I was molested as a kid by a babysitter. My group of friends of my parents used to party together and would send all of the children to one parent's house and have an older sibling or cousin watch us while they go out. The babysitter was an older cousin of one of the kids. He convince me to go into another room with him where we got it on. We started with just fondling each other, then graduated to oral and eventually he took my anal virginity. When I was about 10, my bestfriend pulled his cock out and said, "suck my dick". Which I obliged willingly. Little did he know I had some experience. Unfortunately his mom caught us and I got the worse ass-whipping but that didn't stop me. When I got older, like about 13, I would give blowjobs to my god brothers late at night while everyone was sleep. I can't say that my molestation was the gateway of my fascination with cock and gay sex. Somehow, I believe I would have discovered it anyway. And although I find women sexually attractive, I still have a craving for an alpha to have his way with me from time to time. There is no better feeling then draining a throbbing cock ejaculating down your throat.