barebackerboy

Hello boys there is now a cum union held in the uk I couldnt make the first one but ive got my ticket for the next and second one and I will be attending its being held on saturday the 25th of January 10pm till 4am at SE5 Dungeon bar, 156 Wells Way Camberwell London England go look it up on www.barebackrt.com and book your tickets hope to see and fuck you there

my advice is to take the meds mate ive seen peole die from hiv and its not nice I also still suffer from that infection in my mouth and my cd4 has improved since being on medication and I started at cd4 being 350 I understand your probably not raedy to take the pills yet its a harsh reminder that your doomed and your going to die but we are all going to die one day at least you got a good idea whats going to kill you it really is your choice mate but you have to face upto your diagnosis the reality of it and just take the fucking pills I just set a daily reminder on my phone and keep some with me at all times I don't think twice about them anymore I let the clinic do all that when I go for my quarterly bloods that's what the are there for

so heres my fist ever start on a thread I really like this site thnakyou so much raw top for launching it . ok let me start at the beginning going back to 1999 I was neg hated condoms and virtually never used them and I certainly did not want hiv , but on saying that at the time including a couple of fuck buddies everyone around me were getting a hiv positive diagnosis and I actually felt left out . then I got a computer and the internet with my isp package I got some free webspace but thought I don't want to just do a bit of a blog about me so I decided to launch the first and to date only british bareback website aimed at people meeting others into bareback for fun I did have people specify there status on there and hoped people were not breeding but that was there choice I called it gaybarebackinguk or gbbuk and it was very successful I ended up adding a members section on the back end to make some money out of it and started making my own bareback creampie films putting them on for streaming and selling them on dvd I even won some bareback film awards at the time and was commissioned by treasure island media to film for them but something quiet major also happened in my life and I had to stop the website anyway for many years since being a teenager I had regular full STI testing for everything every three months and er so much as caught a thing .then it happened after umpteen negative test results I went to the clinic was taken into a room and told my result by a standard nurse no less well it knocked me for 6 I went through all the emotions suicidal thoughts fear and depression councilling the whole 9 yards initially all hiv did to me was make me very tired all the time nothing more really I did not start on meds for 8 years from diagnosis and that was pretty much at the time of infection when I did start to get ill my viral load was really high like half a million but because my cd4 had not fallen below 350 they would not start me on meds i started to come to terms with my diagnosis then I got ill very quickly and had to go onto medication I started on truvada and neviripine that's when my problems started I already had and underlying health condition I suffer from blackout and altered states of consciousness but this got 10 times worse when I got ill since being on meds ive developed neuropathy which I think is being caused by the meds but my consultant tells me im on the best combination and wont change them so it started with pain around the heels of my feet when I get out of bed int the morning acute pain sometimes that makes my legs give way but after taking a few steps the pain does ease and get better , then my eye sight started to deteriorate and now I have to wear glasses full time just to do everyday things my sense of touch varies which also means I have a higher pain threshold than I used to and somedays I cant hear so well , this is all the neuropathy caused by the medication keeping me alive I might add then theres my cock a very important part of me that's brought me many happy hours of bareback fucking and shooting cum up a guys arse I have erectile disfunction too also my penis is not as sensitive as it used to be reqiring more stimulationso I got a p.a. that really helped nowadays I have to use silagra a very strong copy of Viagra and while that makes my cock work when I need it too I still have times when it wont work for me ive recently bought an esim kit the side effects of the silagra are headache and dioreah which puts my arse out of action most of the time even though I do occasionally like to take it . sure being poz does give you a hell of a lot of sexual liberty but at a price boys as you can see mine here hiv is now just a mangable cronic illness but it hasn't gone away by any means and treatments do still fail and people do still die from AIDS even if the governmets cover it up . I will also bring to attention that I live in the uk while we have a great nhs service and my medications comes to me free of charge , the uk government have now passed a law that states "if you are hiv positive then you must inform any new sexual partner before having sex with them even if you do use a condom" otherwise should you infect that partner they then have the right to prosecute you and you can then be sent to prison for biological grevious body harm . before I was poz I could walk into a nightclub pick up a fuck and go home with him no worries no condoms either no problem no im poz I have all this shit I means its not exactly easy to walk up to a guy you fancy in a night club setting and say hi im hiv positive but I want to take you home and fuck bareback its just not going to happen is it so now I find myself confined to certain groups of people I meet regular in saunas and bath houses who I know and know me and we all bareback knowing whats going on . I personally don't understand bug chasing of gift giving or why someone out of choice would actively go out to contract hiv and I would not wish it on my worst enemy what ive been through having said that I still fuck bb all the way till I cum inside someone and always have done have I ever pozzed anyone up well probably but I don't know about it no im on meds and undectable so no virus in my system to pass on as ive proved had a fuck buddy track me down a couple of years ago who wanted pozzing up but after 12 months and pleanty of bareback loads up his arse hes still negative the crook is it had to be me to poz him up as back when we was teenagers I met him in a public toilets took him home and just barebacked him apparantley I was the only guy to do that to him in that way it worries him at the time in case I was poz but I wasn't . ive learnt life is just too short I live everyday to the max I can and have the absolute best of everything that I can afford and have everything ive always wanted but im still single and living with hiv im 42 now and fear what my health will be like in 10 years time not to mention what the hiv meds do to your body . but hey I still love sinking my raw cock and dumping a load up an arse everytime its give me a better bigger buzz than any drug or thrill eve ever encountered in my life im very fortunate that the state looks after me that's all because im not well enough to go to work

HI Lads can I just say, ok im a dedicated barebacker through and through I got my positive diagnosis (an x gave it too me) 11 years ago and am doing well on meds which is good as i'm still alive or is it !!! I say that because of course I don't want to die and from reading this thread you put some interesting points down regarding hep C yes I do think being poz does give you a hell of a lot of sexual freedom and liberty and that's great but it does have a cost on your overall health my general health is shit these days and I'm somewhat scared of the future so I take everyday as it comes and just enjoy myself im aware of cross infection but don't hold much credibility in it and it doesn't worry me after all I'm always going to have hiv now whether I like it or not despite the tiredness lethargy poor sex drive at times and yes impotence which is a real pain when your top like me yeah I use Viagra but then I get a headache and have to use pain killers too Viagra also gives me mild dioreah so I also have to take loperamide too and energy drinks high in caffeine I do this once a week just so I can go basically and fuck my brains out at a sauna then I spend 3 days paying for it everytime occasionally I might get away with just feeling crap for a day or two at best hmmm now this hep c I certainly don't think I want that I'm currently negative of all hep strains but I have also been vaccinated against hep B and one of the others either hep A or hep C I'm sure its hep C as the one remaining strain of hep I am at risk from is easily curable as far as I know so ask your clinic about the other hepatitis vaccines available ok when I think honestly about getting hiv sure yeah id change the time I contacted it probably not have had sex before using a condom but I wold have caught it sooner or later from the next fuck down the line so when I really ask myself would I change anything the answer is no I am a barebacker end of story that's my turn on I am who and what I am despite being ostrasized generally by the gay community for it its not been easy and I am just looking for a community where I can be accepted for being me and I'm sorry if that means I like sticking my raw cock up an arse and fucking it till I cum but unless I've done that I don't feel I've even had sex and if I cant have sex I don't think life is worth living does anybody else feel like this here ?

hi guys I just had to write about my afternoon yesterday its a bears event that i go to every month held on the 3rd Saturday of the month at the greenhouse sauna in darlaston in the west midlands u.k. anyway as useual I arrived around 1pm and got undressed in the locker room then headed straight down into the dungeon basement area with nothing but a towel and my bottle of trustee silicone based lube in hand on getting into the dungeon I find 3 bottoms one in a sling and 2 bent over a padded bed thing on feeling the first guys arse bent over I found him ready lubed ready for breeding so slide my raw cock straight up him now I don't mean to brag but I am quiet a big boy with a good 8 inches long quiet thick and uncut with a p.a. I never take out, my tribal dream ring that is 8mm thick this guy winced a bit I often get that some bottoms just cant take the p.a. but I just rammed it up him and fucked him for around 5 mins before pulling out to try the guy bent over next to him while im fucking the second guy this drop dead gorgous bear started caressing me from behind and asks me to breed him so I pull out of the second guy and fuck this 3rd guy as im fucking him bent over in this dungeon he is asking me to fill him well that's gets me going everytime so after fucking him for 5 mins I blow my first load right up him then I went for a shower and break after having a drink I went upstairs into the cinema room where there was a staxus bb film on the go after a few mins watching that my cock got hard again I just love seeing a raw cock go in and out of an arse gets my cock up eveytime that's when the bear I fucked earlier who had my first load came onto me again he started off sucking my cock before sitting on it I fucked him for a while but wasn't ready to blow my second load just yet so when I said that he left me there I watched the porn some more and my cock got rock hard again (that's because I had some Viagra earlier before arriving at the sauna) with my hard cock in hand I left the cinema area and walked across the landing into a dark room opposite to find a very nice smooth arse bent over and lubed up so I just slid straight in fucked him and dumped my 2nd load I then went for a break and used the facilities swimming pool and Jacuzzi plenty of guys fucking bb in the Jacuzzi there I met an old fuck buddy with a lovely pierced cock he was up for it so we went to a private room and he slowly fucked me dumping a load up me I then left there went for some food before going back down into the dungeon where I found a young slim guy in the sling who id seen earlier fucking in the Jacuzzi with his legs well spread in the sling so I sat down on the floor and proceded to lick him out and fuck me if the dirty little shit didn't push a load of cum right out of his arse onto my tonge that was fucking hot the cum dripped down my chin and directly onto my cock making me rock hard yet again so I stood up and slid right in there I was fucking him for around 5 mins when 2 more guys cam along one at my left the other fondling me from behind I proceeded to let then see I was stuck up this young lad raw and let them watch my raw bare cock going in and out of this lads arse I then pulled out and let the guy behind me go up the lad raw in the sling as he was fucking the young lad he asked me if I wanted to go back up there and said I didn't mind then he said he was going to cum in this lads arse so I just snogged the top encouraging him to cum in the guys arse after he finished and pulled out my cock right went up the lads arse quicker tan a rat up a drain pipe and I just went for it I fucked him good and hard before dumping my 3rd load deep up his hole I was then thoroughly exhausted by now and went to leave to go home very satisfied with a good days barebacking