My particular experience that first made me know I was bi.

[Njn0mc]

I had to post this. Other guys posts has sparked memories of my 1st time and 2nd time how I started with new fun many years ago. I learned that I was a bi bottom after this. I'll remember these experiences like it was yesterday and remember every little detail. Still get off on it!!

Never thought of men that way. I still like women but love to be a bottom. I started late in my life. My group of friends back then and I we were all very straight but there was one in the group that was gay we knew about it never said anything. He never talked or we talked to him about it. He was just one of the guys.

I had a sex life change a long time ago we were at a bar with friends and with girls having a great time "I posted about this some time ago" we drank alot and I was buying drinks and kept bumping into a guy at the bar by accident.  I politely apologize and after the 3rd time buying he said sit over here. I gave the drinks to my friends and their girls and sat next to the guy he bought me a few drinks and we talked alot joked a bit had a good time with my new friend.

My friends wanted to leave and the guy ask if i could drive him home if i was leaving.  Since i got there alone i told my friends im hanging here they left and my new friend bought me some more drinks. I was feeling drunk as hell and he asked to take him home it was close. So i did. We got in the car and almost hit a few cars on the way to his place. We got in his house and he gave me a spare bedroom to sleep in. I think he gave me a drink or two when we were there dont remember.  I crashed on the bed and passed out. 

I kinda woke up pants off to my body moving and felt him inside of me pumping away. Laying on top of me. I was shocked and confused that it actually kinda felt good i could feel he must have lubed me up. I squirmed to get him off. Told him to stop. I just heard a growl he held me down harder grabbing  my neck hard as he then thrusted harder. I could feel his cock sliding in and out of my sore hole.
All of a sudden he moaned loud and he explode and pulled out as I laid there almost in tears not knowing what to do. He left and I got up got up and saw a bathroom went in to cleanup and saw some blood on my hands as i touched my sore hole. I got nervous and wiped my hole and leggs  .and put my pants on and left his house without saying anything. 

Few weeks went by and still thinking about it all.  It did get me hard thinking about it. Didn't tell any of my friends about it. Then I was watching porn and went to the gay porn and it excited me a little.  It was getting curious about what happened to me and I called my gay friend and ask if i can come over. He said he is free tonight so come by.
I got there, we have been friends for years. I sat on the sofa. I knew he would understand what happened. 

I told him everything that happend the other night. He said that you were forced and did you like it? I said actually after i got my head straight yes and then i just let it happen to the end. He asked if there was a mess after? I said there was some blood and a little crap on my leggs got cleaned and left without seeing him. Then i told him i recently watched some gay porn and liked it. I was a bit confused.  He laughed and said you joined the club and laughed more.

He sat next to me and put his hand on my leg and rubbed it. He ask if that makes you feel uncomfortable. I said a little but felt hot. He started to rub my crouch and said how about that? I said im actually getting hard.
He said everything is ok its our secret between us.  I'll help you to fulfill your curiosity right away.
He undid my pants and played with my cock. I got hard as hell and he bent over and started to suck my cock for a littl. We got up and he said you good? I said yes. It was weird because we have been friends for years and never thought of doing this with any guy.
He grab my pants and pulled them off.
Now i was getting more weird feelings. He played with my balls and cock for a bit. He said I have been waiting for this to happen with you. I know you like girls but i thought you would like this also. I was getting hot as hell now he turned me around and gave me a hug as he push me forward and bending me over for him to see my ass. He said I have a great ass but we have to do something for you to learn.
He walked me to the bathroom and gave me some enema bottles. He told me how to use them and had me bend over and lubed the tip and stuck it in my ass. So weird but hot he filled me and said sit on the toilet. Told me to keep doing this till your discharge is clear. Then he left the bathroom. I used the bottle's till nothing but clear water came out. I heard him say jump in the shower I'll be right in. I got into the shower and started to soap up. Then i heard him come in. He got into the shower with me and started to soap me up. We spent some time in there washing each other and he turned me around and was washing my back then my ass and ran his fingers to my hole. He pushed me to bend over as he soaped up my hole and felt a finger go in. It felt so amazing and then two fingers when in as he stroked them in my hole.
All of a sudden i was getting hard. We washed the soap off dried and he grabbed my hand and brought me into his bedroom. I got in and saw the bed with his toys spread out and gay porn playing on his big tv. So when I was cleaning out he was setting up this room for us.
He laid me down. He got on top of me and kissed me. My 1st time kissing a dude. I was so hot i got into it. Then kissed my stomach and started to suck me but stopped so I didn't cum. He turned me over and pulled my hips up and pushed my face into the pillow.  He rubbed my as and licked it then started to lick me ass. It felt so good as he stuck his tongue deep in my ass. I moaned so loud and he said love that sound and you will be doing that more.  Then i felt some fingers go in and felt some cold suff on my hole as he stuck one of his toys in me very very slow.
As it was going in it hurt at 1st then an incredible feeling from my leggs to my head hit me as i moaned so loud. He thrusted it more and the porn got louder as he turned it up i looked up watched the porn playing as he was thrusting the toy in me.
Then he said get ready, I ask for what? and then he pulled the toy out fast. I think i just blew a little load. I moaned again loud. He ask how was that? I said more more!
He laughed and said this will get you. Then i felt another toy, bigger and tighter go in and it vibrated hard. Wow this was hot. Used it for some time then pulled it out.
Then I felt the bed move and he started to rub my hole and herd him say nice hole. I put my face into the pillow and all of a sudden he put his cock in me. It felt sooo good as he slipped it in very slowly. I felt every part of his cock as he started to thrust. He said he always wanted to fuck me as he was thrusting harder. It felt so nice. Then he flipped me over and grab my leggs high. Pulled me toward him and his cock went in again. He bent my leggs by my head and thrusted away. I looked down to see what was happening and loved it. It was hot seeing his dick in me ! He pumped with light but then hard thrusts for a while then he moaned loud and laid on me with his cock still in as i felt his cock throbbing.
It was such a great feeling.  He got up and sucked my cock i lasted a minute and blew a huge load in his mouth i was so turned on. He push me up on the bed and laid next to me. We watched porn for the next hour and he showed me his favorites. Groups and bondage seems to be his favorites. It was a big turn on I never watched group or bondage porn. He told me all about bondage and fun at groups. What he likes to do to guys and have done with him.
It was so incredibly hot! I moved to the front of the bed ass up to watch the porn better and he moved over to rub my ass then he climbed on and said im so hot for you right now and i felt him enter again as he held my arms tightly so i couldn't move. I said give me more and he pumped for a little and blew another load in me. He lifted my hips so my ass was high and he said i can see everything dripping out. He licked my hole for a while and heard and felt him suck it also. So hot!
We laid on the bed for a long time playing with each others cock and talking. He said he would teach me a bunch of things to do. He said he would like to tie me up and blindfold me. He explained it will heighten the senses.
He also told me about things that can add to the fun like poppers and 420
He said I bet my boyfriend would like to meet  you. I said sure just let me know.
Then he asked if i would like to be tied and blindfolded.  I said ill try anything once.
So he called him and walked away as he was talking  to his friend and I just laid there watching porn. He got back and handed me some 420 and laid next to me and said his boyfriend is coming now so smoke. I said ok as he slapped my ass and sat on my leggs and started to give me an amazing rub down from my head to my leggs. I almost fell asleep. His boyfriend arrived i didnt hear him come in to the apartment and bedroom i was too relaxed from the massage. He must have been watching me getting the massage for a while. Then i heard him say hello there. I looked up and he was nice looking guy wearing sweatpants and a tshirt. He said so this is the guy that had a tough start?
My friend and him left the room as I laid there relaxing and watching porn. About 10 minutes or more went by and both came in. He was naked and a bigger cock than my friend. He was a bit hairy but very muscular with big arms. He walk to my face and grabbed my hair and said suck. My friend then told me how to do it right as i had his cock in my mouth. He was getting hot and hard. I actually started to get into it alot. Loved how if i did it right it his cock would throb. He walked away and ask my friend if he fucked me yet. He said he used some toys and yes twice. He seemed annoyed that it happened but he kissed my friend.
So his boyfriend asked about what happened with the guy who basically raped you. I explained what happened and what he did. He asked me did i like it. I said at the time a little but no. I said now i find it very hot now and get hard thinking about it. He said thats great. Told my friend to sit on the chair as he spread my cheeks and looked at my ass closely. I felt a finger go in deep moved it around then put it in his mouth and said to my friend I tasted you. I looked over and saw my friend sitting there as his bf was examining my body. He flipped me over grabbed my soft cock and started to suck it till i got hard then stopped.  He said to my friend go get the straps and stuff. He told me to get on the bed face up. So I did my friend gave him a bunch of straps then a hard pillow. Then he sat on the chair to watch. His boyfriend pulled me almost to the end of the bed then strapped my hands to the post with long straps.
Now my arms are stretched wide then shoved the pillow under my hips and back then strapped my feet hight to the other posts so my leggs were hight and spread.
I had mixed feelings at this point. I kept looking at my friend sitting there and hearing from him its ok and u will love it.
My friends boyfriend then grabbed a tube and squeezed out some lube and grabbed something from the nightstand and rubbed it. Then slowly put it in my ass it felt good but hurt a bit like my hole was about to rip. I passed a point the slipped in fast.
He got up and walked around looking at me.
They both left the room and shut the door. I heard some taking and then they came in.
I couldn't move and both got on the bed and rubbed me all over as my friend put a blindfold on me and said relax. He kissed my face as his boyfriend started to stroke me and play with my balls.
I couldn't see anything and they turn the volume up on the porn. Then felt the toy come out of my hole as a blew a load on my chest. I was like rubber then. One of them started to lick the cum off me then felt it had to be his boyfriend rub his dick on my hole. I said i want to feel that. His Boyfriend said quite in time. I kept feeling his head rub up and down on my hole then all of a sudden it went it. Wow it felt so good and i was so amazed how much it felt that way. I think the straps and blindfold definitely heighten the experience.. He pushed all the way in deep. Then i heard my friend say dont move keep it as deep as you can. So now his cock was so deep. I didn't know what was going on at that time. Then i felt him starting to thrust. Again feeling every part of his cock. I heard my friend ask how are you and I said great. Then his boyfriend started to pump harder. I heard my friend say to his boyfriend can i lay under you to see and he said yes. Heard some sounds then his boyfriend started to pump real hard and grabbed my neck tight as i couldn't breathe that much. I choked and it got him more excited that he thrusted hard as i heard him almost screem and felt a warm feeling in my gut's. I was exhausted at this point and my hold was so sore. He was about to pull out and he told my friend to get a pale.
I dont know what they were talking about but laid there with his cock still in me and he wasnt moving then i felt something under my ass as a very warm feeling was rushing in my guts and some moaning. I heard him say I like you friend. 
All of a sudden his boyfriend said get ready im pulling out as what was buy my ass came up to my hole as he pulled out and i felt a lot of liquid coming out.  Then i smelt the piss and asked was that piss. My friend said yes did you like it. I said yes but burnt my hole coming out a little. I said I'd do it again and i her my friends boyfriend say i really like this guy as he laughed.
I asked if you can untie me thay said not yet. So i laid there and my boyfriend lifted the blindfold and said how was that? I said I would do it again with you. We want to relax for a little shoved a pillow under my head and he said watch some more of my porn. He put in a dvd of some more bondage gangbangs porn and left me all tied up to watch. In a few minutes i had to piss and yelled for them i had to piss. They came in with a large bottle and stuck my cock in it and my friend said piss now. I filled it half way just about and when done he pulled the bottle away and suck my cock for a little then left me alone.
I thought it was crazy but cool.
I was watch the porn and got hot watching but i was also exhausted and leggs were sore from hanging there. Then my friend's boyfriend came in got on his knees and started to eat me for a while as he stroked his cock.  He stood up and he was hard as a rock grabbed the tube and smeared it all over his cock and said now watch this as he stuck his cock in me. I didn't see my friend anywhere as he pumped hard and fast. He was pumping hard for a while then licked my hanging leggs as he kept pumping I still dont see my friend anywhere. He he then moaned loud as i felt his cock throb and he pulled out and left. He said we will do this again I have to go. He left and heard some talking then a door close. My friend came in and untied me and i had to lay there forna bit my leggs were so sore. He laid next to me and said he was jealous to see me get fucked like that. He likes to get fucked just like that. He asked how are you doing was this fun? I said yes had a great time but im sore as hell down there and leggs. He said over time it will be easier. We kissed for a little and he pulled me up and said go shower.  After i got out he handed me my clothes and I got dressed.
He said I will show you more things and bring you to a few friends that we have.

I did play with the two of them a lot of times after. I got so into being a bottom I sometimes show up to my friend for a quickie then go home unexpectedly.

We ended playing after untill my friends boyfriend died in a car accident and my friend moved. They taught me a lot of kinky stuff and introduced me to the clubs and their friends that eventually played with. I so miss them. They introduced me to all kinds of fun and kinky stuff.
Im still a pussy hound but I love to bottom.

Edited December 12, 2022 by Njn0mc

[Guest]

Nice.

I was kind of young when I discovered my bi side.

[Njn0mc]

I still jerk off remember all this!