Just lost my first BB top

[ellentonboy]

Very, very sorry for your loss.  

[Satyr99]

I've just been through this loss too: so sorry for yours.

Dan was my first raw lover, and we hooked up on and off for 10 years, during which he regularly fucked me to heaven and back.

I miss him every day

[hntnhole]

My heartfelt condolences, BredByJ.  It's always sad to lose someone we're close to, and far more so when it's someone we love.  Still, one way to deal with the loss is to pretend that all those wonderful moments are still available to you via your memory, and as you page through that special mental "book" of memories, the loveliness of the relationship always remains, and the hurt always fades over time. 

Give yourself all the time you need to grieve - that's really important.  By the same token, carry the wonderful experience with you as life unfolds.  Build on it.  Expand on it. Use the memories to expand your mind. One day, if you allow it, and in the fullness of time, another guy will catch your eye, and that can be a joy too. Not in the exact same way, of course - but in some important way. 

My best wishes at this sad time.  

[borntosuck]

Sincere condolences