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I see a trend here towards 'less' condom use.... which suits me just fine. I can count on one hand the number of guys who have fucked me with a condom in the last 15 years. If they insist, they aren't invited back.... it doesn't do anything for me. If someone insists I wear one if I am topping, I simply tell them I had prostate cancer (true) a number of years ago and won't be able to keep it up - but happy to give them a great blowjob. Only one guy took me up on the blowjob - the rest all stuck their ass in the air. LOL. I'm pretty open about my stats and tell people I am on PrEP and tested every 3 months (part of my program). In general, even though guys on some apps say "Safe" or "Condom", I find they are happy to fuck raw and load me up. I've had a lot of married guys slide in raw and load me up... quite often a couple of loads. My thought is that they likely aren't getting blowjobs or sliding it into her ass.... so the idea of seeding a guy's tight hole after he has sucked his married cock, really turns these guys on. U=U has made a big difference.

I like it. Being a curious kinda guy, I spent some time reading how the current system works... (I think). Grin. Having said that, I read the site rules about 'what goes where' and I've been lucky so far that my posts appear to be going to the correct places. That's one of the reasons I created my own blog here - to write down 'my life experiences' (for when I am old and in the nursing home). I'm also an IT guy, so I know that when you purchase these 'packages', the purchaser is stuck with however the package creator envisioned 'their' system working. As site owner here, you obviously have a much higher understand of the limitations of the current package (as you've said in the past - it's conversational board). Reading your explanation above, it shows that you've looked at current pros/cons and are suggesting new features that will simplify the system and clearly explain credits/debits. Any one of us with a bank account understands credits/debits. Grin Attaching points is a great incentive for people to post new material, be it questions from newbies to raw sex, questions about risks, HIV, STI's, PrEP. Personally, it has helped me understand the whole 'bareback culture' (even though I've been fucking raw for 15 years). I have a better understanding of terminology thanks to this site. I have seen some polite disagreements - often well presented by both sides. We have some epic writers that cover a wide spectrum of materials. That is very cool - in my opinion. The site gives people a place to come and feel safe (and cum and feel good!!). There will always be people who are happy to 'read' and rarely communicate. There will always be shit disturbers. There will always be prolific writers. And if people see they can get a 'reward' for participation, I believe it will make contributions increase. For a lot of folks - it's fun to get a reward. The result is an even better site for all of us to share. BIG supporter of tags. As you point out - it allows one topic to appear in multiple areas. By providing a 'drop down list' for the first post on a topic/story - then allowing multiple tags, it might make it easier for people to understand where to post - thereby reducing their infractions. It's great to see an opportunity to throw in our three cents!! Thanks man. Cheers PG

My Aussie friends…. Thinking of you bunch over there right now with the whole state of the continent and fires. It is horrible to see .... hoping things improve soon and best of luck from Canada eh! What a beautiful continent… and very friendly and beautiful people. I visited Sydney in 2005 as part of a month-long visit. I love your country and the people were outstanding. I think one of my ‘lifetime’ top fave fucks happened in a bathhouse in Sydney... my travel buddy Dino and I had only been in town a short time and were horny to play. So we decided to check the place out. They had a sling room that had a door that you could close, but there were windows for people to stand and watch. VERY hot concept. That bunch think of everything!!!! Anyway... Dino and I are putting on a bit of a good slow fuck show.... a few guys tapping on the door or window for invites. Dino is deep dicking me nice and slow in this sling room and we're talking dirty and pointing out different guys to one another. Dino slows right down and says, “Check out this guy standing to my right... “ I check him out alright. Blond, 40's, one of the biggest uncut cock's I've ever seen. He was smiling at us and stroking his dick nice and slow to the same speed Dino was pumping. Dino gave me a couple of quick deep thrusts. It surprised me and it was a mix of pain and pleasure and shock. The guy at the window simulates the two quick thrusts I had just received with two similar jerks on this big head and foreskin. Dino chuckled then gave me three more quick thrusts while watching the guy. Hot Aussie buddy gives three quick strokes. Dino says..."Let's invite him in to fuck you... you wanna?? And stop licking your lips. A little obvious how you're going to answer THAT question". I said "Ya. I need to feel that dick in my holes". So Dino pulls out slow and makes sure everyone at the window can see the pre-cum and ass juices covering his rock hard cock. Meanwhile, I give hot Aussie a subtle nod of my eyes towards the door. He musta been hoping for that, because he casually stepped away from the window and turned towards the door. He got there at the exact same time as my buddy Dino opened it. He quickly slipped inside and my bud locked the door behind him. I said "Hey dude.. I'm M and this is my friend Dino. You're a hot lookin' man. Bring that big cock over here to my mouth. You guys talk so sexy from our Canadian perspective... we love your voices and accents... very hot. But that cock has my total attention right now”. He walks over, drops his towel and starts to slide his fat plum sized uncut cockhead into my mouth. "I’m Rory." he said. "You guys look sexy as fuck in here fucking nice and slow. You're driving the guys mad out there in the hallway". “Well then, let’s fix that Rory… feed me that big cock and let’s give them a good show”. My buddy Dino watched for a few minutes as I slowly licked the foreskin from Rory’s thick uncut cock. Dino is uncut and I am uncut. He has told me a number of times how much he loves playing with that extra skin…. So I made sure that he could see me slathering my tongue across Rory’s big hard dick. Apparently Rory approved, as he grasped my shaved head gently with both hands and started to pump his head in and out of my mouth slowly, while swiveling his hips a little. He was pre-cumming like crazy and I enjoyed the taste of his cock juices across my taste buds. Dino slowly slid his dripping cock back into my juicy hole and said “Fuck, that looks hot. Rory, you have an incredible cock there man”. Dino started to pick up speed a little bit pumping my hole. He reached over to slowly slide the foreskin back and forth over my dripping cock head until Rory pushed his hands away and he took over the stroking. I’ve determined over the years that guys with uncut cocks seem to know JUST the right amount of pressure to use when slow stroking another uncut guy. It appeared to be a global thing, as Rory knew exactly what to do to keep me rock hard and dripping. We got into a nice rhythm with one another and I was working Rory’s hard cock a little deeper into my throat with each passing minute. He groaned as I squeezed his hard meat with the muscles in my throat and threw his head back, smiling quietly. Dino gave Rory’s left nipple a gentle twist and pulled a little and said “He’s gripping your cock with his throat isn’t he??”. Rory just moaned again and nodded. “He is really good at gripping a cock in his throat Rory. Wait until you feel what he can do with his ass muscles”. Rory reached over with both hands and grasped Dino’s hard nipples. I heard Dino groan a few times and I could feel his thrusting getting harder and his breathing picking up. “Oh ya Rory. Stretch those nips buddy. Pull on them. Oh fuck.. ya” Dino gasped and really started picking up speed. He had been edging for quite a while as we fucked in the glass enclosed room, and I was thinking I would soon be getting a load of Dino-cum. I decided it was time to help Dino get off and I started squeezing his cock on the outstroke and totally relaxing and loosening my hole on his inward stroke. He only lasted through about 20 seconds of that treatment and started pounding my hole and grunting. “Fuck ya. Fuck ya. Gonna seed this tight ass Rory. Gonne breed it full of my cum for you. You going to fuck him next Rory”? Rory pulled his cock from my mouth and a trail of spit and a wet strand of spit and throat juice dripped between his pisshole and my mouth. “Breed him Dino. Load him up for me dude. Get him lubed up with your cum for my big Aussie cock”. That put Dino over the edge and I could literally feel the first few pumps of his hot cum erupt inside of me. He kept pounding his cock as deep as possible and muttering. “Oh ya. Gonna fill him right up for you Rory. Fuck ya. That is a huge load for you to fuck into man”. Dino pulled out and staggered back a couple of steps, trying to catch his breath. He started to chuckle a little and said “Holy fuck M… I don’t think I’ve ever cum that hard in your hole before… whattaya think??” “I think Rory should line that big dick up with my hole and work that monster up inside. That’s what I think. He needs to finish off what you started Dino. Yes!!”. Rory and Dino switched places. I automatically opened my mouth and Dino slid his cummy semi-hard cock between my lips and groaned when he felt my tongue licking the juices from him. I looked down at Rory, who had now taken up a position between my spread open legs. “You want my big uncut cock M?” he asked as he repeatedly slapped the big plum sized knob against my wet hole. “Fuck that feels good Rory. Yes. I want your hard cock dude”. Rory placed the head of that massive dick against my puffy ass lips and stopped and looked right at me. “I’m undetectable M. You OK with that?” he asked and raised one eyebrow. Dino looked down at me and also raised an eyebrow inquisitively. He kept his face neutral. “Ya man. You gonna work that big hard uncut poz cock into my hole Rory? Are you going to plant your seed up there with Dino’s and churn them together?”. Rory slapped my hole a few more times and Dino slipped a bottle of poppers under my nose. I took a couple of deep pulls while Rory teased my hole with his fat dick. He kept slapping it on the gape and just sliding his dick in until the crown of his cock had my hole stretched completely around the rim of his corona. I could feel the stretch of my ass lips as Rory looked down at my spread hole and licked his lips. He looked up at me and gazed directly into my eyes and said “This is gonna be a hot fuck M. I can’t wait to add my sperm to that big load Dino dumped up there already.” Then he turned to Dino and said “Neg or poz dude?”. “I’m neg buddy” Dino replied, “but I am looking forward to seeing you seed my buddy M’s juicy hole”. With that, Rory took hold of my hips and just started rocking that big cock back and forth a few millimeters at a time. He leaned forward and slipped his tongue into my mouth and we sucked one another’s lips and tongues as he continue to work that massive head a little bit deeper. Dino gave me one more shot of poppers and I felt my hole flower open and Rory’s cock start to slide into me in a controlled but consistent push. I looked up and could see both he and Dino’s eyes focused on my stretched hole as the big cock finally bottomed out. “Wow” Dino gasped and looked at me. “That is the biggest cock I have ever seen. I cannot believe you took that cock in one slow push”. “It was all your hot cum for lube” Rory replied. Then he started that swiveling of his hips again while starting to pull out a little and push back. I could feel the walls of my ass being stretched by this monster cock. He really took his time and knew what he was doing. He quickly got into a nice slow in and out movement with some hip action that made me gasp every now and then. Of course it helped that Dino had already opened me up nicely with his long, slow stroking. Dino is no slouch in the looks department. Greek guy, same age as me. Always laughing. This endeared him to everyone around him. He always appeared to have a hot woman on his arm, but I knew better. We had been fuck buddies for years. His 8” uncut Greek dick had been down my throat and up my ass many times over the years. He was a real cock hound as well and loved for me to pound him deep in his hole while he lay flat on the massage table, or he would ride my cock while stroking his dick and watching porn. So he had done a fine job of making my hole loose and juicy for Rory’s big dick. Rory grabbed my cock and started stroking it up and down in the same cadence of his fucking. Easy. Slow. A couple of quick deep thrusts to take my breath away. Then right to the edge, look me in the eye and SLAM his dick back inside. I was bearing down on Rory’s cock and sucking between the head of Dino’s dripping meat down to his balls and back up. He was rock hard watching the close up action. “Where do you want my cum M? Face? Mouth? Balls? Hole?” Rory taunted me as he started picking up speed. “I haven’t cum in a few days and I really need to unload in you soon. This whole scene is turning my crank huge”. “In my hole. No. Deep up in my guts Rory” I responded and started to really milk his cock with my ass muscles. My regular FB’s tell me I have incredible ass control and when I want to get a load from my top, I know how to milk them. Hidden talents. Can’t even put on my resume. “OK then M… get ready to take a big load of hot cum from my poz dick” he roared and I could feel him shooting off inside me. I could feel the wet warmth spreading inside my guts and told him so. Rory pumped away at my hole. Stabbing it. Pulling his cock right outside of my hole then slamming it back inside. The guy’s were tapping on the window and giving us all thumbs up. My head was spinning a little from the assault in the last few minutes. Suddenly I saw Dino and Rory make eye contact and watched in disbelief as Rory pulled his cock out of my soaking wet hole and quickly trade places with Dino. My senses went into overload. Rory started to feed his cum covered cock into my mouth. As the taste of his load and Dino’s load and ass juices hit my tongue, I felt Dino grasp my rock hard cock in one hand and line his cock up with the other. Rory quickly stuffed the bottle under my nose and as I took a quick deep hit, Dino thrust his dick inside me as hard as he could. He had never fucked me this hard in all the years we had been FWB’s. I was stunned by the thought, as well as the jolt of pain and pleasure that radiated from my prostate outwards. Dino went fucking crazy on my ass. He was furiously stroking my dripping cock and he had crazy eyes while he pounded his big Greek dick inside my sopping wet hole. “That was so hot watching you tell that stud it was OK to seed your guts with his hot poz load dude. That really blew me away. I can feel his cum sloshing around inside your hole M. My cock is churning it around inside of you like hot butter. Squeeze my cock M. Please squeeze it hard.” Dino loves it when I milk his dick and make my hole loose or tight. Today he wanted tight, so I really bore down on his pistoning cock. His head snapped up as he felt the difference in my grip on his dick. “Oh fuck, oh fuck… this is so fucking hot. Your very tight ass is gonna milk a second load out of me buddy. Keep grippin’ me. I wanna shoot my cum in that hole with Rory’s viral load. I love feeling all these juices”. And he went rigid for about 3 seconds, eyes locked on me… and I felt the warmth again. Dino’s drawn out sigh and moan as he slowly pumped in and out confirmed that he had in fact blown another big load. Rory leaned forward and took my cock in his mouth and swallowed me right to the base. Dino took the opportunity to give me some quick, deep jabs with his cock and that put me over the top. I could feel my hot cum spurting into Rory’s mouth. I could hear the sound of him gulping to swallow. Dino was slowing down and pulled his deflating cock from my sperm receptacle. As soon as his cock plopped out, Rory leaned towards him and pulled his cummy cock in and started to lick it clean. My head was spinning. I could feel the juices dripping out of my hole and I could hear the splat of cum as it hit the tile floor. I was amazed at how much cum was dripping from my hole. Mind you, there were three loads there now and I could actually ‘feel’ how big they were… so why was I surprised?? While I collected my thoughts, Rory dropped to his knees in front of my spread open hole. The hole was facing the glass window and there were a few guys stroking their cocks and commenting to one another about my gape. One guy walked up to the glass right in front of me and started spewing cum right in front of my spread legs. If there hadn’t been glass there, I would have felt that cum shoot across my hole. Rory looked over his shoulder at the guys then turned and looked at me. He leaned forward while keeping eye contact and I felt his tongue start to probe and lick my ravished hole. He started slowly, then really started sucking on my lips and stretching them with his tongue. Dino suddenly dropped down beside Rory at my oozing hole and Rory offered my ass to Dino. I felt Dino spread my cheeks just a little wider, then watched the top of his shaved head as his tongue started to worm its way into my juicy hole. They took turns licking, nibbling, sucking and eating my ass for the next few minutes. It wasn’t long until I was cleaned up. The guys un-secured me from the sling and I shakily got to my feet. There were sounds of clapping and cheering from the small group of admirers on the other side of the glass and I shakily waved a hand and laughed, while trying to get the blood back into my legs. Rory leaned forward and kissed me. “Now I know where they got that expression “Crazy Canucks” he laughed. We unlocked the door and walked out into the club. “Where are you boys staying and how long”? he asked. "I'm staying downtown". Turns out – we were at the same hotel in downtown Sydney. Well shit.. this was gonna be a fun couple of days…..

I spend a lot of time in Europe on business trips and I find European men very hot and sexy ... I stumbled across EricVideos and just love their stuff. I agree with others. I think they spend just enough time 'setting up' the scene - a random Scuff hookup, or two guys on a nude beach making eye contact and following one another home, guys on the subway - all kinda cool setups. Followed by hot looking guys having some good piggy sex. One on one or many-on-one. I have really enjoyed their stuff. TIM has come good stuff like this where the top and bottom 'grunts and groans' are real. Their 'fuck me' is deep and they mean it. And of course, watching a top's ass and perineum pumping as cum loads up a bottom hole. Love watching that cum start to leak out around the top as he continues to fuck it in.

I love catching a view of the cameraman when he doesn't realize he is being capture in the mirror across the room. And yes! I agree... they are often naked and hard or in shorts (and sporting). LOL. I agree!

I travel a lot between Canada, Europe, UK and Africa. So the time zone change for me is +6 hours on these trips. So, like @FelchingPisser suggests, I have my phone set to remind me to take my pills at 0800 Canada time every day. When I am in Europe... that becomes either 1pm or 2pm (depending where I am) and that is usually lunch. It helps remind me to do my thing... at a fairly regular time. And yes, the math people will point out I lose/gain 6 hours going there/coming back... but it IS fairly consistent for me. I also went to the Dollar store here (Pound store for you - grin) and bought a pill dispenser for daily pills. By looking at the dispenser, I can quickly tell whether I have taken my pill that day. They come in different sizes... you might just take one medication (PrEP) and would require a small dispenser. But it is a 'visual'. As far as being concerned? PrEP has proven to be pretty darn reliable. There is always an 'exception' case.... but the science shows it to be pretty effective. As you (and all of us at some point in time) have found out - it doesn't protect from OTHER STI's... so, this is a risk when fucking raw regardless of whether you are on PrEP or not.... it will always be there. I don't think you can shock a nurse or doctor in a sexual health clinic. They have seen it all. Don't worry about what 'they' think... they are there to help you. The fact that you are being tested regularly is a good thing overall to your NHS in the end. You are 'managing' your situation by being proactive and being tested/monitored. In the end.. that is a good thing. People will ALWAYS judge you... regardless of what you do or think... so do what is best for.. you!! Cheers mate!

I always clean out well... so I know my ass is ready. I have one top buddy who ALWAYS eats my hole and really opens me up with spit and takes his time. Then he fucks me for a little bit, pulls out, eats my open hole and tongues and rims and licks and chews on my hole. Then he gives me his cock to get wet again. I love the taste of his pre-cum and my ass juices on his hard cock. When he eventually blows his load, I just pull him in close to lick and suck all our combined juices from his dick. I know he loves it, because he talks to me and tells me to clean his cummy cock and get it spotless. When I'm done, he pushes me onto my knees and proceeds to eat his cum from my hole. Every. Single. Time. Needless to say, he is one of my fave tops! ATM is very hot in my books!! Fuckin' A!!!

Seriously? WTH is the matter with the men in Montreal dude!?? I would love to measure your height, dick size and nipple hardness with my tongue... not worry about your age and get naked with you on my next trip. Your pics are hot.... your responses to these forums are even hotter! Woof!! (See? there is always someone interested!!!) Cheers

Sounds like we 'all' have been turned down at least once... or more. Used to make me wonder... "what's wrong with me".... for all the reasons I've read above... height? weight? age? shaved head? hairy enough? Not hairy enough? Not handsome enough? Cock too big? too small? Ass too hairy? too smooth? Uncut!? Gasp!! etc etc. I have had many pleasant surprises over the years and met some interesting people and had some hot sex by... NOT trying to jump to conclusions. As an 'old man'... I have learned that Everyone has 'their thing'. Social media and internet anonymity make people say hurtful things. If not interested - just say 'no thanks man'. And if I get that response, I've learned to think "Oh well.. their loss."... and then ... I try to NOT take it personally ... back to the "everyone has 'their thing'. I agree there is no need to be a prick about it tho. And, if you blatantly lie about what your profile shows vs. what you really are - you shouldn't be surprised if someone politely says "no thanks". Key word - politely. Again - this internet mentality of treating one another like an IP address. One satisfaction I do get at my age and with my life experience - from the "assholes with attitude" - is that karma is a bitch and they too shall grow older, or fatter, or uglier... cuz' it's already inside of them. It just seems that a lot of folks are looking for that 'perfect guy that has '57' admirable attributes. LOL. Not sure that guy exists. Picture this..... Lying naked on a massage table being massaged with... a blindfold on. No clothes. A blindfold. Imagine someone running their hands across your body and tweaking all your 'hot spots'. Just the way you like to be massaged and licked and stroked. You don't see what they look like. They suck your cock most excellently. They slide their perfectly sized cock into your mouth. It tastes wonderful. You don't see what color it is.... So far, you haven't see a thing. You've felt a lot. Then, if you're a bottom he fucks you with the perfect sized cock... big? small? Goldilocks? (just right). If you're a top, you slide your hard, dripping raw cock into his hole. Tight? loose? sloppy? Goldilocks (you're getting the point). You have felt his touch. You have played with cock and ass. You don't know what color he is... how old he is... what he looks like... but the sex was hot.... Now take off the blindfold... what do you see? How did he make you feel? Hmmmm. Just a different way of 'looking' at it (no pun intended)

Yes. Twice. First guy was versatile. He was undetectable and we flip fucked raw for 12 years. Second guy was also versatile. He was also undetectable and he bottomed about 80% of the time, but I took quite a few loads up my ass over the year we were together. I was not on PrEP at the time with either guy. So the U-U science definitely worked in my situations. I actually prefer fucking with U guys, as they typically know their entire STI status due to fairly consistent 3 month appointments. STI's like syphilis are definitely on the rise. Now that I'm on PrEP, I am also tested every 3 months. Ironically, I got a dose of both gono and syphilis from the second guy .... no HIV tho. IMHO, I like to be 'aware' and take action if necessary. But never had issues with HIV and sero-discordant relationships!

Happy New Year dude... keep the blog stories cumming.... I (for one) enjoy reading the updates! Cheers

Based on your opening line, it sounds like you'd like to stay negative for now. That might change later, but don't rush into it. There are two camps. I agree with @tallslenderguy and with @find91,,, how do you define "So far only been breeded by people i trust that are neg or undetectable". Only you can answer how you determine 'trust'. But... As pointed out above, U=U is true. I am a firm supporter. But there are people out there in our world who actually ..... lie about a lot of things. Status could be one of these things. Dude... they wanna fuck. I have met MANY hot sex partners who are poz and undetectable. They have chosen to medicate and disclose..... for which I am appreciative. But 'some' guys will say anything you want to hear in order to fuck. So, I took the approach that it is MY responsibility to mitigate the risk of (at least) HIV. You can still get lots of other STD's. If you plan on barebacking and taking loads, you might want to consider PrEP for now - until you decide where you want to go with all this..... Cheers dude!

When I read a story or thread I like... I do in fact hit the FOLLOW button. However, I noticed when you do that, it asks you if you want a notification immediately, or daily, or weekly etc... I select DAILY. What happens then, is a get an email to my email account showing my Daily Digest. I can see quickly the 'one word' or... "hot" or "wow" messages and skip right past them. Actual updates to a story (like the Doctor series I'm following) do show up as larger posts and I can gather quickly that it is new. Plus, that particular author, numbers his original posts It ain't sexy - but it works for me and all this is already available on our BZ site.... my three cents. Cheers all.....

New Years 2020 load tally thus far(5): 3 loads with “M” after midnight. 2 loads with Mike at 2 pm And at 3:30 my cell chirps a message waiting sound… from a regular FWB – “R”. What kinda trouble was I getting into on New Year’s? He was having a computer problem – could I pop over to his place and have a quick look? I joked and said “usual terms and conditions”. He replied… good. I was hoping we could work something out. Wink So I head over to my FWB R’s place to have a look at a computer problem he appears to be having on New Years afternoon. He only lives about 5 minutes from my place, so I was shortly backing into his driveway. As I walked up to the front door, it opened… but nobody was standing there. I thought this a little strange, but walked inside. Just as I walked through the door, I heard R chuckle from behind the door, as he started to close it. I looked at him and understood immediately why he had stood behind the door. He was wearing a hot blue jock and a black leather full harness. That was it. Hot!! Of my regular group of FWB’s, R is probably one of the kinkier fuck buddies. R is an almost 60 year old Dutch guy who moved to Canada 40 years ago. He is a handsome guy, and was a business exec until he retired. He takes pretty good care of himself and hits the gym regularly. Like most Dutch guys I’ve met over the years, he is uncut and sports a nice thick 7”. His chest is still solid and his body forms that classic perfect ‘V’ shape thanks to his workouts over the years. He is a total top for fucking, but loves to suck my uncut cock when we get together. We realized one time years ago that we were both turned on by leather and R is one of the guys who always notices if I have some new leather gear to wear. He almost lost his mind when I installed a leather sling down in my old basement (120 year old home), bolted into the wood beams. One of the reasons he likes the leather harnesses I own, is that when he is fucking me he can use that harness for leverage. R likes to really rough it up now and then, and he knows I am a guy that can handle, hell, I even encourage him to really let go and give me a solid fucking using my gear for that hard pounding. I followed his hot firm ass up the stairs to his office on the second floor. Playfully slapping his cheeks every second step. He didn’t turn around, but laughed and said “You’ll regret slapping my ass buster…”. My cock immediately chubbed up. He was wearing leather and threatening my ass. Sounds like it might be a rough afternoon. Grin. R’s computer problems were fixed within the first few minutes of me arriving. I showed him how to do what he needed while he stood behind my chair and looked over my shoulder. As I finished explaining what to do, he casually reached down my shirt and tweaked my left nipple. I jumped a bit from his touch. As I started to get out of the chair, he told me to find a good porn movie and put it up on the 40” monitor (he made good money). LOL. Instead of one movie, I opened three different movies of some good leather suck and fuck action from the list of porn on his hard drive. I knew what was there, because I gave him the drive. Within a minute there were three different scenes of guys in leather harnesses, chaps, jocks, arm bands sucking and fucking on the tv. Most of the actors were butch hairy mature guys. One flick had 6 leather guys working over a bald, hairy leather Daddy in a sling. The second flick had 3 black guys stuffing a leather Daddy on a bed. He was sucking one thick cock while sitting on a massive cock and the third guy was sliding into the bottom to give him a double fuck. The last movie was an amateur flick with a bunch of leather Daddy’s taking turns working over a smooth otter looking bottom strapped to a fuck bench. Soon enough R’s office sounded like a bathhouse full of sweaty bodies slapping into holes, moaning, groaning and dirty talk. He spun his leather chair around so I face him and he had pulled his cock out of the side of the jock. It was almost totally hard already and dripping pre-cum. Without any words, I leaned forward and started to suckle his cock. I licked the pre-cum off the head and slid my tongue around his foreskin, while reaching up to tweak both his nipples between my thumb and forefingers. R moaned as his nipples immediately hardened up. I knew he loved to have his nipples played with while I sucked his cock and went deeper on his dick while twirling his rock-hard nips in my hands. I looked up at him and could see his eyes glazed a little as he enjoyed the nipple tweaking. All the while, he was gently thrusting his cock into my mouth and trying to work it a little deeper. He reached behind him and pulled some poppers from his desk and took the lid off and held them under my nose. Oh ya… this was definitely a sign I was going to get my throat worked over. So I took a couple of huffs and watched him put the lid back on and settle the bottle into my right hand. He reached down with both hands and took my head on either side… paused… and then rammed his cock into my throat. I knew he was going to do it and the poppers had already helped me relax enough that my throat opened right up to accept his hard cock. We have been FWB for years, and he waited just a few seconds so that I could take a deep breath through my nose. Then he started pounding my throat. He would push his cock right to the base and hold it while I massaged it with my throat muscles. It drove him nuts when I did that to his sensitive cock head. Then I would pull to the end of his dick, take a breath, a few short strokes on the head and then BAM… all the way down to the base again. He had a new rubber ball separator/cock ring on today and his balls were very ‘out there’. I pulled off his cock and licked his protruding nuts. One at a time. Across from left to right. Over and over. He said they were really sensitive thanks to the separator and the feeling was awesome. I gently sucked both his nuts into my mouth and then leaned forward and started to swallow them towards my throat. His knees almost buckled under him and he was ecstatic about the fact that I had both his balls in my mouth and my tongue and throat were massaging his sensitive nuts. He had another leather harness on the chair beside him and he told me to stand up and put it on. Once again, I knew he was obviously in a kinky mood, so I stood up and dropped my jeans to show him a Fort Troff jock. I pulled my shirt over my head and R reached around to tweak both my nipples. Then he ran his right hand down my back to the curve of my ass. He continued down into the crack of my ass and teased his thumb across my hole. No penetration. Just sliding it back and forth across my hole as I slipped into the leather gear. I had everything quickly adjusted and he pushed me over a couple of feet to a big leather chair in the corner of his office. We turned the chair slightly so we could both see the action on the tv screen. R put his hand under my mouth and simply said “Spit”. I gathered as much juice as possible and drooled it into his hand. He said “Nice job” and proceeded to rub it all around the edge of my hole. “Get on your knees, legs spread and let me at that hole” he said as he finished coating my hole with my own natural lube. I assumed the position and was expecting to feel his fingers or thumb on my hole, but he slapped his uncut dick on my hole twice and then did two things…. Slapped my right ass cheek hard… quickly slapped my left ass cheek hard…. And as the sharp pain registered in my brain, he drove his cock into me until he bottomed out. And he stopped moving for a few seconds. “You OK?” he asked. “Fuck ya” I replied. “Let’s do this fucker…..” With that he pulled his flared head right to the entrance of my ass and rammed it in again. He was giving me a good hard fuck and in between thrusts, he was slapping my ass using a series of short raps on the meaty part of my cheeks, then some quick ones to the side of my cheeks. My ass was starting to heat up and I’m sure it must have been turning red and leaving imprints on me. He kept this steady, but hard fucking up for a few more minutes. My ass was on fire from his spankings. Front hand, back hand. The sharp smacks were competing with the throbbing of my hole being pounded by R’s big uncut meat. He abruptly stopped moving and I felt him shuffle his feet closer to the edge of the chair. Then he grappled my leather harness into both his hands and got a solid grip. And then he pulled me back against his rock hard cock and started rabbit fucking me. His cock was deep inside my guts. He was punch fucking my second hole. The mixture of pain and pleasure from the hard, quick thrusts against my hole were amazing. Once again, the popper bottle appeared under my nose and I took a few hits. Almost immediately, R started pushing deeper into my hole. I relaxed my ass completely to let him go as deep as he wanted. He eventually bottomed out and started chanting… “Oh ya… oh ya.. oh ya” as he long dicked me from hole to guts. Repeatedly giving me 7 inches of full on fucking from outside to inside. He held my harness with one hand and reached around and wrapped his forearm around my neck and started to squeeze me while whispering in my ear. “Are you ready for my load dude? I haven’t cum in three days”. Before I could acknowledge anything, I could feel his warmth start to seep into my guts. He was chanting and dumping at the same time. At one point, he had both his feet beside my hips on the chair and was using the harness to hold himself on the chair as he pounded me. He stopped for a moment, breathing quite heavily and said “I fucking needed that. I have been watching porn all day and needed to dump in a tight hole. Now, clean my cock”. He pulled out of my hole and I immediately felt cum trickling from my hole and down my leg. I turned around and dropped to the floor in front of R and without even touching his cummy cock, I leaned forward and swallowed it in my mouth. He moaned and held my head gently as I licked the cum from his entire cock, down to his balls and then back up to the foreskin. I used my tongue to clean under his foreskin and let his semi hard cock drop from my mouth. “Get back on the chair” he instructed. I was a little surprised, but got back on my knees with my ass hanging over the edge of the leather chair. I looked down and saw a I had been dripping pre-cum the entire time I was getting fucked. The chair was covered with my cock juices. I felt R spread my cheeks and give me a few slaps right on my hole. The sudden slaps made me jump again and my cock jolted back to hardness. R chuckled and took my cock in his hand and stroked it very slowly from underneath our bodies. Suddenly I felt his tongue against my hole. This was new. R never ate my hole. He liked to fuck it but had never shown an interest in rimming me. We both moaned at the same time. The feeling of his raspy tongue swiping across my sensitive and puffy hole had me moaning and gently rotating my hips a little. He dove in a little deeper and probed my anal ring with his hard tongue. “Push it out. Push out my cum” he whispered. I felt his lips connect to my hole again and I slowly pushed some cum out of my hole. All I heard was “Ungh, uh, uh” as R repeatedly licked and sucked and bit gently on my ass lips. This was fucking hot!!! I could hear the sounds of him slurping the mixture of his cum and my ass. He was swallowing loudly. I was rock hard. He stopped for a moment and I thought he was done and started to move. He held me in place with one hand on my lower back and I felt the tip of his cock against my hole. While I was thinking ‘what the fuck’, R slid his cock back into my sopping wet hole. He straightened up, pulled my back against his chest and started thrusting into me from behind again. He was talking to me about how much he planned to use my hole in 2020. He wanted me to invite him over for a fuck night in the sling soon. He wanted to blow a load in my mouth and then in my ass the same night. All kinds of good filthy fantasies were spewing from him. From my perspective, I pointed out the squishing and slurping sounds from where his big cock was impaling my asshole. I remarked how good his big uncut dick felt in my throat and now in my ass. I told him I could feel him pushing around his own cum and churning the sperm. “You’ve got more than my load in there buddy boy. I know you’ve already been bred today. How many loads??” I chuckled and said I had arrived with 5 loads inside of me already. He had made it an even dozen. But 7 was my favourite number. Would he please give me load #7? He stopped talking and grabbed hold of the harness and went to town on my ass again. He was pumping me from different angles. He long dicked me. He pushed his cock as deep into my guts as he could. He slapped his cock on the outside of my ass and rammed it back in. “Where do you want it pig? All over your ass? Your face? Your mouth?” “Inside me R…. push in as deep as you can dude and let it go inside of me”. He was almost howling when he came the second time. Deep inside my second hole. The feeling of his cum seeding me and his stroking of my cock did me in and I shot 5 or 6 big spurts of cum all over the leather chair seat. We were both panting and sweaty at this point and he invited me to join him in the shower to clean up. We had a quick shower and I commented to him how hot the fucking was today. Had he really lasted 3 days without cumming? His comment was with all the Christmas running around, he didn’t have time to get off, so he really wanted to make up for it today…. Great way to start the new year!! We were fondling and soaping one another and enjoying the slippery body contact. I could feel him getting hard again and pointed out that his cock was on a mission today. He looked down and smiled and said “My cock loves your ass dude. Plain and simple. Now turn around”. He pushed me up against the shower wall and I spread my legs a little. I guess he figured I must still have a lot of lube inside of me (in the form of cum) so he just rammed his cock up into my guts again and started to pump me standing up. As he impaled my hole on his hard cock, he told me he had one more load to dump before he was done. And he proceeded to tell me that he was watching a movie where a guy took a frozen popsicle of cum up his ass and was fucked by a hung top. He wanted us to try this soon, since he thought it was hot as fuck watching the top push the frozen cum into the bottom’s ass. Then the cum frothing out all over the place as the top fucked the bottom. I told him I already had a frozen rubber of my cum in the freezer in the hopes of finding someone who would like to try it. And with that…. He blew his third load in less than an hour. Right up inside my juicy, cum filled hole. Total load count for new year’s day 2020? Eight! What a great way to start my year. 8 loads of cum deposited in my guts by three different breeders in less than 16 hours. Gonna be a good year!!

New Year's Day 2020. I'm horny as fuck. Have 3 loads in me from my overnighter with a poz FWB. I'm on line and get hit up by a 32 year old bi black guy who is pissed off at his GF, cuz' she got hammered NYE - and passed out on his blue-balls ass. LOL.... New Year's day she is hung as hell and won't let him near her. ..... He says he REALLY wants to get off. He mentioned that he sees I get tested regularly and I'm on PrEP. He also mentions that he has an older/younger interest... then sends a pic. He looks big and hot. I invite him over and say 'we can talk'. He is horny and so am I so, so he arrives shortly. Handsome young black guy. Quiet. Smiles a lot. He clearly wants to get off. He is still pissed at his GF and I figure I can start his new year off with a hot bang!! We go upstairs. I suck him and edge him a few times and he is using my spit on my hole to open me up. I'm ass up on the bed waiting to feel this big 9" uncut cock slide into my hole when I hear the tear of the wrapper. Fuck. I remind him I've got paperwork for recent tests and I'm on PrEP and actually prefer it raw. He mutter something about GF and we fuck nice and slow for a few minutes. I pretend that his big cock is raw and I get off on feeling his balls slowly slap against my balls with each slow, deep thrust. He says he can feel my previous loads from earlier still sloshing around his rubber wrapped dick, but complains that it is just slippery with the rubber. Almost a sigh. I start talking dirty to him and egging him on each time he thrusts in and out to the edge and we hear a squelch or a juicy pop. We both know he isn't getting the real 'feeling'. He pulls out, mutters something else about GF under his breath, slaps his uncut cock head on my hole a few times then sinks into me balls deep and just holds it. And flexes it. So much for wrapped. I could tell he had pulled off the rubber. He started pumping into me slow again. He was ooing and aahing with each slow stroke. He said he didn't want to blow too soon, as he was hugely turned on. He said fucking a muscular asshole full of cum was 200% better than anything he got from a chick. I certainly agreed. And I also told him to blow as soon as he would like. I planned to keep him hard enough for a second load before I let him leave. I just kept talking dirty to him about his cock stretching my raw hole and was he going to shoot his big load deep in my hole? or pull out and shoot all over the outside? And I kept talking to him on and on and telling him to slow fuck me and breed me. I worked into the dirty talk that we were just new FB's and I was already willing to suck his big cock and take his load bare in my tight hole and she wouldn't let him touch her. And that I liked his big cock deep in my hole. And he got a little more noisy and frantic. I told him to seed my hole and breed me. Do it! Do it!!!!! He went over the edge and unloaded a massive amount of cum inside me. I could feel it filling me up. Massive amount. I could feel him flexing his head inside me while he pumped in and out gently. I could feel it getting more slippery with each slow thrust. He didn't make a sound. It was wild. And he stopped. He just collapsed across my back and was working on getting his breathing under control. He hadn't moved in a few minutes and I was worried he was going to get 'goofy' about taking his rubber off and get weird. I need not have worried though, as it appears "Mike" had changed his mind about topping a hole raw. I suddenly felt his flexing again inside of me. I squeezed back and he groaned. He flexed. I squeezed. He said he couldn't believe we were able to 'feel one another'. I commented that with a rubber, he likely wouldn't get the same effect. He agreed. He pulled out of my ass and I felt cool air around my open hole. It had to be gaping with that big thick tool pumping in and out of it. The breeze said a lot about how stretched out I must have been. He was fascinated by my leaking hole. He started using his thumb to push the leaking loads back inside. I had my eyes closed and was enjoying the feeling when I felt a shift and his rock hard head slapped my hole again. He was now using his hard cock to push any leaking cum back into my pucker. Then he slapped my hole a few times with his dick again and just slowly pushed right into his shaved pubes in one long push. He held for a second to get his balance and proceeded to give me what I like to call a "VHF"... a vicious hate fuck. LOL. A term my buddies and I used over the years to describe hard, raw fucking. You try and kill one another by fucking VERY hard. Grin. He pounded my ass. He had me huffing poppers and slamming his cock into my hole. He pulled out twice and fed me cum covered uncut foreskin fresh from my ass. So yes, my younger friend got totally into fucking raw without being asked twice. He bred me a second time and said he had to blow and go. But he asked if we could do this again. He wanted to try some more hard fucking and experimentation with someone else to guide him. Fuck ya!! I'm definitely in for that tutorial. LOL. Turns out he lives about 20 minutes down the road from me. We exchanged info and he is planning to drop over next Tuesday night for round 2. I asked him if we were going to fuck raw next visit. He smiled and said... "Not a chance. I don't know if I could ever fuck with a condom again". I explained that my hole(s) were available if we both happen to be online at the same time. That made him even more excited. It turned my crank to know he enjoyed fucking a guy's ass raw more.... chalk one up for the gay guys! LOL. Cheers

Part 2..... I finished my errands by noon and got home, made some coffee and checked online to see if any buddies were around. I had taken three poz loads the night before from my FWB "M", but I was horny as fuck! I wanted more cock or hole. I saw a profile in a nearby city about 20 minutes away. A top black dude - 6' 4", 200 pounds and an 'average' cock. Said he was 37 and couldn't entertain. I wondered what 'average' would look like attached to a tall guy like that. I have a FWB nearby that is black and 'average'. This dude is anything than average - a good 8" of cut, thick, poz cock. And we all know 'average' is relative. Especially on the internet. So, I shot the guy a message about making it worth his 20 minute drive. I opened my privates up and continued browsing. A couple of minutes later, the chat window popped up. He said he loved the pics. He was a top and could see I was versatile. Was I interested in taking some hard cock in my holes? He sent me a pic of a guy in baggy jeans, baggy shirt and a baseball cap. Grin. He looked handsome... But body wise? I couldn't tell and I was determined that I'd know better once I got him naked. I certainly liked the way this guy started out. "Hard cock in my holes"? That was EXACTLY what I was hoping to find. I replied that I was ready to play with him right now if he wanted to take a drive. He said he would head over for 2 p.m. That gave me time to set things up. He arrived at 1:58. I was impressed when I saw the car pull into my driveway. I wasn't wasting time and had already put on a Fort Troff jock and a black stretch t-shirt over my leather harness. That was it. I opened the door from behind and welcomed him. His eyebrows shot up and he smiled when he saw I was only wearing a jock and shirt. "I'm Mike". Mike was dressed in baggy everything - coat, shirt, pants and toque (hat). He was a handsome looking guy. Better than his picture. I told him so. He replied that he liked my profile and what I enjoyed and he thought I was a hot lookin' older guy. I offered him a drink and made one for myself. We chatted a little. Me mostly trying to keep things low key. We soon shared a puff and he reached around casually a few times to squeeze my ass cheeks. As the joint drew close to the end, he was running his finger across my hole gently as we talked. He pulled his finger away from my ass, and for a moment I was disappointed. His gently stroking was almost hypnotic. I saw his finger come into my peripheral vision, and I realized he was putting it up to my mouth. He looked at me and raised one eyebrow and gave me a cocky grin. I slurped his finger as he pushed it into my mouth.... deeper and deeper. I knew what he was going to do, so I made sure I gobbed him up good and then opened my mouth for him to pull the dripping forefinger out. He looked me directly in the eyes as I felt that slick finger slide immediately to my pucker and coat the outside of my hole with my own wet slick spit. It felt awesome and I involuntarily felt my hole spasm closed and open against his finger. I could tell by his face expressions that he felt it too. He continued to slide for a few seconds and then I felt him slip the finger inside me. We both groaned. I think we both groaned. Maybe it was me doing all the groaning? Regardless, he had nice long thick fingers (a promise of 'average' things to come I wondered?). My hole was still puffy and juicy from the three loads I had taken in the last twelve hours from my FWB "M", so he looked a little surprised as his finger slipped right up into my hot, juicy ass to the base. "How many loads you got here dude? You're juicy and wet"? "Three since midnight". "Nice - let's fuck". Perfect. I wanted to see this guy naked. I gently pulled his finger from my hole, held his hand and pulled him towards the stairs to my bedroom. He took the hint immediately and he was right behind me one stair, as I slowly walked up the steps. He slid his finger back into my hole. I gasped at the sudden intrusion, and he smacked my left cheek. Hard. It surprised me, and I could tell he loved it when I tensed up at the surprise slap. My hole clamped down on his finger. "Oh fuck ya... nice ass muscles dude" he murmured. We had stopped when I was caught off guard by the slap. Just as I went up one more stair, he eased a second finger beside the first and hauled off and slapped my other cheek. A good, firm, solid smack. We stopped on each step for 2-3 seconds while he slowly pumped my hole with two, then three fingers. More solid slaps. My ass was warming up. Literally inside and out. I walked into the bedroom and the media player was set to the porn directory. "What kinda porn do you like Mike"? "Got any hot black cocks opening older holes"? Knightbreeders has a lot of that stuff, so I threw on a flick that immediately showed a thick guy sliding into a gaping hole while cum leaked out from all around the sliding cock. I explained that I liked to watch that flick now and then. We both chuckled. He started to pull off his baggy t-shirt. As he pulled it over his head, I could see that he had a solid build on him. Muscular as fuck. Not ripped. But man, this was muscled and not fat. Nice start. I quickly pulled my shirt over my head and dropped it to the floor. When he pulled his head and arms from his shirt, he did a quick double-take when he saw I was now only in the jock and a red and black leather harness. "Fucking A dude", he said as he dropped his jeans. I dropped to my knees in front of his baggy boxers. I could see the 'average' cock head outlined against where it pushed on his shorts. There was a big wet spot right at the head. He had clearly enjoyed our cocktail and conversation. Or maybe it was the fingering and spanking? Or all of the above? Grin. I licked at his cock head through the cotton material, as I slowly pulled them downwards. Mike stood with his hands on my shoulders. I could feel him trembling just a little bit, so I stopped and looked upwards. He was staring intently down at me licking his cock head and sliding his shorts. He actually looked a little stunned when I stopped pulling on the boxers, and just when I could see he was going to say something, I yanked them down and they dropped to his feet. At that point, his anything-but-average cock sprung right up and hit me in the face. I was pleasantly surprised to see that he was also uncut. His crotch was totally shaved smooth and he had large low hangers. I grasped his semi-hard cock and leaned in to sniff the base of his cock and his balls. He moaned softly as I licked his balls separately. Slowly rolling my tongue over them. Slipping one, then the other into my wet mouth. I made sure I had lots of spit in my mouth and worked both those massive orbs into my mouth gently. Once I had them in, I actually started to gently suck them down towards my throat. He literally staggered away and I thought I might have caused him pain. “Holyyy fuck man. Nobody has EVERY done that to me before. Licking my balls is very hot. BOTH in your mouth and throat? I thought I was going to cum JUST from that”, he explained. I pulled him back towards me by his cock and repeated the whole ball licking thing for the next five minutes. I gently stroked his cock and pulled the foreskin over the head slowly at the same time. I looked up often to see him watching me and fingering his nipples as he moaned. I took a deep hit of poppers and focused on that big cock. It was easily 9 inches of uncut, thick dick. It certainly wasn’t average. I looked up at him and slowly pulled his foreskin way over the head. It puckered up beautifully. I licked all around the pucker of his skin and slid my tongue under the skin and around his cockhead. He groaned as I started to pull the skin back slowly while pushing my wet mouth and tongue down onto the fat head. He groaned more as I pulled back up and gathered all the skin along. I nibbled gently on the sensitive foreskin and his knees buckled a little. I watched carefully to see how much he could take. He pulled me off a second and said, “A lot of guys have an issue with uncut cock but you are blowing my mind with what you are doing. Holy shit dude. I thought I was gonna blow there and didn’t want to go yet”. I chuckled and said, “We uncut guys know a lot of sensitive spots don’t we?” With that, I took some time and started to deep throat that massive cock. Slow strokes up and down, mixed in with throat constrictions around his entire dick when it was buried in my gullet. I brought him to the edge a few times and pulled off in time. He reached down to pull me up off my knees and man-handled me to turn around at the same time. He pushed me over to the edge of the bed on my knees and pulled my ass right to the edge of the bed. I knew what he was planning and spit as much throat juice and spit as I could into my right hand, then reached back to swipe across my hole and leave it there. I heard him rip open a condom and thought “Oh no”. Instead I said… “I’m ok with bare if you’d prefer”. He mumbled something about a girlfriend and blah blah blah. I wasn’t thrilled but it had been fun so far – I would just have to fantasize that he was pushing that big dick into me raw. He played with my hole quite a bit. I love it when a top pushes you onto your knees, ass up and hole exposed but just fingers it, teases the hole with slaps of the cock head, eases in about an inch and pulls out and slaps. Repeat. This was his style. I could feel him slapping that fat head across my hole repeatedly. Then he would push just the actually head in, right up to the flare of the head. And stop. Fucker was a great tease. This went on for a few minutes. Him teasing my hole. Me squeezing his cock head every time he started to ease into my opening. Him moaning when he felt me tighten and loosen my grip on his cock head. “Give me more spit and juice for lube”, and he put his hand under my mouth. I gave him a half handful of spit and throat phlegm and he pulled his hand away. I waited for it and then felt him wipe all the juices across my hole again. I knew he was going to slide it inside this time and I took a big hit of poppers. I felt him lean against my back and whisper in my ear, “Take another big hit”. I took a couple of hits on each side and put my head down, feeling the buzz everywhere from my head to my hole. I love that rush and it always makes my hole twitch in anticipation of feeling a big cock start to split me open. I felt his thumb working the spit and juice into my hole and he said “You ready for this big cock dude? You ready to take this big uncut black cock in your puffy stretched hole?” Before I could answer, I felt the head open my up a little, just like before. Except this time, he just kept pushing gently. The spit and lube combined with the morning load from “M” still sloshing around allowed him to push to the base of his massive cock in one slow thrust. He hit bottom and stopped and adjusted his stance. I gave his entire cock a squeeze with my ass muscles and he moaned. “Oh fuck… I can feel that gripping me. That is an amazing feeling”. Then he started a slow stroking motion with his hips. I have a number of friends with benefits who are black guys. And I have to say, they all fuck like they dance. Amazing hip action. Amazing cock action. Just damn amazing rhythm for fucking. (my opinion). I had my head down and was enjoying the slow pumping of his dick and hips when I heard a noise. Mike muttered something and I asked him if everything was ok?? “I can’t feel all that juice…. This is bullshit”. Then I heard the sound of the rubber stretching and coming off his cock. I waited to see if I was only ‘fantasizing’ this in my mind, but I felt his cock head slapping my hole again. I knew he had stripped off the condom because I could feel him pushing and pulling the foreskin against my hole as he slapped it. His hand appeared under my mouth again, and I filled it up with more spit and phlegm. I felt his thick fingers spread it around the outside of my hole, then the blunt thick head of his cock was back at the backdoor… and he passed me the popper bottle. I took a couple of hits and waited. He started the teasing again. Just the head. It DID feel different. He was moaning every time his raw cock touched my hole. And then he pushed the head in right to the edge again – and thrust forward in one push. This time we BOTH did groan together. I could feel that massive cock slowing opening my hole up and pushing into my guts. He could feel the wetness of my warm cummy ass gripping his dick as he bottomed out. Once again, he paused and adjusted. Then he started to fuck me in deep thrusts again. Right to the edge of my hole and deep up into my guts. “Dude. I have never fucked a guy bareback before. My new year’s resolution is to do this more often. This feels SO much better raw than wrapped”. I told him to take his time and enjoy the bare fuck. I told him I wanted him to cum in my ass. I told him that he needed to breed my guts and load me up. And I think that is what put him over the edge. He gave three quick pumps and stopped and collapsed across my back. I inwardly smiled… this was hot. Turning this bi top into a raw bi top. “You OK dude”, I asked. I was worried he might be going through a guilt thing. He didn’t answer me. He pulled his cock right to the outer limit of my hole very slowly. I gripped him the entire time he was pulling outwards. But he didn’t pull out. He stopped. So, I gave him a few squeezes with my ass control. He actually whimpered a little and started to stroke back into me. At that point I realized that the fucker hadn’t gone soft at all. He was still rock hard. In fact, he was now slowly pushing his cock as deep as possible every time he bottomed out. So, I loosened my hole up completely on his next push and his head broke through into my second ring. I told him to stop for a second. I asked him to flex his cock head. He did. I could feel it inside me, so I squeezed his cock head at the same time. That blew him away. We did this pump and grind a few more times, then he pulled out to the edge and handed me the poppers again. I took a few hits and threw the bottle onto the bed and waited to see what was next. And it turned out that what was next is I saw stars for about give solid minutes as Mike pounded the living fuck out of me. He was deep up into my guts. He rabbit fucked me at the edge of my hole. I tightened up as he pulled out and I loosened up as he pushed in. We worked up a sweat and I kept taunting him to seed me a second time. Add another load of his babies into my hole with my buddy “M”. I said his load would be number 5 in 13 hours…. And I wanted him to load me up again. I swear the neighbours must have heard us both shooting off. He pounded my prostate incessantly and I started to cum hands free. I shot five or six large gobs of cum all over the sheets below me. I’m guessing my pulsing asshole and dirty talk did Mike in and he frantically pumped another load as far up my hole as he could get it. He kept ramming that hard head into my guts and telling me how hot it was to add his swimmers into the loads that were already there. After a few minutes of gentle stroking in and out to the very edge, Mike pulled his semi hard dick from my ass. I quickly turned around and saw the look of surprise in his eyes when I dropped to my knees and gently licked his cock and balls and foreskin clean of our combined juices. As he got dressed, he told me that his GF had gotten wasted the night before and left him with a case of blue balls (BIG blue balls) and that he was horny as fuck and curious about fucking a guy. He had experimented by having his cock sucked a few times, but had never fucked a guy. He had planned on using a rubber, but she had been such a cunt to him the night before when hammered, and then new year’s day morning again when hungover, that he decided he wanted to find a guy that looked OK but would let him fuck him. He said that he realized his finger felt better raw in my ass than his wrapped cock. So he HAD to try it. I asked if he had any regrets? His answer was to give me his personal email and phone number and asked when he could come back for another round. He thought I was a hot older guy and he loved me mouth and ass. Load tally (5): 3 loads with “M” after midnight. 2 loads with Mike at 2 pm And at 3:30 my cell chirps a message waiting sound… from a regular FWB – “R”. What kinda trouble was I getting into on New Year’s? He was having a computer problem – could I pop over to his place and have a quick look? I joked and said “usual terms and conditions”. He replied… good. I was hoping we could work something out. Wink

My partner loved watching me fuck a hot bottom OR take a big hard cock in my hole. He was a real voyeur and (with permission), he videoed a lot of our fuck sessions. He got pretty good with the camera, so I didn't need to cut out faces a lot... the continuity was good. When I finished the videos, we would fuck and flip flop while watching our latest fuck session. I often came home to find him naked on the couch or bed jerking off to me fucking someone or taking cock in my hole. We only fucked raw with our FWB's as well... so there was alway lotsa cum. We liked watching the other guy pull off a cock just as it started to cum and let a couple shots run off our faces before swallowing the guy. He loved to eat cum from a freshly fucked hole, so I would pull out and do a couple of shots around the bottom's hole so he could get it on film and then eat it, while I photograped. After a run in with some prostate surgery, I ended up bottoming a lot more often. He would arrange for us to have another couple for dinner and hot tub and then have all three of them tag team my ass for a couple of hours. It was a lot of fun... cuz' it turned out, "I" was voyeuristic as well. I still have a lot of those videos and go back and can remember 'exactly' how it felt at that moment as we filmed one another fucking. Great times. Cheers

Enjoy the journey. As stated above "Cupid shows up at the strangest times... " (and often you may not realize it). Don't make your age a 'thing'... I came out at 42....to my two grown children and ex-wife. I experimented with men for a couple of years and fell in love with a guy. We lived together for 12 years until a drug addiction wrecked his life. So don't sweat the age thing man.... I'm 58 now and have LOTS of younger guys in their 20's and 30's hit on me - and I live in a region of about 750,000 people. Region - not city. So there is 'somebody for everybody' out there. It just might be casual or grow to something serious. Don't blame yourself. Lots of these guys are kickin' tires and as stated above, 'window shopping'. Believe me, they likely aren't introspective about themselves, their age, their body... they think they are above average already. LOL. Don't feed their egos. When you approach things like...'it's THEIR loss'... you will start to feel better about it all man. The internet (theoretically) gives people anonymity and hence they think they are faceless, nameless and can do/say whatever they want. That is THEIR problem. Hear the theme here? YOU are good. You're a good lookin' guy. Stats are nice as well. And you write in complete sentences (grin). These are all great attributes. Enjoy the journey dude... be patient. Cheers and good luck in the new year!

Well goodbye 2019 and helllllo there 2020. Let's do this!! Had some family from out of town this week and love em' to death, but wanted to find something 'interesting' to do on New Year's Eve. I received a message early the previous morning from a regular hot ginger top U poz buddy. He and his partner were vacationing in Mexico for a couple of weeks and returning NYE to Toronto. His parter had opted to stay an extra two weeks, as my buddy was only in town for a few days before he flew to Europe on a two week business trip. I teased him that his other half would be running around half naked in the sun in Mexico while he was sloggin' his ass off at work. He asked me if I had plans for NYE at midnight? Would I like to spend it with him at his place? He is a hearing impaired buddy, and we communicate through an application on his iPad where it records my voice and converts it to text for us to read... and he can type an answer on his bluetooth keyboard. He is a really hot fucker, smart as a whip and has a great attitude. Who wouldn't enjoy being naked with him as the ball dropped!? So I offered to pick him up at the bus station to save him some trouble. Spent the afternoon and early evening hangin' with family on New Year's Eve and headed out around 10:30 to pick my FWB up. Bus was running late and M. was in a panic because he didn't want to miss the countdown. We made it home with three minutes to spare. Stripped. Grabbed the chilled chamagne bottle I had brought with me.... and toasted the end of a decade and the end of 2019. We started to make out on the couch and play with nipples and cocks and holes and such... and got up and headed into his bedroom. He couldn't find any lube, and I told him not to worry, as I would ensure there was PLENTY of natural spit and throat juices to coat my ass.... after I sucked his big cock. Within minutes of hitting the bed, I had pushed him back onto the pillows and crawled up between his legs.... I looked up at him and saw the aniticipation in his eyes as I leaned forward to lick the dripping pre-cum from his pisshole. He made a funny noise and sucked in his breath... while throwing his head back. It was nice to see the reaction. So I leaned deeper and started to swallow his hardening cock. He is naturally smooth, and loves that I have hairy chest and legs to rub against him while I work my throat slowly around his hard dick. He is a good 7 thick inches and he gets hard immediately when we play. I had only really started to tease him with deep, full throat fucks for about 5 minutes when he grabbed me, rolled and flipped me over onto my stomach. He immediately dove into my hole. He loves to eat ass and really does an excellent job of shoving his tongue deep into my hole. He also stretches me with the fore fingers of each hand. I moaned as I felt him gently pull my hole open and lob some spit into the gape. Then his rough tongue sliding into the roundness. Probing and licking. He knows I love to have my ass eaten, but I could sense his urgency and I thought it wise to take the big gooey mess of spit and throat juice I had been storing in my mouth and spit it out onto my hand in a way that he could see what I was doing. He moaned and pulled back when he saw me reach around with my left hand and completely coat my hole with the slick mess. He immediately slid two fingers through the goop and into my slightly loosened ass. His mouth and tongue had opened me up nicely. The juices were going to make for a slick fuck. Sure enough, he pushed my chest down onto the bed and slid his cock right snug against my hole. He held it for a couple of seconds and then just pushed that big dick into my hole in one slow, powerful push. You bottoms know that feeling when you can feel a naturally lubed cock sliding deep into your hole. We both took a couple of huffs of poppers and then he got right into a solid, deep fuck. Right from the start. He clearly was excited about our NYE (as was I) and he really put good hip and cock thrusts into his hard slamming. He wrapped his arms around me from behind as he laid on my back and pumped that big cock in and out of my slick hole. Grunts and groans were audible over the sound of cock slamming a juicy hole and balls slapping balls. It was hot. I still talk to him while we play, as he has the iPAD on the bedside table and it DOES pickup what I say to him. While he is pumping and thrusting and slamming into my hole, I milk his cock with my ass muscles. I know he can feel it because he moans loudly. He doesn't realize how loud he is moaning due to his hearing issues, but it is a real turn on for me. At one point, he had his arm wrapped around my neck with some pressure... just enough to make things sweaty and loud. I looked over at the iPAD and told him to breed my hole with his poz load... I wanted to feel him shoot his hot load deep in my guts. When he looked over to read what I had said, his pace of thrusts tripled and within seconds he was yelling and pumping his cum into my ass. I pushed back hard against him, making sure his cock was as deep as possible so the load would be deep in my guts for sure!! I expected him to stop, but he kept on thrusting nice and slow. Not rushed at all. His chest was completely rubbing on my back as he withdrew to the edge of my hole, stopped, then pushed back right to the second hole with each thrust. He was torturing me. He licked my neck, ears, jaw and continued to pump his hips nice and slow. I realized that his cock had not gotten soft at all and he honestly felt HARDER than he had a few minutes prior. He just kept building up speed. Thrusting slightly faster and faster. Reaching under me to gently pinch my nipples. Slapping and spanking my asscheeks with each thrust into my steaming hole. He suddenly froze for one second and then started to pound my hole hard while moaning and making gutteral noises in his throat. I could feel the warmth of his second load in my guts. He told me later that he had been thinking about eating my ass and seeding my hole from the moment he woke up that day and it being 2020 - he wanted two loads instead of one. We spent the night snuggled up under a comforter until about 8 a.m. Then I could feel his rock hard head gently rocking against my asslips. I smiled and reached back and held his cock dead center on my hole and helped guide him inside of me. He used little baby thrusts to get deeper. His two loads from midnight were still floating around inside as natural lube.... it helped him work that fat 7 inch cock deeper and deeper until he bottomed out. We lay on our sides. My knees tucked up to my chest. My ass totally exposed to M's morning hardon. This is one of his fave positions... he can really leverage the angle to help his cock get into my hole VERY deep. This morning was no different. His thrusts got harder and shorter. I really squeezed his dick with my ass muscles and could hear him starting to chatter away and spank me and tweak my nipples and spank me again. This went on for a few minutes and I felt that familiar hot 'ooze' of his big load start to warm my guts. He smiled and eventually eased his cock out. I turned around and gently took his cummy cock into my mouth and slowly licked him clean, while looking up at him. THREE loads in less than 8 hours. My fuckin' hero!!! Once I had his cock up, I told him I needed to run a couple of errands and had to bolt. We are planning to have a bit of a fuck night on Friday before he leaves town for Europe. I finished my errands by noon and got home, made some coffee and checked online to see if any buddies were around. I saw a profile in the next city over for a top black dude - 6' 4", 200 pounds and an 'average' cock. I sent him a message.... (part two).....

The 'legal' part: As others has said... the disclosure rules are different based on your home base. I live in Canada. The SCC (Supreme Court of Canada) and the Justice Department have updated our laws to reflect the strides made in low viral load (undetectable) and the their definition of 'realistic possibility of transmission'. Perhaps fellow Canucks could take the time to read this important information. Just be aware of the laws in your home base area. Laws are being adjusted in different countries based on scientific findings. The 'awareness' part: Whenever I have a choice between someone I "knew" was U, I preferred to fuck raw with that person. My thoughts? They know their status. If they are undetectable and being treated, they were being tested and had decided to take the medicated route. Their choice. I have no qualms about raw fucking with an undetectable guy because I try and stay informed. I support U=U completely. Anyone who is open to me about this - we're already in a good place. (I know I am over-simplifying, but this is MY rationale). Last part: These apps are for meeting people. Coffee? OK.... But typically... sex (maybe a coffee afterwards - grin). So, educate yourself about this stuff. I agree with a lot of the other posters that if people are handing out that kind of attitude, you're better to stay the fuck away from them. They think they are invincible. We know better. And as other posters have mentioned - these are the once a year testers (if even that) who have NO idea what kind of STI's they might have.... fuck em'!!!! If a guy doesn't tell me his status, I simply ask. I realize there a lot of people who abuse the shit out of HIV folks for NO reason. I lived with a poz partner for 15 years. I saw some of the shit he had to deal with. That might be why I am so open minded about it all - I had to understand how all this worked. We lived in a sero-discordant relationship that entire time and fucked raw the entire time. He was undetectable and I wasn't even on PrEP at that point. So... some would say I'm lucky, and others would say.... "See!... U=U". Sorry you get this shit thrown at ya man... there is some good advice. The key one? It is THEIR responsibility to ask. If they are boors - they will suffer the consequences one day. Karma's a bitch. If they are 'aware' - the sex could be hot as hell! Many happy couplings to you in 2020!! Cheers

I do my best to clean myself out well.. I have a permanent shower attachment at home and carry a bulb when on the road. Accidents happen... some guys lose their mind.... I have one buddy who has literally pulled my pants off in the kitchen and started to fuck me over the counter even when I have told him I haven't had time to clean thoroughly. He doesn't mind if things get a little messy... in fact, he says the nastiness of it all turns him on a little. So - there are definitely both ends of the spectrum out there... but I personally prefer to be nice and clean. I love ATM as well... I'm not into eating my top's dirty cock... but I love licking his ass juice/cum covered cock tho! Different strokes...... etc etc...

First of all... I am truly sorry (and kinda disgusted) to read this... my sympathies to you for enduring this mess. I think you #1 isn't a good option. You are doing your best to honor your partner. Do NOT try #2... you already know... he will likely lie. And yes... #3 sounds like sour grapes, and studios are in it to make money... they likely won't want to get involved. I like the GLAAD approach. Take your story to them... especially if you get a no cost visit to explain your situation. I wish you well and I hope you are able to get some resolution here..... for your partner Mark, and your own sanity my friend! Peace.

It was on by bucket list. I really wanted to try getting fucked by a guy who had his cock pierced. The pictures kinda turned my crank and I was very curious. On Squirt one night, and get pinged by this guy who is a top and says he likes my public pics.. would I like to share my private pics? And, he had opened his privates. I clicked on his profile and he was a very hot butch looking guy in leather in his profile. My cock started to twitch. A top? Hot leather? Wow. But then I went rock hard. He had a PA. Long story short... he came over and I took two poz loads from him. He really knew how to work that big ring up against my prostate while he was fucking. The feeling was incredible. He took his time and really worked my hole over until I told him I wanted him to feel free to give me a good solid fuck. That was foreplay to him I guess, because he really started deep dicking me and working that big head into my second hole.... THAT felt crazy intense and good. So.. In my one and only experience with a hot hung top with a big PA - this guy knew what he was doing and it was an amazing feeling. So much so that I would do it again in a flash. I think someone who is going to take the time to work up the gauge on the rings, is someone who probably knows how to use that big PA in a tight hole... just my opinion. Based on a sample size of.. one. Grin. Cheers