Pozguyinchi

I have never been a big viewer of porn. I don’t actually seek it out but have watched scenes when it is playing in the background while I’m getting bred. With that said the porn that seems to hold my attention is the older stuff. Guys from the 90’s or early 2000’s that clearly are being ravaged by HIV and have distended belly’s and wasted faces. I find them incredibly hot and would have dropped to my knees to worship them back in the day. I think it is because so many of the men that bred me back then looked like them and were “real” men to me. If I were to actively look for and watch porn it would be videos like those.

Tonight I stopped off at my local video store. It has booths in the back for play. When I arrived there were old guys that I was not attracted to at all. I spent about an hour walking around with no luck. I was just about to leave when a tall older daddy came in and made eye contact. He went into a booth and motioned for me to cum in as well. I instantly rubbed his cock through his pants and I could tell he was packing. He gave me a big kiss with tongue and put his hand down the back of my pants so I knew what he wanted. He pulled out his cock and it was huge. The fattest I have ever had in my mouth. I sucked him and then he turned me around and bred me. I had to use lube. I have not had to do that in a very long time. My point is that if I would have left I would have missed out on a beer can cock and massive load in me. I think a good rule is to not leave until you have a load in you or you have deposited a load. 

I have always shaved. It’s just habit now. I was always told that grass doesn’t grow on a playground. It really makes clean up easy too.

I have done a lot of market research on this subject and can tell you first hand that men rarely ask if I am poz anymore. The don’t offer up this information either. Last year I had 3 STI’s so men are not vocal about these things in my experience.

My gifter is very dom and a total top. He got it from breeding. I joke with him now about how he says there is still not such thing as bad pussy. 

16 hours ago, ErosWired said:

I don’t think you were in at all the same kind of situation I’m describing. In your case you weren’t asking to come get the guy’s loads, you were invited in. If anything, the other bottom was the one using you as a means to entice men to come fuck him through the mirror (!) and was actually being the greedy one by being the one to take all the fucking after you stiffened them up with your mouth. If he let you eat him out afterward, I’d say you could fairly call it your cut of the take from the operation, at the very least.

That is a good way to look at it. I was more than happy to help though. 

I don’t feel men are wired to be monogamous. I have had a couple of long term relationships but each of the men were bull dominant men and made it clear early on that my pussy would not be enough. 

I want to start out by saying that this is the first time I have ever done this in this type of venue so it may seem like I was being a bit lazy. Last week I was at the video store and this strikingly handsome boy wanted me to come into his booth. I did and we quickly learned we were there for the same reason. He likes to get bred too. That has happened to me millions of times so I thought no harm no foul. He did however like to get his dick sucked. He had a surprisingly meaty cock for his small frame. In these particular booths there is a button that turns on a two way mirror and lets the person in the next booth see you play. He turned that on and I began to suck. It didn’t take long before the guy that was watching us in the next booth with a massive cock was waved over by my new bottom friend. Upon entering our booth we both took turns sucking his cock to get it ready for breeding. Because it was not my booth I followed the lead of my bottom friend and he got up and bent over to receive the big massive cock. The boy impressively took it like a champ and the man fucked him good. I sat on my knees next to them and waited to see if the man wanted to use my mouth to lube his cock.  He came somewhat fast and planted it deep. There was another guy knocking at the door so he put away his cock…. After I cleaned it well and left. The next guy came in and repeated the process. We did this three times total and when the last man came I went to town on my new hot boys pussy. He feltched a nice glob of cum for me and I was able to get his load too. It wasn’t until I left that I realized I had not been used but rather I used the bottom. I really didnt feel I was lazy but was happy to assist and it seemed to please the boy. 

On 1/17/2020 at 12:28 AM, Daddyph said:

Here are my crushes:

randycubby-he’s my hero ! I want to go out bottoming with him.?what an awesome fucking time that would be !

doccer19667-that man oozes sexuality and masculinity. He can have my hole any time he wants it.

josebarebear-again with oozing masculinity. He’s like sex on a stick. I imagine he had gorgeous eyes. One day I would love to meet him. 
 

evilcoyote-one sexy fuck. Just the ratio and hot body-wow ! I don’t know if I want to double bottom him or top him. Either one would be great. 
 

eros wired-everything about this man pushes my buttons. I would love to spend a weekend topping him. It would feel amazing and I know I would learn a lot from him. Seems like a great guy in addition to being so sexy !

If any of these guys are in Chicago I would love to meet them.

On 6/26/2020 at 11:05 AM, subpig00 said:

Hey
I meant a shower attachment.

But isn't that too long? 1-2 hours?

I know people who do it every day, morning and evening, as they are cumdumps and the arse is always clean and ready.
And so many say "just half an hour" etc

The pressure tops put also proves to me that most bottoms they fuck get ready quickly. I keep them waiting constantly.
Just today the guy said he was gonna be at mine in 45 mins. I said no way. But his expectation that I could be ready in 45 mins means that most bottoms he fucks are able to get ready in that time.

I had a fellow bottom friend that was like you. He tried everything but could not get clean. He asked my advice and I told him all of the things you have already mentioned. It still did not work. Another friend suggested he fast for at least 4 hours prior to douching and start with two fleet enemas. That seemd to work and he has not had issues since.

I have told my story many times on here but the short version is that I started a relationship with my step dad when I was 9 but it didn’t get sexual until I was 13. Since then I have always loved older men. I think if I had a choice between a muscled up 30 year old top and a fit hung and poz 70 year old man I would choose the latter. Older men are such a turn to me.

My dad never wore deodorant. When he would get home after work I could smell his man scent and it drove me wild. There is nothing hotter than a man with his natural sent. I love sucking on a man cock and having my nose buried in his pubes smelling his essence. I believe every man has his own scent and it attracts other men.  Put me in a gym with sweaty men and my pussy twitches. 

It used to be the load but I have learned to appreciate just the fuck. A lot of guys at the bath house or video store want to fuck you but save their load for later. It always feels like an achievement to get a man to give you his load.

My first bf used to share me with friends. It started sort of the same. They were just to get a blow job and nothing more. One guy wanted more and rubbed his hard dick on my pussy. He ended up fucking and breeding me. As a sub I would never say no but it didn’t feel right. I told my bf that it was more than head and he said ok like it was no big deal. After that most of his “set ups” ended up breeding me. They were never a positive experience. 

On 10/31/2020 at 5:39 AM, Pozguyinchi said:

I always knew what my role was but didn’t know to label it until I was about 14. I saw some porn with to very masculine men having sex. They were both taking turns fucking each other and it was aggressive. I knew that was not the sex I was having and couldn’t relate.

I also have to say that I have always gravitated towards very masculine men. I have always enjoyed serving men. I’m relationships I like gender roles like cooking and cleaning. Anything I can do to serve a man. I really don’t think it’s learned behavior. Mine went back to me as a kid wanting to suck my dads cock while he watches football. 

I am locked most of the time and I never have an issue with men wanting to use me to get off.

On 3/10/2019 at 12:20 PM, rawsatyr said:

WOW, in hindsight I admire your commitment and your 'conscientious conversion', by means of a 'dark angel' if you allow me the poetic language. And also because of the time-frame!! Back then (in the 90's) it was SERIOUS to be poz and as my doctor told me just this week, 'those one-pill-a-day' weren't even out yet and when they were shortly thereafter, they didn't know if they would work'.  I told my doctor ( younger than me and actually a social friend), that I am a barebacker now, and that my man and I play. He shrugged it off with a casual smirk! He and his super-young 'boy-friend' also play!!! I felt guilty though when that 21-year-old got naked with me after hitting me up on grindr. My damn conscience again!

So let me entertain you with a long story, NOT fiction, but a few details have been omitted and names have been avoided to 'protect' them and me from potential blow-back, The story is just erotic, not intended for the overly-jaded... you hardcore guys might not like it! lol

 

So anyway, as a late-convert I can relate and live vicariously through you and your willful POZZING-experience. My 'conversion' was however 'accidental' and anti-climatic in real life. By an 'angel' of a sweet boy, an innocent-looking twink. I never knew what hit me! The bug came late, very late in the second decade of the 21st century, not as COULD have easily been possible for me in a spectacular way in the late 1990's. Let me tell you about my 'missed chance' to possibly join the POZ brotherhood... because it now FEEDS MY HUNGER... and obsession to keep all seed to FULL ABSORPTION especially when the guy is poz...

My 'angel-of-darkness' who COULD have have transformed me, approached me in 1997. He wasn't a black dude like yours but a very endowed, white dude. Never met another like him again! At that point I would have been seriously UNWILLING to take chances to purposely become positive! The ones who I knew were positive weren't very good 'role models' and I chose to escape into 'serial monogamy'.  Leading up to meeting my prospective DARK KNIGHT, I had a falling out with my man in Memphis ( after a short miserable, co-dependent and abusive 'happy-ever-after' delusion of a fucked-up 'relationship') He was the first TOTAL STRANGER I had bareback sex with after breaking up with my first BF! SERIAL MONOGAMY!!! A fucking trap!!!! BF #2 bamboozled me, Svengali-spelled me with his huge dick and sweet talk of a better life in the South! But once back in his 'neck-of-the-woods' with him he turned into an unpleasant 'good-ole-boy'. Big mistake, never move from California for DICK in the South!

I went back to LA to 'feel alive' again and maybe arrange my permanent return. My friends and I celebrated my liberation! "We knew it wasn't going to last!" One of my 'transforming rituals' was to have my NIPPLES PIERCED (again) the way I had them before. The way they knew me when I was happy! Pierced nipples and ears had been my 'mark-of-excellence' that gave me an edge and brought quite a few 'bros-to-the-yard' when I proudly bared my chest and pierced nipples any time I had the chance to on Venice Beach. Oh what a show-stopper it was back in the early 90's when you NEVER saw any others YET, well RARELY, but especially not young guys being bold and daring and pierced like me. It was a time when only FAGS had their ears pierced and Hollywood sit-coms started to have male leads have a SINGLE ear-ring, with emphasis on the 'correct/hetero' side. I had proudly marked myself publicly as a FAG! At least on that level I was an EARLY BIRD! But at some point I took the cross-bars out and I don't know if it was my new, big-dicked stud-BF from the bible-belt after he turned into a nagging 'good-ole-boy' or if it was my own neglect after taking them out for an x-ray. Shit closes up fast... not just possessive BFs but also piercings.

So I went to THE GAUNTLET in West Hollywood to have a 'ritual transformation'. I was so anxious and eager, I chose the thickest gauge that I dared (or was allowed to I don't recall)  and I had friends come with me to witness. The piercer-wizard (unfortunately) was a chick but hell, I'm ready. BOTH NOW, TODAY!!! YES!!  She gave me lots of 'caring talk' about PAIN and shock or whatnot! I took the first one without making a sound or flinching. Then the other with nothing more than an impish smirk. Like a demon of lust having me accept my 'marking'. She looked puzzled and said she had done 'THIS piercing thing' for years but never had a reaction like mine. Been kicked and screamed at and what-not. Not me sister! Not that I don't have feelings there! As a matter of fact my nipples are hard-wired to my dick! And now the show was ON!!!! And I have a high threshold for pain and suffering I guess, 'serial monogamist' and all, a bit of a S & M disciple in me too... to this day I take cock without flinching (although my ass is described is 'awfully tight' by those used to sloppy ones)

To celebrate my NEW ME, my reborn satyr existence, my friends and I went out for drinks to the REVOLVER in West Hollywood. It's where guys stand and model and drink and rub on each other as they watch a screen with music videos and comedy skids. I wore sneakers, denims (no underwear) and a denim-jacket with cut-off sleeves and proudly showed off my new piercings. It's all about PRESENTATION on a proper meat market and I have a fetish for sneakers, boots, long hair, denims, guys going commando, you get the drift! And my look got attention! The pierced nipples got compliments!

The glistening stainless steel caught the attention of my prospective DARK ANGEL. Well he wasn't dark, more dirty-blonde if I had to declare, a gorgeous fucker with long gorgeous hair, him taller than me at 5'11".  So maybe 6'1" or more, broad shoulders, sexy look with bulging jeans and biker-boots, the rugged look! Non-verbal animal magnetism was electrifying and without shame and hesitation he proceeded to suck on my freshly pierced nipples, just like that. If there was PAIN I was unwilling to show it, the pleasure of being FEASTED ON by this gorgeous bro. I didn't know his name yet but then he told me. A name so poetic, unforgettable and ITALIAN that I would never forget it. (Years later, as a late-comer again, to FACEBOOK) I would have no problem finding him among 'friends-of-friends' who I all knew as bb-players...  (you all should try that approach) so I won't use it and no substitute like 'Rinaldo' or whatever would do him justice... but I'll say it started with a D!!!

We left the bar together. By then I knew he was an 'actor/model' obviously a WORKING ONE. We talked a lot about what he does, and what I do and I still have one of his screen actor guild 8 by 10s he gave me later. I saved it TO THIS DAY. Although he had short hair there in that picture and not gorgeous long hair as he had in person. Damn I fell for that look! He had a big-ass motorcycle, maybe it was Harley, I'm ashamed not to recall. But I was going back to his place, winding up to a place on Mulholland I think. We got naked. WHOA what a stud, a body TO DIE FOR! And a HUGE cock! Thick like a coke-can! I knew I wanted that, come hell and high water. He had candles going, a pulsing, seductive club-beat going, the lighting just right... he was a SERIOUS SEDUCER!

Back then I had no rehearsed routine to be 'prepared' for anal intercourse. In the intermediate past, I recall taking chances with 'shit-or-miss' and mostly coming out lucky. But although memories are foggy, I think he escorted me to his spacious shower and there were implements and a permanent nozzle there in the shower. It was obvious to me that I was going to get it IN THE ASS without formalities. Getting me ready for and BY TALL, DARK AND STUNNINGLY HANDSOME! My DARK KNIGHT if you wish, I sure did! It didn't take long to be 'ship-ready'. Ready for ACTION, enter stage left, with a raging boner. He had laid out a THEATRICALLY STUNNING set-up like some kind of an 'altar' candles, flowing sheer curtains, whatever, something you would or could only hope for in a ritual conversion but I wasn't thinking in those terms. Nothing about POZZING came to my mind! I was more eager to have an ACT OF SODOMY consummated, anxious to violate my bond with my (by now crying in Memphis) ex-BF. That's all that was on my mind! Revenge and transformation! FUCK YOU and your happily-ever-after you Southern cunt!

The stud had a raging boner (unlike all the crystal meth fags in the South) and his fat tube-steak was dripping precum as he zeroed towards my hole. I remember a brief moment of sanity and 'safety-pre-cautions' and mumbling something about a rubber, but the angel put his fingers on my lips as his bull-knob of a champ-cock was pushing on my ass-lips meeting little resistance... the rubbers that were present said something about MAGNUM on them but I saw no open packages. By now I had told him I just had gotten my nipples pierced A FEW HOURS AGO and maybe he was trying to be gentle and still sort-of apologetic but I told him I LOVED EVERY MOMENT of his lewd, public tongue-lashing on my RAW nipples. So maybe he was trying to make up, but his super-sized cock was only slowly pushing forward, testing, pre-lubing me with precum. When he pushed forward, once again I didn't flinch. Hey, I hate that in porn when the professional porn-stars FAKE their moans, I as an amateur don't act like a damn bitch.

His cock however stretched my hole to the max. You all MIGHT still remember when you took the first big horse-cocks in your budding butt-fucking career (before ROSE-BUDS lol) and it feels as though the hole is stretched to a point where NO MORE could possibly fit... he better not flex! WHOA he did... and it felt HEAVENLY! I'm a certified whore! Bring it on! Well, I took it like a champ. He rutted slowly and deeply, taking his time... and I took his tool without flinching or protest, from beginning to orgasmic-ally finishing off... I think I fell asleep with his cock still in me. I was in LUST! In the morning I felt like my hole had been PERMANENTLY MODIFIED, stretched to champ-cock dimensions, even exceeding the dimensions of my estranged exes LEGENDARY big tool. I'm conceded and convinced enough that at that hour in the LA morning he was still crying over me 2,000 miles away AT WORK with two hours ahead of me (I later learned I was right).

The sexy dude made me breakfast. We made small talk and then he said it: "By the way, I have been POZ for 5 years now...!" And whatever he said after that, I didn't hear. I was shocked and bewildered. His seed had by now been completely absorbed so I must be poz now too... I wasn't ready for all that. My best friend Tommy was best buds with him ( I found out later) and told me my 'dark knight' had a big crush on me and I 'broke his heart' by not showing more interest... I never forgot him though and fantasized about him mnay times while beating off, I found him recently on Facebook. Whatever seed got passed my 'safety precautions' and my once mighty 'fear-and-loathing' didn't take however... what fun I could have had... 

My real conversion came via a twink almost two decades later. He would be an art student at OTIS and making extra cash as a stripper in West Hollywood, running with a fast crowd that celebrated their sexual liberation in the 21st century with casual unprotected sex. He never knew he was toxic, nor the moment of when it happened... but he was pollinated by a poz bro and his seed sure did take! And he 'pollinated' me and his seed launched a hunger! I'm still with him and we both have become unrepentant disciples of promiscuous sodomy and fornication, without jealousies. The 'angel-of-darkness' stud and I are friends again too!!!  Well, on FACEBOOK, lol regret not taking more loads from his cock! Every time I take a poz cock I feel electrified, even more than anon cock and certainly more tingly than negative cock makes me feel! My late-convert ass feels hungry and I'm doing penance for being such a prudish late-bloomer...

 

Nice story. I am glad my conversion turned out like it did. The man that gifted me turned out to be a beautiful man that I had the pleasure of spending many years with. Even now, I am comforted in the knowledge that it’s his dna that is in me. I don’t think bottoms like me get to experience that much.

18 hours ago, Ozpig said:

If cock doesn't hurt - no point. True bottoms ant their hole wrecked and that does not come without some pain

Really? I honestly never feel pain.  Is it pain from being entered?

20 hours ago, BiGuyInWI said:

I'm bisexual, vers/top, and am interested in bottoming again (it's been years). I've heard that poppers are supposed to help get one loosened up and receptive, but every time I've tried it I've been disappointed; it doesn't really do anything for me and I just get a headache. Is there another alternative that might work better (besides marijuana/THC, which sadly aren't yet legal in my state)?

I don’t know if any but you get some weed in me and a fresh bottle of poppers I can take any and all dick

I have had a couple of experiences with workers as well. The first was in Vegas at a gay resort I was staying at. There was a room where you could sit and watch porn on couches. I was up early and went in to see what it was all about. I don’t watch porn so I was really there to see who came in. A worker that had checked me in and I thought was flirting came in and stood next to me with his cock at eye level. We made small talk and then he rubbed his cock. I leaned over took it out of his linen pants and started to suck. A few minutes later I was bent over the couch and he was balls deep. He bred me and still no one came in. I sat there waiting for the next guy with his cum oozing out of me. 
 

The second time was at steamworks in Chicago. I was there during the day when Howard brown was doing hiv testing. I recognized the guy as a boyfriend of a friend of a friend kind of thing. He was really cute and was giving me eye contact. I was cruising around and ran into him. He said he only had a few minutes and turned me around and bred me. I had thought he was a bottom because from what I remember of his husband he was very dom. After he came he went back to doing testing. It was really hot.

I guess I started late at 21. I converted at 19 and was in a relationship with my gifter. We had an open relationship. By that I mean he fucked anyone he wanted but I really only was bred by him.. and any of his friends that he wanted to use me. But that’s another story.  I had a lot of bottom friends in Chicago. Most were major cum dumps so I loved vicariously through them. One of my good friends who did porn. Wanted to have a party for my 21st birthday where I would get gang banged. For the life of me I can’t remember his porn name so please don’t ask. His goal was to get 21 tops to breed me. If he couldn’t get 21 he would try for 21 loads. It ended up being 17 tops that gave me a total of 21 loads. Two came from my friend the organizer so technically they were not all anonymous. It was two firsts that day. My first fang bang and my first anonymous breedings.

1 hour ago, Bokkierob said:

When I'm fucking a regular fuck buddy I can control when I deliver my load. When I'm fucking a dude for the first time I can take longer than usual but if he pushes all my buttons then I cum real fast. Last night's fuck was just that - he was a short hairy muscle cub with the hairiest ass  crack I've had in ages. My cock was straining against my jeans and my balls felt like they were gunna burst. He got down on all 4s and presented his ass - I mounted him balls deep - he was easy to penetrate but gripped my shaft like a velvet vase. I only put about 6 deep thrusts into him and I was already shooting my load. His response was "man, you fucking needed that" and he was grateful for the breeding. My question to bottom guys - would you feel short changed if I bred you real fast or would you take it as a compliment that I loaded your hole in under 30 seconds?

As a life long bottom I can only say that I do not have a problem when a man cums in me quick. It means I have done my job. My sole purpose is to be a vessel for men to use for release. It may be frustrating for the man but I have no problem with it at all. 

Yes I do as well. It’s not a bad idea to plug after every breeding.  It’s cleaner especially if you are at the tops place. 

3 hours ago, Gimmiethatload said:

I learned that most tops fuck even harder when you're verbal. Even more so when you stroke their ego. I love to tell my man how good he's fucking me and how good his dick feels. Gets him even more worked up 

I agree. In my many many many years of experience getting bred. I have found you can’t complement a man too much on the beauty of his cock.  Men love it and you get the reward.

It’s a great tool subs can use to better please the man. I self masturbated for many years prior to getting bred. Most men I was with got it and didn’t have an issue. I started self chastity a few years ago and it seems to take it to another level. My clit stays locked and I only cum from anal stimulation.  This works better for me. I have been able to train myself to cum more often with this method rather than cumming before I get bred.