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Yup. We did agree. We did test. Poor judgment on my part. I trusted him. Sometimes we make mistakes. Not so much when you agree to monogamy and then don't bother. That is the 'dick' part.... I'd rather someone say that they want to be 'open relationship' and everyone can decide testing cycles. It's the lying part that made him a dick - in my eyes. And.... I absolutely agree that if a partner reaches out for a 'heads up'... that is a reliable fuck indeed. That's a good buddy to have around. Cheers

My PrEP clinic Doc is very open and honest and insists on every 3 months. I agree with his thinking. In fact, I was dating a guy who turned out to be a dick, and sure enough, he gave me an STD... my test caught it and he had things under control right away. So, it isn't just about PrEP.... I have learned to pay attention to the 'whole treatment'. I'm honestly glad this is his request of us.....

Nice job buddy... great plot. Great grammar, hot topics.... well written. Thanks for sharing

I have two Collins - medium and large. Had a buddy here two weeks ago who is totally into ass play. I worked him over with tongue, fingers and then increasing sized toys. Really took our time opening him up. Then I used the Collins speculum on him and I'm really not sure who was more turned on.... him or me. As others have mentioned... it takes time and patience, so as not to harm the bottom's hole. But once he was open... I took my time and slid my cock inside his hole and gave him a nice warm load. Then, since he was open and in the sling.... I found it very easy to piss into his cummy ass. He had been stroking slowly up until that point. When he felt me start to piss, it put him over the top. He said he wants it again. (me too!!!).

I started my fucking days with women. We talked about birth control, but mutually agreed that I never needed to use a condom. Then my wife lost interest in everything but booze, and I had a hot neighbour offer up his mouth and ass to me. I really enjoyed fucking him and he was happy to take it raw. Eventually, her and I called it quits and I swapped teams full time to men and good open minded, piggy sex. My partner at the time was into 3sums and I took my first raw load from a guy 15 years younger than me. He had a big uncut cock and fucked like a champ. Was always good for at least a couple of loads. Suddenly I realized I not only loved the feeling of cum and ass juices on my cock... I loved the feeling of a hard cock unloading cum into my ass. So, I guess that I've always enjoyed bareback sex and honestly do NOT ever consider using condoms to fuck or being fucked with a condom these days. PrEP was a big changer for me as well.

I used BBRTS more in USA and Canada. I didn't find as many guys in Europe using. UK seemed to have a good mix though. Kinda hit and miss. But, I've managed to meet some great guys through their site.

Love ATM. I enjoy taking a load deep in my guts, then pulling the cock up to my mouth and slowly licking it clean of all our combined juices. I clean well beforehand, and I really make sure to use a lot of spit and throat juices to open my hole up while I am sucking his cock to get him hard. Between the spit/throat juice I am able to run into my hole and the spit/throat juices all over his cock.... the lube is all natural. So, to me, it tastes even better knowing it is all our juices I am cleaning. When I top, I have a few FWB's who absolutely love cleaning my cock afterwards. I don't even ask, I just hold my dripping cock and look at them until they drop to their knees and start licking and sucking. I've been known to give up a second load to a bottom who cleans me off well after eating our combined juice from my cock.

Rob and I had planned to get together Friday, 12/3 and he ended up cancelling last minute due to Christmas workload at his salon. We re-booked for Monday 12/6 instead. 0930 hrs on Sunday 12/5 he texts me and says he is HAF, can't wait until Monday and needs his ass played with and fucked. Now!! Today!! Am I interested? Definitely interested. Last couple of times Rob and I have gotten together, he has been absolutely rabid to have his hole played with; fingered, rimmed and stuffed with toys. He really loves ass play and takes as good as he gives. I know he has a new boyfriend. He isn’t hiding it. Just doesn't sound like he is meeting Rob's asspig requirements. I texted him back and said “Hells ya. Get your hole over here so I can open you up buddy. I’m gonna be opening you up for my fist today. Be ready”. Interesting thing is that when I told him I planned to fist his hole again, his typed response was "Fuck ya". I assumed it was for the entire ass play session. But, I also took it to mean he wanted that hole opened enough for my fist. He had ALMOST taken it all on his last visit. I didn’t push the issue, as I wanted to get him back in the sling, legs up and hole open for a second attempt. If I caused him pain, he wouldn’t let me at his hole again. So. Patience. I had a feeling today was going to be the day. I texted him to come over around for noon. He was right on time and we smoked a couple of joints and he said he wanted to play upstairs on my bed. As we stripped down, he asked me if we could watch an amateur home video with some mutual FWB - the Brian and Darryl video. Could we watch it while I played with his hole?? This video was one where I took on two guys in our family room on the leather sofa while my partner recorded and jerked off. He watched and filmed the action up close as he was getting cuckolded by two hung FWB - right in front of him. The fact that he recorded the whole thing made it even hotter for all three of us (four of us I guess!) and I loved playing the video while playing with my fuck buddies. Rob had seen the video a couple of times over a couple of visits and had developed a real crush on Brian's cock. He had never met him in person but lusted over his cock on the big screen as it slowly stroked in and out of a creamy, cummy hole. Once he found out that it was ‘my’ cummy hole taking a couple of solid big cocks and at least four big loads, it really turned his crank. He said that he loved watching me ride Brian and wished it was him that was taking the big 9" cut dick. He also said it turned him on that as I rode up and down on Brian's cock, I sucked Darryl's 8.5" uncut meat to get it juicy and ready to replace Brian's cock in my hole. Once he blew a load that is. I grabbed the remote and smiled a little as I put on a different home movie - the Fuck, Breed and Felch amateur home movie instead. Rob had never seen it before. It was the one where his newfound amateur hung fantasy porn star (Brian) rimmed my hole open for over 5 minutes. Once I was open and dripping, I rode Brian and he literally drove a load of cum out of me - hands free. Then, as he fucked me doggy style nice and slow and deep, he told me how hot he found my Daddy hole and how much he enjoyed fucking me. The movie closing scene was after he blew his load in my ass, he sucked it out and felched me until I was licked clean. That movie was a great amateur flick from a hot one-on-one session video recorded by my ex – the cuckold videographer. He did a great job on this video, because he loved jerking off to seeing me get fucked and creamed. So, he tended to do an amazing job on angles and close ups. Our amateur video collection was pretty hot. Rob appreciated the art. I sat up against the headboard with some pillows to support me, then I told Rob to get on all fours and present his ass to me. He turned to face the TV and straddled my legs. His hole was the perfect distance from me face and chest. I pulled Rob back closer to me so I could eat and rim his hole. He was clenching and unclenching his ass ring for my tongue. He was horny as fuck all right. I talked dirty to him and started to finger him while he watched me getting my hole eaten by Brian on the video. He told me that this video was way hotter than the other one and it was really turning him on. I could tell he was enjoying it, because he was pushing his hand back against my probing fingers. I was lubing him up really well. I wanted to dump a load of cum into his ass and then fist it deeper into him. I pushed him down onto his belly and as I opened his legs wider, I had him raise up so I could slide a pillow under him to provide the proper angle for some ass pig playtime. Rob is a hairy Italian guy. 15 years younger than me. Owns his own salon. Trimmed beard, trimmed pubes, hairy chest and legs and a delightful hairy hole. A hole that was currently well lubed and starting to gape nicely from my finger and tongue work. In fact, that hole was twitching a little as he pushed his ass lips outward, then tightened them back in. That hole was just begging for a hard cock to keep it open after all those toys. We had experimented with fisting at his last visit a few weeks prior. I think he really enjoyed it and wanted more. I leaned forward a little and I whispered into his ear how I was going to fuck him, like Brian was fucking me. I was going to dump a load inside him, like Brian did to me. He was moaning and groaning and pushing his hole back onto my fingers. He wanted more. He was stretched and ready. I was in a teaser mood though. I told him he wasn't getting the cock just yet. I grabbed a blindfold and put it on him. Once he was secured, I turned up the sound on the porn, so he could hear Brian and I fuck. I reached over to the toy pile and grabbed three: the thick black rubber prostate vibrator, the new big veiny 10" vibrator and the double cock dildo. My plan was to open him up in that order. I started with the P-spot vibrator He took them all... slowly. Then I used the j-lube and started really stretching his hole open. He asked for some poppers. He rarely does, so I know he was wanting to go all the way this time. I opened him up with 3-4 fingers very slowly and then added thumb and stretched on the edge of his hole. Just back and forth a little bit. Not the entire fist. Then I pushed more lube all over the hole and my hand and started to gently twist into position for entry. I heard him huffing on his poppers and moaning. I kept prodding gently and talking to him nice and calm. Telling him I know he wants the fist inside him. I have long fingers and I was gently opening up his hole inside and teasing him. I kept asking if he could feel my fingers opening him up inside. And he would groan.. yesssss. I got him stretched right to the point that I knew he only needed one more gently push to swallow my fist. So, I told him to double up on his hits. I heard the cap go on and I told him to breath out nice and slow. Very slowly. As he pushed the air out slowly, I pushed my fist inside his stretched ass ring and just held it still. He made some funny noises and started to gasp for air a little, and I calmly told him to breathe in slow… the breathe out slow. He said “Yes Sir” and started to calm down. The entire time, I had not moved my fist. I told him to take one more huff and hold it. When he did, I started to gently push in about one inch and pull out to the inside edge of his hole. Just stretching it a little bit. Nothing fast or sudden. And I told him how hot and juicy his hole felt on my hand. I slowly slid my middle finger deeper into his guts and gently pushed it in and out. I stretched him a little bit very slowly. Managed to pull back a little to let him feel exactly where my fist was – inside his hole. Then I gently pulled out. Told him to take some breaths and relax. I could hear him breathing slow and deep and I could see him relaxing a little more. I congratulated him on his ability to take my entire fist. He was pretty pumped about it all and I asked if he wanted more? He said he wanted more, but could I add some natural lube to the mix? He wanted to feel what a fist felt like inside his ass with a load of my hot cum inside already. He has great ass control. I was pretty turned on by the whole thing. I fucked his hole for a while doggystyle with him flat on his stomach. I was able to really control the speed and depth and got in real deep. He has always expressed some interest in breath control, so I experimented a little with breath control on him and he was really getting into it. Note to self to learn more about this. It seemed to really turn his crank and I could literally feel his hole grip my cock harder when I blew a load in his hole. I didn’t waste any time and placed him on his back, legs spread wide and shackled him to a spreader bar. He took hold of the bar and pulled back to completely expose his gaping, red hole to me. Unfettered access to a cummy, dripping gape. I was back into his hole in seconds with 4 fingers. Slow but insistent on opening that hole back up again. His eyes were glazed and he nodded at me to keep going. I reached over and gave him a couple of huffs and put the bottle down. Then I went back to fisting him. LOTS of J-Lube and got in a little deeper this time. I could feel the hot cum and lube mixing up and making his hole slick. I told him to relax, that he had already taken my fist, now just let me open him up again. I managed just past the wrist bend and up deeper into his second hole. I had his second hole opened up nicely and started to pump in and out. Taking my fist out to the edge of his hole and stretching it just a little, then back inside. He told me he needed me to stroke him a little faster and more solidly. He needed to cum again. So, I picked up speed a little and his ass came on my hand a couple of times. We stopped for a break. His hole was red and gaping. There was a mixture of lube and cum dripping openly from the stretched lips. It was hot to just look at the cum oozing slowly. I reached over and took his thick uncut cock in my mouth in order to lick the pre-cum off the head. He is a massive pre-cummer and an even more impressive cummer. All that ass play had his cock dripping snotty precum all around the foreskin and down the thick walls of his cock. He was moaning like crazy as I licked the foreskin with my tongue, and cleaned all the precum from the head, the skin and then deep throated to the base. His cock was rock hard in less than a minute. He jumped off the bed and said “Get your ass over here on the corner of the bed”. I flipped onto my knees on the bed corner and stuck my ass in the air. He dove right onto my hole and started slobbering and licking and probing my opening with his tongue. He loves to eat ass and he was like a crazy animal. Licking, fingering, smacking and spitting on my hole. I loved the attention and the wildness of the attack on my hole. Suddenly, I felt his cockhead pushing against my hole. “Lube?” I asked. “No. Spit for lube only” he muttered and slammed his cock into me in one hard push. Fawwwk. He started totally railing on my ass. Said he enjoyed my fist in his hole and he enjoyed his ass-gasms (as he calls them). But, now he was very horny and needed to unload. And he went back to hammering my hole. Rob is a good thick 7.5 or 8 inches. My hole was still trying to stretch to allow the hammering to continue and he pulled out and shot three BIG shots of precum all over my balls, my cock and my hole. For most people, this would be a good cumshot. But I’ve known Rob for years and I knew this was only the beginning. He pushed his cum covered cock back inside me and fucked some more. Only a few minutes later he told me he needed to cum. I could feel his first couple of shots. He pulled his cock out again and continued to dump a few hard shots on my gaping hole and shoved it back inside and hammered some more. He was relentless in drilling my hole hard. He told me he wanted to breed me inside and out. Just like in the video. A very hot session. He asked if we could try the sling next round as he wants more fisting. And, he also said he wanted to feel me fuck him and piss inside of him while he lays back in the sling.

10/10 Niagara Region, Ontario, Canada

Excellent point! I am fortunate that my employer based insurance came to that conclusion years ago and started to cover Truvada when it was still around $900 a month. The patent expired in Canada and price dropped to about $90 a month. My PrEP clinic recommended I start Descovy to reduce stress on kidneys and I approached my provider and they agreed. The cost is back up to $900 a month (Descovy), but they agreed it is cheaper to prevent - than to treat. It is a win-win for everyone. I look forward to hearing more about this method of prevention. Thank you for bringing it to our attention. Cheers

Dude... I could literally 'picture' this in my mind based on your very vivid descriptions. Thanks for that. I'm rock hard now after reading it... and browsing around the rest of your blog posts until I finally blow a load thinking about being on the receiving end.... when borders get straightened out (if ever). Cheers man... great play-by-play!

I pretty much always lick up my cum. Whether it is from my hand/fingers... or out of the bottom hole I just dumped in. I love creampies and sucking it all back out. A couple of my FWB's love to have my cum fed to them from their ass. I find it very hot. I have one buddy who shoots absolutely MASSIVE loads in my hole... and quite often... doubles. He is a fanatic about licking it all out and snowballing with me. VERY hot.

I always wanted to try and get fucked by a guy with a PA. Had a hard time finding one and had pretty much given up. Fast forward a few years and this top guy and I set up a session at my place and he arrives looking like his profile pic. Handsome and hairy. But the best part was when he stripped beside my bed and out pops this big uncut cock, complete with a thick PA. He looked at me and reached for it and told me he would take it out. I told him that my jaw dropped because he had a great looking cock - complete with PA and it was on my bucket list. He was an expert top and took his time doing a LOT of teasing of my opening with that uncut head and thick PA. He told me he was enjoying watching me take my first PA and he wanted it to be as good as I had fantasized. Well shit - it was WAY better than I ever could of dreamt. He loaded me up twice on the bed. He said it was turning him on to watch me take his big cock and thick PA and enjoy it. When we were finally done, I watched the cum drip off the PA as he pulled it slowly out. And I licked him clean. I felt many different feelings and I'm sure it was because of his expertise with using that big PA.

Always happy to give RawTop and his crew for all the hard work those heros put into this space for us to communicate and share. My first raw load came from a guy 15 years younger than me. My buddy filmed the whole thing and told the young guy this would be my first raw load. That turned the top on even more, and he went out of his way to make sure that after he blew his massive load in my hole, that he took the time to make sure the camera could see him play with my hole after filling it. He took some time pulling some cum out on a downstroke, then pushing it all back into me and deep pumping me. I still have that video and it still gets me off remembering the feeling, the sweat and of course the cum. He was my hero for being so open about the whole scene. We still fuck over 16 years later, and have made some other hot amateur porn together. My porn heros? I would LOVE to suck and get fucked and bred by the awesome Lito Cruz with Cutler X sharing the other hole.

One of my regular Friends With Benefits is hearing impaired. We have learned to use iPads and laptops and phones to communicate. He is an amazing IT guy and has taught me how to use a lot of this technology when we first meet and share a cocktail in the kitchen and 'catch up'. But once we are naked - there is absolutely no disability from either of us... we enjoy one another's "touch" and "oral skills" and he is an amazing top. We enjoy quickies and some multi-hour fuck sessions. And when he cums? All the neighbours know about it. GRIN. We laugh about it. He is an amazing person and a hot sex partner. Sexy, sassy, smart and... hearing impaired. One of the most inspirational guys I know - clothed or not!

Hung uncut fuck buddy just left. I played with his ass for over a half hour with toys, rimmed him, fingered him and eventually worked my left fist into him and played with his hole. Then we swapped places... he put me on my knees on the corner of the bed and ate my ass for a while. Really chewed on my ass lips, worked lots of spit into my hole.... then slid his uncut big dick in just about an inch or so. He just rocked back and forth for a few minutes in that position. It felt amazing on my hole muscles. Then, BAM, he slid it in right to his balls.... and took his time working his dick in deep and out to the edge. The whole time he was muttering how he was going to load me up after all that prostate action I had given him. Next thing, he pushes me down on the bed flat and I hear the lube click - and a nice sized dildo goes up my asshole. He played with it a while and worked my hole over quite nicely. Then I heard the lube click again and in seconds, he is slowly working his cock in beside the dildo that is already inside me. It felt amazing!!! After a few minutes, he pulled the dildo out and replaced it with a rope of 6 rubber balls..... and he took his time pushing each one and asking me to count as they slipped inside. Once all the balls were inside, he slid his cock into my very full hole and started to really rail on my hole. He told me he could feel the hard balls on his cock head, then he would be sloshing against the walls of my ass. Repeat. Many repeats. Eventually, he told me he was going to cum all over my face, but he really felt a big load coming on and he wanted to breed my hole instead. He is a massive pre-cummer. I could feel the warm precum start to slosh around in my hole, and then he started to moan and dumped a fucking MASSIVE load of cum deep in the back of my hole. You could literally hear the sloshing of the cum and ass juices with every push in and pull out. He literally fell on the bed on his back and I crawled over and licked his cummy cock clean. Then I straddled his chest stroked my load on his face.... a very hot Saturday afternoon session.

Love this... nothing like a bunch of open minded versatile guys .... lots of options. Sounds pretty freakin' awesome!

The last four guys I have played with have all been at least 20 years younger than me.... three tops and one was versatile. They reached out to me and were looking to tap some tight Daddy ass.... who was I to say no!? Of course!! I find the younger guys are not bashful at all about living out some Otter/Daddy role play and fucking. I'm all for it now and then.

That is a scene I would have gladly video-taped for you guys to watch at a later date..... I get hard just imagining the different angles and fluids and action. What a hot scenario.... lucky guys!

Public Health called looking to talk to my ex. Left a message. Turned out one of his 'sidebuddy's' ended up HIV+ ... and in Ontario, Canada HIV gets reported to public health first... they reach out to newly infected person and ask if they would like to provide any contact info. They check against public health records and in my ex's case - he is in their system as pox. And, he didn't disclose They did a comparison to the 'strain' of HIV my ex had and his sidebuddy's strain and they were different. They told him if his name shows up again, he would be charged with sexual assault for not disclosing. After they spoke to him, they called me later the same day. I said I was regularly tested and his disclosure was his business - leave me out of this please. They did leave me alone.

Was supposed to have a hot tub and massage and sex night with a new guy. He sent a text just after dinner saying that he couldn't make it. Some lame excuse. So I hopped online to see who was around. I live in a small town and there isn't usually anyone local, but I noticed a guy I had played with twice before. He is about 15 years younger and works out regularly at the gym and has a nice body. He usually like to be the one 'getting' the massage... wasn't huge on returning the favor. He was also happy to get a blowjob but had to be coerced to give one. I tried him out a second time just to see if this was his usual approach. Second time confirmed that he was more into being serviced and not a lot of reciprocation. Tonight, I was already horny as fuck. So, when he messaged me asking if I was looking, I thought I would lay it out right up front. "Ya, I'm looking. Tonight I've got blue balls and want to suck some cock and get fucked. And since we've played a couple of times, I want your load deep in my ass... not my throat. Does that work for you???" I responded. "Fuck ya! I'd love to seed your hole - I can be there in about 15 minutes", he replied. He must have sped. He was at the door 9 minutes later. LOL. We didn't wasted time and headed up to my room. I had put some Daddy porn on and he whistled at the two hot Daddy's fucking on the screen, as he started to strip. "I've been rock hard since we chatted - just thinking about you working on my uncut cock. I remember how good you are at sucking foreskin and cock. But, I want my load up in your hole tonight" he said as he laid back against the pillows and propped his hands behind his head. I worked on that cock for about 10 minutes. Tortured him with slow and fast, shallow and deep sucking. I worked his nuts into my mouth one at a time, then both together. He suddenly rolled me off of him and started to turn me onto my hands and knees so we could both see the TV. I saw why he was excited. There was an otter type younger guy (him) slapping his uncut cock against a hairy Daddy hole (me). We both took a big hit of poppers, and he pounded my hole for a while. He got close and pulled out and man handled me over to the corner of the bed and he stood on the floor and fucked me doggy. Then he pushed me forward, flat onto my stomach and he really got in there deep. I told him to stop for a second and when he did, I squeezed his cock with my ass so he knew exactly where he was... and he pushed even deeper. Between the poppers and his rock hard cock, he was up in that second hole. He has a big thick uncut dick and I was feeling every inch. He started talking about loading me up and breeding me and he picked up speed. He roared and pounded even harder and I could feel the warmth of his load spreading inside me. He slowed down but didnt pull out. He churned his cum all around my guts for another couple of minutes. Nice and slow. You could hear the sloppy, wet juices. It was awesome. He told me he was glad we ran into one another. He has wanted to tap my ass before, but he loved the head so much, he always ended blowing to soon. I told him I am happy to suck his dick and make sure to edge him only. That way, he is really turned on now and when I get fucked by him and have him finish off inside. Sounds like a win-win to me.

I used it once. The member was being a total dick to another member. He was over the top and in my opinion, didn't warrant going nuts. I might have used the LAUGH icon now tho...

I have a couple of very talented amateur fuck buddies who enjoying passing a waterproof camera back and forth. They do POV stuff and so do I... then I edit it later to take out the 'jiggles' and 'camera shifting'. I will often put on some videos of US fucking.... while we fuck. It's kinda fun and a turn out to watch yourself get fucked and seeded - while the same guy is getting turned on by the scene and eventually loads you up. Very hot!! And these fuckers love filming it, so they get some cool angles and some incredible internal, external cum shots... whatever turns 'the tops' crank when he has the cam... and vice versa. The sling is great for getting some good video. I also realized... a lot of friends who will run the camera for this fun stuff almost always (LOL) get caught up in the hot sex and forget they are filming.... the camera is jerking or wandering cuz' they are turned on. Grin. But some guys are really creative amateur porn film makers. They video what THEY like to see. I LOVE home made and amateur porn... the filming is the best (especially if you have a dedicated videographer).