Sub-Cocksucker

Restrooms trigger me instantly, to the point its akward for me to use them. I can NOT use urinals, I cant stand next to another man at one, I HAVE to look and see if I can see their cocks," This has got me yelled at more than once. I am also in the closet, but I have been caught and exposed several times in restrooms. Ive had bold men see me looking and ask me if I wanted it, I DROP to my knees. Most freak out a bit, not wanting to do it in the open, and either laugh at me as they leave, or will usher me into a stall to suck them off. The worst was at a rest stop, I was on my knees right in the middle of the restroom SUCKing a guy off, Some one walked in and I heard them say something in disgust and leave, I was about to jump to my feet, Guy said fuck that, you finish what you started and fucked my face. Right as he came a janitor there walked in yelling at us telling us he was gonna call the cops. I got to my feet and quickly walked out passed him as i was swallowing the mans load.

Tried cages a handful of times, but found them uncomfortable in one way or another, and I have no self control, and I am a chronic masturbator, so I never had them on long at all. Having said that, I have always had a somewhat similar fantasy, That a "spell" be put on me, that shrunk my penis to 1" or less, completely limp and cant get hard at ALL. And that I cant get hard, or cum, until I had swallowed a certain number of loads. Or even better, that I still cant get hard, but upon swallowing that last load it makes me cum hands free.

When I had a DOM that was arranging groups to fuck me, I learned to have a towel in my vehicle, so that I didnt get my seat soaked with cum as my wrecked hole leaking cum on the drive home.

Went to a local park cruising spot the other night to suck a guy off from Grindr. I got there early, and there were 3 used condoms laying on a block wall. As soon as I saw them I shivered and let out a whimper. I was both turned on seeing them there, but also a bit upset and disturbed knowing what it meant. Like I was literally under a spell, I picked them up one by one. Ran my fingers down them squeezing the cum into my mouth as sucked it out. Stale cum. Very pungent. All I could think about was how disgusting I was, how nasty these old loads were, as I uncontrollably swallowed them down. This is not the first time I have done this, far from it, but every time, I cant wrap my head about the lack of control I have when I find them. I LOVE cum, dont get me wrong, LOVE it. But this is old nasty stale cum. Im sorry if that grosses you out, I am just trying to put into words how it effects me, the lack of control, the disbelief. Just a couple minutes after I swallowed the 3rd and last load, the guy showed up. I was so far into sub head space before he even got there, I was an Eager Obedient cocksucker for him.

Ive been taking the Zinc adn Pygeum about 3 weeks now. Precum seems to be the same, my loads might be sliiiiiightly larger, but really not noticing a difference yet 😕

I have quite a few but I guess one of my main ones would be hooking up with an older extremely dominant black man. For him to start using me on a regular basis at least a couple times a week introducing me to more and more Kink and more and more rough sex. Eventually putting me in extreme bondage well I'm used. Them one day while I am helpless and in bondage he has at least five of his black buddies over to use me also. After that night it turns into a regular thing where I am gang fucked at least once a week why these men. They are all very dominant rough black men maybe some sort of gang members. Maybe he has guys he knows straight out of prison that are pent up and need a hole to use. I want to be a white boy faggot snow bunny. My other main fantasy involves hooking up with an older very dominant very kinky farmer. Probably can't mention the rest of that fantasy here so use your imagination.

No suggestions?

Thanks for the input guys, I think I am going to try taking Zinc and Pygeum to start and see how it goes.

I am looking for some good websites for hardcore armature bondage photos. Especially of younger twinks in bondage.

Some of you may have seen some of my other posts talking about how I eat my own cum all the time. Well this time around I started saving it, I had about 35 loads saved in the freezer, then thawed them out and drank them down. I made another post asking if anyone had any recommendations for making my loads bigger, never got any replies 😞 Yellow container is one of two I had saved, glass is them combined and thawed.

I just recently took a two-week work trip / vacation. I have been with a dominant man for quite a while now that uses me on a regular basis. It's common on the weekends for two or four of his buddies we also. He told me since I was going to be gone for so long that I need to make it up for him by doing task for him while I was gone. First of which was to suck off at least 10 random men. I got eight. I had two no-shows. He said I also had to suck off at least one trucker. I got lucky this trip and sucked off three. He also had me stop at three different. I have no idea if you knew these men or if she just found them by placing an online ad. Or what. 03 put me in bondage. Which I am always in anytime I'm with my sister. The first man just tied my hands behind my back and tide my ankles together. Used both my holes a short while dump the load in me untied me and told me to get out. Second man tied me spread eagle on my stomach on his bed. He then worked several large holes into my ass. Then left a large butt plug in me while he left the room. About 20 minutes later he came back with two other men all dumped a load in me. The third guy had a room set up in his basement sex swing bondage equipment toys you name it. I spent most of the night at his place being used for several hours. A little bit of cbt, a lot of ass play. Nipple clamps left on me so long my nipples are still bruised and sore. After he dumped several loads in me he popped a medium sized butt plug in my ass and told me that my master said that It was to stay in my ass until I got back to him. I will be going over to my master's house tomorrow. He said I will be making it up to him for being gone so long. He said he invited every cock I've ever taken for him over for the weekend. I am both excited and wondering just how many that could be. He has had many random men over his place over the last year to use me. This whole experience has just put me in my place over and over again as nothing but a couple holes to be used for cock. I can't escape it

I saved up 30 to 33 loads, lost count 😞 Thawed them out and drank them down, wasnt NEARLY enough, since my loads arent that bog 😞 It makes me want to see if I can gain access to more save cum, of any kind, somehow.

Are there any vitamins or certain foods I can eat to increase my load size? I dont care about sperm count, just a bigger load. Why you ask? If you have seen my other posts on here, its obvious I am a cum addict. I eat mine constantly, and have got in the habit of now saving my loads and freezing them until I have at least 30 loads, then I drink them. But I dont have very big loads, so its frustrating that I still dont end up with the volume I want. So yes, I want my loads to be larger, just to eat them. If anyone else is into cum collecting, or knows other ways of getting large amount of saved cum, I would love to chat with you.

Well let me put it this way, I have jerked off many times JUST so I could eat my cum. I am now in the habit of collecting my cum, freezing it in a container, and once I have at least 30 loads saved, I drink it. Anyone have any tips for vitamins, or foods, to make my loads larger?

mmmmmmmmmm far right flesh colored one, i need that rearranging my second ring!

I have about 20 of my loads saved now, sadly I dont shoot big loads though. So I am thinking I am going to keep saving more before I swallow it. Just how much should I save?

Sticking random objects in my hole since I was very young. Fairly sure before I could even ejaculate. I remember being very young and kind of having a little itch to my butthole and rubbing it vigorously to scratch it. That became an ongoing thing well I would run and slightly penetrate my hole all the time. It didn't take long before I was completely fingering myself and then finding items to use in place of my fingers like screwdrivers handles to the other various objects. I remember I had a particular screwdriver that I kept in my room specifically for this. Not too long after that I found one of my mother's dildos and started using it. I only did this every so often though because I was afraid of getting caught. Eventually once I was old enough to order some things online I ordered several dildos of my own. After that it pretty much became a nightly thing.

Not had this combo either, But I do have a very powerful fuck machine. One that you really can't stall out. I have used some fairly big dildos with it also, let me tell you I don't care how hard you've been fucked by a real man nothing can compare to the power and stay pace of a machine. One of my fantasies, although I don't know if I will ever do it, due to the fact that if you wanted to he could literally split me in two, is letting a very dominant man Place me in full bondage over a fuck bench and hook a machine up to me.

I know a lot of you are into cum it comes with the territory. But I wanted to make this post to see if any of you are like me where it is a true addiction. A defining characteristic of your sexuality. I would like to connect with others that are like me and share experiences and Fantasies. I have been eating my own come from many years, and quite often I will save my come and freeze it just to fall out later and eat it. I do this because I love the big complete mouthful of cum. I don't shoot a very big load so every time I eat mine it's incredibly frustrating leaving the extremely hungry for more. I suck off a lot of random cock. I mean a lot. And even though I have had a handful of very lucky situations where I got to suck off three or four in a row it still left me incredibly hungry. I can't really put into words the effect eating cum has on me. Maybe this will give you an idea of how bad I crave it, I have found used condoms and suck the cum out of them several times. More often than not it has been very stale cum. Did it taste good? No. Was it kind of disgusting? Yes. But I absolutely had to eat it. I mean it. I had to. And doing so made me incredibly horny. There are times I jerk off literally just so I can swallow my own load just so I can have a taste. Again it's very frustrating because I don't shoot very big loads. It's to the point I crave to further this fetish. To somehow eat more and more cum. To the point I'm seriously thinking about having guys mail me cum. I'm just leery of giving out my address so I may actually set up a PO Box for. I would love to find several local men that would find it hot to save for cum for me ending up with several containers full of it. Finding a farmer that is into this would be incredible also. Anyway and like I said I just wanted to make this post so maybe I can connect with others like me.

About 2 months ago, I sucked off a guy at a cruising spot at a local park. I could smell his cock the second he pulled it out, and he made a point to roll back his foreskin to show me his dirty head. I am no stranger to dirty dick, so without hesitation I started sucking it. He asked if I liked his dirty dick, I told him that it makes me feel put in my place, and makes me feel like a total cocksucker, the fact that I will submit and suck dirty dick. Its such a powerful feeling, at times even being grossed out by it, yet I am compelled to suck it clean. Ever since that first day he has been coming back fairly often, and his cock has been MUCH dirtier. He told me that he hasnt washed his cock since the first night I sucked it. He doesnt seem like a dirty man, I dont really smell other BO on him, but he has the cheesiest dick I have every sucked.

I wish there was more porn like this also, only seen a handful that mention it, Though I have seen some great vids that you can tell the guy is bottoming out at the second ring, but then eventually POPs past it and goes balls deep with each stroke after that.

Swallowing down that much cum at once is a HUGE wish list item for me. Ive drank down several saved stale loads of my own, but I desperately would like to gulp down a bowl like that.

As an absolute cum lover I'm glad to see this old thread come back alive. I have never gotten sick from swallowing fresh loads. I've had at least 20 to 25 in one day. Was desperately hungry for more. However I have gotten a little bit sick to my stomach and gotten heartburn from swallowing stale loads. I have had two different Dom men that I have serviced that would save up come from them and I have no idea who else. The first Dom that made me do it told me it was a test he wanted to see how much of an absolute cum swallowing fagot I actually was. When he showed me the container of stay will come I was a bit grossed out I have to admit. But then he told me to smell it. This is what was very strange I can't say that it smelled good at all It didn't give me that come drunk high that I get from smelling fresh cum. But at the same time it completely triggered me and I gulped it down. It left me shocked and shaking.

I am still servicing homeless men on and off. Been a little while since I cruised their areas had some great luck last night. Ran into the homeless black guy that used to use me hard. Him and another black man I had never seen before both used me at the same time spit roasted me took turns swapping back and forth for a solid 30 or 40 minutes. Then as usual the main guy that used to use me hard fed me his piss. I know this stuff can get risky for a number of reasons but I told him if he wanted to sometime he can come to my place and use me for as long as he wants. I definitely have to confess it's gotten to the point that I really like taking dirty homeless dick.

Love this, you need a return visit