shinelover

My mood totally plummets at first sight of a condom. That's just the way it is.

Well, unless the condoms are being used for the loads that are already in them -to dump in a cumdump or used for lube for a bareback fucker.

That is very hot! You would probably be surprised the number of 'Alpha' guys who are actually more into being used and dominated. Just go with what feels good to you and enjoy the fuck out of it!

I've always been painfully shy, so when I was younger I found it hard to connect with guys. When camming and posting videos started to become a 'thing', I was really nervous about it. Of course I was concerned about people I knew seeing me in a compromising position. But after posting a few 'safer' videos, I couldn't believe the rush I got knowing that other men were actually getting off to videos of me!

It was a nice bump to my ego, though I have never been one to think that I'm anyone special. But knowing that some guys get me is a real help.

I've wanted partners I've had over the years to film our sex or fetish sessions, even if they only showed me, but haven't had any luck finding guys into it. And the couple who seemed open to it, well, once you get into the heat of things, you just forget about outside distractions.

But I would still absolutely love to film myself getting fucked and seeded and post it online for other men to enjoy. Plus, it is great advertising if you want guys to know that you're a 'no loads refused' slut. 

Fuck, this is so HOT! And I love that you have Scotty calling him 'Dad' instead of 'Daddy' -something about that makes it sexier to me. Awesome story, mate!

Yeah, BoyStrangler, you're basically saying all of my deepest fantasies! And that's one way I dream of going when it's my time.

When I'm not only poz, but wasting away with full blown AIDS. Have a fucker like you pounding my hole bloody for hours (after a ton of other AIDS fuckers have used me), strangling me, blast your toxic seed deep in my destroyed hole, and keep on squeezing until I'm finally gone.

I'm loving this so far! Can't wait for the next part!?

Fuck yeah, this is getting really good!

I love when tops take liberties like that. In my mind it's totally up to them. I'm just here to be used, so they can invite anyone they want.

I hope you got more loads after that!

Fuck, man, that is HOT! I love when men fuck like they mean it!

Fuck, that's a hot time! Can't wait to read about your turn on the receiving end!!

I have to admit that I surprised myself the first time I felt I was getting choked during a fuck. It got me so fucking horny, though I really shouldn't be surprised since I prefer men who are on the aggressive side.

Off to a very good start. Now I'm intrigued . . .

This is fucking hot! I've never done much in the way of chems (outside of 420 and poppers) but more recently I fantasize about getting fucked up and used like this. Especially if it can get me knocked up, too!!!

Fuck, this sounds awesome! I'm still looking for a bf who will understand my needs like yours does. You're a lucky pig!

Fuck, I do hope there is more to this story. I would totally go for that guy!!!

Mmm, love the hot verbal in the last part. I can't help it, I really shouldn't get off on being called a faggot. But while I'm getting pounded and bred, it works for me!

When I was much younger, I loved shoving gobs of Vaseline up my ass to use with toys. It always shocked me how easily my hole opened up for whatever toy I was using, no stretching or pain. They would just glide on in -like they were meant to be there all along.

It hasn't happened like that with any other kind of lube I've used since. Still, I'd rather use cum as lube any day of the week!

This is just really good. I so wish it was easier to find gifters who had the attitude of these two toxic studs! Looking forward to reading more ?

I'm enjoying the way this is going, the build-up. Looking forward to the next part ?☣️

A couple of years ago a guy I was chatting with online brought this up to me. It's a big fetish of his and, from how he talked about it, it really turned me on. Sadly we never got to meet, but after that I've had a few guys bring it up and I'm still eager to try. 

Like I always say, my hole is available to any man. So doesn't matter to me if I'm sleeping or awake. If you're with me and you're needing to drain your balls, just go for it!

Damn, I really like where this is going!

Fuck, I can't wait to read the details about this . . .

Fuck, man, lately reading stories about bloodied asses gets me so damn horny! I need my hole destroyed like this!!

I've wondered about finding videos on the dark web, too. Stuff that I can't seem to see on any other site -like openly poz guys breeding. Genuine AIDS fuckers spreading their seed. Conversion videos with bloody asses. There seem to be the same handful of pozzing videos bouncing around all of the usual sites, but I'd really love to find something more extreme. Real wasting guys infecting eager neg asses.

And when I was on tumblr  there were tons of videos labeled 'pozzing' or something to do with conversion, but there was no verbal to indicate anyone was actually poz, no one  had 'the look' or there were no bio hazard tats. Just regular old fucking.

If anyone finds anything worth seeing on the dark web, I do hope they will keep us all posted.

When I was younger, it was 'cum and done' for me. Luckily, a benefit of age is the way our bodies change for the better. Now I can cum and keep on going. I'm sure your body's natural reaction to cumming has your hole tightening, which is where your discomfort comes from. I remember when I first started out playing with toys. I'd get a butt plug jammed up my hole and I was a happy pig.

Until I blew my load and my ass clamped up so tight I was scared I wouldn't ever get the damned thing out! Just take a few deep breaths, calm yourself, and within a few minutes your hole will loosen to a comfortable level again. Hopefully -I'm no expert. If you're lucky you will be with men who understand your reaction and they can slow down while you take a few minutes to adjust. And then they can resume slamming your pig hole!

Good luck!