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And one I left out... Is it the man (or men) who established and run bareback websites, where we all congregate to cruise, hook up, and discuss this issue that is at the very center of our lives? Could it even be our very own rawTOP?

Recently, on a separate thread here devoted to him, someone posted: "Lito Cruz is a bareback hero." Apart from singling out one of my favorite performers, this got me thinking. We all need heroes in life. There are always going to be men who inspire respect, awe, worship; who exert leadership in masculine endeavors. With all the societal pressures to muzzle our natural sex instinct and stifle the expression of our best selves through sex and exchange of body fluids, it takes a man to resist and walk the path of true bareback manhood. So...who's your bareback hero? Is it a porn star? A top, like Mr. Cruz, or Brad McGuire, or...[your favorite here]? Or a bottom, like Dawson, or Christian, or [your favorite here]? Or even a versatile, like Alan Gregory or Pat Jackson? Who in this realm exemplifies the fierce freedom of true masculine nature, expressed with cock and/or butthole and cum? Is it a porn producer, like Paul Morris or Dick Wadd or [your favorite here], who provides positive examples of optimal male lust for us to emulate and improve upon, who by their work validate our very existence? Is it the operator of your favorite sex venue? Maybe he has bareback porn playing on the video systems, so we all have that extra bit of stimulation to motivate us as we hunt and breed. Or he schedules regular bareback parties, to give us all a safe place to practice the true gay male religion, sacred worship of the God Cock and Holy Semen... Is it the man (or men) who first fucked you raw? The guy who got you to fuck him raw for your first time? The family member who introduced you to your cock and your butthole with his own raw dick? The teacher, coach or clergyman who reached inside you, figuratively and literally, and helped you get in touch with your inner bareback pig? Or is it you, yourself, a man who knows what a man is and what a man is for, and sets the example for everyone he meets (and meats) by steadfastly maintaining a "bareback only" policy? Who is your bareback hero?

We've been conditioned a lot by porn soundtracks, and sometimes I wonder how much I hear during sex (especially in groups) is the result of the sound of porn having penetrated our sensibilities. But I'm very aurally oriented (trained as a musician), so am always acutely sensitive to sound in every activity...especially sex, during which other senses are heightened, too. Really good sex involves all five senses...including hearing. I feed on the energy of other guys in group sex, and so just sort of assume others do, too. So I make sure I'm making some sort of sound quite often - whether it's talk (to my bottom, or to another guy fucking), encouraging him (them); slapping asses or chests (and you can hold your hand just so to maximize the sound of it); or cue-ing my bottom (and anyone else in earshot) that I'm about to cum...plus the sounds I make while cumming. Once or twice, I've been asked to shut up...which just goes to show there are other, more judgmental senses that come into play as well, such as gauging the reception of one's behavior.

My screen name may give you a hint. Love all aspects of piss play. Love to piss on a guy, in his mouth, and up his ass (though that needs a lot of strategically timed drinking alternating with fucking, and if possible, an audience). Love swalllowing it; wearing it on my undeodorized pits (they smell like poppers after a few hits of piss), or soaking one of my special piss jockstraps, worn only at water sports parties and never washed in anything except manpiss (air-dried afterwards) - one drop of piss and they begin to reek something fierce. I don't get fucked very often, so haven't had the privilege of piss up my hole (on it, yes, and maybe some got in; but never piss-fucked). For a "total immersion" course I can recommend the annual Wet & Hot party in Palm Springs, California - usually the second weekend of July. Three days and nights of (mostly) bareback sex and piss play. There also are a few w/s parties in New York City, plus wet nights at Blow Buddies in San Francisco and Slammer in Los Angeles, plus a w/s club in Chicago that meets every other month.

Like most of us here, condom porn is anathema to me, but I do make one exception. I have a strong fetish about men's room sex (used to engage in a lot of it myself), so a hot video set in a men's room sometimes trumps the condoms in use for me. So maybe I have a dozen or so of those videos, versus several hundred bareback porn videos. I also have several hundred pre-bareback videos (if older videos can be marketed as "pre-condom", then those videos with condoms that came out in the 1980s and 1990s can be called "pre-bareback"), and I hardly ever view them anymore.

It already hardens my cock to watch him breed hole on video...it would make me harder (if that's possible) to know he's shooting loaded cum.