Pozguyinchi

Very cool. 

This morning. From a hot young boy in a pilot truck stop bathroom. He has a nice fat cock that bred me nicely. 

I was 9. I had never seen gay porn and only saw pics of women giving head but I instantly knew how to give it. There was no more powerful feeling than having a man’s cock in my mouth. The first load however… I didn’t know the taste and wasn’t sure so I spit it out. One of only a couple times I have ever done that. I love cum now and could taste it every day.

On 3/2/2015 at 12:54 AM, cheatingjock said:

I'm actually surprised how few are on prep vs neg. Is this mostly a cost thing? Or do those who are neg have some other reason for not being on prep?

I agree. If I were neg I would be jumping through every hoop to get a drug that would keep me from contracting a chronic illness. Most poz men would not want it given the chance.

On 2/23/2015 at 11:20 AM, hungry_hole said:

I just came back from the clinic after testing HIV-negative, even after the 12 weeks window period. All other tests also negative (Syph, Clam, Gono, etc).

 

I must say that it feels good because I don't have any interest in pozing. It's not my thing. Now, I know that if the test would have been HIV+ I would have found a way of adapting to the results, like having lots of sex in saunas, etc. Now I want to stay HIV-.

You can still have lots of sex in saunas. I am poz but if I wasn’t I would still be having sec in saunas. 

I have only had it a few times and I can honestly say it did not make a big difference. 

I moved to Chicago in the early 2000’s for school. I had a friend that I played with from time to time. He was a popular porn actor. I unfortunately do not watch porn so i cannot remember his stage name. I also almost made a film with Cutlerx. He was just starting his porn studio and wanted me to work with him. I turned it down. 

On 11/9/2022 at 8:25 AM, Pozguyinchi said:

My first relationship after my step dad was when I was a freshman in college. I was not really interested in guys I was in school because as I know know I like older men. During my freshman year I became isolated and didn’t have many friends in college. I wanted to get a job to keep me busy and give me some extra money. I found a job working at Home Depot. It was an ok job. I met people and it filled my time. I worked in the garden section and there was a tall 6’3 handsome black man in his 40’s that would come in regularly that always caught my eye. Sometimes he would come in with a much younger boy that was white and thin and short like me. He came in with several boys over the months after I noticed him. I would always make sure I was the one that helped him and totally ignored any boy that he brought with him. He started to come in alone and I could tell he looked for me to help him. I did my best to flirt and he seemed receptive. One day he asked me to go on a date with him. I had never been on a date and didn’t really know what to do on one. I assumed sex so I jumped at the opportunity. He picked me up and took me to a nice restaurant where we talked and talked for hours. When we left I asked him if we were going back to his house and he said no he was taking me home. I must have been visually upset because when we got to my place he told me that he was HIV positive and didn’t have sex with boys that were not. He said we could still be friends and go to dinners and enjoy each other. He and I clicked so well that I agreed. We went on several more dates and I started to fall for him. I think he was feeling the same but still kept sex off the table. I was hooking up with random anonymous guys and I would tell him about it. I could tell it upset him but he tried to act like it didn’t. He was still breeding his little stable of boys and sometimes would throw that at me. It made me jealous. I told him I wished I was poz so that he would want more from me. He said sorry but that wasn’t going to happen. Over the coming months I worked on him. Because we were open with each other about our sexual experiences I would use the things that turned him on against him. For example he said he liked sexy underwear on boys so I would make sure I did something where he could see my lace thong or wear jeans or shorts that clearly showed him my ass. I wore him down over months and finally almost a year later he agreed to breed me. He was  sooo good. His body is incredible and his cock is massive. He bred me for a few months regular until I came down with the fuck flu. I honestly was not really thinking of getting converted I was just so happy that this man I loved was breeding me I didn’t think about HIV. I don’t think he did either because when I got sick either of us thought about what it could be. My mom is a hospice nurse and suggested I get tested. I did and was diagnosed 4 months after my 18th birthday. We stayed together for another 7 years and I have zero regrets. He have reconnected and still stay in touch. When he is in town I show him a good time. Lol. He made me love sex with black men. They seem to know how to use bottoms like me.

I will say that I have had sex with many many black men in my life and not all men are created equal so to speak. I will say I find men of color more sensual but that does not always mean they are the best fucks or that they are hung. I do feel however that if I was ever going to be in a relationship again it would be with a man of color.

I do feel the sexual landscape has changed. I feel it has for me only because of the men that seek out my services has. For me sex has always been like air. I need it or I feel I may die. I will say the men I have been hooking up with as changed. Prior to hooking up it was about 98% anonymous. I now have more and more fuck buds. Men that after they breed me want to talk more and have a sort of relationship. I find most very interesting and it has made the sex more connected. It may be a new phase I have entered or it may be that men have changed how they serve their needs. Either way it seems like a natural evolution. 

Sucking cock is the gay man’s hand shake. I would assume it would be in the 1000’s for me. This week I have sucked three different guys. Only one to completion. Do the other two count?

I think it depends on the top as well. I am a well used bottom. My cunt is not right at all. Some guys have a hard time breeding me because of that. Some guys get really turned on by it and cum quick. Other factors may be if I have cum already in me, if I am at a sex club vrs one on one or if he has already cum in someone else.  At the end of the day I just want to be the receptacle he uses to put his precious gift in.

I used to be with a man that wanted me to be vocal while getting bred. It actually comes natural for me so it’s not a problem. I can control it though  and bring it down to a slight whimper when needed. I let the man dictate how much volume comes out of me though. In the past when we would visit my parents my man would breed me and want me to be loud. I was uncomfortable with that because I didn’t want my family hearing. He did. He wanted everyone to know my pussy belonged to him. It made  breakfasts with the family awkward. 

I can honestly not tell the difference. I have a regular fuck bud that has been breeding me at least twice a month for years. He came offer on Sunday and bred me twice. He got up to get ready to leave and I noticed for the first time he was uncut. Most guys that breed me are hard by the time I see their cock so I can’t tell.

On 4/3/2021 at 6:11 AM, Pozguyinchi said:

I remember back when I started high school. I met a hot senior that seemed to like me and we started dating. I was also in a relationship with my step dad and knew that was my primary. BTW it’s a long story that I have shared on here several times. Because it was just my dad and me I didn’t want to let him know I had a boyfriend at school. When my school relationship turned sexual I started to feel dirty. I would go from one man to the next servicing them and started to know it was my purpose. I am still like that today but in a much larger scale.

I have been in heat this month. Longer than normal it seems. I have come to a couple realizations. One is that I used to say I never felt more like a man than when I am getting bred. I thought about that more over the last few weeks and I realized that the feeling is that I know my purpose and I feel like myself. I am male and I don’t negate that, but I feel during and after breedings a sense of completion. Like this was how it is suppose to be. It can be annoying when I am in a truck stop parking lot at 10:00 on a week night cruising for cock. Or spending hours in a small booth in a video store with my pussy pressed up to a glory hole waiting for someone to come by and breed me. In the end I know what I am and we can put any label we want on it. It’s just simply at pease.

I was 9 almost 10 but couldn’t suck to completion until I was 13. I have always loved sucking cock. I really love the taste of cum. 

On 3/23/2021 at 11:07 AM, BreedingTop71 said:

From what I have learned as a top, I have seen that there is a deep need to be used for pleasure. As a Dominant Top, I forbid the bottom to cum in my presence and have a clear preference for bottoms in chastity. 
 

So the bottoms I use do not have a conventional sexual outlet and they seem to be always horny. So they again look for more sex but no outlet. So more sex. It seems like a vicious circle  but I would call it a virtuous circle. 
 

To confirm this theory we all have been exposed to guys who connect with Me, describe all the things that want Me to do to them is specific detail and once they get my dick pic they JO and cum and then communication stops. 
 

So it seems that cumdumps would not be sluts like this if they had release. Make sense? Also, from what I have asked, receiving anal seems to be extremely pleasurable, more so than penetrating and breeding apparently. 

I agree. As a total sub bottom I feel that because a bottom does not ( or should not) release in the presence of a man there is a hunger that builds. On Friday I was bred three times but went to bed hungry because I will only release while getting bred naturally through my dicklet without touching it. I also feel that true bottoms have a “cycle”. Every month I get an incredible urge to be bred (more than normal) and nothing seems to fill it. Not gangbangs. I have put my pussy up to a glory hole and had stranger after stranger breed me. I hang out in truck stops and parks looking for random men to seed me. It’s like I am hungry and need to be fed. This craving is not with the same intensity each month but some months are worse. I turely think that real bottoms are born not made.

I have never been to the boiler room either. The last time I was  in Berlin I had difficulty sitting for days after. The men are incredible. They definitely make them bigger in Germany. Even the smaller guys like me had huge cocks. I think I may need another trip soon. You have my pussy twitching just thinking about it. 

I don’t get asked much anymore if I am clean. It is annoying.  If you met me online my profile clearly states poz undetectable. If I am meeting you in a bathhouse or arcade you should assume everyone is poz and take whatever precautions you need. In the past couple of years if a guy asks me if I am clean (Usually while he is balls deep btw) I tell them yes. I am clean. I will suck you clean after you nut in me that’s how convenient I am. Lol.  

On 11/9/2020 at 3:27 AM, Pozguyinchi said:

I feel like I have told my story many times on here but I started young with my step dad. I was 10 but didn’t have full on intercourse until I was 13. It was my choice and I feel in retrospect I was the driver in our relationship. I feel that it’s everyone’s personal choice when they are ready. At 10 I knew I wanted to be with men but really didn’t know what sex was. At 13 I knew and was ready. It’s a personal choice.

I have taken the time to read through these comments and I feel that maybe this isn’t the group to discuss as someone suggested. My experience was way different than others. I am not sure that being sexualized at a young age is good. The advantages for me were that I was way ahead of other boys my age when it came to sex and relationships. I was in a loving relationship so I always was comfortable and safe. I never took on more than I was ready for. I started with playing and touching and then sucking then intercourse. All on my time line. Some of these stories are rape and abuse. I still think it’s all individual in when you are ready but because kids have to be protected 18 is probably the best age of consent. When I went to college at 17 and started to hook up with guys my own age it was an awakening as to the levels of sexual maturity. I found that most my age didn’t match up with me. I ended up hooking up with 40 and 50 year olds.

In my experience I feel I was in the drivers seat with my relationship with my dad. I easily assumed a gender role and was very comfortable staying there for my life up to now. I never thought it was wrong but I remember thinking if anyone found out my comfort zone would change. When I was in high school my dad encouraged me to seek out relationships with other gay boys to have a natural relationship with sex. It was fun  but the skill level was not like my dad. Our sex was and still is the best sex I have ever had. Unfortunately we do not have sex anymore but I feel my experience with him shaped how I see sex and relationships today. 

In my experience it’s not married men that fuck the hardest and best it’s poz men. Then black men. Then married men. This is just from my research. Lol. Poz men breed freely and with purpose. They are usually experienced with kink and bring it in to play with ease. Black men are primal. They love pussy and use it to serve them. They usually eat pussy too. Married men (in my experience) fuck you like they think a woman wants to be fucked. They often try to play off your senses. As a man it’s all about getting off for me. Sometimes I am up for being treated like a bitch but most of the time it’s about getting off. A lot of straight married men I have been with secretly want to bottom and that also detracts from the experience. Some poz guys do too but they usually know who is going to bottom and who will top and don’t deviate from that. Black men in my experience are all man and use pussy as god intended. Lol

I love it when a man is in control and uses me the way nature intended. It’s been a long time but not being able to sit for long periods of time the day after is always a good thing. When your nipples are red and sore or your ass and body are tore up from his beard stubble is always good too. Basically I like a man to be a man. 

I really don’t pay much attention to how this all works. I know that I have on several occasions entered topics in the wrong spot or commented where I shouldn’t have. This has caused me to lose ranking? Or something. I very seldom react. I really don’t get that and  would hate to do something wrong and cause an issue. All I know is you should keep commenting on things that interest you. I sometimes go weeks without commenting. If you are consistent it all works out.

As a bottom… I think I start all of my responses like that. Lol. I have had many many sti’s over the years. Two things I have learned. One is that men are men and sti’s happen. Most of my encounters are anonymous and overlap so I isually can’t begin to narrow it down. I have had men come up to me at the bath house or video store and let me know they have tested positive for something or other. I appreciate them for that. The second thing is every time I have gotten an sti it never manifests itself the same way. Getting tested is really the only way to know for sure.

Umm I get a sti at least twice a year and you need to go into the Dr for diagnosis. Not all antibiotics work for every Sti. Doxi is great for chlamydia but not for everything. I am currently on my second round of chlamydia for the year. I still got checked for everything because as many times as I have had it the symptoms are not always the same.