What does my fantasy really say about me?

[anonfuck28]

I’m often wondering what my fantasy really says about me as a person

I’ve acted out a fantasy many times with complete strangers but I often find myself wondering what it really means at a psychological level. What does it really say about me and my personality?

My fancy is I arrange a meet with a top(pref hung!) I unlock the front door, turn off all of the lights and wait naked doggie style on the bed sometimes wearing a hood and sometimes not, sniffing poppers in complete darkness. Darkness is probably one of the mandatory things I’d look for any meet. Partly because I think theres no awkward glances and it’s anonymous.

Over the last few weeks I've often found myself wondering what this really says about me as a person I don't consider myself to be a cumdump or a pig, I'm really not that fussed if a guy loads inside me or not, it’s more the getting fucked (but I don’t feel the need to feel like I’m being controlled by a top) but would be interested to see what other people's opinions would be someone regularly looking to act out that scenario

When I'm looking for a meet this is always the scenario that I try and set up I often wonder is it because I'm not great at socialising with strangers or maybe because I know we’re only meeting for sex and any conversation would be pointless and only made out of politeness

Would be interested to hear any thoughts.

[PERVERSATILE]

PSYCHIATRIC HELP 5cents

I think the scenario you describe merely indicates;

you're a guy,

you likes to have sex,

this is way you like to have sex;

and this is the process you go through

to get sex.

All kidding aside,

you may be a bit of an Introvert.

Keep in mind,

that is not a character flaw

or a liability in anyway.

[bottombottoy]

the fact that you feel the need to keep it dark and with a hood on might be considered as hiding from your acts.

[seaguy]

PSYCHIATRIC HELP 5cents

I think the scenario you describe merely indicates;

you're a guy,

you likes to have sex,

this is way you like to have sex;

and this is the process you go through

to get sex.

All kidding aside,

you may be a bit of an Introvert.

Keep in mind,

that is not a character flaw

or a liability in anyway.

totally agree with this guy. sometimes i think god am i a sick person when i have some more perverted fantasy's but then i realize they are just that i have not and do not intend to act out on them, at least not the really twisted perverse ones. lol

i have anxiety issues that make it hard for me to just say hey lets meet up and fuck. so i can relate somewhat with you we all have our flaws (for lack of a better word) sometimes i look at mine as being a good thing. if i were so quick to hookup there could be consequences to that, that i might not like..... so don't always look at the negative side of things.

your profile pic shows a fucking hot body many of us are envious of i have to say.

Edited May 29, 2014 by seaguy