Where do you think your desire to eat cum came from?

[camelblue]

For me, I was a late bloomer so I had a lot of friends when I was 12-13 that could already cum. I felt insecure about this, like I was inferior or less of a man than them. They felt like the "cool kids", all these boys that were developing their male sexuality. My best friend was a pretty big guy for his age, and developed pretty early. We used to lay in bed at night at sleepovers and jerk off in our beds. I couldn't cum yet though, only dry cum, and I was jealous of how big his dick looked and that he could shoot the white stuff. We watched lots of porn that we downloaded from KaZaa in the early 2000's, some of it blowjob porn with a blonde girl that deep throated her boyfriend's huge schlong and always took his thick white cum in her mouth and swallowed. 

A lot of this porn charged me up sexually, but since I couldn't really cum for myself, I felt like I couldn't relate to the guy, and started to relate more to the woman. I became very curious about cum and why dicks shoot cum. I became curious about why girls liked to suck dicks, what did they get out of it, what did cum taste like? How does the guy feel like when he's cumming? The most interesting part of porn to me wasn't watching a girl's pussy get fucked, it was watching a dick cumming.

Eventually I was at a sleepover when I was 13 and it was sort of revealed that I was a late bloomer and couldn't cum. Some of the guys teased me about it. It made me feel inferior, less than them. They were already kissing girls and some of them getting bj's. Eventually they all were jerking off in their sleeping bags, when one of them suggested that since I can't cum, he dared me to blow another boy so that I'd actually have something to do. I felt shocked, scared, but that feeling of male pressure pushing on me, forcing me into a submissive role, the anxiety I felt aroused me. I agreed and started sucking his dick and immediately enjoyed it. I could feel the power radiating from his dick. Even though I have a dick, it felt like something that I didn't have. I didn't have his masculinity, the qualities that make him cool and stronger than me, and now I was sucking on his masculinity. Eventually, he came, and I didn't stop. I had been so curious about cum and ejaculating, and what it was like, and why girls enjoyed cum in their mouths in the videos, that I wanted to experience it all for myself. It felt pretty thin, kinda oily, not really any taste. Still, It made me feel complete, my curiosity satisfied, I related to this role more than the man cumming since I still wasn't able to do that. The boy told the other ones about how good it felt, nothing felt gay about it, it was just like boys discovering something exciting and wanting to try. So the other two boys begged me to do it for them and I did. The second boy barely came, seems like he just started, but the last boy was the most developed of all of us. He was about 5'7 already and had a big adult-like dick. I'll never forget what his load tasted like because it was the first time that night that I felt like I truly ate semen. He spasmed a lot more than the other boys, his shaft throbbing, and his cum was thick and salty. The other boys was like an easy dare, but this felt like a real challenge. A bit of a feeling of shock and discomfort, but i loved that feeling of fear, a feeling of being overwhelmed and not having control.

I can see now why I turned out the way that I did. I like feeling inferior to men bigger than me with bigger dicks. I like feeling a little worthless, I like the feeling of being used and overwhelmed by male sexual desire. My purpose is to pleasure men. My purpose is to always open my mouth when a throbbing dick is right in front of my face and let it squirt whatever kind of load is in there out of his balls and onto my tongue. My purpose is to fully embrace the power that male energy has over me and swallow hot ball sauce. The manlier, muskier, funkier, saltier the taste, the better. The more challenged and dominated I feel, the more aroused I am. It's hard to describe the euphoria I feel when a man holds my head in place, or the back of my neck, or my throat, as he jerks a big cock in front of my face and demands that i open my mouth. It's truly where I belong, at the tip of a penis of a man that is better than me in every way. Cock is my safe space, my comfort zone, and hot semen shooting into my mouth is my home.

[Guest]

I started eating my own after reading a Penthouse forum article about two women who made a men cum in his own mouth by throwing his legs over his head and jerking him off into his own mouth. I started doing that and was hooked for life. I eat it all ways now. I've been to the tap.

 

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[Orlbttmntraining]

Im a pleaser by nature, and seeing how much men loved thier cum un my mouth.. I kinda fed off that (no pun intended) and enjoy it myself

[DavidCumSlut]

As far as I can remember I just loved guys, naked preferably, and from the first time I sucked one, and he fortunately came quickly in my mouth, I loved the taste and texture of cum.  

[Caged]

On 5/20/2023 at 8:51 AM, DavidCumSlut said:

As far as I can remember I just loved guys, naked preferably, and from the first time I sucked one, and he fortunately came quickly in my mouth, I loved the taste and texture of cum.  

Same for me, I was hooked the first time I sucked a cock.  Have been cum hungry ever since.

[sub4oralcum]

My wife was frigid so I started watching more porn. I really liked watching the bitches suck big cocks and I loved it when he finished by jerking off on her face and in her mouth. Eventually, I began wondering what it would be like to be in the bitch's role... taking the cum on my face or in my mouth. So, after a couple years of wondering, I began my journey to becoming a cocksucker. I didn't swallow for a while, but once I got my first taste of cum it was over. I loved everything about a stranger pumping his delicious cum into my mouth. I loved the submission of receiving their cum, I loved the texture of their cum, I loved the taste of their cum. I could never get enough and I can't get enough. For the life of me, I can't fathom why anyone would ever spit it out. Cum is precious and under no circumstances should it EVER be wasted!

[downtownswallow]

Receiving another man's cum is irrefutable proof that he isnt "faking it" and demonstrates that my efforts have resulted in me being rewarded with fresh jism inside me.

[marriedsub]

On 5/24/2023 at 11:37 PM, Turbocs37 said:

My wife was frigid so I started watching more porn. I really liked watching the bitches suck big cocks and I loved it when he finished by jerking off on her face and in her mouth. Eventually, I began wondering what it would be like to be in the bitch's role... taking the cum on my face or in my mouth. So, after a couple years of wondering, I began my journey to becoming a cocksucker. I didn't swallow for a while, but once I got my first taste of cum it was over. I loved everything about a stranger pumping his delicious cum into my mouth. I loved the submission of receiving their cum, I loved the texture of their cum, I loved the taste of their cum. I could never get enough and I can't get enough. For the life of me, I can't fathom why anyone would ever spit it out. Cum is precious and under no circumstances should it EVER be wasted!

I started out exactly the same way: less interested wife --> more hetero porn for me --> wishing I could take the place of the girls --> watching gay porn --> eating my own cum --> sucking and getting fucked by men --> guess I'm gay now 🙂

[Pigmanwhoredave]

Cum is life swallowed or pushed up the make cunT-with the Excitement of new life from a man's cock in your sleazy body and mind. Yum!

[funpozbottom]

As a curious kid, I wondered what my cum tasted like. I was kind of hesitant to actually try it, but once I did, I found I really liked it and after that first lick, I'd eat every load. When I started to play with other guys. I was ready and willing to swallow their cum.

[Piggyybttmm]

I really enjoy pleasing, whether it was with women (when I had sex with women) or having sex with men. A man cumming is proof that I did a good job. That's enough to get me off, but the first time a man came in my mouth I ended up loving the taste as well. So much that I had to do it again

[Guest]

When I had his cock in my mouth and I felt his hand on the back of my head and hearing him say"I haven't cum in a month".

[jXsluT]

ive had a natural craving for it for long as i can remember

[Guest]

I was pretty young and curious, so I did try to taste my own cum and I liked it, beside to makes me feel horny. 

 

[faggot4play]

On 5/30/2023 at 6:57 PM, Pigmanwhoredave said:

Cum is life swallowed or pushed up the make cunT-with the Excitement of new life from a man's cock in your sleazy body and mind. Yum!

yes....and when he is done with that slut.....i'm ready to climb on