Kimberley

13 minutes ago, ErosWired said:

Here’s the difference.

With PrEP, you don’t end up with a reservoir of the Human Immunodeficiency Virus in your body trying constantly, every minute of every day, to turn the cells of your body into more copies of itself. When you “let it happen naturally”, you do, and although you may then take ART every day for the rest of your life after that, you will never be able to get rid of that reservoir inside your body.

But so what, right? PrEP’s the same medicine as ART, and nowadays, if you take ART it’s like you don’t even have HIV, right? Plus, now you don’t have to worry about catching it and can fuck like pigs! Bonus

So. Wrong.

Just before I read your post, I had just finished reading several articles about studies on living with HIV, its effect on life expectancy, and its impact on the rates of developing comorbid illness. You might hear the news that thanks to ART, a guy with HIV can now expect to live to be the same age as a guy without HIV...

If he was 21 when diagnosed, caught the infection early, began ART before his CD4 levels dropped below 500, and was totally compliant taking his medication. If he was older, caught the infection later, didn’t start ART until his CD4 had tanked, or skipped his meds, that life expectancy doesn’t measure up.

More good news: Even if you live just about as long as Neg Dude, you’re not going to have as many healthy years as he is. On the average, you’re going to run almost double the risk of certain cardiovascular illnesses, non-AIDS cancers, kidney and liver disease, bone loss, and a whole slew of other bodily breakdowns because the virus is in you, your body is in a constant state of inflammation, 24/7/365.

But you want to know about why it matters whether you take PrEP vs. ART, and here’s the big difference, and the teal kick in the teeth in all this - and read this very carefully, because it matters:

If you get HIV your body’s immune system will be destroyed and you will die of other diseases. If you do not take ART, take it consistently, and take it for the rest of your life, you will die. You have no choice. Even if you do, the virus’ constant assault on your body will wear down your organs and your systems and cause early illness. But what’s worse is that your ART, the very medication that keeps you from dying, is also causing some of that deterioration in your organs because of its side-effects, and you cannot stop taking it.

On the other hand, you could take PrEP, take it as directed, fuck responsibly, never get the disease at all... and be able to stop taking the medicine without committing suicide.

This is so important. The difference between taking PrEP and taking ART is that there is a difference between the sexual pozzing fetish that turns you on, and the cold, hard reality of suffering that is HIV. You must learn to recognize where the line between them lies, and where you need to stop before you cross it.

You may think you want to be HIV positive, but this isn’t one of those ‘hey, it’s a personal choice’ things - it’s not a question about personal style or philosophy - no, really - really, really - You Do Not Want This. No sane human being would want this.

Thank you for explaining, but i already knew the diffrence about neg/poz. that's not my question here. there are people out there with reasons why they stop with prep and choose to risk or even chasing poz loads. i'm curious what reasons are behind that decision, exept from the fact they just want to be poz and that's all. because there must be more/other reasons besides that i guess. are they prep tired? or what other reasons have they?

I'm curious for those people that making the decision to stop with prep and just let it happend or actually go chasing to be pozzed?

i know there a lot of guys who are getting horny about being pozzed up, but besides that, are there any other reasons? maybe because it don't make any difference swallowing prep each day or swallowing HIV meds because you're poz? im curious about those thoughts other than just i like to be poz

2 minutes ago, freeusebottom said:

Does taking prep having any side effects? I'm going to start taking prep from January when I move to Berlin. But not sure if I'll have that much sex.

I had some side effects when i used prep on-demand. headache, nauseous tired etc. when i was switching to daily the side effects where gone in just 2 a 3 weeks. since then i have no side effects at all

2 minutes ago, freeusebottom said:

How do you time prep as you don't know when you're going to take a cock. I feel prep doesn't help with the impromptu bareback sex. Maybe I'm wrong.

I have switched swallowing prep from on-demand to daily. this helps me to take any cock unplanned. (besides that, i was started taking multiple raw loads almost each day, so daily was the better option)

37 minutes ago, inmyass262 said:

When I was in high school I hooked up with a much older guy and I noticed right away he had warts on his cock so I asked him to wrap up but as he was fucking me it was really bothering me that he wasn’t going to cum in me to I took it off him and took my chances. lol I got anal warts… it cleared pretty quick and I don’t regret it because it was kinda hot and a few guys were really into my hole like that. 

worth it, every time. should do raw instantly no matter what bug he got

Use enough lube, it will giving the best comfort to make it easier and less painful. best is to start with a small dick. hope you enjoy it

Not really someone in specific, but for me the real backback hero's where the guys on gaychats that where totally into bareback only when i was still a virgin. it fascinated me how easy they taked every cock bare without any regret and fear. i looked up on those guys and wanted to become one of them, and that happend. that's why they are my bareback heros. they made me do it and im glad for that. funny thing is now other (mostly younger inexperienced guys) are looking up te me the same way i did back then

I did a lot of car sexdates with older men when i was younger and couldn't receive men at home while my mom was home,

sucking cock is easy on the passenger seat, when it comes to fuck that's a little more difficult. most times i ended up outside the car. bended over leaning against the car / bended over the engine hood or car trunk at the back of the car. this is the most easiest way if u don't want to make it to difficult for both. best times for sure in spring and summer, can be a little cold in the winter but it in the end always funny and good times

I would never ask anyone to wear a condom. i really don't love safe sex

Maybe it's me but if u allow tops to enter your ass bareback it automatically means i give him the permission to shoot his load into my ass. some guys do ask that sometimes before cumming and i find it a weird question. u are bare inside me, yes sure u can load me up with ur sperm

Because it can.. it's a addiction for cock and cum. being used by much men and feeling loved by them gives me a good feeling of myself being a good slut

That's indeed a funny thing. before i started prep i also had never a STD, while i had expose myself much enough to unprotected sex. when i started with prep the STD's suddenly where coming very quickly and often. maybe because i have no standards any more and just letting everyone bareback me. 1 thing fore sure, if i was not on prep i know i was poz now for sure

7 minutes ago, Faggotwhore72 said:

so I have to get the information of this wonderful gloryhole you are. Pics are great. the ones I knowm the guys often dont want to fuck, its a shame. I would love to be fucked like you

pics are from Drakes gloryhole in Amsterdam, the Netherlands. there is a good option when you really want to get fucked (and want to be sure its bareback), just suck his dick hard first, turn around and let your ass sliding over his dick. most guys are way to horny then to pull back and will fuck you anyways 😉

12 minutes ago, Faggotwhore72 said:

its is as you say, being fucked bare first time just brought me to what I am: cocksucking gloryhole slut

Gloryholes are just fantastic. sucked many anonymous cocks there, but i love it even more to bend over and give my bareback hole to everyone through the gloryholes. taken every load i can get 💦💦

1 hour ago, Qilly55 said:

I am now going down that path. Been sucking cock for years, been ducked a few times with condoms. But recently been fucked bare. I like it so much better. The guy that fucked me had so much precum  my hole was really lubed from it. His cock felt so good. He pulled out and shot a huge load on my cock and balls.

He is coming back to meet me on 12/7

I want him to fill my aass with his load of cum.

It just feels,to good.

Once you go bare you never go back, same story since i lost my virginity that was bareback, meeted with more and more men, lost sight of the risk and didn't even care anymore when STD's shows up. in the end it's become a cum addiction i can't stop any more and don't want to stop either

In the end you will risk it all. know a lot of (married) men who are cheating on their wives/girlfriends. much of them also doesn't seem to have a problem with unprotected bareback sex neither

I'm into smelly woman thongs since i was 12

No loads refused here, accept all guys

I think this depends of the guy orientation. bisexual guys would rather have a slut in lingerie, 100% gay men are more into manly. i can be both so it's their choice how they want me

8 minutes ago, freeusebottom said:

How many of the STDs you've got were treatable and how early were you able to test and treat?

Chlamydia and gonorrhea. i test every 3 months (almost always positive on 1 of these or both together)

Becoming a cumdump means also you take the risk for granted, matter of time the first STD's shows up and that's quicker than you think. but it's all worth it for sure. I won't let it stop me taking all loads

I always feel me like a filthy whore the next morning when i smell the cum from the night before. it smells dirty and stronger than fresh cum. makes me horny enough to looking for the next loads that day

As a cumdump whore i really don't have any standards. if they got a dick full of cum and need to unload, i bend over for every guy. age, races or dick size doesn't matter at all. the need for cum is too big for me to have standards

I do hook up almost everyday with random guys, often multiple guys on a day. I have a very high sex drive, i'm single so i'm not in relationship. I enjoy as long as I can because i don't think a woman would accept this kind of slutty behavior from me

congrats starting with prep! i can tell you for sure youre new life starts now, when i had the first time prep i immediately was going to the local gloryhole sexcinema and taked any anonymous load bare. such a liberating feeling not having any fear anymore for hiv. enjoy 💦