SissySwallows

I used to feel guilty after walking outside with cum dripping from my ass. And I used to feel degraded right in the middle of sucking really good cock. I would stroke it in my mouth then take it out and just look at his cock for a couple of seconds thinking "why the fuck am I even doing this?" Then put it back in my mouth and continue on while feeling empty. Its nothing against the tops either. I got on my knees and put his cock in my mouth cause I wanted to. Its that taking cock (and also sucking it) like a (feminized) bottom isn't normal-- but it didn't take that long for me to get over it. Even during those feelings I was able to keep him hard, take him in me, and kept him wanting my ass......... [Bottom/faggots couldn't do that. Juss sayin.]

I love bareback! Raw cock just feels right. Like when the head pierces through my ass and feels like a spear. Its really symbolic. I prefer sucking cock a lot more than taking it in my ass. I know what to do when I unzip a top's pants and welcome his growing cock in my whore mouth. I haven't been affected by barebacking tho. Its like I'm dodging landmines. In my ass!

I rarely get cum shot in me. Majority of the time he either pulls out and jerks his load right on my hole, or he creampies me. Not ALL tops shoot their load in bottom holes. Unless its NSA from 'one of those' apps or websites. Versatile-bottoms who cum in a bottom's ass and pretend like they'll get angry if they're told not to cum inside are just silly. I never told a top to not cum in me, if he wants to its okay. If I like how he's fucking me I will tell him to cum in me tho. But, I do wanna tell a top to not cum in me just to see what happens.

Yes its necessary! Oral is also necessary any time before, during, or after sex. I've always sucked cock before any penetration in my late teens. Mostly because men who approach me for sex do so with a purpose, so sucking his cock and working it based on how he touches me tells him that yes I am a good cocksucker. And also not every bottom, gay guy, etc gets quality tops right away (or ever). Some might not get any. So if a top that I like eyeballs me from across an adult theater or other cruise spot, or approaches me, I'm definitely going to get on my knees, unzip his pants and pull them down, and guide his already growing cock with the top of my tongue and slide it in my mouth. When I work it to where its half hard I start deepthroating a little. Then I do it more cause I love being deepthroated. If the top is the more aggressive type then I'll bury his cock in my throat till I almost choke........which will take a while cause I have no gag reflexes and I taught myself to breathe through my mouth. All cocks release precum. At least the ones that I've sucked on. So when I taste it I mix it with my saliva so his cock can be lubed. I also 'pre-lube' his cock with saliva before he precums for just in case he can't wait to fuck me. But he usually puts me in whatever position he wants after he precums and fucks me. If he doesn't pull me up and I want him to fuck me, I'll ask him then bend over. I've never had a top refuse to fuck my ass. If I really like sucking his cock I'll just finish him off in my mouth. If I really like him, I'll lick the last drop of cum from his head, lick his shaft lightly with the tip of my tongue every few seconds while its throbbing from ejaculation..... Then i'll slowly suck his cock until its erected again and either ask if he wants my ass or finish him in my mouth again. Yes I will go rogue and drain his load any way I want if he doesn't put me in position to penetrate me. I've never been with a 'dom' so I never depend on tops to show/tell me what to do. I know what to do and will let him control me if he wants. If not then I'll just keep sucking his cock because.......I really love sucking dick lol. But that's what I always do and I've never had any complaints, nor has any cock ever gotten soft while blowing him, and he never takes his cock out of my mouth to jerk off for a little while to stay hard and puts it back in. If he does take it out he'll groan and hold it to the side cause he likes how I suck his cock and wants it to last longer. So yeah oral is definitely necessary before sex so you can lube his cock with precum and saliva. Several tops eat my ass before fucking me but rarely will they put saliva in my hole. And hardly anyone takes lube in a packet. So yeah.

I was born this way and knew what to do. My first time sucking dick was 17 at a truckstop. I put it in my mouth, worked it in my mouth, and just teased it until he took it out of my mouth and jerked his load in my mouth, on my face, the floor. I have been topped a couple of times before that day though. Also, there's no such thing as "cocksucking training". You either know how to suck really good dick, or you just put it in your mouth and bob it in and out.

Cause they're probably versatile and forgot to say it, they're 'masc' bottoms, or they're looking for their first encounter but don't know certain things. All the more reason that m4m nsa needs to make a real comeback. Classifieds teach you more than forums. Except dick/net. Dick/net was the best. Besides, tops have their quirks in many ways too.