ScorpionFF

Chapter One: Halloween ~ Gym Fun Before I knew it my dick became hard, my cunt twitched, and I wanked over his pics for a good few hours with all kinds of depraved fantasy filth going through my mind until I shot a big medicated neg load. Including today this would be my wank routine for the 7 days. Although on the second day of these 7 days I subCONSCIOUSLY stopped taking my PrEP and adjusted my profile regarding this accordingly. None of this p☢️z bull's pics showed his face or nude body pics; They were all faceless and body dressed in full Leather gear, with some images of his beautiful t☣️xic serpent-Dick 🐍. Some pics of his Dick showed it in soft mode, others he had a full on erection, showing off his 12* in length and 5" in girth monster. When fully erect it pointed directly upwards which showed off the tatted serpent that wrapped around his shaft from the base all the way to the tip where the serpent's tongue slithered out. On the eighth day I opened his profile again, and started wanking off, [banned word] at his pics, when suddenly a message from this stud-bull came through. He had also been looking at my profile (with face, body and ass pics) every day but had his tracking hidden so I didn't know he had been keeping a close eye on me. The subJECT to his message was; ''Oi, fAGGOT.'' I let go of my dick as my cunt twitched to reading his stern opening line. I opened his message, it read as follows; Listen up pig, either we fuck, or I block you. What is it to be? If we are to fuck, you will give me your number, NOW! Instead of logging out or closing the tab I flipped my laptop shut. I stood bolt upright, and paced around my home. Here I was having in the 2 years that I had been on PrEP 💊 not taken it now for 7 days, and being proP☣️Zitioned by a high viral old top. He had pushed my most inner button, and now I found myself wondering if I should switch that inner button back off as the counselling had taught me, or just let go. I had to forget about this for a while, so I jumped in the shower, washed, and douched (in case I got lucky), and headed off to the gym. I usually worked out two hours a day Monday to Saturday, working out my lower body 4 times a week and my upper body twice a week. Needless to say the best part to my young body was my high round tight ass. I was naturally only slightly hairy, but what hair I did have I like to shave off, all over, pubic hair too. The only hair on my body was my hair which was a few inches long which I groomed into a messy spikey style. Familiar faces at the gym were surprised to see me there on a Sunday, and they included a 47 year old fellow gay, and a 54 year old hairy rugby build married guy. This extra day at the gym I decided to work out my ass again, so for the fifth time this week. I worked out a little longer than usual so to time it that I went to the showers the same time as my married hairy rugby stud. He finished working out, and off he went, and I followed. He stripped naked, locked his belongings in the locker, threw his towel over his broad muscular shoulder, and headed off to the shower cubicles. He was one of these men that was not discreet when in the changing room and just let himself be naked as much as he could, and why not, what a fine specimen he was. He went into his shower cubicle, purposefully leaving the cubicle door open, hit the shower on and faced outwards as the hot water sprayed all over his solid rugby build, his wet chest hair now clinging to his well built pecs. He rubbed himself all over, and stroked his Dick until he was fully erect, because he just KNEW I would be sniffing about 😉 He looked out of his shower cubicle and sure enough there I stood, watching him. He smirked, motioned me in where the usual happened. The cubicle door would shut, I would be pushed under the shower with my hands pressed against the shower tiles, my body bent over and my rugby stud just sliding in, no lube, no foreplay, just a no holes barred RAW fuck. A few minutes of rutting and he nutted in my guts. 💦 💦💦 Once spent he withdrew, and motioned me towards the cubicle door where he made me kneel down facing him where I was made to lick his Dick clean. Once done I left his shower area with his seed in my ass. My 47 year old fellow gay was standing outside his shower cubicle, towel wrapped around his waist. As he went to go into his cubicle he motioned me to follow. Once both inside he removed his towel, got me to kneel in front of him, then he done something he had not done before. He put his flaccid Dick into my mouth and just held it there, and then, he started pissing into my mouth. We had only fucked until now. I was taken by surprise and I instinctively started gulping down his warm golden juice. With a stomach full of piss I got to sucking him from flaccid to his state of being fully erect, and that did not take long. And now he needed to unload. He pulled me to my feet, switched the shower on and just like with my hairy rugby bull my hands pressed against the warm wet tiles as Dick number two of the day entered me, no lube, just shoved in, not that any lube was needed as I already had a load nutted into my ass. A few quick minutes of fast hard fucking and a second load was being sprayed into my greedy guts. My second gym buddy withdrew, and again like my rugby hunk made me kneel in front of him to clean him up. I went home and now felt hornier than ever, so I flipped my laptop back open and logged back in. There was another message from the intoxicating t☣️xic bull, what did it say I thought, trembling now with anticipation. I opened it; - And now you go silent. You have until midnight to reply, or I am blocking you. He had no intention of blocking me really, he was just having fun luring me into his t☣️xic lair! 😈 I hurriedly typed out a message; - Sorry Sir, I went to the gym. My number is ... I wrote out my number, then hit ''send''. What the fuck have I done?

Okay. I'll post the first full chapter now. See how the interest is after that. Right now, seems worthwhile.

Hey 🐷's If you would like to see this story progress then give it a 'like'. I never did get around to completing a story when I used to write them on here a long while ago, but I have written a lot to this one working within the confines of the new rules that came into action early last year, yet staying with the premise of chem sex, bug chasing and conversion. Maybe there is not an interest for those kind of stories now. If I do proceed and there is something in a story that is not allowed, then a moderator can do their thing whilst alerting me so I do not make the same mistake again. 🔥🌹☣️

INTRO ~ One week to Halloween. Hey guys, my name is Matthew, I am 22 years old, I will be 23 years old in five and a half weeks on the 1st of December. I have been sexually active now for about 18 months. In all that time I have been an exclusive bottom, NEVER used condoms, and been on PrEP. My sex drive is just ridiculous and my love for cum is even crazier, so I found myself getting fucked and loaded several times a week, each and every week. These were mainly gym fucks from so called straight men (well, they wore the wedding band as they dumped their load in me), sometimes at the sauna, and the odd breeding from an app. Before I became sexually active I fantasized big time about getting knocked up with the gift for which I ended up having intensive sexual health counselling for, and voila, here I am on PrEP. I buried that ''fantasy'', much to my delusion. It was a Sunday afternoon and I was casually surfing through BBRT when a hot and horny profile caught my eye. It belonged to a 66 year old daddy, perfect for me as I like them older, but what really punched me in my inner conscious gut was the fact that he was poz, and not just that, he was very much detectable, declaring his viral load at 4 Million and 371k. FUCK!! All that sexual health counselling unravelled, leaving me back to where I had started - Fantasizing about getting knocked up. There is of course a very fine line between fantasy and reality. Would I cross it?

You are too sweet @takingdeepanal. If there were a ''hug'' reaction emoji I would give you one right back! 🤗 <--- That'll do! I got a better sleep via Stablized Rice Bran, Liposomal Melatonin, and CBD Oil, all Organic of course. But I have to be very careful with dosing on the latter two as they are antimicrobial, and there is currently an intense pathogenic war (bacterial and fungal) being waged in my gut and elsewhere in my body right now ... xxx

Opening statement: What I have written below I have already done so, with great thought and with much time over the past few days. Thus by no means is this a knee jerk reaction. I do wish to point out before we get going is that I am explicitly genuine and sincere with what I have already written in regards to how I understand and see things from my perspective (I have a right to my own thoughts) and in no way am I trying to be difficult. If I receive any belligerent responses to this, then that will just completely cement my vision (rapidly increasing) of leaving here entirely. I deserve courtesy, as we all do. Okay, let's get started: "Bug chasing still very much ALLOWED" - I would see that as self harm taking into account the premise behind the rest of the new rules - policies - bans. "HIV Fetish still very much ALLOWED" - But HIV is permanent! And more importantly, it leads onto "AIDS" (harm to the body). Even left untreated HIV very slowly harms the body, daily. If fetishizing STI's is banned for the reasons given then my logic would see this extended to banning HIV Fetish also. Keeping HIV Fetish could also see those that cannot discern between fantasy and reality ditching their PrEP, (self harm). "Fantasizing about things often turns into real-life behavior" - Fair enough comment. Again using my logic, surely the Chem Sex Fiction section should be completely removed based on what this fair enough comment actually could indicate, for example; Real life drug taking = Self harm. Indeed, ALL drugs are Liver toxic, there is no exception, not to mention what happens to all the other life sustaining organs. In fact, wouldn't banning "all" expression of fantasy behaviour if it has the potential to become a (self harm behaviour) reality be the way to go? I say this purely because again it makes logical sense. Personally I view fact vs fiction in a very simple and logical way in that the two are entirely different and separate. However, if there are individuals who take what is clearly fiction quite literally (which I would not have thought on a place like BZ) then yes, I can most definitely see there being issues. I get that. I really do. On a factual level (way beyond the realms of fiction), there is a particular individual who I have seen talking about their sexual behaviour which leaves me questioning if they are crossing the barrier into actual harmful behaviour towards others. It does seem to be that way. What I sometimes read does not sit very well with me at all; and I am very open minded so for me to say that really does speak volumes. With the previous paragraph in mind and merely thinking out aloud, wouldn't something as simple as fetishizing RAW/bareback sex encourage others who are currently practising safe sex to take potential life changing risks (self harm.) Having unprotected sex is taking risks and the participant(s) could be seen as ''self harming'', especially if a neg guy KNOWINGLY has sex with a detectable guy with the intention of converting. With this in mind, should even fetishizing RAW/bareback sex be banned? On another note, there is another user who I often see in response to others and without provocation be extremely belligerent, and sometimes generalised name calling (show some manners and civility please) whenever someone says something that does not fit his personal intolerant, illiberal and hostile narrative. I have never seen him told to be civil by a moderator, like others are when they are being unsavoury. Being on the receiving end of these unneccessay venomous behavioural traits can make someone feel very low about themselves, and as body and mind are inextricably linked then that would most definitely be a form of harm as I would perceive it. I do have a decent understanding of the Nervous and Endocrine systems; affect the natural equilibrium of these intricate systems and harm to the body WILL be caused! From a fictitious perspective, I have written a lot of twisted stuff, much of it involving an array of STI's. With the imminent rule changes concerning this I have contacted a moderator, and at my request six of my stories are to be deleted (instead of edited) with immediate effect. I have just made contact to request a seventh to get the chop. To be honest, I now feel exceptionally uncomfortable that they're there knowing of the new rules, policies, and bans in place. I will not rest easy until they have all been completely deleted. Another life lesson learned! As a very close friend would say; ''Guard up. Shutters down.'' And that is where I am at now ... Big time! Conclusion: If banning certain elements on this site that have previously been allowed due to those that cannot discern between fantasy and reality, OR even not being able to read about something that could potentially cause the reader harm later on whether it be unintentional or self inflicted by just forgetting about it and moving on, then that in itself could lend itself to many other elements of this site that have escaped the new rules for which I have covered above. Food for thought. Lastly, I have been thinking for the past year or so about deleting my profile in it's entirety. It does cause me distress (harm) when I inadvertently see a certain aforementioned individual be terribly belligerent towards others (this is something I feel extremely strongly about.) It is completely unacceptable to be anything other than civil, and I happen to care deeply for my fellow Man. I have my sub's (online training for now) telephone number so that is all I really need and desire. My precious health (what is left of it) comes above anything and anyone else. Edit: From this afternoon onwards the feelings of leaving this community which I really don't want to leave are getting too intense to ignore. I no longer feel safe here at all now (it was my one safe space), and now feel completely exposed. Now in the process of tying up loose ends (obtaining contact details, etc). A special thank you to drscorpio who is a right gem; A wonderful man! All the best.

Thank you. Yes, ever since this morning there is an issue with me getting email notifications. I am not getting notified anymore. I checked my settings and it is as it was as I had it. Very interesting timing!!

Thank you for your suggestion my friend. However, in a few days time when I have tied up loose ends that I want to then I will be leaving the site.

Strange request I know, but could someone from here please tag my username here on this thread. There is a logical reason behind my request. I shall be back later at somepoint today all going well. Thank you.

Very good and sensible point. Although I would most definitely add to the upper back for flogging; Glutes, Pecs, Anterior Thigh Muscles, dick (if it is not in chastity.)

A ''confused'' reaction emoji @chainsmokerpig .... Here is the link to clarify for you what I am going on about;

Meow! 😆 ... OMG, this made me really laugh in what I deem an extremely serious thread. Thanks for the much needed chuckle rawTOP.

I will be addressing this factor in my rather long response to this thread. Maybe tomorrow I think now, as I am severely sleep deprived, AGAIN.

I know exactly how you feel. And being the author of multiple stories that clearly go against these new rules (which I am in the process of trying to make right with the immediate deletion of all my stories) make me (with the extra Neurological illness aside that afflicts me and already makes me feel like total crap - permanently) feel like absolute total shit on top. I know that was not the intention, and that is something from within that I have to deal with. Yeah, I love it too, and I intend to stick around to see how it plays out, at least for a little while. I have been umming and ahhing in regards to my presence on this site for at least a year now anyway, so, we'll see. I do have quite a lengthy response written out in response to this thread, but want to make sure it is just so before I submit, as I want to get what I have to say put across in the most intellectually mature way possible that I know how. I see this as a very serious situation, and proper thought over a knee jerk reaction is what is required here, I firmly feel.

IMPORTANT update on my stories: In a few days there will be a blanket ban on this site referring to STI's and AIDS in fiction. I have already contacted the moderator to delete with immediate effect six of my stories that I could find, naming; Uncle Jack & Uncle Bob; Posted October 3, 2017 A New Strain is Born; Posted April 14, 2018 Cleaning, to Poz pig; Posted April 19, 2018 Master Pozzing his Bondage pup; Posted July 11, 2018 Highly Toxic shower gift for the neg pig; Posted July 15, 2018 Hail Master. He sealed my fate; Posted May 9, 2019 With the imminent ban concerning this then this ongoing ''Overseas'' story that I have ten more chapters ready to share (and part of the final chapter also written), plus my ongoing ''P.E'' story that I also have two further chapters ready to share with much of the sequel written and mapped out, well yeah, all of it will now be shelved. I am giving a warning to my readers for these two stories that they will very soon be deleted. I don't think the ''P.E'' story has violated the new imminent rules just yet, so I guess I could leave it up, but it would have done, so I certainly won't be writing any more. Farewell. All the best. SIR

IMPORTANT update on my stories: In a few days there will be a blanket ban on this site referring to STI's and AIDS in fiction. I have already contacted the moderator to delete with immediate effect six of my stories that I could find, naming; Uncle Jack & Uncle Bob; Posted October 3, 2017 A New Strain is Born; Posted April 14, 2018 Cleaning, to Poz pig; Posted April 19, 2018 Master Pozzing his Bondage pup; Posted July 11, 2018 Highly Toxic shower gift for the neg pig; Posted July 15, 2018 Hail Master. He sealed my fate; Posted May 9, 2019 With the imminent ban concerning this then my ongoing ''Overseas'' story that I have ten more chapters ready to share (and part of the final chapter also written), plus this ''P.E'' story that I also have two further chapters ready to share with much of the sequel written and mapped out, well yeah, all of it will now be shelved. I am giving a warning to my readers for these two stories that they will very soon be deleted. I don't think this ''P.E'' story has violated the new imminent rules just yet, so I guess I could leave it up, but it would have done, so I certainly won't be writing any more. Farewell. All the best. SIR

Beautifully said.

What a sweet pair of plump smooth round ASS cheeks and a sweeter smooth cunt hole. I would be more than happy to dump my seed deep in your very inviting cunt! ... Belgium to England, not very far apart! 👅

My curved Dick got HARD just reading this! @TwinkSlut24 Lucas ... Welcome to RAW Gay sex! 🐷 It seems like you have very quickly found your inner whore, and if as you say all you can think about all the time is taking loads, love the feeling of being a submissive slut and having your holes filled and pumped with cum, have already enjoyed two gangbangs, and the more loads you take, the more you want, then I would EMBRACE your inner whore, because that is exactly what you are, and there is nothing wrong with that. I LOVE submissive Dick hungry and cum crazy sluts like you! 😈 You say you are on PrEP so you have that covered. Of course you will be open to other treatbale STI's which is part and parcel of being a RAW whore. Enjoy it pig!

This is what I am training my new pig boy sub online (iSub) to do via fucking his own cunt with toys. He is not permitted to touch his dick ever again in a sexual manner, and I have now gotten him to wear Jockstraps on a full time basis. We are also now in the midst of getting him in to chastity imminenetly. He has achieved anal orgasms via his training which is leaving him still horny and hungry for Dick, whereas a standard penile ejaculation will leave him spent and done. It is all about the cunt and that wonderful prostate g-spot! 🐽

Asking, or telling! 😈 I do like to say this, but for me it is not a literal polite question, it is more of a figurative mind-play statement - As someone else has already said on this thread, it is going in the pig's cunt anyway regardless. And the begging I demand is a real turn on too! 👅

A big welcome to all, including you @jobrand - Loving the tache! 👅

If I am going to fuck you I WILL be dumping my load deep in your guts - No condoms and no pulling out. It is as simple as that!

I would react to your comment but out of reactions to use. Of course it is okay to venture your opinion - I believe in Freedom of Speech as opposed to Freedom from Speech, within reason 🙂 ... Very sweet of you to say.