Hi everyone, new to the site here, just thought i would write a first post. i'm glad i found a forum for gay men, It's hard to find really supportive stuff on the Internet sometimes. Anyway, just wondering if anyone out there is like me in the sense that youre struggling with being gay but know it aint gonna change. I like cock, it turns me on and I cant change that. Im still closeted because people dont get that. They think its all something that can be changed, if only they knew. I still hear people at work use the word faggot so nonchalantly, and of course there's the religious ones in tne family. I fantasize about men all the time, and am finally to the point where i feel thats okay. If only others did too. Anyone else out there still trying to figure out being gay? would love to chat. Thanks.