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I used to be one of the biggest,if not biggest, cumdump whore at Detroit’s bathhouse, bodyzone. The club is a dump (no pun intended) but there’s probably more black dick there than most or any bathhouse in the USA. And a lot of very hot black guys at that. On the weekend, rooms are rented for 6 hours. Most Friday’s, I’d arrive around 8pm to get a Vip room with a real queen size bed and pay for a 12 hour stay. I would post on the chalkboard for everyone’s view “bare Bottom room __”. Then I would get in the doggy style position on the bed. Any guy was welcome to my hole. I have an amazing ass and hole. Although I generally craved black men most, My hole was available for any and all to fuck and breed. I never discriminated and welcomed all loads. I always performed my best as a bottom for every guy so that the next time they visited the club on a Friday they would remember and want to give me their load again. I had many regulars. The more loads I got, the hornier I became. On each visit, regardless of the load count, i’d Leave the club more horned up than when I arrived. I spent so many Friday’s at BZ being fucked anon as a cumdump mostly doggystyle with guys entering my room and entering me without me seeing them that I now have a knee problem. I LOVED being a cumdump and being the release for hundreds of men. I averaged 15 to 20 guys on every visit. The load count varied. Some guys can only cum once, so they dipped in many holes before deciding who to cum in. Other guys would cum in me more than once. The most loads I ever got in a night was around 20. I averaged about 10 to 15 a night. Black guys made up 50% of the crowd after midnight. Because I have a big phat ass, I got a lot of black dick. Many hot black men in their 20’s too. Didn’t matter than i’m Over 50 now, my ass was better with age. While I gave my hole to anyone that wanted it, I loved knowing hot young black men wanted to fuck and breed me as a man twice their age. I loved taking load after load and guys loved when my hole became cum sloppy. Loved feel cum ooze out of my ass onto their dicks. Tragically, it all came to an end in September 2017. That night I noticed to absolutely beautiful muscle bound black men in their 20s that came there together. I wanted them really bad. About an hour after I saw them, I was in my room in my doggystyle position and they both entered and shut the door. They both started fucking me bareback and very rough. So rough that it was as close to the feeling of being raped than I ever had before. There dicks were huge and they intentionally fucked me as deep and rough as they could. It hurt bad, but these guys were so hot I didn’t want to tell them to stop. I even almost started crying from the pain, but they both gave me their load and then left my room. They came back later for more. A little after that, I got a chill like never before. I couldn’t get warm. I put my top on. I knew something was wrong. I ended up leaving. Over the course of the next two weeks, I became so weak that walking to the mailbox at the curb of my driveway was a major task. I could sleep for 20 hours and wake up and feel just as weak. I became jaundice, had bowel problems, urine was dark, nauseous 24 hours a day. I had virtually every symptom of hepc you can get. My blood test caused concern of liver failure. I was told by my doctor to go straight to Henry Ford hospital’s emergency, as the hospital specializes in liver disease. I was admitted and put on an in to flush my system. Luckily, when the team of doctors came in, they don’t me my numbers were coming down. But I had a fibroscan while in the hospital and although the numbers could be skewed due to inflammation, the results weren’t good. I was on disability for a few months because I was too weak and continued to have bowel issues. I started harvoni and was cured, but I’ll be taking another fibroscan soon to find out the permanent damage to my liver. Hepc for for me was the worst experience I ever went thru in life. But re-infection will happen if I return to life as a cumdump or even bareback at all. And if I get reinfected, my insurance probably won’t pay for the harvoni again. Regardless, I can’t go thru that again, so I went from cumdump to celibate. I have to because I’m convinced reinfection with hepc would kill me. Becoming celibate is the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I love being a cumdump. It’s not a self-loathing or lack of self-respect. The pleasure I get from pleasing so many men by being a receptacle for their loads is what brought me happiness. There is no better feeling in the would than the moment I feel a raw dick start to pulsate as it shoots its load deep inside me. If not for hep c, I’d still be at bodyzone most Friday’s on my bad knee taking loads. Being a cumdump was my indulgence and escape from life’s stresses. And I love the anonymity of it all. No exchange of names or numbers. No having to meet up for one dick. No stalkers. Going to the bathhouse was the only answer for my life as a cumdump, but now it’s over. I’m devastated over it but grateful I’m alive, so I’m trying to deal with this new reality the best I can. Remember that prep doesn’t prevent hepc, and while hepc is now curable, the 30 day supply is $80k plus, leaving many out of reach for lack of quality insurance. And insurance companies won’t repeatedly pay. Most with hepc will never experience what I did, but just know the risks. For those continuing to cumdump, I’m envious and even jealous. I’m surely missing it.

So as some of you know, I've had HepC for several years and have been on a waiting list to start treatment (via UK NHS). Well that time has now come and yesterday marked the first day of finally getting treatment started and taking the necessary drugs to clear this virus. At my last sex health clinic earlier this month all other STDs including HIV were negative. I've been put on a combination therapy of Zepatier (50mg Elbasvir / 100mg Grazoprevir) 1x daily, and Ribavirin at a daily dosage of 400mg AM and 600mg PM for four months. So far the only side effect that I've noticed is getting the shits later in the afternoon/evening. But I'm only on Day 2 so still wondering if this is definitely a side effect or coincidence and the toilet needs can be contributed to anything else (recent diet etc). As time goes on, and the HepC becomes undetectable then I will slowly be weaned down on the Ribavirin or even taken off it if I start getting any bad side effects. But so far so good. Latest blood results prior to starting treatment showed that VL was peaking again (it's fluctuated from a low of 87k iu/ml up to 1.5M iu/ml) and currently stands at 940k iu/ml. VL History: (iu/ml) May 2014: 87k Oct 2014: 400k Feb 2015: 1.5M June 2015: 468k Dec 2015: 267k Feb 2017: 940k There is a gap in 2016 for results as I stopped writing them down when my consultant was going through my bloods and was told VL wasn't the main parameter they use to see how I am doing... other blood parameter results were more important for them. Mentally - getting the go ahead to start treatment has done me the world of good. Previous posts I've made on HepC threads I've said about how it's been a bit of a roller coaster ride. Hopefully now it's just onwards and upwards. I plan to keep this thread updated at reasonably regular intervals until the treatment finishes and we see how I get on.

I have been diagnosed HIV+ 2 1/2 years ago, and then became undetectable roughly six months later; for various reasons which you all can imagine I haven't had as much sex as I used to. Due to my endowment and the shortage of tops in the area where I live, in particular I have been bottoming more and more rarely, to the point where the last time I got fucked was in 2014… Recently, I have been feeling the itch more and more, and the dildo isn't really enough anymore. Long story short, I am seriously considering trying out the Cumunion party in my area next week. What are the health risks for someone who is HIV+, undetectable and on regular medications? I am especially worried about catching a different HIV strain, which could make my medications useless (is that correct?) or an equally nasty STD (Hep C, I guess, is the most dangerous of the ones out there) which could seriously complicate my otherwise treatable condition. I know this forum is no substitute for a medical counsel, but I would still appreciate any informed opinion that you guys are willing to share. Thanks