Pozguyinchi

I have been burned a few times.  Usually when I am using a full bottle. Usually while getting bred. I won’t have my top slow down or do it in between positions. I have never had them on any other part of my body. Just my nostril area. The last time was about 6 months ago. A very dom top came up behind me at a group thing and just rammed in me as hard has he could and started to fuck me. He was the first fuck of the night so I grabbed my bottle and tried to huff some poppers quick. The bottle was new and I ended up inhaling it into my nose. It burned and I started to sneeze and couldn’t stop for about 15 minutes. The top pulled out and moved on but I ended up getting his load later. Goals. Lol

I have been in a few Dom and submissive relationships where it was open for him and he would select who bred me. It didn’t work out because ultimately the sex between us stopped and I was just waiting around to get used. I think a true open relationship is hard to find. As you get older you will appreciate the fulfillment of a true loving realtime you have now. It may be worth it to stay. I have been getting used by random men for decades now and it’s not fulfilling. 

I assume that the topic has come up in conversation? If it has then I have no issue telling my story. About a year ago a top asked me when I was pozzed and he was a random that I had met at the video store. I was taken aback because I didn’t know how he would know. My follow up question to him was just that. “How did you know?” He said that I have that look. I was sort of proud of that actually. 

On 10/31/2020 at 5:39 AM, Pozguyinchi said:

I always knew what my role was but didn’t know to label it until I was about 14. I saw some porn with to very masculine men having sex. They were both taking turns fucking each other and it was aggressive. I knew that was not the sex I was having and couldn’t relate.

I will also add that years later when I started to have group play I noticed that I just sat back and watched until someone more dominant came and pulled me into the group. I didn’t really understand at the time I was being submissive but looking back it was a clear sign. lol. 

I have a home in Wisconsin and I am native but live in Chicago now. Could I still join?

I have had three now. My GI Dr isn’t gay but I was very open about my sexuality and that I have only bb anal sex where I receive. He appreciated that. He also said how clean I was. I smiled and said … years of practice. Lol

The great thing about being male is that we can easily take the emotion out of sex. I think (in my experience), it has been easy to just get bred and look at it as a transaction between two people. Sometimes even less than that. I know in sex clubs I have been bred and never turned around to see who it was. 

On 7/14/2025 at 9:47 AM, Pozguyinchi said:

I have a couple of parks I play at. I was once arrested at a park while getting bred so I am apprehensive about who I play with. I was just bred last week by a couple of black guys at a local park. It was fun.

I always have hope that I’m not alone in the way I think and act. To make a long tangent shorter I will just say that I hate it when guys follow me around the park wanting to watch me get bred. It’s usually a cock blocker for the top and only makes hooking up harder. Yesterday I found myself sucking off two of these old gross guys only because I thought they would leave and stop following me so I could get bred by the hot daddies. Now I am worried that I will have to do this every time I want them to leave. If any of on are on here please know that it’s not cool and only hurts your chances of getting any.

I really only feel it when it’s just entering me. I can’t speak for everyone on this. I’m sort of sloppy so my experience may be different.

4 hours ago, hntnhole said:

Depending on the locatio, of course, that may not be any fault of yours.  If it was at the tubs or some fuckjoint, you could have adjusted the supports, couldn't you?  If it was at some guy's home or other private place, you're fully within your rights to be comfortable while servicing your lusts as well as the lusts of others. 

No responsible Top would want you to be uncomfortable, they'd want the opposite; that's how we get "repeats".

Yes it was a private party and it was a homemade bench. I have been on adjustable benches before. 

On 7/14/2025 at 5:09 AM, Pozguyinchi said:

I was young. Probably around 14 when I seen porn for the first time. It was straight porn and I remember seeing the girl getting bred by a smaller dick than I was getting at the time and it was wrapped in a condom. She was moaning really loud and I wondered why she was making so much noise.  I didn’t see any porn again until I was in college. It was gay porn. Again it was condom porn and the bottom was making a lot of noise. I was getting bred by a large black man that didn’t use condoms and is hiv positive so I didn’t relate to the video much. Now I see porn playing when I am at the video store. I don’t really watch it but from what I see it’s not relatable to me either. I prefer the real thing I guess.

I have seen porn more recently and it looks like it is more real than it was. I saw something that was supposedly a bottom getting bred by many poz men. It was hot but still wasn’t like the sex I was having or still have. 

So I have to say the sling is the most comfortable for me. I have issues after a while with my legs falling asleep. It’s a great position to get bred for long periods of time though. I have to agree with some of the others in saying the bench is a close second. My preference is not to lay on my chest for long periods of time. The last two times I was in a bench the supports for my legs were too low and I was just hanging off. 

Yeah I like guys older not younger than me.

Oh I don’t want porn. lol he is definitely hot though. 

32 minutes ago, blackrobe said:

Looks like Rocco Steele.

You know him?

Looks delicious!

On 10/31/2020 at 5:39 AM, Pozguyinchi said:

I always knew what my role was but didn’t know to label it until I was about 14. I saw some porn with to very masculine men having sex. They were both taking turns fucking each other and it was aggressive. I knew that was not the sex I was having and couldn’t relate.

It wasn’t until I was much older. Late teens, that I met some other subs. My man at the time used to get to gather with friends and the other men would bring their boys. We would all sit together and talk away from the men. I really liked it. We would all sit around and discuss our experiences. It made me realize there were others like me. They were also hiv positive and we could relate on that level too. I am still friends with most of them to this day. 

On 10/5/2019 at 6:39 AM, Pozguyinchi said:

I prefer older. I was fucked at the video store a few days ago my a young hot Latin kid. He was in his early 20s. He had a big dick but clearly didn’t know how to breed ass.  Good points were that he was hung and he could cum multiple times.

I will also note that my first long term relationship was with my step dad who is 30 years older than me. I still find him to be so super hot.  Also, the man that converted me is 20years older than me. When I go to the video store the men that always turn my head are wasted looking daddies. They can fuck me all they want.

16 minutes ago, Marlin said:

That has happened to me. One time I woke up thinking I had totally absorbed the load, showered, dressed and headed to work. While walking from my car to my office I let out a fart which included the load from the night before. 
i scurried to the men's room, entered a stall and undressed. Luckily my trousers were unscathed but my boxers were soaked with a gooey mess with that familiar scent of marinated cum. I dressed without the boxers and put the boxers in my desk drawer. My cubicle smelled of cum all day. 

lol sounds familiar. I have had to take off my underwire many times because of that issue. Usually what goes in must cum out. 

I have a couple of parks I play at. I was once arrested at a park while getting bred so I am apprehensive about who I play with. I was just bred last week by a couple of black guys at a local park. It was fun.

It really depends. Most of the time I can take a few loads without issue. Other times my body aborts. I can say with many many years of experience that the smell (at least to me) is not good. It smells like dead fish. I think I prefer to abort because it’s better than forgetting it’s there and it coming out at the wrong time and place. 

I was young. Probably around 14 when I seen porn for the first time. It was straight porn and I remember seeing the girl getting bred by a smaller dick than I was getting at the time and it was wrapped in a condom. She was moaning really loud and I wondered why she was making so much noise.  I didn’t see any porn again until I was in college. It was gay porn. Again it was condom porn and the bottom was making a lot of noise. I was getting bred by a large black man that didn’t use condoms and is hiv positive so I didn’t relate to the video much. Now I see porn playing when I am at the video store. I don’t really watch it but from what I see it’s not relatable to me either. I prefer the real thing I guess.

I was about 5 years old and My real father and I were at his club and I was swimming in the pool. We went into the locker room to dry off and change and there was a red headed man with a huge cock walking around by us. My Dad saw me watching him and just said….”that’s big isn’t it?” I could not take my eyes off it. I was mesmerized. It was pretty cool that he didn’t shame me for looking. 

I think that the understanding came early on but I didn’t realize it. If that makes sense. I started having sex around the age of 13. I just instinctively knew my role. I wanted my man in me and nothing more. I know my sex organ was my pussy but I never sexualized my man’s hole the same way. It was like I knew he had one of course but mine was different. I have never been into porn but I saw a few here and there and that’s when I realized there were others like me. I was also fortunate that my sex partner really liked my pussy. He made me realize my purpose was to complete him. I had something he didn’t have and he worshiped it.

Yesterday on my way home from work I stopped by the park. I saw an older black guy that I have played with pull up. He is about 7.5 uncut.  He has bred me a few times so he knows I will service him. We were walking along the trail to fine a spot to play and another black guy walked by us. He was at least 6’3” really built  wearing a tank and short shorts. My pussy instinctively opened up and I wanted him in me.  I asked the old guy if he knew him and he said yes they have talked some but they were both looking for the same thing. Pussy. He said “do you want me to have him join”? I was like fuck yeah! He called the guy over and we all went into a special place that I have that is private.  When everyone is there for the same thing you don’t make small talk. Both men pulled their cocks out and I assumed fag pose 1 by getting on my knees and sucking them both. The big guy was big. At least 9.5 and really thick. The old guy was surprised at my ability to deep throat the big guy so easily. It’s from many years of training. lol. The older guy was driving everything. He told the big guy to get in my hole. I had some lube on me so things would go smoother. I got out my poppers and started huffing away. The big guy eased into me like he had been there many times. The older guy took my throat and both started to fuck. As a bottom it’s an overwhelmingly good feeling to know you can service to men at once. The older guy started to pick up the pace and ended up shooting a load town my throat. The older guy asked the big guy if he was close and he said no it usually takes him a while. I don't mind hearing that. lol. The older guy stood there and fed me the last few drops of is seed while the big guy pounded away. After a few minutes the big guy flooded me with his precious seed. We all exited and started to walk back to the parking lot. It was about a quarter mile so we talked. The big guy said how impressed he was that I could take him so easily. That made me feel good. The older guy said how he would like to take the day and both of them take turns using me. We all knew that probably would not happen but it’s nice to think about. I hope I see them out at the same time again.