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melvin0095

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  1. 1 hour ago, drscorpio said:

    I have been bareback only since the early 90s. I was always mostly bottom, but I have been exclusively bottom since the late 90s. By that time, I was not actively chasing, but I was also not doing much to avoid poz loads. I had accepted that I would poz up at some point, but I was not going out looking for poz guys even if all I was doing to protect myself was asking "I'm neg, are you?"

    I met my future husband in 2005. He was a hot redneck with 8x6 cut who fucked like a demon. We became monogamous after a couple of weeks, and we both tested negative. We were completely monogamous for 6 years. This worked well for us because he was almost exclusively top. Honestly, it was all I could do to keep up with his sex drive. We got legally married in California in 2008 in the time before Prop 8 passed. 

    Eventually, we both started craving a little fresh meat. When we started talking about opening up, he said, "Please don't make me wear a rubber." I told him I was cool with him fucking other people bare as long as I was allowed to take it bare and take loads. He was a little hesitant but agreed that was only fair. We started having threesomes and foursomes, and eventually we gave each other permission to play alone. 

    [My husband had lost his first lover to AIDS in the mid 80s. They had moved to San Francisco hoping some doctor there could help him. His lover died a few moths after they arrived, and he spent years working with AIDS related charities. He took care of many men in the last stages whose family and friends had abandoned them. Because of all of this, he was very worried about me contracting HIV. He didn't want to have to bury another man.]

    Very soon, my husband realized that he really got off on watching other men breed me and then fucking my cummy hole. I would often wake up on Saturday to find he had been on the apps and sites since early morning and set up several guys to breed me. He seemed content to serosort through asking "are you neg?" I knew this wasn't good protection for me/us, but I didn't really mind. Like I said before, I had already made peace with the thought of getting pozzed. 

    In the summer of 2013, I was diagnosed with syphilis. It was in the second stage, so who knows when I contracted it. He suddenly got terrified that I had also pozzed. He started pushing for me to go on PrEP. It took several months for various reasons I have talked about on here before, but I started PrEP in early 2014. It was the only thing that allowed him to relax enough to let us enjoy our open sex life. He went on it a couple of months later. 

    That's where I have been for several years now. I believe that PrEP is a good thing. It is the only way a cumdump bottom can expect to remain HIV-. I say this even if I was on it mostly for my husband's comfort.  

    My husband recently passed away very unexpectedly (recently enough that this is my first time mentioning it on here). My first thought was to flush all my Truvada. But I have decided that the conventional wisdom of waiting a while before making life-changing decisions applied to this one.

    I am glad we have PrEP. I fully support everyone who is on it. I also understand and support those who choose not to be. 

    Sorry for your loss.

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  2. On 8/29/2017 at 12:19 PM, Memphian said:

     

    That's one reason I love missionary sometimes. Being able to lock my ankles around him and put my hands on his thrusting ass. Feel those muscles working as he fucks me like a school girl. And holding his ass and pulling him as deep as possible when he unloads. 

    Fuck. Instant hardon tying that!

    Perfect way to get bred.  Needing it bad.

  3. On 6/30/2016 at 6:29 AM, justsexnowatl said:

    I wear one every time - doesn't matter if I'm jacking, fucking, sucking, bottoming.  Kind of need it to keep me harder, but was into wearing them even before I needed it.  Metal, rubber, neoprene, leather - like them all, and keep them in my gym bag, glove box - anywhere I can put my hands on one fast :)

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    Love the way you think.  Sweet pics too.

  4. I lived in akron Ohio, up until a few years ago.

    I did not attend a gay day at kings island.

    But did go to big cedar several times.   Unofficial gay day there is on father's day in June.

    I did casually look for sex a few times.  Did not have any luck.   Just lots of gay guys having a good time.

  5. 18 minutes ago, find91 said:

    When if it's average size dicks. Then you can just wear or sleep with a small size plug. It's the size of the plug that makes the difference of the gape. Also you don't have to sleep with it you can pop a plug in and run so errands. A few hours helps train the hole, Doesn't have to be 8-12hrs

    Love wearing one out.   Then finding a restroom in each store to play with it a bit.    Semi boned all afternoon.

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  6. On 10/28/2018 at 7:28 PM, Ravensdog417 said:

    Took two loads at Vegas Video 3 weeks ago...one through a Glory hole and one while face down and ass up...both completely anon as a cumdump should take them....experienced nausea and muscle fatigue last night, exactly 3 weeks to the day later....getting tested this coming week

    I have been over there a few times... sadly never had the good luck you did.

  7. As a bottom that has issues at times taking cock uo his ass, I can say that headspace plays a huge amunt into this.  I NEED to be in the right state of mind if anything above average is going into me; my body just naturally clamps up if not and chokes out my tops boner.  Super annoying, but its the truth.  Get me in the right state of mind though, and i'll be begging for more in no time.

     

    Throat though, that's a different story. I can swallow a coke can im sure of it lol

    Throat though, that's a different story. I can swallow a coke can im sure of it lol

     

    Thanks for the laugh... love this line.

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