MalestoneFF
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What is the glycerin for? Always down for more cleanup tips!
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Many thanks to all who replied to this thread and shared your wisdom! I'm feeling inspired from toy and lube recommendations. I'm finally learning a low effort routine to keep 8cm plugs in and repeating few times a week. Still not longer than an hour, but less discomfort and no longer burning sensations. Crisco+J-lube is king. The pic is a day after solo play in September. I'm finally seeing a beginning of a sloppy cunt. Nonetheless more stretching is more.
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This mental picture doesn't seem to resonate here...?
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I'm so happy I can finally post to this forum after reading it for ages for inspiration. After a very long dry spell my throat was used last night by my very special and dear, spiritual brother. I had Him use my throat to His pleasure. This opportunity to meet with Him is very rare and I treasure and seize every situation like a miraculous event. I was mercilessly facefucked, my head seized by his forcefull hands and pressed against a wall, a bed. It was very intense and my breathing hole was completely overtaken by him and my permission to breathe was completely up to Him. His thrusts would not end until He would push His thick, voluminous semen down my throat for me to swallow. Such extreme bliss! Now, the following day I'm overcome with a feeling of strength, coming from "surviving" a (consensual) forceful facefuck. I feel so powerful! Is this common after submissive play? Also, I would not describe myself a faggot, even though I crave to be used like one. I feel more like a subject to His King, or Kings, rather than a slave. I would love to hear your ideas.
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I'm worried there's some damage I've caused inside because blood now appears every time I go past 9cm toys. There's always a bit more blood than I'm comfortable with. It always stops after a while but seems to resume at the next max stretch. Then I usually stop or stick to smaller ones. There's sometimes some blood at the toiled the night of the session but mostly never the day after. And no other signs of internal discomfort, bloating or whatever. It might just be lack of practice, my toy sessions aren't now as frequent as I'd like. The new ban on poppers in my country has dragged the euphoria level down a lot. I used to love sessions when I could just insert a toy once and progress to bigger and insert once and so on and so forth. Finally the Ass Servant just plopped inside! I've never had my hole examined internally by a doctor. Don't know of any polyps and such.
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I used to wish my ass and hole was super hairy like a sasquatch. I'm not that hairy. Mine is quite blonde and doesn't show as much as I'd like. Crisco on a super hairy ass and a shining red prolapse in the middle is true butt magic. BUT when I progressed to 9cm diameter toys I noticed the irritation of hair. I shaved it once around the hole and it brought a totally new level of ass slut to my mind! Now shaving around my hole before play is super super sensual slutty preparation. BUT. I always get one or two pimples the day after from ingrown hairs but they only bother me for a few days. Even so, I don't like the idea of using hair removal creams. I'm pretty sure they irritate and damage the rectal skin.
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Taking the time using fingers and truly worshiping the hole physically and verbally does it for me. Use toys and fingers together and admire every step of progression. Explore it. Make the hole want more and the key to that in my mind is verbal sex, if you know what I mean. Give your bottom a break from time to time by going back to smaller toys. Even when you can fit a fist inside, go back to smaller insertions periodically. You're super considerate if you do that before your tight bottom asks for it. I love it when a top really takes the time doing the thing you describe. I love it even though I'm a seasoned hole. The inner sphincter cramps a bit if a top just dives and is painful. It feels loose but it's really not.
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Has anyone here used a clone-a-willy or something similar to make a cast of their fist and use it as a dildo? I know doing this totally diy would be cheaper but I'm too lazy for that. I have a size 10-11 hand (European glove size, don't know if universal). I don't think one clone-a-willy set might be enough. Or would it? The reason I want to do this is just wanting to have a realistic size fist dildo in my collection. The one I have (Stretch Fist from Skyhi.uk) is almost child-sized and it's weird. Haven't found the right kind yet in any stores. I don't need one for training to take a fist. I've had plenty of the real thing ;).
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Any recommendations for music in a play session? Female vocals are a no for me. It needs to have testosterone! Sometimes it needs to be uptempo, big beat and such and sometimes deep drones and shamanic tones. My favorites: Hirsute Pursuit: Tighten that muscle ring Various shamanic dark ambient artists, Dronny Darko, Randall Collier-Ford, Kammarheit Wardruna (norwegian Viking music) Prodigy Chemical Brothers ... What are your favorites?
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Boy butter doesn't work for me (irritation) but maybe the key is grease grease grease! A thick layer of Crisco might do the trick. When I have a plug strapped inside, my rectum starts to cramp on its own and push the plug out. It's somewhat an exciting feeling and fun to feel powerless against, with the dildo strap and all. But it sure doesn't feel nice once the cramping turns to burning irritation in the rectal lining. And it really takes a while to "cool down". I can comfortably punch 10cm wide plugs in and out and have taken double punches with a guy with medium sized hands. Another thing that needs its own kind of training.
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Hitting a wall with my training dildo
MalestoneFF replied to kinkysuBB's topic in Fisting Discussion
Most of these comments to me read as if there's no discomfort once you get to the bend and past. To me that's the biggest obstacle, not the feeling of hitting the ceiling. Once I feel a dildo push past the sigmoid there's discomfort, physical pain. Only a few times in 10 years of practice I have managed to get past the sigmoid without a great deal of pain and that happened only if I breathed right and was totally sober. But most likely my toys just are too rigid. The Rambone is great but not good to painlessly smooth out the curve. Maybe a 4cm wide, soft long snake is what I need. Most of the time I just train the width because depth is just too much of a hassle. But then I stumble upon these threads and I want to try to go deep again! -
Fantastic goals! I don't get fisted at home but when my SO is away I have a solo play/hole worship session with huge plugs and dildoes. Last week when he came home after one of my sessions he suddenly got mildly horny. I asked if he wanted to fuck my nicely prepped, loose sloppy hole. He's not especially big and thinks my kink loosens my butt too much for me to properly feel him inside me. How wrong he is! It makes my hole super sensitive but also super easy and just the right kind of friction for him! He came two times uncontrollably and orgasm'd on the third when he fucked my loose hole! I gave total bliss for my SO because of my kink in wich he otherwise doesn't wish to partake. Excellent mind fuck!
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Does anyone else have this problem: I can't wear any type of butt plug for longer than 5-10mins and my hole feels very sore afterwards - like when you use the wrong type of lube that starts to irritate. The soreness wears off but once I wore a plug for 30mins before fisting and really had trouble relaxing and enjoying the fun because of the soreness. This is disappointing because I would love to strap the Ass Servant plug on for hours and have a slack cunt with puffy lips and a big rose ready for double fisting. All the plugs I have are vinyl, tpe, pvc and silicon, no metal or glass. I'm experienced in fisting and have been shoving things at least 10cm wide inside me for years. Some years ago I learned to avoid a certain brand of PVC toys that instantly caused irritation inside. Now the brand has disappeared from shops (probably renamed) and I haven't had a bad experience since, even though I have new plugs made from pvc.
