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Absolutely.   Be took my virginity and bred my ass.  Made me a complete.  Bottom.   15 yrs later I still service daddy.  He's 63 im 35.  

Update.    Mike.  My top daddy told me the he wants me to don't get prep because he doesn't want me to fuck anyone else.   He said he is on meds and will make the decision to poz me if he ever chooses to. But for now he wants me neg.      

20 hours ago, rawTOP said:

Well, then you have your answer. You need to stay off PrEP and only your dom gets to fuck you (unless he tells you otherwise).

Have you told him your feelings about the possibility of him infecting you?

Yes I have told him about that and he has made it clear to me that he wants me to stay neg.      At least that's what he said the last time we talked about it.  Although I have this weird feeling or gut feeling that he eventually wants to infect me.   He said he would never do that to me but he's a very masculine alpha top and gets piggy at times.      So idk.   He's given me chlymidia and I think herpes a few years back.    Like 5 yrs ago.      I sucked his dick once when he had some blood bumps on his balls and shaft.    He also had blood coming out of his piss slit.    .   Very minimal but it was visible 

10 minutes ago, rawTOP said:

IMHO this is about submission. Your dom doesn't want you on PrEP. So if you're a total sub you'll do as he says. Take the extreme case – what if he wanted you off PrEP so he could infect you – how would that make you feel? Would you feel betrayed and abused, or would you feel more connected to him? This is really about your limits of submission. If the possible consequences are OK with you, then do what your dom tells you to do.

Thanks for your opinion.  I would feel more connected to him if he were to infect me.  And I am a total sub for him.  I trust him very much.  If he were to infect me it would be amazing but he said he rather me stay neg

2 hours ago, pigpozdad said:

How often does he go out and fuck other bttms. And ask him how he got himself pozzed

I think he goes out like once a week.    He also travels out of town to fuck and breed

On 1/21/2020 at 7:17 PM, concerned1 said:

He wants you all to himself. He doesn't want you having sex with any other guys. He fears that you being on PrEP will make you think you have a licence to start going with other guys and having raw fucks. In a way, I guess this guy is controlling you and he himself is not committed only to you. So it's totally unfair on you.

He's already told me that he only wants his cum inside me and doesn't want other men to fuck me.       In a way I feel like I should be faithful to him.   I do get jealous when I notice he's out fucking other bottoms.    But I feel like I'm not in a position to say anything.      I think u are right.  He doesn't want me to go prep bc he wants me to be only his

On 1/15/2020 at 10:44 AM, Neverenoughcum said:

You are so lucky to have found him.  I would Love to find a Top and be in your kind of relationship.  I would go with what feels right for you.

Thanks.  I feel like I should just let him decide what is best for me 

54 minutes ago, drscorpio said:

I would guess he wants you off PReP, so you cannot safely fuck around on him. 

That makes a lot of sense.   He once said that he did not want me to let anyone fuck me bc they might be poz amd don't know it.    That makes sense to me too.    

7 hours ago, RawUK said:

Other than he recommends that you don't go on prep has he actually given you a reason as to why?

Personally I have no issues with not being on prep but I was on it for a while. I'm now of the attitude that if I poz I poz.

However it is your choice whether you go on prep or not, not his. He can of course give you his opinion and ask you to consider it.

It's interesting that he is allowed to play the field and dictate to you, but you are not. A very old fashioned hetero idea. 

I love being the bottom or submissive when having sex and even enjoy anon fucks, but once that's done I am my own man, I make my own decisions for better or worse. I decided not to take prep, so if I convert to poz even if stealthed then that is a consequence of that decision and am prepared to deal with that. 

 

So after a long ramble, what I am saying is that it is up to you, but you must do your own research and not just take one persons opinion on this.

He hasn't told me why .   When I lost my anal virignity to him when I was approx 19 years old.  He was never used a condom. He was neg at the time and although I was new to having sex with men I felt like it was something I was comfortable doing.  I was very naive about HIV and STD  or anything related this.    He told me he was neg snd I believe it.  Fast forward 15 years plus last year he told me he was hiv poz and that I should get tested.    Well he bought a oraquick test snd it was neg.    He continued to fuck me raw since and breeds me .   I haven't been fucked by any other men since.  I've only sucked on a few other top Daddy's dicks but he knows about it.   He plays and I'm ok with that but I feel like I should be loyal to him. He has told me that he doesn't want anyone else to fuck me.  Unless he approves it and is present.  

1 hour ago, takingdeepanal said:

PrEP can potentially damage your kidneys. As long as he's your daddy, you need to trust him, as he doesn't want you to come to any harm.

Hes been my top daddy for about 15 years and I do trust him.   So I agree with you on that

6 hours ago, amsrat said:

Have you actually had yourself tested? Might be an idea to do so..

He bought the oraquick test and it came back negative that was last year in July

12 hours ago, youngun88 said:

Is he actually on meds? Have you seen him take them? He wants you like him i bet

I have never seen him take any meds. And when I do get to go to his house I really never make it a issue to go look for any medicine or anything.  Really ite not in my place to be doing that.   I trust him.    At least that's how he's made me feel so far

I appreciate everyone's advice.   I will consider both side of the isle.    Frankly I'm in love with the man. He's an amazing guy.  But we are not monogamous. I am to him though but he still breeds other bottoms I'm his regular when he not traveling  he is in his 60s and I'm 35.  I have no issue if he accidentally pozzes me. But I'm not really wanting it so to speak. I rather be neg.  And he told me he wants me to be neg. But I was just shocked when he said no to prep lol.  Before him I used to be "straight" he turned me into his sub bottom boy and has trained me well. So I feel like an obligation to just make him happy

1 hour ago, Doccer19677 said:

Because he wants his boi poz, just like Daddy😈

He has been fucking me raw since i was 18. He was the one who popped my cherry.   He never used a condom.  When he  was diagnosed he said he wouldn't fuck me raw while he was getting on meds. Now that he's on meds regularly he fucks me raw ans breeds me.   He is ud. And doesn't me anyone else fuck me.    Can I get pozzed still?      

My top daddy who was diagnosed as poz last year has been fucking me raw since.  He is on meds and ud. According to him.  I asked him if I should get on prep and his response was that he didn't recommend me getting on prep.     I'm asking for any advice from top men or bottom as to why he thinks it's not a good thing for me to go prep. I'm new to this so any advice would be helpful.     

That's how I was turned out. To be a total bottom by an aggressive top daddy

41 minutes ago, NLbear said:

Why is that? I would say that if you have sex with others you develop as a bottom and you get more experience. You can give him a better service then.

Tbh, if a Top fucks everyone left and right but wouldn't allow me to get fucked by others that "relationship" would soon be over.

Idk. He makes me feel very submissive to him and loyal.  

I would love a LTR relationship with my top daddy but he said he doesn't want anything monogamous.   He doesn't let anyone else fuck me or doesn't allow me to suck anyone elses dick but his.  He is very strict on that.    He still fucks other bottoms. I understand that he has a right as a top to fuck anyone he wants but sometimes I get a bit jealous lol.     He's 65 and I'm 35.    Either way he calls me regularly to go service him and take his load.   He asked me to.move closer to him recently so I may do that to be near him.  Hopefully that will get us closer as a relationship.  Idk. Any advice would help.  

My top daddy is 62 and he is 8.5x6.  Cut.  He gets hard fast and stays hard.  Loves being deep throated.   He's trained me well to accept my sib bottom role    

Yes just give in and let it happen.  When I lost my virginity I was scared too but it's an amazing feeling after

I can.  My top is very hung and he only likes to mount me doggy style to breed me.  He never uses lube so I can feel it when he unloads.  My hole gets sticky and warm.    Then I can feel it drip.  His cock pulsates in me and I can feel the seed hit my walls.   

Older dads.    I'm 34.  I get used by a 65 yr old daddy.  He took my virginity.    

20 hours ago, BBmtfCumdump said:

Met a BBC on grindr who just moved up from Georgia to Ohio for school. Couldn’t deep throat him all the way, but DAMN black cock feels SO much better in my opinion. He dropped two loads in me and I gave him my number if he ever needed a white piece of ass.

 

 

Omg u are so lucky.   How was it

3 minutes ago, BritBottom said:

Yes and No.

I accept the way I’m made, for whatever reason that is intrinsic to who and what I am – I didn’t choose it and I can’t change it. There was a time as a kid when I hated it (I was born when it was a crime) but hormones won so I accepted and now embrace it.

I don’t see myself as used.  For me I am a man who is attracted to and loves other men. As a bottom I submit to men because servicing their needs gives me pleasure and satisfaction. I don’t regard myself a less of a ‘real’ man because I like a cock up my ass or because another man spunks his seed in me – he gets off, so do I.

How you deal with it, how you want to be or satisfy your needs is for you to decide, whatever works for you is great we all get through in our own way.

I do but to only one man

1 minute ago, DallasBareTop said:

Where in Texas are you? 

 

Im in Houston.  But I travel to DFW area weekly