I want to go to DFW. I'm doing this Saturday in Honolulu. Like I said I'm a masculine guy and the thought of him calling my hole a pussy and cunt and me a bitch is getting me horned up. I don't know how I'll react when it actually happens. I do have a regular I suck off and when he tells me I'm the best cocksucker he has had it gets me hard so I think it will be fine. You see, I'm new to this. I am a recent widower. My husband of 35 years passed away suddenly and his was the only cock I've had since I was 17. Now I want to take as much cock as I can up my hole and down my throat. These are things I didn't think about all those years, didn't really realize what a cum and cock whore I really am. I'm trying to find a top here in San Diego that will give me cock on a regular basis but no luck yet. It's all very strange. For a guy like me to be in a faithful and commited relationship all those years and suddenly after going through the grief period finding out I'm a cock loving cum whore is odd.