Sub-Cocksucker

Yes more please !!! Love that homeless cock!

Had some unussually warm days, so I hot up some local cruising spots and got lucky. Sucked off 2 guys sat, then 3 more today. After I swallowed down the 3rd guy and he walked off, as I was about to leave, I noticed 2 used condoms on the ground. Soon as I saw them, I just kinda sighed, dropped back down to my knees, I knew I would not be able to control my urge. I picked up the first one, smelled it, which made my body quiver, and I sucked the cum out of it. Soon as I had every drop out of it I picked up the second one and did the same. The cum seemed like it was from that day, maybe the day before, certainly stale. Why did I sigh when I saw them? The used condom eating thing has been a "problem" of mine for a while now. I have an uncontrollable URGE to eat the cum out of them. My urges and cravings have made me do many nasty risky things over the years. This is just one that for some reason I am still ashamed and grossed out that I do, but, I still do it, EVERY time I see one. Its such a strange feeling, seeing an old used condom, being grossed out about it, but at the same time, having a POWERFUL overwhelming urge to eat the cum out of it.

This is a huge turn on of mine, I truely want to be able to drink a BIG GLASS full of cum one day. Best I have done is saved up about 15 loads in the freezer, thawed them and drank them down. I have also ate stale cum several times, mainly out of condoms. Its a crazy feeling, swallowing down stale cum, being grossed out from it, but at the same time being SO fucking turned on by it. I have found used condoms, picked them up and smelled them, thinking, WTF am I doing!??!? But an overwhelming urge comes over me, and I HAVE to eat it.

Love thick meaty greasy looking cock like that.

I guess I should start out by saying that I am extremely submissive and truly addicted to sucking cock. Especially strangers. I spend a lot of time on Grindr and a big turn on to me is sucking off anybody that contacts me. I don't ask any questions the only thing I discuss up front is that I am not into kissing or cuddling or anything else. I am simply a submissive cocksucker that wants to be fed cock. If they are okay with that I asked them when and where. If you feel you're similar to the description I give of myself then honestly you should be prepared to be put in some sketchy seedy situations. Most of the time my craving to suck cock completely overrides any amount of common sense that I should have about the meetups. I have met up with guys that were definitely lying on their profile. Nothing like they describe themselves as. Some of these men have honestly been some dirty disgusting men. Which is a shock at first but then they will say something dirty or derogatory to me or show me their cock and it's all over at that point I will drop to my knees. Even though I am in the closet my cock addiction puts me on my knees and some risky places. I meet guys pretty much anywhere they say just to make it happen. This makes me end up at a lot of cruising spots or parks. As far as any violent hookups I have definitely had my share of dominant men that slapped me around and fucked my throat till I puked in just about passed out. One of the most violent was the time I met a guy in a park at night. As soon as I walked up to him he whipped out his thick uncut cock and told me to get on my fagot knees and suck it. This is course triggered me so I obeyed an eagerly sucked his cock. A couple minutes later I heard a voice from behind me say so the fagot showed up huh. This startled me I pulled off his cock turned to look and the guy grabbed me by the hair turned me back towards his cock and slapped the shit out of me. I saw stars. Turns out two other guys showed up and the three of them spent the next 30 or 40 minutes fucking my mouth and ass. To be clear I like to be used I like it kind of rough but this was way rougher than I wanted and many times I asked them to stop or take it easy. Then of course just made them slap me around more and use me even harder. I left the park with ripped clothes covered and cum. No the fucked up part that messes with my head is the fact that I'm rock hard just from typing this out. And part of me thinks that I don't have the right to complain about what happened to me. If I'm this much of a cocksucker if I'm this submissive if I'm willing to drop to my knees and suck off dirty nasty old men then the rest of these men should be able to use me the way they want.

Hot, love any time someone is made to suck a cock clean. mmmmmmmmm

The only one I have really seen is the TOM v2 "The Other Man". Which seems nice, I just think its over priced for what it is. I built something similar out of wood with a plexi top. But would like something better, especially for in the shower.

Fucking love this, please continue!

Been fucked to tears several times. In the moment, its very painful, and I end up begging them to stop our of pure survival instinct. A couple have stopped or slowed down, but most have just fucked me harder. I guess its the fact that I am such a sub, but once its over, I feel like I deserved it, and that they shouldnt have to worry about if they are hurting me. I have done enough deviant sexual acts over the years, that I cant pretend I have any dignity when it comes to sex. If I have submitted and done the nasty things I have done, then I shouldnt be allowed to tell a guy to stop if hes fucking me too hard.

Yes please more!

During covid, I was "working" from home for about 2 months. At the time I was servicing a very dom black man (fuck i miss him) He was all but living with me for those 2 months, and one of his demands was that I drink his piss, EVERY time he had to piss. I was actually worried it would make me sick, but thankfully it didnt. But I did my duty, and I drank ALL of that mans piss for 2 months. Which, not surprisingly, had an effect on me, while I dont really love the taste of piss, the act of swallowing it REALLY turns me on. To this day, I LOVE being fed piss.

Fucking love this, cant wait for more.

Gulping down a large glass of cum is high on my list of things I want to happen. I love the vids of the women taking 50, 100+ loads of cum, catching it in cups and gulping it down. I saved my cum in the freezer once, a good 30 loads. Got it out one night, warmed it up, not gonna lie, it was nasty at that point. Moments later I swallowed it all down, I could NOT help myself. Never done it again, mainly due to being too lazy to save the cum, I found it awkward to cum in the jar every night It distracted from the orgasm. On a related note, this is a reason I have always wanted to hook up with a farmer...

Im not loose at all when compared to any of you, and I cant take a fist. But over the years, I have noticed my hole is not the same as it used to be. Which is a huge turn on to me, that I loosen up faster, that I can take cock easier. That being said, having a very loose, ruined, puffy cunt lipped hope is a huge fantasy of mine. A hole so loose that ANY cock could slam in to the balls in one thrust just from my hole being spit on. No warm up, just slam it in with no resistance. I also really want to experience being punch fisted. I love those vids of a GAPED open hole being bunched. I love the feeling of anything popping in and out of my hole, I think it would be hot to be owned by a dom master that INSISTED I have my hole ruined. Even to the point it gets to be more extreme than I am comfortable with, till my hole is RUINED.

Even though looking back on it, I am glad it happened, at the time, it was rape. I was not all that young though, 19 i think. I was at a party in the woods, a bit drunk, I walked away from the campfire on a trail. An older man in his 50s I would say walked up to me with his cock out. He was 100% top dom in charge. "hey faggot I have some cock for you" I protested and was shocked, he slapped the shit out of me and pushed me down. Grabbed me by the hair and started rubbing his cock all over my face. I still protested, and he slapped me several more times, I was seeing stars. Im not sure if it was from being in shock at the situation, of my (not yet known to me) submissive nature. But I stopped fighting him, and took his cock in my mouth. He verbally abused me constantly, calling me a cocksucker, a faggot. I sucked his cock some, but it was more him grabbing me by the head and fucking my mouth. I remember crying, gagging, choking on his cock, while he slapped me, called me names. He finally came in my mouth and some on my face, Rubbing the cum all over my face with his cock. Then he zipped up and walked away. I was there on my knees in the dirt, face a mess, crying. Thats when I noticed I was rock hard, which really fucked with my head and freaked me out. I walked home eventually. And for the next few days could not stop thinking about what happened. And I got hard instantly every time I thought about it. Which kept messing with my head bad. I was ashamed of what I did, even more ashamed that my cock got hard from it. I think I lasted 3, 4 weeks at the most, and I caved, and started seeking out a cock to suck again. That man literally turned me into a cocksucker. And to this day, I am a cocksucker, totally addicted to sucking random men off. And yes, I prefer very dom, very verbal older men. I dont know how much of this was in me to begin with, and how much of it is what he turned me into. But at this point, I dont care, I am a cocksucker. And honestly, if its literally due to him making me like this... the idea of that makes me hard.

Sooooooo good, please continue this.

Love chatting with other kinky people about fantasies. I am very open minded and my mind often waders to wild kinky [banned word] fantasies. Tell me what makes your cock drip. If you dont want to post it here feel free to PM me. If yours are similar to mine I will share mine also.

Sent you an email sir.

I dont necessarily like throat FUCKED like that, But I do LOVE it slowly and steadily slid BALLS deep over and over, and I LOOOOVE it held down my throat so I cant breathe. To the point he has me about to pass out.

I feel like I need to post in this thread I started again, Lately I have been sucking off several homeless men on a regular basis. Im not sure how to put this in words, but maybe some of you will understand this. I guess its a sub thing. And the fact that cock just has such an effect on me. But two of the homeless men I suck off have VERY dirty smelly uncut cocks. When I drop to my knees for these men, it will make me gag just a bit, then they will get verbal, and rub their dirty cocks on my lips, and then into my mouth. At this point, I am in this strange head space, where I am grossed out by what I am doing, yet, I am SUCKING these dirty cocks, I am cleaning them off, and I feel so dominated and put in my place. Renforcing what a cocksucking faggot I am, on my knees in an alley, sucking off dirty homeless cocks. It reminds me some of when I first started drinking piss, I cant say I liked the taste, But being made to do it, really put me in my place. I have drank so much piss now, that I will lock my lips on the head of a cock and just SWALLOW it all down. I guess its only a matter of time before I am eagerly sucking dirty uncut cocks with NO hesitation.

These are my two favs, the pony one cuz of the flared head popping past my second ring. and the k 9 one cuz of the knot popping in and out of my first ring. I can also wear it like a butt plug.

I eat my own cum a good bit, I LOVE cum, so I cant really help it. I would rather swallow down a bunch of strangers cum, but I get it where I can 😉 Often I will cum on a black plate I have, since it looks so good on it, Minutes later, I cant help myself, the sight of it. Then I smell it, and HAVE to lick it up. Its a constant reminder of what I am, really puts me in my place that I just HAVE to lick it up.

I would like to find someone to chat or email with on an ongoing basis, that has experience with long term submission, training, conditioning, sex slave experiences. I used to have someone that emailed with me and tell me about what they have done in the past, what led them to this point, and tell me about new experiences as they accrued. This person was WAY further down the rabbit hole than me, and it fueled my mind with kindy sub thoughts.

No sorry I dont, just some random image I saw online one time, and thought it was very fitting for me.