep throating? I guess the spincter and throat are muscles, just never thought of it that way. I've tried poppers for that but I kind of blacked out when they held them to my nose too long and they wound up fucking me instead when I was kind of oblivious so maybe Tylenol and muscle relaxants are better?

I see your point but would point out that getting chicken pox young is an immunization against future, ill timed and much worse forms of the disease. That is the whole reason of those parties and completely unapplicable to the case of guys trying to get poz.

My question to everyone is why do POZ tops want to infect neg guys?

I think bug chasing is a logical and rational decision for many guys. If a guy understands that he really like taking loads in anonymous situations, then he's being realistic to acknowledge to himself that he will become HIV+ as a result. What's not a healthy response is to think he can stay neg in that situation or to beat himself up for what he desires sexually.

One he understands he will become poz, there are two rational responses. Just be at peace with it and let it happen. Or take control of the situation and enjoy it (since it will only happen once). Bug chasers are essentially just taking control of an unfortunate event in their lives. It's actually a very healthy response to their situation.

Now chasing and spreading other STDs - that never makes sense to me.

Interesting - A lot of women (and men) who are raped or sexually abused young go through a slutty phase some from the lack of self esteem (the degrading part of being used by a top for his pleasure at your expense comes into play here) but also from the phych trying to assert some control over the situation and choosing to get fucked is sort of better on the ego than being raped. There's also some theory that being in a similar situation again allows the mind to slowly process the thoughts and sensations that were so overwhelming when first experienced - even though they are not thoughts and sensations one would have originally sought out.

Also, some of it has to come from some people simply having the thrill gene and wanting ever more risky / interesting sex. You cant get much riskier than a poz guy fucking you bare.

I have been a tease in a similar way, though Ive never agreed to hook up with anyone from here. I've certainly talked to a lot of guys from other sites and backed out, sometimes at the last minute - I guess I can see how that would piss them off and make them feel justified in taking revenge like this story - lots to think about.

Last night before I went to bed the guy who came over and fucked me bare last week popped up online and said I had to go to bed with my door open or he'd make a scene outside, scream to my neighbors that I was a fag cum dump taking poz loads... I told him not to come but woke up at 3 am to him on top of me starting to put his dick in me. Then he held a bottle of poppers to my nose and made me breathe it until I blacked out and by the time I came to again he'd already nutted in me. Rough night.

Where the hell is this map??!!!?

It's back up. (They still haven't approved any profile changes since 6 hours ago though.)

I like the idea of him fucking you once you went "soft." There is something about a bottom that has a "soft cock" that is suck a fucking turn on.

Agreed, it should be all about the top's pleasure with no regard for what is good for or the bottom wants.

Yes, it is. And I don't think it's regular maintenance. I updated my profile and 4 hours later it still hadn't been approved, then the maintenance window went up. Think they were having problems before.

Yep, I get a "maintenance" message, too.

And when I emailed him asking him about it / if he was serious and why his profile said neg he replied: ">>:-). Thats so i can fuck neg cum dumps like you full of my sweet poz loads. Dont act like u didnt ove my dirty jizz shooting deep inside u"

Where were you when you got your last load? If you're a top, where were you when you gave your last load?

Just now, in my bedroom, got drunk and went to bed witht eh front door open for a guy to fuck me. woke up to his dick going in me and him talking really dirty, hurt but was fine until near the end when he asked if I was ready for a dirty load and when I freaked out and asked if he was poz when he pinned me down, nutted in me and said 'take that poz load bitch'.

I asked again, as he was getting dressed and he just said 'there you go' as he walked out.

Tonight at home. Was drunk and agreed to hook up to suck a guy off. Someone told me poppers help you deep throat so I got some. I guess maybe I did too much but blakced out a little and next thing I knew he was on top of me fucking me and nutting in me.

Drunk now. home, alone in my briefs and socks. in the dark waiting to suck a guy off. in bed with my front door open for him to just walk in, scary, but hot.

Hot - totally wrong but HOT

Thanks, havent taken my first poz load yet, so still kind of nervous about it. Big step for someone like me.

And if I post myaddress does that mean i have to always leave my door open outside fo the hours i say im not available?

Why? Would i get a choice?

If we sign up do we really have tot aek any load? Almost horny (and drunk) enough to do it but still kind of nervous

Are the XXXs you talk about an adult theater? How to I let guys know Id suck without being too obvious?

Bi married top here ... just wanted to say thanks for swallowing that load. Most of the sex I have with dudes is just getting sucked off in places like the woods where u were or in XXXs. I never warn them when I'm ready to nut, but most of the time the cocksuckers are cool and happy to swallow. I really hate it if they pull off or spit out my jizz. If it make any sense it feels like I haven't had sex .. and then I need to go find someone else to take my load.

Wonder if you converted him. I guess he's lucky you told him to know to get tested and on meds.

Not if I knew about it and had a choice. Though the times guys have nutted in me I didn't exactly get a choice about it so I guess it's only a matter of time before someone poz does it.

Where did you post your ad and what did it say? I need to do that.