TMRCumDump38
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Like a lot of people I still like video games and animated movies. I hope that never changes.
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I have no doubt that being bred and taking loads makes me happy. But I psyche myself out of most encounters. My BF and I are open but rarely have sex. When we do, I’m a pig in heat. But his low sex drive means it doesn’t happen often. I also don’t think he really knows how high my sex drive is. How much my mind thinks about cocks and sperm. Our work allows us to be apart quite a bit. When we are, I’m constantly gooning out, stretching my hole with toys, fantasizing about the real thing. I have permission to play, why am I not? I’m absolutely unsatisfied and not getting what I need. Why am I lying in bed imaginging tadpoles of sperm and pulsating cocks buried deep in holes and not acting out on that desire. I want those loads. I want to be used. I want to service cock. How do I get out of my midntrap that keeps holding me back? Why do I hesitate the encounters offered on apps. Hell, I’ve gone to bathhouses and spent most of my time in my room despite the many playmates that showed interest and that I would have been very happy to blast their load in me. I would be so much happier having fulfilled my desire. Is it a worry about self-confidence and rejection? STI’s? Should those worries be bigger than my actual wants and needs? When it comes to self confidence I know I shouldn’t be worried. I look fine. And I absolutely feel like it is an acceptable trade off that I may catch something entirely curable while having a lot of fun. So what pushes me over the edge? The clock is ticking and I’m not getting younger. I’m sure once I start, I’ll have no problem after - it’s the pushing over the edge that’s tough. What helped you become the honest and happy breedling that you are today ?
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how to become a true cumdump (serious question)
TMRCumDump38 replied to a topic in General Discussion
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Fuck man, was just thinking about it and, as a bottom, one of the fucking hottest moments (and there are many) when I’m getting fucked is when the top passes that point where there’s no turning back and I know that load is going in me. Not quite at the orgasm but before, when his breathing gets heavy, or he starts warning me that he’s close. That moment I just think, “Fuck. This is it. It’s going to happen.” It’s so fucking intense to be on a ride that you know there’s no getting off of. At this point, I know he couldn’t stop if he wanted to. The breeding is imminent. Usually that’s when, depending on the position, I’ll either wrap my legs around him or reach around and grab his ass cheeks and make sure he’s not going anywhere. It’s my way of telling him that orgasm is happening in me and they train that’s coming down the track isn’t stopping, isn’t going anywhere else, but up my ass. Locking him in just before he enters his orgasm phase is so fucking hot because I know that once it starts there’s no way he can control himself and I’m not giving him anywhere to go but in me. There’s a lot of hot moments I enjoy but that’s one of the best, yeah, the moment between “I’m close” and the start of the orgasm where we’re both commiting to taking this all the way. It’s kinda like the moment he’s experiencing the orgasm is even hotter because you know the next part is involuntary and uncontrollable at that point. Once he’s feeling that electric wave of ecstasy of orgasm shoot throughout his entire body, the involuntary twitches and pumps that are about to occur as he floods my guts with his load are unavoidable and imminent.
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Thinking? I think my brain function goes out the window once I know he’s close. Just knowing he can’t stop and all that sperm he’s about to pump into me. How amazing it is that my hole is bringing him to climax and is where he’s choosing to plant his seed.
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Hey guys. Just introducing myself. Always been one of those guys that fantasized about being used. Partner and I have an open relationship (we are very close physically but rarely have sex with each other) though I don’t take advantage of our arrangement but have thought about it a lot. This pandemic ahs made me realize that when it’s over I need to change my behaviour. It’s like a lightbulb has clicked in my brain and I now truly understand that I’m a CumDump. I can think about cocks and loads all day. I understand my purpose now and I need to take down those worries and barriers that have prevented me from fulfilling my needs. I need to feel men experience their orgasm while their buried balls deep in my ass and then savour the sensation as their body goes from orgasm to the natural act of breeding with those involuntary throbs and twitches as he delivers his precious seed into me. I need to experience that. A lot. From many men and many cocks. I feel like I need support in making this happen cuz I’ve frequently talked myself out of it (or jerked off the fantasy) but I truly feel like a lightbulb has gone off and I’ve been thinking this now for months. Anyway love this chat and all the posts.
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The Cumdump Network - Locations & Phone Numbers
TMRCumDump38 replied to rawTOP's topic in General Discussion
Your first name (or a name you'll respond to): Donnie Your cell number (for texts and voice calls): (438) 500-1572 A location (be at least as specific as a zip code): Montreal, Canada Times you're generally not available: Can be hit or miss as I work two jobs Age: 36 Height: 6’0 Weight: 170 Ethnicity: White