Dirtyfuckboy
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Been away for far too long. I think lockdown really fucked me up big time. I met a guy and he convinced me to settle down, tbh it was really hard to fuck around in London so i decided to settle. One thing led to another and before i knew it we were in a relationship and i was back in intense therapy and rehab and back on meds. I was back to being a model citizen and completely clean and was trying to convince myself this was it. This was who i should be and it's fucking sustainable and right.
But nothing lasts forever and finally came back to my senses over a week ago. Got a dealer coming over with t and am eager to become a God again.
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There will be times when you'll need to ensure your long healthy life by being on meds and not over indulging in drugs until they fuck your life up. I don't recommend people like us settle down with someone who doesn't understand and occasionally enjoys gift giving and pnp because we'll always have a part of us that if we do not provide occasional outlets as well as therapy (metaphysical options able to engage with your consciousness and energy and have guides working on your soul pieces for transformation and restructuring are better for this kind of lifestyle issue requiring the ability to help without whole sale repression or social stigma, message me for suggestions and because I admire you free healing sessions and hypnotherapy and other things not just for this but anything anytime for life just because you're a God incarnate needing the aid of a shamanic servant while in your mortal form) we will eventually crash and burn and often worse than before and hurt ourselves over it without meaning to. The only problem in this new life was there was no space to acknowledge this side of you is part of you and welcome but requires a stage where your venom isn't lethal but that doesn't mean you can't train a pet fwb to be the viral giver while you participate and encourage but for your healths sake you're taking something to prevent turning to aids too soon and returning to Olympus with the other gods before more of us can have the chance to worship you and bask in the glory and the deadly blessings you breed into us. It's frustrating but next time you're ready to try please think of me and reach out. It's my honor and privilege to serve you, Unholy One.
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