Dreams Of An Aspiring Pornstar

[thbottom23]

*  Disclaimer*   This is my first attempt at writing, and is based on a true story.

 

Porn has always been something special to me. When I was a young boy, just 8 or 9 years old, i would love to hang out in my club house with my stash of porn mags and just study the pictures. Even though these were straight mags I would study the poses and practice them secretly. I would love to feel the cool air on my asshole has I spread my young cheeks wide.  I remember wishing was a girl just so I could become a porn star.  At that time I didn't quite understand the longing I felt for the veiny cocks that were glistening nice and bare in the magazines.

 

Fast forward a few years, the Internet was now common and my old porn mags from the clubhouse were a thing of the past. I discovered the wonderful world wide web full of any type of porn you could possibly imagine. I would watch grainy videos and slow loading pictures for hours, sometimes touching my young and growing cock, but usually I would just be fantasying about how much I would love to be able to do porn once I got a little bit older.  I ould visit some of my favorite websites (by this time they were mostly gay sites) and click on the 'Become a model' link and fill out the information, telling myself that once I turned 18 I would finally click the 'Submit' button.

 

Well, my eighteenth birthday came and went, and I found myself in a long term relationship with a girl I met in college. At this point in time I considered myself bi and that my girlfriend was holding back my true desires of cock.  After all, almost every night after a date, and when we said 'goodbye' for the night, I would find myself spending a few hours searching my favorite gay sites.

 

Around this time I discovered Treasure Island Media and began to discover the intriguing side of bareback gay sex. It always seemed unnatural to me that men would wear condoms while fucking each other. I would think to myself "Why the hell would you wear a condom, it's not like they can get knocked up."  I would later discover I was wrong about that, but in a good way.

 

As the college years continued, I knew I no longer wanted to be with the girl and our relationship ended.  By this time I was 20, but still hadn't found the nerve to take my first cock, bare or wrapped.  I decided that now was the time.  I started searching hook-up sites and came across Manhunt.com.  It seemed the right time, so I created a profile and threw on some hot pictures which I had had taken of myself.  Naturally my profile received a lot of attention, and, as it turned-out, one guy, Chad, lived near by and as his profile attracted me, we chatted several times over the course of a few days.  By this time I had convinced myself I was going to get Chad to take my cherry.

 

After a night of a couple beers, I received a text from Chad, suggesting I come over to his house.  Chad also mentioned a buddy of his would also be there, and that the guy was about my age.

 

"Well," I said to myself, "Alright this is it, we're doing it."

 

 loaded up into my truck and headed to his apartment.  I was so excited I could barely grip the steering wheel.  Pulling into the apartment complex I located Chad's apartment.  He had made it easy by telling me to look for the Colts flag hanging on the front door.  Screwing-up my nerves, I knocked at the door, and Chad opened the door.  He was wearing only a bathrobe, whereas I was wearing basketball shorts (which did nothing to hide my excitement.  

 

I couldn't believe I was about to do this!  Chad immediately made me feel welcome, and asked me to follow him into the bedroom where Harry, Chad's buddy, was awaiting us.  

 

As we walked into the bedroom I was immediately presented with the vision of Harry, who was already naked, sporting an extremely large cock.  Once I saw him the lust for cock took over and I said "Looks like I have some catching up to do," and instantly dropped my shorts exposing my seven inch cut cock which was at full mast. Chad dropped to his knees and took my cock into his mouth. Finally a man had his mouth around my cock.  No girl ever gave me pleasure like this. I knew I was hooked and there was no denying it.

 

Harry walked over and I grabbed his semi-hard cock. I remember being very gratified of how good it felt to hold another guy's cock in my hand. After a few minutes I knew it was time for me to become a cock sucker, there was no going back now. Once a cock sucker always a cock sucker. I wrapped my mouth around Harry's large cock and tried mimicking what I've seen in gay porn since I was a young boy. He moaned and seemed to enjoy it. After a few minutes of that Chad mentioned that Harry should fuck me. 

 

I was so ready for my first cock. I owned a few large dildos and three inch wide butt plugs so I was confident I could take his cock. I hopped on the bed and presented my ass to Harry, doggy style. He lubed up my hole and I heard him snap a condom on to his cock.  I remember somewhat wished he hadn't pulled-on a condom, but I had other matters on which to focus, including that I thought it odd Chad was letting Harry fuck my hole first since Chad had told me he wanted my cherry.

 

Harry lined up his cock and teased my hole with the head before plunging his dick into my virgin hole and went balls deep. Harry's thrusts into my hole quickened as I got more comfortable. This is when I discovered I was a vocal bottom and began to start begging for him to pound my faggot hole and to make my hole gape for him. Turns out Harry was new to gay sex as well and within a few minutes he announced he was coming and buried his still covered cock into my hole. He pulled out and seemed a little different after coming. He came up with an accuse about having work early and left. I was a little dismayed he had bailed, but then Chad asked me if I was ready to lose my cherry. I said "What do you mean?  Harry just took that from me."

 

"No," said Chad "I mean your real cherry."

 

I wasn't sure what he meant. He told me Harry didn't count because he used a condom and it just so happened to be his last condom. Chad explained to me that I hadn't really had a cock in me yet and I didn't fully experience what sex with a man should be.

 

Without a second thought I propped my ass up on his bed again and presented my ass. This time we didn't need as much lube. Chad then asked "Are you ready to take a true cock and become one with a man?"

 

I simply moaned and my cock became rock hard. Chad pushed his bare cock into my newly fucked hole and he let out a moan as did I.  It felt completely different!  Something rushed over me.  It was hard to describe, but it felt so right.  I swear could feel the veins of his cock as they passed my sphincter, deeper and deeper into my ass.

 

As Chad fucked me, he told me repeatedly how good my guts felt wrapped around his bare cock, especially when he would fuck me deep for a few thrusts and pull all the way out exposing my gaping hole. "Wow, I've never seen a hole gape so easily" he remarked.

 

As he pushed his cock back in my ass would release a nice gasp of air, showing Chad how willing I was to accept him. I felt Chad's uncovered cock start to stiffen and swell up in me. I knew he was about to cum. I asked Chad "Where are you going to blow your load?  You're not wearing a condom."

 

"It's already taken care of," Chad chuckled as he picked-up his pace, and his breath turned into a series of continuous grunts. Then Chad said the words that would change my life "Prepare to be bred by my bare cock, you fucking bareback slut."  With that he then buried all six inches of his thick bare cock into my guts and emptied his load deep into my virgin gut.  We remained connected to each other, his cock holding his cum in my used ass like the knot on a dog's cock. I loved knowing his cock was holding his cum in while my guts adsorbed his load and accepted it into my body.

 

After a few minutes he withdrew from my ass and I felt my asshole.  It was sopping wet, which lead Chad to comment "Well now you're truly a man whore. That is what man-on-man sex is suppose to be.  Promise me you will always bareback from now on.  Without hesitation, I nodded in agreement.

 

As becomes a good bottom, I left Chad's apartment without cumming, hopped in my truck and drove home, Chad's load leaking out of my hole while en-route.  The sensation of his cum oozing out of my ass was too enticing.  I had to stick a finger in my hole and feel myself up a bit.

 

So I did and had my first ever taste of cum, and I thought myself fortunate to have had it come straight from my ass.  I knew I was a barebacker and would find myself only wanting to watch bareback gay porn. I discovered more and more websites that catered to my desires.  One day I was on Treasure Island Media and was watching some of the trailer videos.  I loved how hot the no limits bare sex was and I knew I needed to do that.  While searching the website I saw the 'Models wanted' link.  I knew it was for me to start thinking about taking the next step.

 

Part two coming soon if wanted.

[HornyForPozSeed]

fucking hot, can't wait to read more

[Frenchpig]

nice start keep writing

[seaguy]

Definitely want a part 2 stud, great first story.

[pjaco]

Nice story waiting for part 2.

[breedbaltimore]

Great first part, Can't wait for the next part!

[Jamesslut]

Can't wait for part 2!!

[Bttm2go]

Hope the next part is coming soon.

[Guest Lempriere]

Looking forward to Part II -- very hot!

[wroxguy]

Part II please.  Like this story

[thbottom23]

I will work on it!

[bbcowboy]

Great story, great video.  Glad you got your shot at a porn career!

[BBDreamer]

Awesome that you got yourself filmed. Hope you write and tell us what it was like. Loved watching you take those raw cocks and their loads.