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I may try to weave this story into my 2 part (so far) 'the swimmer's gift' and 'the gymnast's floor exercises.' if so, I am going very dark, but will make sure not to use the word s...n.

i am curious what y'all would make of someone who has been on about all of the sites of interest to all of us, who disappears, except on one site? he was supposed to get his test results back, and i am wondering if that is the cause. he was chasing big time. ... so maybe the test came up neg and bummed him out. [okayokay, i ''came of age' in the 60s] or did he show poz and it freaked him out. (60s jargon free of charge). i talked with him about his getting pozzzed a few times, so i sent him a message on the one remaining link. 

ideas?

I cannot find a thread of 'where to buy poppers.' I do want to say that I ordered two bottles from: liquidpowerarmoa.com   even though the packaging was quite good, when I opened it, the interior was demp. one of the bottle seemed not to be as strong. I wrote the company back, and Tom, the guy who has responded, says he is sending me a couple to sample, which I think is good business.  I wrote a positive note about the situation initially and since, and today he thanked me for my nice message, saying some are not so nice. he singled out the south as an area he gets the most polite responses!   I will note that on another website a # of guys ( I suppose) have given the company 1 star. but I notice as well, that the names of most all of the negative reviews are quite similar, as are the comments. this leads me to believe while there are some legit complaints, this is a disgruntled customer or maybe ex employee.

on this topic, sort of, my advice when reading reviews on yelp or amazon, is to look at the 5 star and the 1 star, esp. the latter. if, like the ones described above are one or two words, then I disregard. I look to see if there is/are a pattern(s) to the bad reviews; likewise I look for patterns in the 5 star reviews. I believe this has helped me avoid, as the brits say, a 'boo.' 

I would like to make some of the above on a where to buy poppers thread, if anyone can identify one for me.  many thanks.

in the: now I have heard everything category is this.  I am talking to a guy on bbrts who wants to convert. gave him the usual invite for a ceremony in Memphis.  he wrote back that his father went with him to a clinic for test results after he took a poz load and comforted him when test came back neg.  I observed that he sounded like a most unusually supportive pater.  he writes back that his father injects his ass with 'poz cum' with a turkey baster. I had to tell him that the virus can live outside the body for only a very few minutes, so unless he was getting the seed directly from the tap, that method was useless.  he said his father:  thinks all gays should have it. He sees it as an
appropriate punishment for sin. (That and castrations.)

so much for the supportive dad theory. I told him if he came to Memphis his father would not be welcome in my home.  but I hoped this hot 26 year old would come.

is anyone else irritated when neg top guys answer the 'are you chasing poz seed?' with 'i'm a top?'  as if a top cannot be bred'

how soon will you be able to receive messages?

a word to the wise: manhunt sent me a message informing me that drug talk was not acceptable. this is after years of m'hunt apparently finding it acceptable.  but i would watch and do that sort of talk on another site

any news on saturn1?  maybe he was banned permanently

anyone else having trouble downloading pics?

anyone recall about a decade agao a curly blonde guy who got in trouble for posting nude and semi-nude pics of himself online?

before i ditched twitter, i talked back and forth with a guy about good places to buy poppers. he gave me a name of a place i had never heard of...a very offbeat name. they had lots of unusual brands. does any of this ring a bell?

come to Memphis, fuckstud. I have the house to myself until the 5th

dickluva--come to Memphis and let's share strains and recharge each other.

does anyone know, for certain, that Jake Jensen, the model and actor is gay? i have wondered that for a long time. he is not talking. he may well be a breeder. it is hard to tell.

finally I get to write a message. for some reason, can't on my page. some screw up with my profile has caused me to have a new one. so am trying to get in touch with guys I talked with b4.

for those of you who love to watch sex with guys huffing poppers, I highly recommend: poppering non stop - the poppering.    and a # of follow ups.  hot stuff.

gay men have always, since i came out, shortly after the earth cooled, had a bad reputation about not showing up, not calling back.  i had hoped by now the 'gay (male) community would have progressed past that. i am sure some have, but i still see plenty of evidence of guys who now just play online. yes, i want you to breed me; i'll be in town on friday.  blah blah blah.  about 20 messages back and forth. i do not have esp, but i have a feeling sometimes about what is going to happen.  so i was right. not only were there no new messages, but all the messages between us had been zapped, and supposedly there was no one by that name in bbrt.

good karma begets good karma   as you sow, so shall you reap.

i know that are lots and lots of men who do not do this. if you are one that has 'played' at this game, then stop. because as i said above, good karma...

i am falling ever faster and harder into the darkness. want to take someone with me.

I am trying to find a 'clean' copy of hot desert knights: bareback buddies.   I found on online, but it was on vidster and as usual with that source, the vid was covered first by ads; then zone alarm said they'd halted a virus; then I got one of those irritating online messages supposedly from m/soft, which forced me first to restart my computer--it ws still there; then to turn it off and back on.

I am wondering, do  guys still cruise campus bathrooms, esp. the library, gyms.  also parks, etc? 

i did not change my profile pic, but i like this one a lot

I have found a hot guy TN_POZ_CWBY who lives near Memphis. he has a HVL and loves to breed and breed hard. definitely a cowboy look. he is on nastykinkpigs    would love to breed you myself, though I think I have told you that b4. maybe more than once.  lol   alex in memphis

i reread my notice from bbrt. it is not a 6 month suspension. they say it is permanent. we will see about that. last time they did it, they came back...begging....several times 'we miss you.'  and i logged in successfully.

if anyone would like to do me a favor, i would apprciate it. does not involves sending money--though that would be lovely--or 'putting out'  (no comment); here is the deal bbrts has suspended me for six months. no reason given. as with other sites (exclusing bz--you are told what it was you wrote that was not acceptable). the email they gave me was: bbrts.com  this is a phony address. if any of you are on bbrts, and would like to tell the administrator that i (manhouse) am wondering why they don't bother to let you see what got you suspended. shame on them. actually i am not sure they said 6 months, maybe not. last time i was banned, they started sending 'we really miss you' emails maybe a year after my dismissal. finally i tried to login and presto i was back. but one is always looking over one's shoulder to see when the next ax will fall. thanks

is anyone else having trouble getting bbbastard videos to open?